âWhere is she? No, War, I donât care! Where is she? Fangâs room, right? Fang! You better open that door right now!â
I cracked open an eye at my bestieâs hollering in the hallway and wasnât at all surprised when the door rattled a moment later.
Fang groaned beside me but got out of bed, padding across the room to yank the door open. âWhat?â he snapped.
Bliss was taller than me but still no match for Fang. Not that youâd know it, judging by the way she pushed past his massive frame. She stopped short of throwing herself onto the bed with me and clapped a hand over her mouth. âYour faceâ¦â
Fuck. Still no makeup.
In the doorway, War growled in Fangâs direction. âThat better not have been at your hands, brother.â
Fang gave his prez a look that should have withered him on the spot.
It didnât, but War put his hands up and backed right off. âSorry, sorry. I had to ask. Sheâs my girlâs bestie. So thereâs an unwritten rule that I watch out for her in the same way. Theyâre a package deal.â
Every muscle across Fangâs back was clenched tight beneath his pale, tattooed skin. âIâd never fucking hurt her. You ever say that to me again, and prez or not, youâll wish you hadnât.â
I gawked at Bliss. War was no slouch in the scary bad-boy department. I knew Fang respected War as a man, as well as his position. Iâd never seen him be anything but one-hundred-percent loyal and respectful to War.
Yet now he was facing off with him.
Over me.
I didnât know whether to be completely turned on or terrified.
âShould we get some Jell-O out for wrestling?â I joked, trying to lighten the mood. âSorry, War, I got my money on Fang.â
No one laughed.
Bliss reached out and traced a featherlight stroke over the worst of the bruising on my cheek. âOh, Rebel.â A tear rolled down her cheek, eventually dripping onto her shirt.
I shook my head violently. âDonât do that. Please.â
âOkay. War told me about your momâ¦â
I pressed my fingernails into the palm of my hand, concentrating on that sting instead of the emotion welling inside me. âShit happens, right?â
What else was there to say? If I said how I truly felt, Iâd break down crying again and maybe never stop. I turned away, swinging my legs out of the bed only to realize I was still wearing Fangâs shirt and nothing else. I could practically feel Fangâs gaze on me, completely unrelenting.
âCan you take me home?â I whispered to Bliss.
âI can take you,â Fang said quickly.
I stared at Bliss, imploring her to understand without me having to spell it out.
That was the beauty of having a best friend. She got me without me even having to say anything.
âOf course I can.â
I stood, and she put her arm around my shoulders, guiding me out of the room.
âPixâ¦â
It was short for Pixie. Bliss had once described me as a coked-out fairy, and Iâd kind of always enjoyed that description. It was accurate. I was a tiny woman who had ADHD, a loud voice, a big personality, and did everything impulsively at a million miles an hour. She was wrong about the coke, though. I never touched the stuff, because I didnât need to. I lived in a permanently buzzed state naturally.
Nothing about me felt buzzed right now. He would have to change my nickname to swamp troll or something of the like. âLet me go, Fang.â
I saw the way my words affected him. He didnât want to step aside, but he did, clearly hating every minute.
At the last second, I threw him a bone and linked my pinkie finger with his as I passed. âThank you. For being there for me last night. When I needed you.â
He squeezed my finger but let me go.
At least for now.
Bliss guided me through the clubhouse, and I tried to ignore the shocked gasp that came from Queenieâs mouth when she saw my face.
She mouthed, âAre you okay?â
All I could do was nod, grateful for her concern but hating that they were all seeing me like this.
Bliss put me in the front seat of her car and closed the door, but War stopped her before she got in the driverâs side. He said something I didnât hear, then put his hands on her little baby bump, rubbing it affectionately, before kissing her mouth.
When they broke apart and moved aside, Fang was all I could see through the windshield. His eyes locked on mine.
I dropped my gaze to my lap, twisting my fingers in the fabric of my T-shirt until Bliss got in and started the car.
âWar is staying here to talk to the other men. He wants you to tell them who did this to you so they can take care of it.â She turned the car around on the gravel lot and headed for the gates.
Ice, one of the club prospects, unlocked them and waved us through, but even his eyes glinted with the promise of something dangerous when he noticed my injuries.
I slumped in my seat. âLike I told Fang, I have it handled.â
Bliss looked over at me with the saddest expression Iâd ever seen. âI know youâre used to handling your own business. But you donât have toâ¦â
âI want to.â
She slowly nodded. âDo I know him?â
Them, I corrected silently in my head. But I couldnât tell her the truth. Caleb was her ex. Iâd listened to her talk about how evil and abusive he was.
But I hadnât recognized any of that in the man whoâd sat at the end of my bar that night and called himself by a different name. By the time Iâd realized who and what he was, it had been too late.
I could never tell Bliss it was her ex whoâd done this to me. Sheâd blame herself for bringing him into my life, or sheâd assume heâd done it to get back at her.
That wasnât true. At least not entirely. The things Caleb did were for his own sick pleasure, as much as getting back at a woman who had moved on from his abusive games. Bliss had at least one of her three men around her at all times. Especially now she was pregnant. Caleb couldnât get to her.
Iâd been a weak, easy target.
âHave you heard anything about your mom?â Bliss asked gently.
I shook my head, but then realized I didnât even know where my phone or my purse was. âShit. I think I left my purse at the courthouse. My clothes are all still at the hotel as well. Fuck, theyâve probably thrown them all out since I was only booked in for one night. Could I borrow your phone? I need to call the police. They might have been trying to get a hold of me.â
She nodded at her phone sitting near the gearshift. âOf course. As soon as youâre done, Iâll call Nash or Vincent and get one of them to go get your stuff from the hotel. They can go to the courthouse too, and see if your purse was handed in.â
I looked up the phone number for the Providence Police Department and bounced my leg nervously while I waited for someone to pick up. It rang four times before a woman introduced herself as Officer Lehey.
âYeah, hi. My mother diedâ¦â I ran my hand through my hair as my throat threatened to close up. âShe was at the courthouse, getting married yesterday when she collapsedâ¦â
âHold on a moment, please. Iâll patch you through to the detective working that case.â
Bliss glanced at me and gave me a questioning thumbs-up. I tried to return it, but it was half-assed at best. She went back to driving, and I rested my head back on the seat and closed my eyes, trying to keep it together long enough to speak to the detective.
His voice was bristly when he barked his name and job title down the line. Detective Simon Richardson, Senior Detective with the Providence Police Department. âI understand your mother was one of the deceased at the courthouse yesterday. Your name?â
âRebel Kemp.â
There was a shuffling of papers. âYou were there at the time of their deaths? Your name isnât on any of this paperwork.â
âWell, no, itâs probably not because I didnât speak to any of the officers there.â
âWas there a reason for that?â
I didnât like his tone, but there were things I needed to know. âI want a copy of my motherâs autopsy report. I want to know what she overdosed on.â
âWeâll need you to come down to the station immediately, Miss Kemp.â
I scrunched my face. âCanât you just email it to me?â
âThereâs more that needs to be discussed than just your motherâs autopsy report.â
âLike what?â
âLike why you left the scene of a crime without talking to police, perhaps?â
I ground my molars. Fuck the Providence police. This was what they were always like. Fucking assholes. I was not in the mood for it.
Apparently, he didnât like my silence, because I hadnât even gotten a chance to reply when he barked down the line again. âThis is a very serious matter, young lady. So wherever you are right now, it would be best if you changed course and drove immediately to the station.â
I blinked at Bliss.
âWhat?â she whispered.
âHeâs demanding I go down to the station. He just young ladyed me.â
âOh, hell no.â Bliss knew exactly how I felt about men who liked to throw their weight around. âCondescending prick.â
âMiss Kemp? Iâll expect you here in the next fifteen minutes then, shall I?â
I snorted. âNo, Detective Richardson. You shall not.â
He huffed out an annoyed breath. âYouâve been given a direct instruction by a police officer. So I would inquire as to why you think you can ignore it?â
Oh, this guy was really starting to piss me off. Which, frankly, felt nice because it didnât come with the desire to cry.
I felt a lot more like my old, sassy self when I replied, âBecause Iâm currently not wearing any panties, and I donât think Iâm in the mood for a Sharon Stone, Basic Instinct replay, even if I do have the cutest little snatch around. Pity for you, youâd cream yourself over it.â
Bliss turned to me with huge eyes. âYou did not just say that.â
I shrugged and made no attempt to cover the phone. âHe was pissing me off.â But then I went back to Detective Dickhead, who was spluttering down the line.
I rolled my eyes. âRelax. Iâll come down to the station, Richards. No need to get your knickersâ¦or lack of, in my case, in a knot. Learn some manners though, would you?â
I ended the call and tossed the phone down where Iâd found it.
Bliss took a corner, shaking her head with quiet laughter. âYou amaze me.â
I yawned and looked at the car clock. âIs that time right? Is it seriously nine?â
Bliss nodded. âWar wanted me to wait âtil ten to go over to the clubhouse to find you, but at eight I couldnât wait anymore. I wish youâd come back to our place last night.â
But I couldnât have. I couldnât deflect any of my friends off with cuddling the way I had with Fang. And Blissâs men were just as dangerous, if not more so. If you caught Vincent on a bad day, he was nothing less than a completely psychotic killer. He loved Blissâand me, by law of the best friend codeâso normally I just found him amusing. But he wouldnât hesitate to take the one thing I truly needed.
Calebâs head on a stick.
It needed to be mine.
âCan we get coffee?â I asked. âMy head is fuzzyâ¦â With murderous thoughts. I wasnât sure coffee would truly help, but it couldnât hurt.
She pulled over at the Starbucks on the Saint View-Providence border, and I graciously waited in the car to spare the rest of the customers my panty-free, oversized T-shirt getup. The time ticked on, my headache growing with every second that passed, until Bliss finally emerged, holding two huge cups.
When she was back in the car, I took one from her gratefully, and then we were back on the road to my apartment. It was odd to see kids playing in the communal area, like their entire worlds hadnât been ripped to shreds in the space of seven days. I hoped they never had to feel the way I did, with shit piling on top of shit.
But these were kids from the wrong side of the tracks, just like I was.
So their lives were hardly charmed. Violence and poverty and death would be what they grew up with.
All the more reason to never have kids ,if you asked me.
I went to grab my purse and keys, but of course, I didnât have those. âDo you have that spare key to my apartment?â
Bliss flicked the keys dangling from her ignition. âRight here.â She switched the car off. âIâll come up with you.â
We walked slowly, side by side, both of us sipping our coffee.
âDo you truly have no panties on?â
I smiled around my steaming cup. âItâs pretty breezy down there.â
âSo you and Fang hooked up again?â
I shook my head. âNo. Not last night.â
âNo one would judge you if you had, you know. You went through something really big yesterday, and if you went seeking comfort, no one would blame you.â
I blew over my coffee, trying to cool it enough to drink, debating over how much to tell her. But she was my best friend, and the words just came out. âI donât think Iâll be doing that anymore. Not with him. Or anyone.â
Bliss stopped and put her hand on my arm. âHeâ¦the person who hurt you, I meanâ¦heâ¦â Her eyes filled with tears.
âRaped me, Bliss. You can say it.â
A sob burst from her mouth, and she dug her fingers into my skin. âTell me who, Rebel. I swear, I wonât even tell Vincent and the others, Iâll kill him myself.â
I decided to be honest. âIâm not playing around when I say I canât let you do that, Bliss. Because Iâm going to.â
She dug her white teeth into her bottom lip. âYou arenât just saying that, are you?â
âNo.â
âIâll help you hide the body.â She was dead serious.
I glanced at her and burst out laughing. âBliss!â
âWhat? I will! Iâd do anything for you.â
Just like Iâd do anything for her.
We took the last flight of stairs up to my apartment, but I flinched when three men stepped out from against my apartment door.
Bliss picked up my hand and squeezed it, steadying me. âOfficers. What can we do for you? Thatâs my friendâs apartment youâre loitering in front of.â
All three of them looked to me, but it was the oldest one who spoke, a man with graying hair at his temples. âRebel Kemp?â
âYes,â I murmured.
âWeâre here to escort you down to the police station.â His gaze slow-rolled over my bare legs. âDetective Richardson said you should put panties on first.â
A trickle of worry spread down my spine. âDo I have a say in the matter?â
His eyes narrowed. âNot unless you want me to arrest you and take you in wearing handcuffs.â
What the hell?
âHandcuffs!â Bliss yelped. âYou canât do that. She hasnât done anything wrong. Iâm calling a lawyer.â
âGreat. Tell him to meet us at the station, because we arenât waiting around for him to get here. Miss Kemp? Do you plan to put your panties on so we can leave or am I taking you in as is?â
I ground my molars. Fucking assholes. âWouldnât you just love a peek at my coochie?â I walked past and patted him on the chest. âShe bites, though.â I snapped my teeth at him and was deeply satisfied when he flinched away.
I used the spare key Iâd given Bliss to open the door, and slipped inside, quickly pulling on underwear and clean clothes. Despite my bravado, I really wasnât in the mood to be arrested, so I made it snappy, shoving my feet into white sneakers without bothering with socks.
Back in the hallway, Bliss had the phone clutched to her ear. When I emerged, she looked over, a fierce expression on her heart-shaped face. âIâve got Liam on the phone.â She stared at the officers; her words sharp as she practically spit them out. âLiam Banks? Heâs a friend of ours, and a lawyer. A really fucking good one.â
It had been a while since Iâd seen Bliss so worked up she swore at a police officer. She needed to settle down though, because I did not want her pregnant ass thrown in jail for obstructing justice or something. Her guys would kill me.
âWeâre well aware of Mr. Banks and his reputation,â the office replied dryly. âTrust us.â
Iâd only met Liam once, when one of Blissâs guys, Vincent, had been kidnapped and tortured. Weâd joined forces with him and some others to rescue him, because we all knew the police wouldnât do shit. But judging by the officerâs irritation, Liam was a thorn in their side.
Which only made me like the man more. âTell Liam Iâm looking forward to catching up with him over stale police station coffee and donuts.â I poked the officer in his round belly. âAssuming you havenât already eaten them all, that is?â
âYouâre pushing your luck, Miss Kemp. Letâs go.â
Bliss widened her eyes at me, but I was enjoying sassing the officers. Was it smart? No. But it felt normal, and right now, normal was welcome.
Plus, I had the advantage of being tiny. Barely over five foot. Everyone underestimated me and assumed I was no threat, but it worked in situations like this. They probably already would have slapped cuffs on a man.
But I followed them downstairs and into the back of a squad car. It took mere minutes to get across town to Providence, and even less time to find myself marched straight through the station to an interview room. I grinned at officer tubby tummy. âVIP treatment, huh? No waiting in line. I feel so important.â
He pointed at the table with two seats on either side. âSit.â
âSay please.â
His gaze narrowed. âAre you enjoying yourself?â
âImmensely,â I said, voice dripping with sarcasm.
He clearly hadnât received the memo on sarcasm because he took it literally. âGood. Enjoy yourself now, while you still can. Because in a minute, youâre going to be accused of murder, and boy am I going to enjoy wiping that fucking grin off your face.â
The smile faded.
He chuckled as he walked out. âYeah, exactly like that.â