I didnât feel as triumphant as I thought I would when Vaughn walked out of the room and back to his own. The door slammed a moment later, and I winced at Kian. âWhy do I just feel like we kicked a puppy?â
He sighed. ââCause Vaughn is real good at putting on the puppy-dog eyes when it suits him. Donât feel bad. Heâs a professional liar.â
I cocked my head. âThereâs a story there. That was said with the hurt of a man betrayed.â
âItâs nothing. Ancient history. Weâre both over it.â He tossed his magazine aside and stood, offering me a hand up. âCome on. Letâs get the rest of your stuff out of your car now that his lordship has graciously approved your stay.â
I followed him, both of us eyeing Vaughnâs bedroom door as we passed to go down the stairs. But I was soon huffing and puffing, carrying boxes to and from the car and into my new room, and too excited about the prospect of living in this massive house to worry about Vaughn being a jackass. He wasnât my problem. Especially since the man had a wife who could worry about him.
Plus, Kian was entirely distracting. He lugged the heaviest of my stuff up the stairs, placed it all neatly in my room, until only one box was left.
âI can grab it.â I reached for the last, overflowing box.
âIt weighs more than you do. Not a chance. Give it.â
He swiped it before I could stop him, and I slammed down the hatchbackâs door, before locking it.
Not that anyone was going to try stealing it around here, when there were BMWs, Porches, and Mercedes everywhere you looked. We walked up the staircase side by side, Kian chattering about the history of the house and how his dad had worked here when Kian was a kid.
âHe landscaped the yard, renovated the ground floor bathroom, built the pool houseâ¦â He put the last box down on the writing desk in my room and paused mid-sentence.
I glanced over at him. âYour dad was the one who built the pool house, and thenâ¦â I prompted, truly curious about the property Iâd inherited. I suddenly wanted to know everything about it, from its history to the people whoâd owned it and lived here over the decades. It had to be one of the original properties in the area, perhaps once surrounded by land that had been sold off to make way for the new houses.
But Kian had lost interest in the story. He plucked three square photos from the top of my box and stared down at them. Horror stole the color from his face.
Oh fuck. I should have buried those deeper. I stormed across the room and snatched them from his grasp. âThose are private.â
He spun and glared at me.
I flinched at the intensity, and he backed right off, hands up. âShit. Sorry. But what the fuck, Rebel? What are those?â
I swallowed thickly, exhaustion swamping me after a long, emotionally charged day. I didnât have it in me to lie. âPhotos to remind me of the injuries I sustained after I was attacked.â
He ground his jaw. âWho did it? A boyfriend?â
I shook my head quickly. âNo. I made a bad decision in going home with a man who had friends waitingâ¦â Tears pricked the backs of my eyes, emotion welling up in my chest from just looking at those photos again. I didnât even want to talk about it for fear Iâd cry. But then it was too late. The tears spilled over and coursed down my cheeks.
âFuck,â Kian ground out. He wrapped his arms around me, dragging me to his chest in a bear hug.
I stiffened in his arms.
He must have felt it. He pulled back quickly. âShit, sorry. Thatâs probably not what you need right now after what they did. Not everyone is a hugger.â
I was stunned to find that though his embrace had taken me by surprise, it hadnât scared me. Kian gave off an overgrown teddy bear with golden retriever energy sort of vibe. It was hard to feel scared around a man who encouraged you to jump on his bed.
But at this point, I didnât trust my own judgment. So I let him back off, even though the hug had felt kind of nice.
Kian tapped his fingers against the box. âI can promise you, though Prince Stick Up His Ass can be a royal dickhead, he wonât hurt you. Iâve known him long enough to say that with one-hundred-percent certainty. And full disclosure? Iâm good at hurting people, but Iâve never laid a hand on a woman, and I never will.â
He sighed when I didnât say anything.
âTalk is cheap, though, huh? I bet you went home with that guy, thinking he was nice too. Am I right?â
âI wish you werenât.â
He mulled that over for a moment, his gaze dropping to the photos in my hand. I tucked them into my back pocket quickly, but heâd already seen them. Seen every bruise and cut Caleb and his friends had put on my body, none of them pretty.
Kian shoved off the wall abruptly. âCome with me.â
Without waiting for me, he strode purposefully out of the room and down the hall.
Curious, I followed, jogging to catch up to his long, determined strides. âWhere are we going?â
âTo the shed.â
I frowned, not exactly sure what was so exciting about a shed, presumably filled with tools and lawn-mowing equipment.
Kian led me out of the house and around the side, where a large metal shed was hidden from view of the pool and entertaining area. It wasnât locked, and he let himself in, going straight for a drawer on the right of the neatly organized space. âI know theyâre in here somewhere. Aha!â
I tried to peer over his shoulder, but he was so much bigger than me and there was a lot of stuff in the way. Bags of fertilizer. Something called Oxyanedride, that was probably a pool cleaner, judging from the other equipment around it. A lawn mower and a rake. âI canât see. What is it?â
He ignored the question. âGrab my drill, would you, please? Itâs just on that tool bench.â
I grabbed the power tool in question and followed him back upstairs to my room. He waited for me to enter, then kicked the door closed, his big body blocking the exit.
A flicker of fear almost instantly exploded into a firestorm of terror.
It was just like that night all over again. I was trapped. Men blocking the exits. Not letting me leave until they got what they came for.
My chest tightened in panic, and I darted for the bathroom door, the only unblocked exit.
âRebel,â Kian barked. âWait. Stop. Look.â
Despite the adrenaline rushing my body, I did.
Two small silver slide locks sat on Kianâs palm. âOne for this door, one for the bathroom door. I swear to you, Vaughn and I wonât ever lay a finger on you. But I thought you might feel safer anyway if you could lock yourself in here when you feel like you need to.â
The pounding of my heart slowed, the fight or flight response dying off as Kian turned back to the closed door and measured where the lock would be installed.
I moved to sit on the bed, tucking my knees up and wrapping my arms around them while I watched him work. âThank you.â It was barely more than a whisper, easily lost in the noise of the drill.
But Kian nodded. âYouâre welcome. If this is going to be your home, you should feel safe here.â
I wanted that. So desperately. I wanted to feel like I didnât have to sleep with a gun under my pillow. I wanted to feel safe walking the streets again or having a drink with a man I found attractive. I wanted to be the woman Iâd been before Caleb had stolen that sense of peace.
I couldnât let him win. Right now, Caleb was walking around town, powerful in the knowledge he could do what he liked and face no repercussions.
While Iâd become some scared mouse I barely recognized.
âIâm going to kill them.â
Kian paused in his drilling and looked over at me.
I waited for his shock. His judgment. Some sort of reaction. But he just put the drill down and picked up a chisel. âOkay. How?â
I blinked. âHow? Thatâs what youâre asking me when I say Iâm going to kill three men?â
He put the tool down and turned to give me his full attention. âI saw those photos, Rebel. I saw what they did to you. They donât deserve to breathe.â He shrugged. âAnd better to have a plan than to just do it in the heat of the moment. Thatâs sloppy and a surefire way to get caught. So yeah, Iâm asking you how?â
âSomething painful. Brutally painful.â
He chuckled. âOkay, okay. I like your style.â
The corner of my mouth flickered but then died. âYou probably think Iâm some weak little girl who canât stand up for herself, huh? I swear, Iâm not. If youâd met me before, youâd have a very different opinion. Iâm not the girl in those photos. I work at Psychos. You probably donât know it. Itâs a bar in Saint View. Rough as guts.â
He raised an eyebrow. âPsychos? Yeah, I know it.â
Something about the way he said it made me pause. âYouâve heard itâs a sex club, havenât you?â
He grinned. âIs it?â
âYouâre not an undercover cop, are you?â
He scoffed. âHardly.â
âThen, yes. At times, it is. But most of the time itâs just a dive bar. Iâm not beating my own chest when I say I ruled that place. I took no shit from any of the guys there, and they learned fast not to piss me off or theyâd get a taste of my brass knuckles. Iâm small. But Iâm scrappy.â
âI donât think youâre weak, Rebel. Weak women donât decide theyâre moving into the house they inherited, despite the fact other people already live in it. Youâve been ballsy as fuck in the single afternoon Iâve known you.â He sat on the bed next to me. âSo let me help you.â
âHelp me what? Kill a few men?â
He shook his head. âAs much as I might enjoy teaching those pricks a lesson, I think thatâs your wrong to right. Yeah?â
It was a relief to hear him say that. I couldnât tell Fang or Bliss their names. Blissâs guys and Fang would completely ignore what I wanted, because they could get the job done quickly. They werenât like that to be assholes, but they were too close to me. They would think they were protecting me.
But I needed to do it myself. I wouldnât feel whole until Iâd proved to myself I was the woman Iâd always thought I was. Strong. Powerful. An independent, take-no-shit sorta girl.
It was my whole damn identity, and without it, I was lost.
Kian cocked his head in my direction. âWhat are you doing tonight?â
I shrugged. âNothing other than unpacking.â
Something devilish glinted in his eye. âI got to know you some this afternoon. I think itâs only fair I show you something of me. You in?â
I nodded. âSure.â
Kian pointed toward my closet. âGet your shoes on, little demon. Weâre going to a fight.â