Getting my parentsâ permission turned out to be surprisingly easy. They were not the type to interfere much in my affairs, so all the excuses I had prepared just in case became useless. They simply accepted it.
âThese days the kimchi refrigerator is not working really well.â
âHmm, my golf clubs are getting oldâ¦â
âThe TV is a bit fuzzy too. Oh, Iâm not asking for a new one.â
ââ¦Iâll get you the kimchi refrigerator, the TV, and the golf clubs.â
My parents are quite materialistic.
Thereâs not much more to say on the subject. Whatâs important is that I can finally proudly talk about my work in front of my parents and start planning for independence.
âIndependence?â
âYes, not right away, but slowly.â
Now itâs time to seriously move towards my dreams.
The current commute between home and the office takes three hours round trip. I wanted to reduce that travel time a bit. Not being able to have home-cooked meals is a bit disappointing, but itâs not a big problem since I can come home once a week.
So, the arrangements are complete. Itâs already December 31st. A hectic year has come to an end. It really has been an incredibly hectic year, to the point where it felt like I might die.
Letâs recap. From the beginning of the year, I worked like crazy on development, and from mid-year, I also dabbled in marketing. Even after the actual launch, there was nothing that went smoothly, not even the awards ceremonies.
But thatâs not all.
As a fourth-year university student, preparing for graduation was truly a dreadful time when I felt like I needed ten more bodies.
âYouâve worked so hard. Itâs all thanks to all of you.â
I praised my team members as we closed the year. They all looked much more relaxed.
Especially Han Seorim and Kim Hyeji, who are graduating with me, had the brightest expressions.
Well, since we havenât decided on any plans for Hellic 3âs development yet, they are enjoying their freedom.
âWeâll focus on internal organization for a while. Itâs about consolidating the foundations and achievements weâve built up as an indie company.â
There isnât much for the team members to do. Iâm the one who needs to plan for the future.
I need to prepare for AAA-grade development in earnest.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
In addition, there was one more thing I needed to pay attention to.
âEspecially Ayoon.â
âYes!â
âYesterday was the practical test, right? Good job.â
âHeheâ¦â
âNow youâre an adult too.â
Jo Ayoon has finally reached legal adulthood. I heard she did well on the practical test, and her transformation into the Ayoon I knew has been quite impressive since the awards ceremony.
Now she doesnât stutter much when she speaks.
âEnjoy your university life. Those days will become memories.â
âSenior, didnât you not go to university?â
Han Seorim asked quietly, giving me a knowing look.
âLetâs not dig into that.â
Thereâs no need to dwell on unnecessary matters. As I mentioned earlier, whatâs important right now is Ayoon becoming an adult.
This is not just a matter of formality.
âFinally.â
As a regressor, one more piece of the future that needs to be changed has been added.
âToday, as announced, weâre having a company dinner with Ayoon. A real drinking dinner.â
âAwesome!â
Ayoon proudly held up her ID card against her forehead.
Han Seorim asked, âAyoon, since itâs your first time drinking, you shouldnât drink too much, right?â with a worried tone.
âHowever, this wonât do. We need a strict policy, especially when I recall the dreadful history of past company gatherings.â
âHuh? Team leader, already done? Whatâs this? You know it! This wonât work! I guess Iâll have to teach you how to drink!â
A relentless runaway locomotive, an indestructible party animal who keeps going until someone collapses from drinking, forcibly pushes down drinks in otherâs throat, and even an obnoxious behaviour of picking fights with strangers when they are drunk.
I think to myself, âWe need to change these drinking habits.â
For the future of Studio Rewind, we must eliminate such behaviours.
âLet this sister teach Ayoon. Ayoon take the lead!â
âItâs good to enjoy alcohol in moderation. But Ayoon is a beginner, so sheâll get drunk quickly.â
âMyungkyu Myungkyu, even Oppa canât handle alcohol. He fell asleep after just one drink.â
âW-wellâ¦â
âHahaha! Itâs okay, itâs okay! It was fun back then!â
No one realizes the danger that lies ahead.
ââ¦Yes.â
Understanding and support are out of the question.
It will be a lonely battle.
***
â¦Iâve had moments when I made up my mind.
I had to delve deep into the profound contemplation of an unchangeable future, the coercion of the world, the inevitable despair, and the cruelty of fate.
âGeezâ¦â
Jo Ayoon was formidable.
If we were to compare her to a gacha game, she would be a natural SSS from the start.
She was a born leader who couldnât even hope for a change in the future.
A face flushed to the level of a tomato, a mischievous smile, a raised glass of alcohol, and a seemingly happy expression.
Andâ¦
âUghâ¦â
In front of such Jo Ayoon, her team members were groaning with their heads resting on the table.
âHow is it that we ended up like this?â
I wondered, clutching my throbbing head.
I tried to remember where it all went wrong.
Images of past moments flashed through my mind.
Turning back time to just before midnight, the moment Jo Ayoon became an adult.
The first victim was Myungkyu-hyung.
âAh, Ayoon. Just one drink for meâ¦â
âMyungkyu, canât you handle your alcohol?â
Myungkyu-hyung succumbed to Jo Ayoonâs challenge, overdoing it with just one shot of soju.
âAyoon Ayoon⦠I just had a drinkâ¦â
âEat and drink more! It tastes better that way!â
âHuhâ¦â
The younger half of the duo, Kim Hyeji, died after succumbing to Jo Ayoonâs challenge to drink seven shots in a row without a break.
âAyoon Ayoonâ¦?â
âDrink.â
âHuh?â
âI said drink.â
Then, Jo Yumi succumbed to the shiver-inducing joke from Jo Ayoon about going to the recording studio while drinking.
And so, only I and Jo Ayoon remained.
â¦No, only Jo Ayoon and I remained.
âUghâ¦â
Han Seorim collapsed without even realizing it, her forehead wrinkled as if feeling quite unwell.
I wasnât in a normal state either.
If I drank more, Iâd surely suffer tomorrow.
I looked at Jo Ayoon.
âBoss, have a drink.â
Now, Jo Ayoonâs target was me.
Suddenly, my heart tightened.
It was a learned fear.
âTeam leader, make your choice. Whether you want to drink this (itâs a deadly bomb if you do) and go home, or face the impending crisis and endure a more painful moment slowly.â
There was no option to run away or disband.
As I mentioned earlier, when Jo Ayoon was drunk, she was quite aggressive.
Jo Ayoon, realizing he couldnât handle more alcohol (while intoxicated), turned into a dramatic alcoholic, resembling a character from a drama.
In my previous life, because I was the team leader, Jo Ayoon was always assigned to me.
âButâ¦!â
Now it was different.
After a long period of humiliation and suffering, goodbye to the time of misery and pain.
I am not a team leader anymore; I am the boss, and Jo Ayoon is a newcomer about to enter university, my subordinate.
Our positions are clearer than before.
âAyoon.â
âDrink itâ¦!â
Jo Ayoon pushed a glass of alcohol in front of me.
The smell of alcohol made my head spin.
I kept my mouth shut, and Jo Ayoonâs eyes widened.
âP-please, drink!â
Gulpâ¦
The glass pressed against my lips.
I couldnât back away.
âLetâs call it a day.â
Thud!
Her face looked as if it had been hit with a loud sound effect.
A non-verbal expression that vividly conveyed the question, âWhy?â
Gradually, Jo Ayoonâs expression turned cold.
It was the final phase in my memory.
âI-I donât want toâ¦!â
Jo Ayoon held the glass tightly.
She made a fierce look as if growling.
It felt tense, and it eventually hit.
âMister, do you want to fight?â
âDo you want to challenge meâ¦?!â
The words reminded me of some point in a past life.
It was more than an innocent memory.
Should I describe it as the feeble bravado of a puppy rushing towards a wild beast?
I gently moved Han Seorim, who had been sleeping on my knees, out of the way.
I approached Jo Ayoon and whispered cautiously.
âShould I cut off the internet?â
Suddenly, Jo Ayoon stopped.
Her eyes trembled.
Was her rationality returning?
Yes, she might understand this.
âAyoon, your mother is worried. She says youâve been playing games a lot lately.â
Jo Ayoon (20) still had a long way to go.
To break through the âmomâ barrier.
âWe should⦠go home?â
Jo Ayoonâs lips were tightly sealed.
And then, her head nodded slowly.
âLetâs go. Everyone, wake up and go home. Iâll call a taxi.â
As I tidied up the place, I thought to myself.
It was a hard-won conclusion.
âI should just avoid company dinners.â
Since there was no way to stop Jo Ayoon, I decided not to give her a reason to go wild.
â¦I was the sole survivor of the company dinner.
***
It was 2012.
I took the day off on January 1st.
There was no reason to call people on a public holiday when there was nothing urgent.
So, on January 2nd, Monday, I had my first day back at work.
When Jo Ayoon came to work, she immediately apologized to her team members.
âIâm s-sorryâ¦â
âHuh? Itâs okay, it was your first time, right? Everyone acts like that when they first drink!â
Her team members accepted her apology graciously.
Ah, even this scene felt familiar.
âTeam leader, Iâm sorryâ¦â
âWhy do you do things youâll be sorry for?â
âBecause it was⦠impulsiveâ¦â
âYouâre always like that.â
Memories from my past life suddenly resurfaced.
I felt this way often, probably because I sensed deja vu.
And now it was my turn.
âItâs okay. Letâs be more careful next time.â
âYeahâ¦â
I watched Jo Ayoon leave.
Then I sat down and looked at the wall of the office.
The results of my efforts were on display.
A trophy and a plaque from the recent awards ceremony, as well as a framed record of our development work.
As I gazed at them in silence, Han Seorim approached me.
âBut, sunbaeâ¦â
âYeah?â
âWhatâs that on the table?â
She pointed with one hand while sipping on her yogurt. It was the framed picture with five dollars wedged inside.
The money I had received from a mother and daughter I had coincidentally met in the United States.
âItâs justâ¦â
Literally, it was just money that I couldnât think of using anywhere else.
ââ¦Nothing at all.â
I decided to say no more.
Then Han Seorim asked again.
âSo whenâs our next project?â
âYouâre already asking about that?â
âDidnât we jump right into 1 and 2 without a break?â
That was a different situation.
âThis time, weâre aiming for AAA grade, remember? It requires some preparation.â
âWhat kind of preparation, money?â
âMore than just money. Resources, external distribution partners⦠But first, we still need to solidify things within the studio.â
Of course, as Han Seorim pointed out, the biggest issue was money.
Hellic 2 had a total net revenue in the 20 billion range, but that was far from enough to create a AAA title.
âMost games of a reasonable scale require over 30 billion to start with.â
And when it came to big titles, even 50 billion seemed insufficient for a AAA game.
Even if we spent all the money we had right now, how could we possibly get to 50 billion?
There were two possible solutions to the financial problem.
First, we could create an early access version and sell it to cover development costs.
However, this method was not suitable for the times, as early access sales were not common in 2012.
So, the second option was the only one left.
We needed to start looking for investors.
The reason we were only thinking about this now was that our studioâs reputation had grown significantly while winning Indie GOTY awards.
We now had meaningful indicators that could potentially attract investors in the AAA market.
âIâd love to just put everything into stocks, but major stocks that I know of wonât see any significant growth until after the 2020s.â
Before that, they were either already expensive or not even listed, making it impractical to pull out money immediately.
More importantly, we were already tight on funds for expanding the studio.
These were things we could plan for only after hiring a Chief Administrative Officer (CAO).
âI shouldâve studied stocks when I was younger.â
But it was a long shot. I didnât have time to research which stocks performed well each year.
I sighed.
Then, at that moment, a notification sound rang out.
I received an email.
It was from a familiar yet unfamiliar sender.
My eyebrows furrowed.
âValhalla?â
It was Aldred Russoâs studio.
He was probably the one who sent it.
Now, I had a crazy idea.
âAh.â
Iâve prepared a gift. You can check it out after you return.
He had mentioned something like that before we parted ways.
It seemed like he had prepared something quite exciting. Thinking about it, I opened the email.
My eyes widened.
ãI thought you might need this.
(Business Card Image)ã
The picture attached to the email was that of a business card.
I stared at the business card, or rather, the name of the company written on it.
ãSony Interactive Entertainmentã
Sony, one of the giants in the console industry, selling the PlayStation, one of the three major gaming consoles.
Below the business card, there was a short note added to the email from Alred.
ãIâve known this guy for quite a while.
He wants to port your games to consoles.
Give it a try.ã
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