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"Jo mil na saka uska intezar
kyun hai
Jo mil raha hai usko inkar
kyun hai"
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I smiled looking at her face.
Her eyes are closed, but I really want to look into those brown honey eyes.
It's the same as my maa.
Yes, it's the same eyes. Yesterday I recognized it. For many days, I was thinking I've seen these orbs somewhere, and I finally remembered it.
Her eyes, even sometimes the things she does, are the same as my maa.
What's the connection??
Glancing at her face one last time, I got up and walked outside on the way to the gym.
Continuously, her face was coming in front of me, and the smile was not leaving my lips.
I have never smiled this much in the past 22 years as much as I have smiled in this one month.
She doesn't know, but she's healing something that she hasn't broken.
She's the cure for my pain.
"Breaking news, breaking news, Avyaan Singh Rathore is smiling at someone's thought. Who might be this lucky person? Let's ask him," Aarav came in my way while speaking nonsense in a dramatic tone with a fake mic in his hand.
"So, Mr. Avyaan Singh Rathore, who is this lucky person in whose thoughts you're smiling?" I'm fed up with this man.
Ignoring him, I walked to the gym area.
"Avyaan, are you in love?" My steps halted midway, my mind started flashing her image.
"What if I say yes?" I replied.
"I knew it, I knew it from the start that you'll surely fall for her one day," he spoke, coming in front of me.
This was bound to happen.
"Before she's-" before he could speak further, I cut him off, knowing his next words.
"She's not my love, nor am I ever going to love her."I took a breath, "But I was wrong, she's my only love, and she will be the one whom I will love forever till eternity," I smiled in the end.
"You told me all this, but man, who's gonna tell her this?" he questioned.
Even I don't understand why I'm not able to express my feelings, but whenever I decide to do this, I get nervous.
"Sahi waqt par," I spoke and continued my work for which I came here.
"Don't wait for the right time, Avyaan. You should express your feelings. Is there any problem? Just go and propose to her," that's why he's my best friend.
"Darta hu," I stopped running and looked at his face.
"Kis chiz se?" he questioned with a calm and serious tone.
"Usse khone se. Agar maine bata diya or agar usne inkaar kar diya to, main firse tutna nahi chahta," these weren't words from my brain, these words were off my heart.
The fearless Avyaan Singh Rathore is scared of losing his woman.
"Man, man, you're really a fool. It's been 5 months since you've been staying with her, and for once, didn't you find that she loves you more than anything?"
She loves me??
I might have heard something wrong, but what if it's true.
"What did you say?" I questioned, my heart racing in a marathon.
"You're really a foo-" I cut him off, "after that."
"It's bee-"
"Aree yrr after that."
"You're sta-" he stopped as I glared at him with anger, "what?" he questioned.
"What did you say in the last?" I stated.
"She loves you more than anything," I gulped.
"Did she tell you this?" I asked.
"No, but it's clearly visible in her eyes that she loves you without any limit, and everyone knows this except you because you never tried to see that."
Everyone knows this except me??
"Avyaan, I don't think you should waste one more second here. Just go and tell your feelings to her, man." I nodded, wiping off my sweat as I made my way to my room.
Biwi's Kanhajii, I hope what Aarav said is not a lie.
Taking a breath, I opened the door and stepped inside only to find the room empty.
Where is she??
I knocked on the washroom door, but it was already open. Before I could go in, my eyes averted to a letter and a big box placed on the sofa.
I walked towards it and picked up the letter with trembling hands.
Hope it's not what I'm thinking.
No, no, it wouldn't be that.
I opened the letter.
"I don't know where to start, but I've finally decided to free you from this forced marriage. I know you were never interested in this marriage, but I was. I tried my best to make this work, but in the end, I can't force you. So, Avyaan Singh Rathore, you're free from this marriage and me. Just accept this birthday gift, sorry for being late. I hope you'll love this.
~Ishika"
My throat is dried.
'You're free from this marriage and me', no I don't want too be free.
I will not let you leave me like this biwi, never, I will not let you go like this without listening my side.
Tears are formed in my eyes.
Yes, tears in my eyes Which were never seen in my eyes in this 22 years.
Last time I cried for my maa and tis time it's my biwi.
I know where would she can be, she will not go to her Parents house for sure.
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While driving I dialed a number "hello" a feminine voice came from that side.
"Is ishika with you" I questioned.
"No she's not why what happened" Mahi questioned without replying her I end up the call and stopped the car with a screetch sound.
I turned my head at the man who is sitting beside me who's none other than reyansh.
"Call her" I ordered with a gulped.
"Bhai b-"
"REYANSH I SAID CALL MAHI AND ASK HER WHERE IS MY BIWI" I roared, he nodded and dialed her number and put the call on speaker.
"Hello mahi is ishika bhabhi is with you" he questioned.
"Yes reyansh she's with me only and she's crying like hell since she has reached here, what has happened between them do you know just a minutes ago your brother also called me but I lied as I don't want him too meet her now let her first be calm, you also don't tell him" she spoked in one go.
She's crying!!
I felt a pang in my chest, I've always been the reason for her tears, I really want too be the reason for her happiness.
"Okayy be with her I will handle here"
"Give me your phone," I ordered without any hesitation. He handed it over. "Now, get out of the car," his eyes widened.â¹
"What?" he questioned.
"I said get out of the car. I know you'll tell Mahi about me going there. Now, get out," with an innocent face, he exited the car.
"Bhai, where are we? I don't know the way," he spoke from outside.
"Figure it out then," I replied and drove the car at full speed. "I'm coming, biwi."
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"Mahi, open the door," I knocked on the door, feeling impatient.
The door opened, and I moved inside, searching for her "where is she"
"She's not here." What does she mean, no she could be lying.
"Mahi stop lying I know she's here just tell me where is she it's really urgent I wanna tell her something, please tell me" something is tickling in my chest.
"I'm not lying, yes, she was here with me, but when I was talking with Reyansh on the call and when I came, she was not here. Her luggage was here, but she was not."
I huffed and dialed a number "Varun, tell all our mens to find my biwi she's missing Check every corner of this city, but find her. Make sure to inform everyone that no harm should come to her." ending up the call I walked outside and settled down in the car.
"Where are you, biwi" I rested my forehead on the steering wheel.
Just be safe!!
Before I could start driving my phone ringed with Varun name shown.
"Yes any update" I spoke with the hope of any update.
"Yes sir we got a cctv footage in which ranisa has seen going in the jungle side area"
Jungle side??
I know, I know where she could go.
"Okay tell everyone to not go there, I'm going there" I stated and endup the call.
"Just wait for some minutes more biwi I will be there to wipe all those which cane in your eyes cause of me" and drove the car with full speed.
Suddenly a thunderstorm buzzed in the sky, it's going to rain.
Hope she will not get scared on the top of that she's on her periods, she'll be in pain.
All this only cause of me.
Till now she did everything to be the cure of my pain, even she did that.
Now I will be the cure for her every pain.
And within 15 minutes I reached on the destination.
It was raining heavily.
Without caring of anything I came out of the car, and straightly ran towards the bridge.
(The image of this place is shown in the 7th chapter)
"BIWI" I shouted with my lungs, there my eyes averted to her.
There she was standing in the mid of the bridge facing me her back, her blue saree was all drenched in the water.
The saree was sticked on her body like a second skin.
A relief smile formed on my lips.
And with the slow steps I walked towards her, the rain was getting heavy.
My mind started flashing that day when we met here.
The same place, but this time with different feelings.
And my halts stop near her, I can hear her sobbing sounds.
"Biwi" I spoke softly, her sobbing sounds stopped "biwi please talk to me" I pleased.
And finally she turned to me, I gulped, she's not sobbing but I can clearly see her tears flowing from her eyes, her cheeks and nose is all red.
I moved my hands to wipe it off, but she stopped me by holding my hands "Why are you here" her voice was husky.
"For you" I spoke.
Water was dripping from her hairs.
"No need, you can go" she turned her head on the other side.
"I will not, I will do anything you ask for but leaving you no, never, ever" her tears are aching my heart.
That one day before our wedding too this tears were visible for me, but that day this didn't hurt me at all but today it's aching me like hell.
"Please go don't you understand, I have breaked this marriage with you, just go, just g-" I hugged her, as he started crying more.
"Shhh it's okay, please don't cry please" I rubbed her back to calm her down.
And within seconds her crying sounds stopped, "are you okayy, is your stomach paining or you back o-"
"Shut up, shut up avyaan" she roared cutting me in thr mid way, and broked the hug with a jerk.
"Just go away" her tears weren't stopping and the rain too.
"Biwi I-I'm sorry" I spoke with my head down.
"For what" she questioned.
"For every those tears that I shed, for every those pieces of heart that were broken by me, for every that word that hurt you, and for everything I did, I'm sorry. I know this sorry is not enough, but if you want, you can punish me. But please don't leave me, please" I held her palm in my hands and spoke in one go with my head down.
But when no reply came from her side, I looked up at her face, she was staring at me without even blinking.
"Please say something" I begged.
"What should I say avyaan, and what should I do with your apology, ek baar koi cheez tut jaye toh wapas nahi judti" I have messed up, I've messed up really bad.
"I know, but I will do everything to earn your apology, please just don't leave, we will solve it everything together" I held her both hands in my palm.
Don't know from when but tears are shedding from my eyes continuously, when did I start crying.
"What's there to solve, we are not meant to be together, just end this I can't bear it now please go aw-"
"I love you"Â I spoke, I finally said this too her.
The rain was now normal, and was flowing with a rhythm of song.
But she wasn't replying anything and was just staring at my face with the straight face.
I gulped.
"Biwi, please say something" I held her palm more tightly.
"You're joking na" her husky voice was visible.
"No biwi I'm not, I can't understand when this change happened, bss hogaya, but my feelings for you are strong, stronger than I can put into words. You may not know it, but you are the core that keeps my heart beating and my soul alive. Even though my heart and soul longed for you, I didn't realize how important you were when you came into my life. Now, looking back, I see clearly the mistake I made. I deeply regret not valuing you as I should have from the beginning. You are the brightness that shines in the darkness within me, the piece that completes who I am."
Everytime I've heard that heart speaks, today I've feeled that speaking with heart gives a relief.
Still she was silent, I was about to speak but suddenly she hanged her hands around my neck hugging me tightly.
"You're really bad" she spoke while hiding her face in my neck, I wrapped my hands around her waist and closed my eyes.
This is what peace is.
"I know" she chuckled.
"I love you, biwi" I spoke once more this time with a hope that she'll reply.
"What if you're are lying" she asked, looking in my eyes still hanging her hands around my neck and my hands around her waist.
"Than I will lie forever" I spoke too straightly looking in her eyes.
"I love you, too" she said and joined our heads, "you will not leave me na" I questioned, still joining our heads.
I was waiting for her reply but suddenly she slammed her lips on mine, I held her small waist tightly and was just freezed in my place.
She stopped "Never" and start kissing once more, my eyes were closed but I can feel her soft lips on mine, "kiss me back" she mumbled.
My mind came back in reality which was freezed a moment ago, holding her waist more tightly I pushed her against me more and started kissing her back.
This time this kiss wasn't from mine side, it was from her side means I've finally won her.
Sucking on her lower lip and making her moan and breathless, she started tapping on my shoulder to leave, but will I,no.
She started it so it will be ended by me only.
Holding her nape from back I kissed her deeply and passionately, I broked the kiss with a pop up sound to take her breath in.
As just I left she started breathing heavily "pati-patidev is this call-ed kiss" she spoke between taking breaths.
Than what was it.
"Yes biwi" I spoke with a smirk.
"No man you didn't kiss you ate me" I chuckled she glared at me with her big doe eyes.
The rain was stopped now.
"Let's go home" she nodded, I held her palm and we both walked to the car.
I opened the door of her side, she was about too sit but I stopped holding her hands she looked at me with her raised eyebrows.
I smiled and pecked on her lips, "from now on its my favorite dessert" I spoke near her lips and winked.
She sat on her side, I looked at the sky and breathed in relief.
Finally now everything will be alright.
How was the chapter, it's still unedited btw.
Hope avyaan pov wasn't bad, writing a man pov is actually a difficult task.
So everything is fine now, but the romance wala era is going to start with next chaptersð
For the next update, the target is 200+ votes and 50+ comments.
This isn't a high target as the view count is 1.5k+, hope the target will be completed soon.
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