[Oyamada Shougo POV]
Back in Junior High, I had joined a certain group.
It was one of those so-called Anti-Social groups.
At that time, a friend invited me to hang out with the leader of the group, and he took a liking to me.
âYouâve got potential, Shougo.â
My family was reasonably well-off.
Dad owned a company that bought and sold used cars, one that was famous for not questioning the origin of the cars brought in.
Mom was an insurance solicitor, mainly targeted for old people on the edge of dementia.
I was their only child, so their affection had been focused entirely on me.
With how easy to coax my parents are, I donât dislike them.
However, the me of that time always said:
âI want to go higher in this world!â
I had such a thought in mind.
Because I wasnât dissatisfied with my daily life, I was looking for some sort of stimulation.
I was tired of living in a boring world.
Naturally, I started hanging out with people I thought would have such stimulation.
The leader of the group I had joined was named Minagi.
When we were introduced to each other, he said his favorite phrase was âGive up in frustrationâ.
Minagi was amazing.
He could do whatever he wanted.
Minagi had a lot of friends in med and law schools in famous universities.
He would constantly set up mixers with wealthy and good-looking male students.
âYou could make them smashed by drowning them in alcohol, but pills really are the most effective way. Yeah, sleeping pills. Ahhâ¦â¦ Donât worry, itâs the type that doesnât change the color of the liquid or make spots on the bottom of the cup. Ahh? Yeah, I did say pills are effective, but that doesnât mean we use those kinds of pills. I mean, they arenât the type that we can just âdistributeâ after we get tired of them. No matter which country it is, women can make a lot of moneyâ¦â¦ Ahh? Of course, itâs âconsensualâ.â
âHowever, wonât some of them file lawsuits?â, or so I had curiously asked him back then.
âAhh, I knew Shougo would notice the good part. Itâs alrightâ¦â¦ There would sometimes be hotblooded idiots who would start flashing lawsuits, but you see, here comes the parents of the students we invitedâ¦â¦ They got the money and the status. Itâs almost always settled out of court. It would always be better for the woman to settle it out of court with a substantial amount of money in their purseâ¦â¦ After all, they themselves realize itâs better to just receive the payment, shut their trap and back off. They would realize halfway through how solid our side is, and all they can do is give up in frustrationâ¦â¦ Well, if they still persist, they will have to deal with mysterious noises and damages occurring in their home, their parentsâ home or their workplaceâ¦â¦ In the end, they could only freak out and give up in frustration. Times like those are so funny.â
âAmazingâ, or so I said, my heart filled with respect.
I myself had attended some of the âconsensualâ parties.
As Minagi had said, even if there was some sort of dispute, it would almost always be settled out of the court.
It was seriously amazing.
In this country, if you got the money and the status, even a crime isnât considered as one.
And soâââ I wanted to be as high up in the world as Minagi.
I became Minagiâs pawn and began to engage in criminal acts.
From the bottom of my heart, I thought of those days as exciting and fun.
Each of my days were filled with colors.
Minagi had no mercy on the leaders of opposing groups.
He wasnât afraid to reach out to other groupsâ family members and loved ones, using them for blackmail.
When push came to shove, Minagi would unleash his surefire technique, âthe minorsâ.
Iâm talking about the kids who are threatened by Minagi and are mainly forced to do bloodshed.
âIâm going to give you this money. Doing that might get you in trouble, so just do whatever you want with the money. Ahhâ¦â¦ but remember, if you run away with it, all your relatives will regret it for the rest of their lives.â
They were told something almost threatening and ended up committing a serious criminal act.
In this country, the punishment for a crime committed by a minor is surprisingly light.
Until they reach adulthood, they can do whatever they want.
When trouble occurred in the aforementioned âconsensual partyâ, he would use his gunner children to cover up the crime.
âShougo is a good guy, so I wonât use you as a gunner child. You can rest assured. Youâre a guy who can get higher in life.â
Minagi was also involved in various other businesses.
Pyramid schemes.
Dispatching receivers for bank transfer fraud.
Drug trafficking.
Badger schemes using minors, targeted towards moderately wealthy peopleâ¦â¦
It was the greatest.
Being a minor myself, I actually did feel somewhat worried.
However, Minagi-san liked me, so it should be alright.
No, even if I was caught, the charges would be minor.
I could start over as many times as I wanted.
I was invincible.
I was quite elated back then.
But one dayââââ Minagi suddenly met his end.
From what I heard, it seems that Minagi and the others were crushed by a dangerous group.
When they were conducting one of the aforementioned âconsensual partiesâ, he had messed with one of their women.
The other group was called âMushibamiâ, a group that was slightly unlike Anti-Social Groups.
From what the leader-figure of their group described it asâ¦â¦
âA blockchain-like network with no clear central figureâ.
ââ-is how their group apparently was.
Although I had no idea what he was talking about, I felt an inexplicable sense of eeriness from them.
Among the Mushibami, that guy named Iokibe was especially dangerous.
Minagi and the college guys who had participated in the âconsensual partyâ were all missing.
This was something I heard later on.
One day, a package was sent to the remaining members of Minagiâs group.
It contained many neatly removed teeth and what appeared to be several sets of smoked balls.
It was later identified as belonging to Minagi and the other missing college guys. (I also heard rumors that after the teeth and other items were sent, images of Minagi and the college guys in a rather âbad shapeâ were sent to the group.)
I immediately left the group as soon as Minagi disappeared.
I had a bad feeling about all thatâs happening after all.
Soon after, other members of Minagiâs group were arrested one after another.
I felt terrified when it happened, but fortunately, I was safe.
I was deeply relieved.
In this way, I quietly spent the rest of my junior high years and went on to senior high.
By the time I entered Ogito School, that horrible experience felt like something that happened a long time ago.
Howeverâ¦â¦ The unstimulating days were back.
It was during this time that I met Takuto Kirihara.
Knowing that his family had tremendous wealth, I started getting close to Kirihara.
Surprisingly, Kirihara accepted me easily.
I had this impression that Kirihara was tolerant of those who showed willingness to work under him.
Yes.
I still havenât given up on âgoing higher in this worldâ.
I will definitely rise higher from where I am now.
However, I canât do that in the underworld like Minagi did.
In that world, there is a world deeper than the underworld I know of, just like that time with Iokibe from the Mushibami.
There will come a time when such people will be dealt with by the police.
Thatâs why, if I want to move up, I would need to do that under the light.
That is the world in which Takuto Kirihara lives.
I felt this even more strongly when I showed up at Kiriharaâs home party.
The participants were socially successful people who were unlike Minagi.
High-Dividend Stocksâ¦â¦
Margin Transactionsâ¦â¦
Making decisions based on the international state of thingsâ¦â¦
About how great a country is for tax evadingâ¦â¦
About the future of NFTs and Web 3.0â¦â¦
About how a guy is apparently going to have dinner with a congressman laterâ¦â¦
About how this guy had a lot of contacts in that organizationâ¦â¦
About how some guy is going to make a fortune from ad revenues, donations and membership subscriptionsâ¦â¦
There were some talking about corporate projectsâ¦â¦
There was someone who was pumping himself up for a seminar he was going to do for a lecture requestâ¦â¦
There was even someone calling their office to call for girlsâ¦â¦
Anyhowâââ- it was amazing, it was too amazing, there was nothing but amazingness in that home party.
Kirihara, who was standing there with his head held, was also amazing.
He was calmly mingling in the conversation of successful adults.
Of course, being the son of the host of the party, he must have been given special treatment.
However, I was honestly impressed by Kirihara nonchalantly talking with them.
âIf I stay by Kiriharaâs sideâ¦â¦ Wouldnât it be possible for me to take advantage of that and gradually rise higher?â
I began to think that way at that time.
Sure, it was annoying to have to be under Kiriharaâs thumb all the time.
However, as time went by, I didnât mind about this so much.
My position in class at school isnât bad.
My parents are still very generous with their money, and they were pampering me quite a bit.
However, my parentsâ connections are useless.
If I wanted to get a step forward, I would need to have connections âwith those up highâ, those in the world Kirihara is located.
The only way for me to get higher in this country is to make progress in this world under the light.
If I follow Minagiâs approach, thereâs no way forward for me in this country.
I would definitely end up reaching the limits of that path somewhere.
â¦â¦D*mn it.
Even if that were the case, those days were funâ¦â¦
I think about my time at Minagiâsâ¦â¦
âââ-âI feel more aliveâ.
I know that the only way for me to âgo higherâ is to walk in the world under the light.
Howeverââââ- that isnât stimulating enough.
At that moment, something welled up inside me.
I made contact with an underage girl who had been used for badger schemes back when I was hanging out with Minagi.
Those rich people who came to Kirihara familyâs home partiesâ¦â¦
If they had such a position, they would probably want to protect it.
It must mean that their appearance in the public should be important for them.
At the current moment, they had already remembered my face.
â-as âTakuto-kunâs best friend, Shougo-kunâ
With this identity I have now, that should workâ¦â¦ I will have one of them suddenly be involved in compensated dating.
I will set them up.
When I get back from this school trip, that is.
â½
[You sure seem to be enjoying yourself here huh.]
Suddenlyâ¦â¦
I felt a shiver run through my core.
I had once offended Minagi back then.
I was so scared that I wet my pants at that time.
But now, from whoever was behind meâââ
Iâm feeling fear even worse than that.
For example, yesâ¦â¦
It was like that fear I felt when I saw Iokibe, the man I think had killed Minagi.
However, even when I feel the urge to run away right nowâ¦â¦
[Whatâ¦â¦ is this? I canât moveâââ- Ghgyaaaak!?]
When I tried to force my body to move, incredible pain shot through my entire body.
Iâm bleeding.
Severe pain swelled up inside me.
And then, I vomited blood.
[Ghefukk!? Ghaakâ¦â¦ What is thisâ¦â¦ ! ? Ghaaakâ¦â¦]
Thinking back, I think I heard something.
Earlier, when I was in the middle of rambling.
I thinkâââ I heard something like a voice from behind me too.
With the heavy rain, my voice and my excitement, I may have unconsciously dismissed it as just my imagination huh.
Thereâs also one more thingâ¦â¦
Iâm feeling as if something is out of place.
Whoever was behind me had called out my name.
That voiceâ¦â¦
Yes, that voiceâ¦â¦
I feel like that voice sounds familiar.
However, I couldnât connect whose voice that is with the many people in my memory.
Who is that?
[Well, ainât that quite sh*ttyâ¦â¦ Oyamada.]
The other party should be someone I know.
He knows who I am.
From the way he speaks, among the people I met in this worldââââNo.
Could he be someone from beyond that?
Is the owner of this voiceâ¦â¦ someone who knows me from way beyond that?
Who is he then?
Whose voice isâââ
[You stink just as much as those guysâ¦â¦ Just like the stink those guys Iâve met a few times since Iâve been in this world.]
Ahh?
[Thisâ¦â¦ voice? Ahh? Donât tell meâ¦â¦ Noâ¦â¦ That canât be. Whoâ¦â¦ the heck are youâ¦â¦]
Iâm shakenâ¦â¦
My brain and my emotions were violently shaken.
Confusion unceasingly swelled within me.
A terrible, unpleasant sensation is running through my entire body.
[Iâm sorry, Seras.]
Ignoring my question, the person behind me continued talking.
[Noâ¦â¦ Thatâs not it! Iâm the oneâ¦â¦ who made the mistake in judgmentâ¦â¦]
[Being in this situationâ¦â¦ Iâm sure you have your own reasons. Iâll talk to you about this later. â¦â¦Also, Slei. You didnât have to go to such lengths to do what I askedâ¦â¦ Iâm sorry for saying it in that way. Iâm sorry.]
[Bururuâ¦â¦]
Who is he?
It feels like heâs someone I knowâ¦â¦
But at the same time, someone I donât know.
The guy behind me walked towards the front.
As if to stand between me and Seras Ashrain.
A man with the face of a fly.
The leader of the Fly King Squadron, the Fly Kingâââ Belzegia?
And yetâ¦â¦
Heâs someone who knows me.
This was the first time we met.
No matter how I think about itâ¦â¦
This should be the first time we met.
Iâm starting to feel weaker.
Feeling this, I involuntarily spoke.
[Who theâ¦â¦ heck are youâ¦â¦!? Why the heckâ¦â¦ do your voiceâ¦â¦ sound familiar!?]
[You donât recognize me huhââââ Oyamada Shougo.]
[â¦â¦? â¦â¦, âââ-!]
He referred to me not as Shougo Oyamada.
But as Oyamada Shougo.
The way Fly King called meâ¦â¦
In other wordsâââ
That way people in the previous world call meâ¦â¦
Ahh?
[This voiceâ¦â¦?]
If heâs someone from the former worldâ¦â¦
Thereâs only one who matches that voice.
No.
But that isnât possible.
Thereâs no way that could happen.
After allâ¦â¦
After all, that guyââ- He should have been dead already.
And thisâ¦â¦
This bottomless malicious feeling, I wouldnât have felt such a thing from him.
Howeverâ¦â¦
[Ahh? Doâ¦â¦ Donât tell meâ¦â¦ You survivedâ¦â¦ You b*stardâ¦â¦ seriouslyâ¦â¦!?]
I want to deny it. Thereâs no way that could have been possible. However, even when Iâm denying the possibility of that happening, I spoke his name.
[Mimori Toukaââââââ!?]
[Even though I went out of my way to not change my voiceâ¦â¦ You realized it way too late.]
[You were disposed ofâ¦â¦ You should have been deadâ¦â¦!? Ratherâ¦â¦ The fuckâ¦â¦ is that attitude of yours!? Oiiiiâ¦â¦]
[â¦â¦We canât do it around here. To kill you right awayâ¦â¦ I thought of that a bit, but youâââ- went too far.]
[Just because my body wonât moveâ¦â¦ You sureâââ]
[ Sleep ]
[â¦â¦somehow gotâââ-]
At that moment, my consciousness was cut off.
â½
When I awoke, I found myself in the corridor somewhere inside a house.
In front of me was the Fly King.
Standing diagonally behind him was Seras Ashrain.
Feeling that I had woken up, the Fly King had taken off his mask.
[â¦â¦!]
Seeing his face, Iâm completely convinced.
Although his face has changed considerablyâ¦â¦
That man who was supposed to have been dumped into the Disposal Ruins right after the summoning and diedââââ
Heâs definitely Mimori Touka.
[Yeah, thatâs rightâ¦â¦ Mimori Touka had survived.]
[What the hellâ¦â¦ have youâ¦â¦ up to now!?]
[How annoying.]
[ ! ]
[Are you seriously that carefree that you think you can ask questions, Oyamada?]
[The fuck are youâ¦â¦]
[The one asking questions here is us.]
[Youâââ]
I was about to snap back at him, but I felt the tip of Mimori Toukaâs sword at my neck.
It seems like something he picked up somewhere.
Feeling my current situation, I felt my hands bound behind me and was made to kneel.
It must be while they did something to render me unconscious.
[As soon as I see even the slightest intention to attack from you, I will immediately thrust this sword into your neckâ¦â¦ Even if itâs as thin as a spiderâs string, youâd at least like to see some way to survive here, right? In that case, stay still.]
[Kuhhâ¦â¦ Mimoriâ¦â¦]
[Those choppy sounds are getting annoying, so Iâll allow you to properly speak.]
[âââ-You b*stard, Mimoriâ¦â¦ The h*ck is with that, acting all cocky â¦â¦Ahh? I can talk? Kuhhâ¦â¦ But I still canât move my body! D*mn it! Is that old man or those Drunken Swords not even gonna help me!? Freaking idiots, get your ass here and f*cking help me! âââGhkk!?]
A sharp pain suddenly ran across my cheek.
Pain from his sword slashing me.
[And who gave you permission to blabber on and onâ¦â¦? You underestimating me or somethingâ¦â¦?]
[Guhhâ¦â¦ W- What the heck is thatâ¦â¦ When you were justâ¦â¦]
At that moment, I could feel it.
The intimidation I felt from him is different.
Unlike Yasu who was mistaking his position and blabbering bluffs, what I felt from him is different.
This ominous feelingâ¦â¦
Itâs the same kind as those deep, dark feelings that I felt from those on Minagiâs sideâ¦â¦
Thereupon, two images suddenly came into my mind.
A large number of teeth neatly extracted.
Smoked balls.
Thatâs rightâ¦â¦
This feeling I get from Mimori Touka right nowâ¦â¦
It was the same feeling I had when I heard what Iokibe did.
â¦â¦Fear?
[Ahh? Fearâ¦â¦? Me, feeling fear? For someone like Mimoriâ¦â¦? Gyaaaahh!]
Mimori suddenly stabbed his sword into my shoulder.
Thereupon, he quickly brought the sword to my neck again.
[And now, your blabbering is irritating me.]
[You b*stardâ¦â¦! What do you even wanna ask!? Ahhh!? Suddenly appearing all alive, suddenly showing up as Fly King and having Seras Ashrain for your ownâ¦â¦ I seriously donât get anything, Mimori! ââS- Stop! Alright! Alright already! Take that sword off! Donât kill me!]
[First of all, out with itâââ- That sh*tty Goddessâ instructions to you, what sheâs doing, and what sheâs planning.]
[Ahh? If I tell you, will you spare meâ¦â¦? Itâs not like I had any obligation to help herâ¦â¦ So isnât it alright if I talk? But first, how about you remove whatever was stopping my body? Ahh?]
[Youâre one happy-go-lucky guyâ¦â¦ Did you seriously think you have a choice, Oyamada?]
[Ughhhâ¦â¦.! You sh*tty Mimoriâ¦â¦ For a mere E-rank, the heck are you acting like youâre some bigshotâ¦â¦! I heard you mention something like sleepâ¦â¦ Ah? Donât tell meâ¦â¦ Thatâs seriously that sh*tty skill that didnât work on the Goddess? Forâââ- Like I said, wait! Stop!]
[â¦â¦Answer the damned question. Whether or not I forgive you depends on your answer.]
Forgive?
Did Mimori just say âforgiveâ?
Forgive?
Gyahaha.
At that moment, Sogou Ayaka suddenly popped into my mind.
I see.
Even if what heâs doing now should be considered evil, in the end, âheâs someone from that sideâ.
Well, this should have been obvious.
Even though he says heâs going to kill meâ¦â¦
Thereâs no way he would kill me.
Thereâs no way he would kill someone from the same worldâââ his classmate.
[Tskâ¦â¦ Fine. So, what ya wanna ask?]
Mimori asked several questions.
I just gave him noncommittal answers, with a mixture of random answers and lies.
Itâs not like I wanna hide those from him.
However, it was also somewhat annoying to answer him honestly.
Mimori moved on to the next question as soon as I answered.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
He didnât even question whether or not what I was saying was really true.
They didnât even suspect my words.
Ahh, what an idiot.
In the end, sh*tty people would always be sh*tty people.
Theyâre suckers who expect the other person to have the illusion called conscience.
They seriously think people can understand each other if they just talk it out.
Ahh, it doesnât matter who he is.
Theyâre just too stupid.
Thatâs why people like them are deceived and taken advantage of.
Eventually, the questions came to an end.
[Well, I guess thatâs all. I seeâ¦â¦ I guess most of Miraâs Knights and soldiers are probably packed over there to protect the Mad Emperor from that Exiled Emperor. I did hear some sounds of destruction and screams over there. The rest of the people probably evacuated the areaâ¦.. Thatâs why thereâs no presence of anyone else here. Even soâ¦â¦ Great Demon Emperorâs attack on Alionâs royal castleâ¦â¦ and Kirihara and the Takao sisters had done that huh.]
I donât know what in the heck Mimori wants.
Well, from the questions he just asked, I guess he wants to take revenge on the Goddess.
All of that doesnât matter.
Do whatever you want.
Howeverâ¦â¦
Their attitudes sure irritates me.
Seras is silent behind Mimoriâs back.
At most, she would occasionally make slight movements behind him.
I donât like that either.
Sheâs a super great woman who I could have violated if I were just given a few more minutes.
I canât die here.
At leastâââ I must fire one shot against them.
What I donât like most of allâââ is Serasâ attitude towards Mimori.
The heck is with that?
They already fucked or what?
Whatâs moreââââ It doesnât feel like Mimori was charmed with Seras.
Itâs more like Seras was the one who had feelings for Mimoriâ¦â¦
I donât like thisâ¦â¦
[What? Youâre that interested in Seras? Sorryââââ but Iâm not going to let you lay another finger on her.]
[D*mn itâ¦â¦]
This is seriously freaking irritating.
Howeverââââ- what should I do here?
The slightest sign of an attack from me will get me killed.
Earlier, prepared to cause a ruckus from the aftermath, I tried to use my inherent skill.
The moment I was about to mention the name of my skill thoughââââ A slash suddenly swept diagonally across my lips.
âBubyyiii!?â
Sounding pathetic as shit, that was all that came out of my mouth.
Until the end, I couldnât say the name of my skill.
Speaking of whichâ¦â¦ What the heck happened?
Is this really that Mimori Touka?
Itâs as if he had become a different person.
Like, itâs like he literally became a different person.
I donât know of a Mimori Toukaââââ- that was like this.
Back when I heard that Minagi and those college students had gone missingâ¦â¦
I thought it was dangerous.
I had an incredibly bad feeling about the situation.
Thatâs why, I immediately distanced myself from the group.
In the end, my decision at that time was right.
I was able to escape.
Then, I managed to start over.
I had another chance to enjoy the stimulation of doing whatever I wanted.
No matter what improprietyâ¦â¦
No matter what you cheatedâ¦â¦
No matter what crime you committedâ¦â¦
No matter what evil you had doneâ¦â¦
In this world, if you get away with it, you win.
Thatâs right.
I can always start over.
After all, these are idiots who keep their promises.
No matter what kind of scum you are, theyâre the kind who will give you a second chance.
As long as I act like Iâm truly reflectingâ¦â¦.
As long as I cry excessively and say sorryâ¦â¦
Theyâre one of those idiots who would sometimes protect the human rights of selfish murderers.
Even though they werenât able to protect the victimsâ¦â¦
Theyâre protecting the perpetrators.
Theyâre idiots after all.
Itâs those lurking around the deep darkness like the âMushibamiâ that I have to watch out for.
If Iâm just dealing with idiots like these, I would be able to survive by giving up my pride.
In this worldââââ- Those who can get away wins.
Plip plopâ¦â¦
With blood dripping from my lips onto the groundâââ-
[â¦â¦I see. You lived huh, Mimori.]
I lowered my head.
The tip of the sword that had been touching my neck moved overhead.
[â¦â¦Sorry. I didnât think Seras Ashrain was your comrade. I did such a terrible thingâ¦â¦ That goes for you too, Mimoriâ¦â¦ When you are discarded, I didnât doâââ- I donât even know what I could do. Of course, Iâm not asking for your forgiveness. However, Iâve been fighting under the Goddessâ orders up to this pointâ¦â¦ or so, thatâs the only thing I was thinking. The most dangerous one is that Goddessâ¦â¦ We are just used by her to do her bidding. No moreâ¦â¦ I really hate doing this, Mimori!]
Saying this, I looked up, my face drenched with tears.
[Truth is, I was really scaredâ¦â¦ I mustâve looked like scum back in our previous world, right!? But Iâ¦â¦ I just had sh*tty environment back home! Iâve been through a lotâ¦â¦ that I needed to be rough just to get through things! Even when Iâm acting tough, I still have insecurities! No matter which part of the world youâre in, the weak are the ones being taken advantaged! Theyâre the one getting exploited! I need to show Iâm strongâ¦â¦ because if Iâm not on the side of the strong, Iâll end up being one of the people getting exploited! Even after I came to this worldâ¦â¦ I was really scared! Takuto suddenly feeling like he changed really scares me! That Goddess and those Human-Faced tooâ¦â¦! Sniffâ¦â¦ To be honest, itâs only Ayakaâ¦â¦ who didnât abandon me and worried about me even when Iâm like thisâ¦â¦.! I just realized! Iâ¦â¦ until the very end, I want to be useful to Ayaka! I want to help President! Alright, Mimori! If you want to kill me, kill me! Kill me! Howeverâ¦â¦ Give me some time! I need to help Ayakaâ¦â¦ Together with Ayaka and the othersâ¦â¦ Give me some time until we defeat the Great Demon Emperor! O- Of course, I will help you! Iâ¦â¦ realized it. That ill-natured Goddess has been brainwashing me! However, I just broke her brainwashing! O- Of course, I know that I myself have my own problems. Iâm scumâ¦â¦ Iâm a scum bastard! I couldnât recognize my weaknessâ¦â¦ so all I could do was to hurt the people around me! I want to blame it on the environment I was in back homeâ¦â¦ sniffâ¦â¦ but that would just be another excuse, right!? I have to be strongâ¦â¦ Thatâs why, Iâm begging you, Mimori! Iâm really sorry, Seras! Please overlook this. Spare meâ¦â¦. Please, Mimori! From now on, Iâll changeâ¦â¦ I will help others! It may not be possible right awayâ¦â¦ but I will try my best to become a person who can help people! You may not believe me when I say this out of the blueâ¦â¦ but trust me! I will change! I wonât run away anymore! What Iâm saying here doesnât hold any liesâ¦â¦ Itâs my true thoughts!]
Silence.
The sound of rain.
In the distance, the faint sounds of commotion, screams and shoutsâ¦â¦
It was at that momentâ¦â¦
Gloomily lowering her gaze, Seras Ashrain turned away.
Biting her pale lipsâ¦â¦
As she hugged her own arms, Seras spoke.
[Heâs lyingâ¦â¦]
[Ahh?]
[I canât really speak for othersâ¦â¦ but it seems like you can fluently make such lies huh. Kukuâ¦â¦ Good grief, blabbering nonsense.]
[â¦â¦Ahh? Why are you saying my words were liesâ¦â¦]
[Compared to Yasuâs honestyâ¦â¦ You really are irredeemable, Oyamada.]
[W- What!? Rather, Yasu!? You also met Yasu!?]
[Hey, Oyamada.]
[Ahh?]
[To tell you the truth, I can change my voice.]
[Huh?]
[And yet, when I first approached you, I didnât even change my voice.]
[â¦â¦?]
[Me wearing a mask means I want to hide my true identity. Truth is that Mimorik Touka still needs to be hidden. And yet, here I am, having taken off my maskâ¦â¦ Do you know what that means?]
[What are you saying? You want to showâ¦â¦ that you were alive, right? And now that youâve got that erotic beautyâ¦.. You wanted to show offâ¦â¦]
[Well, I did want to see you looking so disconcertedâ¦â¦]
[â¦â¦!]
[But from these actions, you can tell my other sentiments.]
[Ahh!?]
[Of course, itâs because itâs already decided that Iâll kill you right here.]
[ ! What did youâ¦â¦!?]
[By the way, Seras can tell when youâre lying with the power of her Spirits. I had a hard time choosing the right questions to askâ¦â¦ but thanks to her ability, I was able to obtain some information by detecting the âliesâ in your answers. Wellâ¦â¦ Good work, Oyamada. Youâre no longer of any use to us.]
[Huhâ¦â¦ Haaaaahhhhh!? The heck is that!? Youâre just swindling me!?]
[Hmm? Whatâ¦â¦ You still gonna continue pleading for your life?]
[Y- Y- Y- Youâre going to kill me!? Mimori, kill me!? Stop fooling around, Iâll freaking crush you!]
[Oyamadaâ¦â¦ You donât seem to have a proper understanding of what you just did to Seras and Slei. You donât seemâ¦â¦ to understandââââ]
Mimoriâs expression turned ruthless, looking like the devilââââ
[ââhow pissed I am all these timeââââ]
[Hyyiiiii.]
[And Iâve told you, didnât Iâ¦â¦ You stink. You stink just as much as those bastards who gave birth to meâ¦â¦ Theyâre parasites who only cause harm to others just by existing, just like you are.]
[Ahhâââ]
Thereupon, I realized it.
I was mistaken.
Thatâs right.
Why in the world am I misunderstanding that situation, wholeheartedly trying to be spared by him?
I didnât want to admit that I was afraid of this guy, so I excluded such a thought in my mind until now.
Thatâs right.
What I felt from himâ¦â¦
What I felt from Mimori Touka was the same one I felt from Iokibeââââ
He is also someone from the deep darkness.
[S- Stop, Mimori! I wonât tell anyone your true identity! I donât feel as much bad thoughts for you as you think I do! Just give me a chance! Iâm serious!]
[Seras.]
[â¦â¦There was a lie.]
[Quitâ¦â¦ messing around, you damned swine! Stop slandering me, you fucking slut! Listen here, Mimori! Donât let her appearance deceive you! Yeah, I understand that men are more lenient with beauties! However, you seriously shouldnât let her deceive you! Whatâs inside of her is poison that can seriously end a manâs life! Youâre being misguided by a brainwashing elf who only had her face as her asset! Wake up!]
In response to my words, Mimori sneered a bit.
[Ahâ¦â¦ Ahh?]
[No, sorryâ¦â¦ I was just thinking how amazing it is that youâre going that far.]
[Ahh? Are youâ¦â¦ f*cking mocking me, you b*stard! Kuhhâ¦â¦ Oi, do you really think this is alright, Mimori!? Did you really think it would be alright to kill me!? Think about what Ayaka would say!]
[â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦.]
[She said she doesnât want any more of her classmates to dieâ¦â¦ That includes even someone like me! Killing meâ¦â¦ means betraying Ayakaâs feelings! She was the only person who defended you when you were being disposed of! Are you gonna betray Ayakaâs feelings!?]
[I donât know.]
[ ! â¦â¦Kuhh.]
[There are evil beings in this world that do harm just by existing. I know that that is a wrong way of thinking in the world we used to live inâ¦â¦ However, I could sometimes feel that that was indeed the case. Theyâre beings that wield evil just by being alive, harming the people they get involved withâ¦â¦ Just like those people who gave birth to me.]
[Thatâ¦â¦ That way of thinking is wrongâ¦â¦ Yesâ¦â¦ People can always start over againâ¦â¦ Humans are such beingsâ¦â¦ That is a right all humans are born withâ¦â¦ Everyone should be given an equal chance to start overâ¦â¦]
[Itâs not like Iâm denying you from thinking that way. It was just that âI donât think soâ. And, more than thatâ¦â¦ You, Oyamada, laid your hand on my precious comradesâââ- This topic, in the first place, had been settled after that. Listen hereâ¦â¦ I will not spare you. There certainly may be people who would spare you. But in this placeâ¦â¦ There is no one who would do that.]
G- Gununununuâ¦â¦!
Irritatingâ¦â¦
Irritating, irritating, irritating!
My patience and reason have reached its limits.
[Stopâââ Stop with your bullshit, Mimoriiii! You better remember this, you f*cking bastard! Kill me here and Iâll curse you after my death! Youâve gotta be kidding me! Youâre originally just a shitty mob with no presence! You were a real pain in the ass on the bus when you suddenly started talking to me! I was like, who the fuck is this guy!? Ahh, if I knew this is what youâre gonna be like, I would have gotten rid of you before they disposed of you! Ahh, d*mn it! Iâll kill you, Iâll kill you, Iâll kill you, Iâll kill you, Iâll kill you! Iâll fucking start with that stupid horse! Iâm gonna turn that to mince meat and shove it down your fucking mouth! Next is that ugly elf who has nothing to offer but her body and face! Iâm gonna fuck her inside out, morning noon and night! Fuck her âtill I get tired of her! Fuck her âtill Mimori goes crazy! After that, Iâll drag her ugly mug all over the country! Iâll have her fucked by every man on this continent until she canât think straight! No one will ever veto anything I do! No one, no one, no one! Aaaahhhhhhhhhhhh! In the first place, why the heck did Mimori survive like thiiiiiis!? How the heck did this guy reach that âhigh positionâ before I knew it!? Irritating, irritating, irritating, irritating, irritatiiiiiiinngggggââââ]
[Oyamada.]
The expression on Mimoriâs face as he looked straight at meââââ- was so cold that it was frightening.
[Youâre irredeemable.]
âBerserkâ, Mimori said.
At that moment, I felt as if my whole body was seething.
Pfooooshâââ!
Bright red blood bloomingââââ It tore its way out of my body, spreading around in a disarray.
Beyond the fireworks of exploding spray of bloodâ¦â¦
There I saw Seras Ashrain, pity visible on her face, and Mimori Touka with the same ruthless expression he had before.
That was the last thing reflected in Oyamada Shougoâs eyes in this world.
[Authorâs Notes]
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