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"Pehle se hi dafan thi Usmein kisiki mohabbat, haa mujhe ishq huva tha ek 'qabr' se"
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(Ishika's pov)
After signing on the last form i put them in the drawer and picked up my bag to leave but stopped hearing someone's voice.
"Heyy Dr.ishika" a girl with a sweet smile on her lips came infront of me forwarding her hand for the handshake.
Do I know her.
"Heyyy" I spoke with a smile too shaking the hands, "aap kon" I asked on the next second.
"Myself Dr zoya, I'm new here, from the morning I'm trying to interact with some doctors but I think they are not interested so here I'm to get ignored once more" she spoke with a smile But it faded a little bit in the last.
"Ohh I'm sorry actually they all are like this only very punctual for there work that's why" I apologised with a smile as I know how she would be feeling now.
At once I was too in that place.
"No no it's okay, by the way can I drop you home as I will get a company and hope a new freind too, but it's okay if you're not comfortable" Why is she being so nice.
kuch gadbad to hai babu bhaiyaa.
"Sure sure why not" I spoke and walked out with her.
gadbad rahegi tabhi to jindagi mein adventure aayenge.
"From how many years you are here, in this hospital" we both walked in the parking area.
"Its been 1 year, what about you in which hospital you were before" I don't know why did she laugh awkwardly.
"Uhmm..I was in mumbai actually, i have worked there for 4 years" I made an Ohh face.
"Then why you are here" kasam se this line slip from my tongue
"I wanted to work here as my grandpa and grandma stays here alone" I hummed.
"By the way what was the hospital name in which you worked before in mumbai" I sat on the front seat and she sat beside me on the driving seat.
Once more she just laughed.
Maine joke mara kya??
"It's shloka animals care in dadar" I nodded my head in okayy.
"Take right" I instructed and she nodded.
"Isn't you got married early" I poked my cheeks with my tongue.
"Uhmm yes it is but you know its destiny" I shrugged off my shoulder in the last.
"Looks like a love marriage" I chuckled at her words.
"It was arranged but it was love too, one sided" the last two words came out as whisperd which she was unable to hear.
"Ohh looks like a interesting arranged love story" she laughed.
Ye itna has kyun rahi hai pr.
Her behavior is doubtable.
The word "marriage" was flashing all the memories from starting infront of my eyes My love realisation, the cries, the wedding, the first day, the moments of the village where I get too see his caring side for me I know the love word is one sided in this relationship but still its beautiful.
The rudy behavior of him is now changed, I think our marriage will work now, the status will be changed.
This is the time for the izhaar.
I will tell him my true feelings I know all things will be get sorted.
Yes it will be.
"Ishika, ishika" I came out of my delulu world hearing her voice.
"Yeah" I spoke.
"We reached" I looked at my surroundings we were infront of rathores mansion.
But wait I didn't told her that I want to come here.
And on the top of that how does she know the way.
Strange.
Whatever, mujhe kyaa, I shrugged and came out bidding her byy I entered inside.
"Biwi" my halts stopped as suddenly he came infront of me.
I looked up at his face, he is early today.
You're late Babe.
Ohh.
His both hands were in his trousers both sides, and with a gods grace he finally got something for his upper body, he was wearing a black plain tshirt.
Which was sticked too his skin and those toasts where visible I mean those biscuits.
Chai ke saath...
"Jii kahiyee"
"Why are you late and why did you send the driver back and who was she" he raised his eyebrow.
"Patidev ye aapke solve the following answers of the questions andar chal kr kare" actually I'm tired today my pending works were left too which took more time as usual.
"Chaliyee" he gave me the way and I walked inside with him behind me.
We walked inside I heard some murmuring sounds and looked in that way only too find the whole family sitting there talking while the food was already present on the table.
Is it's 8.
My gaze felled on dadisa, when did she came.
"Bhabhi jaldi jao change krke aajao dadisa already gusse mein hai" siya whisperd coming from where I didn't even realized.
I nodded and was about to walk but stopped hearing dad's voice.
"Avyaan didn't you completed the ranawat's paper work" I looked at the voice owner than at avyaan.
Mr avyaan singh rathore with uncompleted work, impossible.
"Kaise honge kaam agar yeh biwi ke pallu pakadkar ghumenge to" dadisa spoke in a taunting tone.
Now from where did this came.
I looked at him who was already looking at them with his favourite no expressions on his face.
Suddenly my gaze fell on his hand which were holding my duppata end.
So this was the reason.
I tried to pull my duppata from his hold he turned to me and then looked at his hand, but he didn't left the pallu.
"Biwi ka pallu pakadkar ghumne mein kaisi sharam" my eyes widened on his statement I jerkly looked at him, my cheeks were heating up with redness.
No not now it's not the good timing.
I heard the giggling sounds of them, my monkeys.
"I will be back after changing" I murmerd to him and pulling my duppata's end from his hand I walked upstairs.
after Changing in my cotton kurti and plazzo I walked downstairs towards the dinning table and bend down to dadisa feet getting her blessings, I sat beside his chair.
After weeks finally the family is looking completed today, when dadisa wasn't here no one was eating together.
The food got served by the servants and we started eating.
"Ishika" dadisa spoke, I looked up at her face "jii"
"I'm aware of what has happened with you in previous days" I gulped "hope you're fine"
"Yes dadisa I'm fine" my throat was dried by now, a hand came infront of me with the glass of water.
I looked at the owner it was him , I took the water glass from his hold and drank in one go.
It was much needed.
after having the dinner everyone left to there respective rooms, I entered and sat on the bed, my heartbeat was fast.
Ofcourse it would be as today I'm going to confess, I know I should have plan a place but now I can't wait anymore.
I want to express what I've caged inside me from months.
I was continuously roaming here and there in the room waiting for him.
It's been 2 hours but he's busy in his meeting with foreign clients.
Itni lambi konsi meeting chal ri hai yrr.
I sat on the bed bending backwards on the head board and closed my eyes but I dozed off.
The sun rays falled on my face peeking from the window.
Scrunching my eyes I slowly woke up only to realize I was still in the same position where I was last night.
Didn't he came.
I huffed and walked to the washroom, after a warm bath I came outside in my light pink kurta set.
Putting a small bindi on my forehead and taking my handbag I walked towards the study room.
Before I could knock a voice stopped me, "ranisa" I turned around only too see a servant.
"Ranasa has strictly said not to disturb him he's in a important meeting" he said with his head bending down.
I nodded and he walked away.
Meeting to aise hori hai jaise aaj his ambani ko takkar dene wale hai.
Atleast I can see him once.
I was trying to find any small hole on the door to see him.
"Pagal ye pagal vo pagal karde ye bhi jaaye, dekho krta hai Kaisa deew-" I hurriedly cut the call and ran from there before he could come outside and blast on me.
I huffed stopping on the stairs, and looked at my phone it was zoya's missed call.
Yes we even exchange our numbers.
Calling her I put the phone near my earlobe and walked downstairs.
"Hello"
"Heyy ishika, come outside I'm waiting for you" What she's doing here, bhuk lagi hai pr.
"Yeah coming" ending up the call i walked towards dinning table.
Thank god no one is here only the servants were there coming out of the kitchen with the food behind them chachisa was too.
I walked too her "chachisa can you please give the breakfast to avyaan, he's in the study"
"Sure, but won't he will come down" she questioned.
"I think he will not as from last night he's there only busy with some foreign clients" I replied, she nodded.
"Okayy but where are you going first have your breakfast" she scolded.
Mumma used to scold me like this only.
I'm missing her now.
"I would've but my friend is waiting for me outside" she nodded bidding her byy I came outside and there she was waiting for me in her car.
In one day only she's doing this much, maybe she doesn't have any freinds here that's why.
I walked to her and sat beside her, she gave me a smile.
And we drove to the hospital with some chit chats.
(Author's pov)
It was mid afternoon ishika was busy scrolling through her and avyaan's pictures.
"Handsome to hai mera pati" she mumbled with a genuine smile on her lips.
"How should I confess my feelings to him now" she mumbled with a sad huff.
"Waitt it's afternoon he would be free now, I will ask him to meet me in the evening where I will finally confess" she jumped on her place in happiness and decided to call him.
Within 3 rings he picked up the call, as there call got connected she heard the sounds of typing on keyboard.
"Patidev are you busy" she questioned and was urging for a 'no' as a reply.
"Not for you tell me aaj humari yaad kaise aagayi" a pink blush crept on her cheeks, she smiled.
"I wanted to meet you" she replied.
"Where" he questioned, some whispering sounds were coming from other side.
Which she heard.
"Avyaan where are you" she questioned.
"In a meeting, tell me where I've too meet you" he exclaimed.
"Uhmm let it be you continue your meeting" she was about to end the call as she thinked maybe it's a serious meeting as he's busy from last night working on it and decided not to disturb him.
"Biwi" his authorative voice was enough to make her speak.
"at six near the river bridge"
"Okayy are you planning to kidnapp me biwi" she chuckled.
"When I already have you than whats the need to kidnapping patidev" she replied with a smile.
"Who said I'm yours" he spoke, her smile vanished from her lips.
"What d-do you mean" she stammered.
"I'm only yours biwi" the heartbeats which were stopped started beating and once more a smile with a blush formed on her face.
In this few months, she didn't even realized when her this love for him turned into a Obsession with limitless love.
Her eyes widened realizing he's talking all this infront of his workers and clients.
"Patidev you are in a meeting" she reminded him.
"Yeah I know" he spoke.
"Than how are you talking all this infront of them" she questioned.
"Why, don't they have there own wife's with whom they would be also talking like this" he exclaimed glaring at the people who Were continously looking at him from when he picked up her call.
All of them were in shocked, cause avyaan is the one who don't like a minute stop in a meeting.
Nor he attends anyones call during it.
Pasandida aurat sab krwa deti hai.
"Okayy now continue your meeting byy" bidding byy they end up the call.
After 1 and half hour.
Ishika was attending her patient when someone knocked on the door.
"Come in" she spoke without looking at the door.
"Ishika I need the detailed file" zoya peeked her head inside keep standing on the door.
"Yeah it's in my locker, take it from there" she spoke while checking the baby cat.
"I don't have the keys" she spoke, ishika took out the keys from the drawer and forwarded her hand still continuing her work.
Zoya came inside taking the keys, she looked at them and a smile formed on her lips.
"Thanku" she exclaimed and came outside with a happiest smile like she has won something precious.
In the evening at 5:30 ishika walked outside the hospital completing her work.
she was finding zoya but she didn't find her so she drove with her car to the river bridge and came outside.
The sky was lightish purple cause of the weather, strong cold winds were fanning on her skin occurring goosebumps.
She smiled looking at the surroundings "this is the place where I think too never express my love too him but today I'm going to express it here only, on the same place" she spoke and walked on the bridge.
"When I came here last time I cried but now I'm the happiest" she folded her hands and rubbed while mumbling it.
Her feelings were visible on her face her heart was waiting for that one person, whom she loved by her whole heart.
"Where are you patidev" she mumbled looking at the time in her phone as it was 6:15.
Suddenly a notification pinged in her phone with his message, she opened it with a smile
'I will be there in 10 minutes'
'Okay'
She started roaming on the bridge feeling the cold winds and nature with a beautiful scenerio in the sky.
With passing time it was now 7 but he didn't came, she tried to call him but it was switch off.
suddenly rain started, she ran and sat in the car "where are you avyaan" she was getting tensed now as she even called in the office but they said he went to home at 4 only for his some important documents.
But when she called siya she said he's not at home.
for 1 more hour she kept sitting in the car hoping he will come.
But her hope broked as he still didn't came.
A tear rolled down from her cheeks "if he didn't wanted to come he could've tell me na" she wiped the tear but once more another one rolled down.
Wiping it jerkly she started the engine and drove to home.
The sky was dark now and it was still raining, the sky with the water, her eyes with the tears.
Reaching home she ran upstairs not looking at her surroundings where everyone was present in the living area.
Walking to her bedroom she opened the door and came inside closing it and turned around.
Only too hear the broking sounds of her heart.
Her handbag fell down from her hand with a thud she sat on the floor.
Avyaan was on the bed with a girl in his arms who was sobbing silently.
She became numbed.
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I know I'm late for that I'm really sorry, it was all once more related to 'study'
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