I was such a fool. A stupid, stupid girl, just like my father had always told me. Iâd thought Iâd put that all behind me when Iâd left our tiny town in the middle of nowhere Texas. Iâd thought Iâd escaped his torments and ridicule. Iâd thought Iâd show him by making it out on my own.
Instead, Iâd proved him right.
And found out the real truth about men.
That they were all like him. That movies and TV shows all lied about there being good guys out there. Men who loved and cherished women.
Ha.
How stupid Iâd been to hope for any of that.
Iâd barely been here a month when Iâd met Caleb. When heâd charmed the pants off me, only for me to realize there was no such thing as an honest man.
In the darkness, I rubbed a hand over my swollen belly, the skin stretched so tight it hurt sometimes. But then the little baby inside me kicked, and my heart swelled big enough to take away the ache. Only for me to crash down a moment later when I remembered where I was.
Locked in a windowless room.
Hands and feet tied.
Gag over my mouth so I couldnât scream loud enough to attract any attention.
Not that anyone would hear me anyway.
There was a party going on outside, and at first, Iâd thought it my chance to draw attention to myself. To make someone realize I was here.
But though noise filtered through from outside, the house had remained mostly quiet. Thereâd been no footsteps on the stairs Calebâs friends had dragged me down when Iâd been stupid enough to come back here.
I let out a sob of despair. What had I been thinking? I should have just stayed away. Gone on living my life for the baby inside me. But no. Iâd gotten greedy. Greedy and stupid. I dropped my head down on bound hands, wrists red raw from the rope around them.
âLouisa Kara Churchill! Oh my God, where are you? Are you okay? Iâve been so worried!â
I was so grateful to hear her voice I didnât even cringe at the reminder my family still called me by my full name, even though none of my friends had in years because I hated it. âI need help, Mama.â
There was a pause down the phone line. âWhat sort of help? Money? I have a few dollars stashed away, but anything more than that, your father will knowâ¦â
I shook my head miserably. âIâm pregnant.â
She gasped. âPregnant? No, thatâs not possible. By who? Youâve barely been gone four months.â
I hung my head in shame. âI know. But please. I need youââ
She was interrupted by my fatherâs voice coming down the line. âIs it her? Answer me now, young lady.â
Despite the fact I was twenty-two, I felt all of five years old when he spoke to me like that. âYes, Daddy. Itâs me.â
âLouisa. You best tell me right now that what I heard your mother say isnât true.â
His judgment poured through the phone, as strong as if heâd slapped me in the face with it.
I stared down at the test clutched in my fingers and the other three on the bathroom vanity. Every single one said I was pregnant. I wouldnât lie. He hated liars. âItâs true. Iâm so sorry.â
âGet rid of it.â
I blinked. âWhat? Daddy, no.â
âI said get rid of it and come back home immediately. Thereâll be no back talk from you.â
Iâd been trained my entire life to obey his commands. My mother did. My sisters. All of us.
But there was a baby growing inside me, and I couldnât just get rid of it.
No matter how it had been conceived.
No matter who its father was.
That baby was the only thing I had that was mine.
He or she was the only thing no one could take from me.
I straightened my spine. âNo. You listen to me. Iâm keeping this baby. You donât get to tell me what to do anymore.â
He laughed coldly. âListen to you. So sure and confident in yourself. Have you even thought it through? What it means to be a parent?â
âOf course I have,â I fired back.
âWhere are you going to live? Is that babyâs father going to support you?â
âI can support myself. Iâll find a place.â
He scoffed. âThe father wants nothing to do with you, does he? Thatâs what you get for opening your legs. How will you work when you have a newborn baby hanging off your tit?â
I blanched in shock. He never spoke like that. But then slowly, anger took its place.
There was never any room for anything but perfection with him. Our skirts had to touch our knees or weâd be forced to change. Our beds had to be made with hospital corners and were inspected daily. We had to get straight Aâs or weâd be bringing shame on him as a father and as a man. He ruled our house of females with army-like discipline, and the clear disappointment we were all women, and heâd never fathered a son.
I hated him.
Had hated him enough to escape his house in the middle of the night, get on a bus, and travel hours, looking for a better life.
I wouldnât let him drag me down again. âThe babyâs father is a rich businessman,â I declared through gritted teeth. âVery rich. He has a big house in Providence, and heâll pay for his child. And for me.â My fingers shook. Or maybe it was my entire body.
âYouâll come home now, without that bastard baby in your belly.â
He wasnât listening. He never did. Just expected all of us to do as he commanded.
I was done being the girl who listened.
I was someoneâs mother now. And she would be stronger. Smarter. Sheâd get everything she needed from the men who owed it to her.
How stupid Iâd been to just walk up to Caleb Black and make demands. Now I was probably going to die in this tiny hole of a room, thirsty and starving. And the worst part? Iâd be taking my baby with me.
A click from just outside my door had me pausing, staring at the door in a mixture of hope and terror. I hadnât seen anyone since theyâd thrown me in here, and right now, even Calebâs evil face would be welcome.
But no one came. The door stayed closed, and a fresh round of sobs overtook me. My brain was playing tricks on me now, making me believe help was coming when there was no one in the world who even knew I was here except for Caleb and his monster friends.
âHello?â
I whirled around at the quiet, feminine voice. It hadnât come from inside the room, or from outside the door, but it was clear enough that Iâd heard her. I glanced around wildly, but there was no light. I screamed as loud as I could against the fabric shoved into my mouth and tied around my head, praying it would be enough to let the woman know I was here.
âIs someone in there?â
I edged close to the wall where her voice sounded loudest. There had to be a grate up near the ceiling. Perhaps an air-conditioning vent? Or a duct of some sort? My hands were bound together, but I banged them against the plasterboard wall weakly, not able to get much momentum going to make a noise but terrified she couldnât hear my muffled screams.
âOh my God. Iâ¦do you need help? I donât think theyâve come down here yetâ¦â Her voice was barely above a whisper.
I was terrified she was going to go silent. I banged on the wall and made as many noises as I could again.
âMake a noise for yes. Stay silent for no. Okay?â
I made a noise.
âAre you hurt?â
I stayed silent. I wasnât hurt right now, but I probably would be if I didnât get out of here.
âDoes Caleb know youâre down here?â
I tapped on the wall.
âThat son of a bitch! Listen, I donât want you to worry. I mean, fuck, Iâm not exactly in the best situation here either, but Iâve got guys outside who can helpâ¦Shit. They had to hand in their phones when we came in, but when they realize Iâm missing, theyâll get them back. I can call one of them and theyâll come down here.â
My hope died on its ass.
I had my phone too. But there was a reason they hadnât bothered taking it off me when theyâd shoved me in here. There was no reception.
The womanâs soft swear seemed to indicate sheâd just realized that as well. âOkay, never mind. Plan B. Weâll just hang out here for a little bit until Caleb goes back outside to his party guests and then Iâll sneak back out and get help.â
Panic clawed up my throat at the idea of her leaving, and I banged frantically on the wall again, even though she hadnât asked me a yes or no question.
âItâs okay. I wonât leave without you. I promise.â
A tear fell down my face. I so desperately wanted that to be true.
âI wish you could talk back so you could tell me your name. Or how long youâve been here for. Do you have people who would be worried about you?â
I stayed quiet. My family didnât care. My mother might love me, but sheâd never been strong enough to stand up to my father. None of them even knew Iâd come storming over here, thinking I was so smart, and ready to show my father what I was made of.
âIâm sorry to hear that.â
I was too.
âI canât hear anything from inside the house. I think theyâve gone back outside. Iâm going to go get some help, okay? Just sit tight. I promise. Iâll be back.â
My heart hammered, and I scrambled to the door, pressing my ear against it, desperate for the woman to be real. For me to not be imagining things, due to a lack of water and food.
Her door clicked open.
Soft footsteps passed my room, and she gave a tiny knock on the door that I echoed back.
In my mind, I could see her in the large basement room on the other side. She must have been in a room like mine, one off the main space. But clearly, she hadnât been locked in like I was. Sheâd be approaching the stairs, and then sheâd just have to make it up them and through the house to get outside to where her friends wereâ¦
An evil laughter splintered right through me.
âAh, look at this. Two of my little sluts, getting all acquainted down here in the dark where they belong.â
The womanâs scream was ear piercingly loud, but it was quickly cut off.
âStupid bitch, you think you can come into my house like you fucking own it? Youâre both as stupid as each other.â He slammed his fist against my door. âHear that, slut?â
I heard. I heard every second of the fight the woman put up. Every grunt and groan and curse Caleb uttered as he fought with her.
She was stronger than I was. Fiercer. Braver.
And with every second that passed, I prayed sheâd be the one who came out on top.
Until there were no sounds left.
Except Calebâs evil laughter.
And I was alone again.