Few weeks into second trimester and all I have to say is , being pregnant is amazing.
I mean don't get me wrong, your body goes all through this changes that aren't always the best like peeing alot and the stretch marks, mood swings and don't get me started with all the weird cravings. Thank goodness the morning sickness are over.
Anyway despite all that it's just amazing, I have always loved nature and this is with no doubt the masterpiece of it all, giving back to mother nature by bringing more life, its beautiful.
Aaaaah now am tearing, pregnancy hormones.
As I was saying, it has been blissful, I don't know what people say about pregnancy being hard, maybe is because I have Elijah?
Ooh we have been glued to the hip, if you thought being unmarked made my alpha possessive? You are mistaken, the guy even wanted me stop working immediately, of course I didn't allow that to happen. But he almost ripped the head of anyone who did as little as look at me the wrong way, it was hilarious, well except the one time he actually attacked a wolf for hitting me with a shopping cart when we were out baby shopping.......yeah a story for another day.
But he wasn't the only one, I can't handle physically being away from him, and when mean can't, I mean exactly that. Am telling you this child is addicted to his father as much as I am, am going to have my hands full with this one.
Which brings me to my current situation, today is one of those days were we absolutely had to separate. And to say he threw a fuss would be an understatement, I had to be the bigger person *ironic*Â and persuade him to attend the meeting assuring him I would be okay, which, just to put it out there am not!
But we both knew I wouldn't accompany him, so here I am 30 minutes without my mate fully dressed in him ,his t Shirt his hoodie his boxer shorts his socks!!! Trying to distract myself with a movie I can't even remember its name, an ice cream tub in my hands .
I know i have to keep my emotions together otherwise the slightest sense of distress my mate will be running back to me, and it was sooo tempting but am the Luna, I have to be practical.
Aaaah why is the clock dragging itself today!!
And did he really have to leave five guards for me, I understand I really do, but the scent of any other male seem to be irritating my wolf since we got pregnant and now the scent of FIVE who are just roaming around OUR compound!!??? Thank the goddess my mate left me drenched in his scent, otherwise I would have gone mad with how sensitive my wolf has become.
"What the......"
Those wolves better not have broken any of my potted plants.
"Ooh you did not!!! You are protecting me , who's gonna protect you FROM me,"
I may also have grown a little violent, who could blame me though, I am carrying the child of the most violent wolf in the history of werewolves.
"No!, Luna go back inside, please. "
"What's wrong?"
"LUNA watch out!!!!"
Fucking old cocksuckers!!!
Alpha Killian couldn't believe this old wolves had dragged him away from his pregnant mate for shit THEY had refused to listen to him in the first place. The next order of business after this rogue problem is once and for all handled, is to find new council members, this old fuckers should retire already!
Killian was irritable as hell, mad angry and mostly anxious. His ears sensitive to the clock in the room counting every tick indicating just another second he wasn't with his Luna.
He had forgotten how to live without his mate around him, who was he kidding he wasn't living until SHE came into the picture. Now everything seemed unimportant to him, even this meeting, especially this meeting, everything except HER.
Elijah could feel her distaste in the distance they had created, he could also feel her trying her best to keep her emotions in check just for his sake. His selfless brave little Luna, always thinking above herself even when her primal instincts screamed otherwise. This was the only reason alpha Killian hadn't flipped this meeting off and stormed out to his love.
Suddenly sheer fear that wasn't his filled him followed by unfiltered distress, making him for the first time in his life completely paralyzed color draining from his face tinnitus blocking his hearing everything feeling like it's in slow motion. His beast took over Elijah too out of it to have a say letting his primal instincts lead him.
Liam and the head warrior knew immediately something dreadful had happened, immediately dismissing the meeting as they also shifted following their Alpha.
Killian was on autopilot, he didn't even know how he got home just that he needed to find his mate. He shifted back, naked dashing into the house frantically feeling for any sign of her.
"Liah"
His own voice sounded foreign to his ears , bumping into a furniture on his way upstairs, something yet again that has never happened before, his heart was pounding so hard behind his rib cage it was suffocating him , he tripped on something balancing himself on the walls searching every room.
"Liah, kitten am home please come to me,,,,,"
His voice broke at the end, he knew she wasn't anywhere near him but he didn't want to believe it, he didn't want to listen to the dread in his heart screaming something was very wrong. How could the world be soo cruel, give him a taste of nectar he didn't know he needed just to snatch it when he least expected, she had become more than a soulmate to him, she had become his whole world where his very life began and ended, there was no him without her, he was crumbling and he knew it , he could feel it.
"Alpha! Alpha over here!"
Autopilot, Elijah found himself outside, the air around him heavy with the smell of blood, if there was a part in his heart dread hadn't touched, it had now.
But hope was still there none of the blood was his mate's, his guards , all five highly trained guards, dead. He should have placed more, no, no, HE shouldn't have left her.! He left to protect the world when he left HIS.
Someone was saying something to him but he couldn't hear it the ringing was back.
Then he sniffed it, the deathly disgusting smell of rogues, it smelt as though they had used something to mask their scents, but one of them bleed.
Killian couldn't help but laugh humourlessly, laugh at himself, he felt like a sick joke. What he could have done to get all this action back then, right now he could be howling happy he found something to do with his beasty self, but now everything is different, instead here he is having a fucking panic attack. The Alpha Elijah Killian having a panic attack, it was a sick a joke.
But one thing hadn't changed, Alpha Elijah Killian was still a beast, he is a predator, and this predator doesn't like it when his territory is invaded and those filthy rogues had not only invaded his territory but also killed five of his best warriors and taken what belonged to him.
Its been a long time but alpha Killian craved blood his sharp claws extended hungry to make something bleed ,they came bulging into his home asking for chaos, alpha Killian was going to reward them with a taste of his own destruction.
Alright then, let there be carnage...............