When Xu Qin rushed to the Public Security Bureau, Meng Huaijin, Fu Wenying, and several uncles, aunts, cousins, and nephews of the Meng family were all there.
When Fu Wenying saw Song Yan, her expression changed, and she refused to go forward.
Second aunt came over to Xu Qinâs side and explained: âQin Qin, go and talk to your brother properly, this matter canât be played around. Aunt watched him grow up, everyone in the family knows what kind of child he is. If someone is harming him or framing him, you tell him to tell his family, we will stand by him and help him solve it. But he has to speak up. He has to speak out if he has any grievances. You tell him not to be afraid, ah, no matter how big of a problem it is, we will bear it for him.â
Meng Huaijin looked haggard and said, âQin Qin, tell him, if thereâs anything going on, letâs take care of it back home. Donât ruin your own future.â
Second aunt said again: âThis crime is not good. Besides, grandpa is old. If the old man finds out, he will be so sad, wonât he?â
Xu Qin could only nod her head.
The police took Xu Qin and the others to the interrogation room, and when they were almost at the door, Song Yan stopped.
Xu Qin looked back at him in surprise.
Song Yan said, âI wonât go in.â
They were all men, who would be willing to show others their down-and-out appearance, let alone to a rival.
âEn.â Xu Qinâs eyes were slightly apologetic.
Song Yan watched her go in, pursed his lips tightly, and let out a deep breath through his nose.
If he said he wasnât jealous, that would be a lie.
â¦â¦
In the interrogation room, Meng Yanchen leaned back on a chair and looked up at the ceiling slightly. There was a bruise on his cheekbone, his clothes were messy, and there were dust like shoe prints on them.
Xu Qin looked at the police and said coldly, âDid you beat him?â
Meng Yanchen moved his eyes over and stared at her. It hadnât been long since he had sobered up, his eyes were red.
âNo. He attacked the police when he was arrested.â The policeman glanced at the monitor in the corner, gestured in that direction, and went out.
There were only two people left in the room.
Xu Qin went to sit down opposite him: âDoes it hurt?â
Meng Yanchen nodded slightly.
Xu Qin had nothing to say, sat for a while, and said in a flat tone: âCooperate with the police investigation, it will not be good for you if you continue this way.â
Meng Yanchen asked back: âYou wonât go home again?â
Xu Qin was taken aback, and asked: âAt that timeâ¦â¦were you at home?â
âEn.â
She was silent for a long time, expressionless, but lightly scratched the table with her fingers: âAlthough mom and dad were wrong, you donât need to use this kind of method to hurt their hearts.â
He shook his head dispiritedly: âIâm not. I just donât want to do anything.â
She heard something strange: âWhat is the truth of the matter, can you explain it to the police?â
Meng Yanchen didnât speak, but looked at Xu Qinâs fingers with red eyes.
Her expression was calm, but her fingers picked harder: ââ¦â¦Maybe some of mom and dadâs actions have disappointed you, but there are no perfect people in the first place, and it is very harsh to ask them not to make a mistake in their whole lives.â
She didnât know if he was listening or not, he looked at her thin fingers, and suddenly asked, âWhere is Song Yan?â
Her fingers relaxed: âHuh?â
âWhere is Song Yan?â
âAt the fire brigade.â She didnât tell the truth.
âOh.â
ââ¦â¦â
âDonât you hate our family?â
âHuh?â She asked lightly, and unconsciously picked the table.
âHate our family for ruining Song Yanâs future and almost killing him.â
Xu Qin: âNow is not the time to talk about this.â
Meng Yanchen was silent for a while, and asked: âQin Qin, if he wasnât around, would you still like me now?â
Xu Qin didnât make a sound, her lowered eyes froze for a moment, and she raised her eyes to look at him: âMaybe I would. â¦â¦But, it would be very painful.â
âWhen I liked you before, it was very painful.â She said quietly, âI was always guessing whether you really liked me or was taking care of your sister. But it doesnât matter, we wouldnât be together anyways. I couldnât make that first step, you couldnât either.â
She said: âWithout Song Yan, maybe I would still like you now; but without Song Yan, we would still be in the current situation. Maybe each of us would go on blind dates and get married obediently.â
He smiled bleakly: âReally?â
She nodded very lightly: âYou asked me before, since I can be with him, why canât I be with you.â
âMeng Yanchen, I will only be with him. Because over the years, I havenât made any progress. I only know how to stand still, and even retreat again and again, regretting, being timid, doubtingâ¦â¦ If it were someone else, I would have given up a long time ago. But he has always been so resolute, refused to let go, and walked towards me again and again.â
âSo, I will only be with him.â
After Meng Yanchen finished listening, mist formed in his eyes, and he raised his head to look at the ceiling:
âIn the past ten years, itâs me who hasnât made any progress. If I really tried my best to be with you, neither you nor I would be in the situation we are in today.â
âNo.â Xu Qin shook her head, âYou are too kind-hearted. You canât do something that shames the whole family. Neither can I. Itâs not your fault.â
Meng Yanchen looked at the sky without speaking, only his pale lips trembled slightly, and a line of tears slid down his temple.
âMeng Yanchen, let it go, okay? Live for yourself, okay?â
â¦â¦
Song Yan walked to the office hall, passed the corridor, and saw Xiao Yixiao leaning against the wall and looking in one direction coldly.
A group of college students gathered at a desk in a corner.
The police were reprimanding: âYou guys are doing this wrong. Before the truth has even been found, you are posting on the Internet. Are you trying to engage in cyber violence? Great, now you canât take it back even if you wanted to!â
A girl retorted: âItâs rape. The other partyâs backing is so strong, if you donât send it online to find people to support, what if it becomes âvoluntaryâ by force?â
The policeman said: âWhy donât you believe in the legal system? All of you are students of University A. Where did you learn to do this?â
A boy said: âBecause we are students of University A, donât try to use your money and power to solve this matter. If we made a mistake, we will definitely publish it in the newspaper and admit it. But you should investigate the case fairly and impartially first. If our classmate was really wronged, no matter how strong his background is, we will fight to the end!â
âYes.â The students shouted, âFight to the end!â
Song Yan frowned slightly: âWhy are there so many people?â
Xiao Yixiao: âItâs all students from University A, they are hard to deal with.â
âFound each other last-minute?â
âNo. The police said that this group are all from the University A Student Union. Itâs going to be winter vacation soon, and they went to a KTV party before leaving school. Halfway, the woman went out for a while, but she didnât return for a long time, and then she said she was raped. The students called the police. After Meng Yanchen was arrested, he kept silent and had no ID on him, so he was delayed for a long time. As a result, these students wrote articles and posted them, and found alumni to spread them, resulting in the current behavior.â
Song Yan asked: âThere were no security cameras at the KTV?â
âNone indoors.â Xiao Yixiao said, âThere were in the hallways. Meng Yanchen went alone, and went to the bathroom on the way, probably drunk. When he came back, he met that woman, and the woman took him back into the room. What happened in the room depends entirely on the womanâs side of the story.â
Song Yan asked again: âHas the girl had a physical examination?â
Xiao Yixiao: âThatâs the issue. She had a slight pinch mark on her body, and she said that she used a condom so thereâs no evidence. Now she is still being contradictory and refuses to do further examination. Just delaying.â
Song Yan looked at the group of students, surrounding the victimized girl, a figure flashed by, and when he saw her face, he felt she looked familiar.
It was Ye Zi who entered the police station with Zhai Miao last time.
Song Yan frowned instantly, went to the window, and made a phone call.
After it rang for a while, Zhai Miao picked it up with a sleepy tone: âWhat is it so late?â
âWhere are you hiding, get over here immediately!â
Zhai Miao was wronged: âGe, what are you talking about in the middle of the night?â
âZhai Miao, donât make me angry.â Song Yan said.
There was a moment of silence, she gritted her teeth and said, âIâm in the stairwell.â
â¦â¦
Xu Qin came out of the interrogation room and followed Xiao Yixiao back to her family.
Meng Huaijin: âQin Qin, what did Yanchen say?â
âThe police went in to interrogate him.â Xu Qin said, âHe said he didnât do anything, and that woman framed him.â
Although everyone believed in Meng Yanchen, they held their chests and let out a long sigh of relief when they heard the exact words.
âHe said that although he drank too much alcohol, he was still conscious. He didnât do anything to Ye Zi. Insteadâ¦â¦â Xu Qin paused and said, âThat woman wanted to do something, but he drove her away. â
Fu Wenyingâs face turned cold, and she turned around to find the group of students. Meng Yanchenâs third cousin stopped immediately: âFourth aunt, you canât go. Those students are very rowdy and hostile to us. If you go, wonât you be threatening them?â
Several juniors also said: âThatâs right, donât go yet. Since Uncle Yanchen didnât do it, the police will definitely investigate and find the truth.â
âIâm afraid it will be too late by the time they find out.â Third uncle frowned and said worriedly, âNow there is no solid evidence to clear his innocence, and the investigation will take some time. But it has been spread like that on the Internet, and Iâm afraid that once the police will finally investigate clearly, in everyoneâs opinion, that is also the result of covering up.â
Now things were tricky.
If this was an ordinary person, he could wait for the investigation with peace of mind. But the Meng family couldnât wait, damage to their reputation was a big deal.
âNo matter what, the post canât be deleted anymore. The more you delete it, the worse it will be.â Third uncle said, âWe have to find a way to tell everyone the truth in the most credible way. Go find more people who investigate, and hurry to find witnesses and evidence. There will definitely be evidence, we must find it as soon as possible!â
âYes.â
Xu Qin took a look at Meng Huaijin and Fu Wenyingâs anxious looks at the moment, and hurriedly looked away. Soon she realized that she hadnât seen Song Yan since she came out just now.
She didnât know where he went.
â¦â¦
In the stairwell, Zhai Miao was sitting on the steps playing with her mobile phone.
Behind her, the security door was pushed open, her hairs stood on end, and she turned her head immediately.
Song Yan walked in, let go, and the security door closed.
He took the next step and looked down at her: âWhat are you doing here?â
âWhen I saw you coming, I hid. What else can I do?â Zhai Miao glanced behind him, âWhere is my Qin jie, didnât follow you, â¦â¦went to cheat on you?â
Song Yan: âYouâre fucking talking nonsense.â
Zhai Miao rolled her eyes: âYou have such a big heart, sending her to meet your rival.â
Song Yan ignored her and asked: âWhat happened tonight?â
Hearing his tone, Zhai Miao was immediately upset: âHey, youâre not suspecting that the post was my idea?â
Song Yan snorted: âYou are not that lacking in virtue.â
Zhai Miao rolled her eyes again.
Song Yan: âSpeak!â
Zhai Miao: âYe Zi said she was bullied, crying, and said that Meng Yanchen had a lot of backing, everyone got angry. She said she wanted to post, and the group was quite happy. Anyway, I didnât participate, and I didnât stop it. Came to watch the drama.â
Song Yan listened to her, took out a cigarette, lit it, leaned on the armrest, and asked, âWhat happened between her and Meng Yanchen, tonight?â
âHow would I know?â Zhai Miao turned to her phone.
âWhy are you hanging out with this girl again?â
âShe is also in the student union, and the president asked everyone to get together. What can I do, just be air. Anyway, I havenât talked to her since the last time.â
Song Yan exhaled a puff of smoke and looked at her through the green mist: âZhai Miao, you are acting strange today.â
Zhai Miao grabbed her phone tightly: âWhat?â
Song Yan squatted down and looked at her from a close distance: âYou didnât mentioned this rape case from the very beginning, and you didnât make any comments or show emotions. Instead, you were anxious to separate yourself from this matter.â
Zhai Miao was taken aback for a moment, secretly shouted that she couldnât hide from his gaze, and was about to speak.
Song Yan raised his finger holding the cigarette, and signaled her to shut up: âI believe that you have nothing to do with this matter. But why do I feelâ¦you know something?â
Zhai Miao remained motionless, staring at him.
Song Yan judged from her expression: âYou know Meng Yanchen didnât rape Ye Zi.â
Zhai Miaoâs eyes widened: âI donât know! How would I know?!â
Song Yan didnât have the heart to argue with her, and his face changed: âSince you didnât bother to get tangled with Ye Zi, why donât you tell the truth?â
âWhatâs the truth? I didnât harm him, I have a clear conscience.â Zhai Miao said, âThey made a fuss about writing posts and reposting them. I didnât say a word, and I didnât participate. I didnât even contribute by clicking on the comments.â
âBut you know thatâs not the case. With how smart you are, I guess you still have some evidence on your hands.â Song Yan looked her seriously, and said, âYouâve been playing with your phone here, so you should know that the situation is tense. If you keep delaying, Meng Yanchen will be finished.â
Zhai Miao said with a cold face: âNo matter how heâs finished, he will still be in a position a hundred times better than you, itâs not up to you to worry about that!â
Song Yan was quiet for a moment, knowing what she was thinking, lowered his voice, and said: âIf you just hate the Meng family, Zhai Miao, thereâs no need.â He looked at her, âWhat happened in the past, doesnât matter anymore. Donât put on a show of your bad temper, if you have evidence, come out with me.â
He put out his cigarette, got up and left, and as soon as he got to the security door, Zhai Miao stood up abruptly: âWhy doesnât the past matter?â
âI ask you, why doesnât it matter?â Zhai Miao questioned him, her voice a little choked, âIf I finished high school and went to sell socks on the Skyway Bridge for ten years, and then told you that I was admitted to University A, someone ruined my grades, I should have been a CEO on Financial Street, can you still be okay?â
Song Yan held the doorknob and stopped.
âDid you know? Once you went to school to deliver clothes to me. My classmate asked, Zhai Miao, that man is so handsome and stylish. Can you introduce him, what does he do? I said you were a firefighter. Do you know how they answered? â¦â¦Oh.â
âGe, does it really not matter to you anymore?â
âThey ruined the youngest and best ten years of your life! Everything you did was in vain! You were almost tortured to death, did you forget?â
âWhen the news came that you were going to be executed for a felony and that we wouldnât even get to bring your body back, my mother almost went blind from crying, and she couldnât find any connections. It was my father who went to kneel in front of the person he hated the most to beg for your life!â
ââ¦â¦They bully people too much, they bully people too much!â
With red eyes, Zhai Miao said fiercely,
âDonât pretend in front of me here, you say it doesnât matter anymore, you say you donât hate them. If it really doesnât matter anymore, when Xu Qin came to you for the first time last year, why did you drive her away? If it really doesnât matter, what are you doing with so many books at home? What are you working so hard for?â
âIf youâve really let it go, it really doesnât matter, then our family members wouldnât have not dared to mention that matter for so many years!â
âWeâre afraid of hurting your self-esteem!â
âYou forgave them now because of Xu Qin, thatâs your business. I wonât forgive them, absolutely not!â
After she finished venting, the corridor was deadly quiet.
She was so angry that her whole body was shaking violently, but Song Yanâs back was unusually silent.
âZhai Miao,â
Song Yan stood with his back to her for a while, and said:
âNo matter how unwilling you are, time will never come back.â
m a e m: my heart