I stare at her. âPardon?â I mean, I heard it⦠but surely not. âHis name is Sebastian Garcia?â
âYes. You know him?â
âNo,â I say too quickly.
âOf course, you do. The politician. Heâs the new Deputy Prime Minister. Everyone knows him.â
Relief fills me as I realize how this looks, I should know him. âOh, yes, I see. I knew the name sounded familiar.â
My thoughts flash back to our fight in the cloak room the other night, and I have to force it from my mind.
âSo, what do you think?â Helena asks.
âAbout?â
âThe dog,â she snaps, exasperated.
I sit back, and I hate to admit it, but I really donât like this woman. âHelena⦠let me ask you something: why do you want Bentley?â
âIâm entitled to more of his estate.â
âBut you already got everything.â
âHe has much more now.â
âBut youâre not married to him now.â
âAre you going to help me or not?â
I begin to lose my patience with her. âHelena, there isnât a judge on Earth that would grant you more of an estate that you have already settled on.â
âYes, well, weâll see about that, wonât we?â She stands in a huff and throws her handbag around her shoulder. âGoodbye, Miss Bennet. I wish I could say that youâve been helpful.â She stomps toward the door. âBut that would be a complete lie, wouldnât it? I donât appreciate you wasting my time.â
She disappears through the door, and it slams hard on her release.
God.
What a fucking bitch.
I pull up the records she submitted when she booked her appointment. I canât believe he married a witch like her. What the hell was Sebastian thinking?
Actually, who am I to talk?
I married an asshole, too.
I go back through the notes and search for the date of the last settlement.
February. Seven years ago.
I work out the dates, that was just over twelve months before he met me. I scan the file until I get their marriage and separation details. They were married for five years until he discovered that she was having an affair with the gardener. I exhale heavily, knowing too well how that feels.
I wonder if he walked in on them doing the deed like I did.
Poor bastard. He would have been badly burnt, and then he thought that Iâ¦
Stop it! Do not dare make excuses for that man.
His wife is a bitch, but that doesnât excuse his behavior. Heâs an asshole, and if truth be told, they probably deserve each other. Who knows how many affairs he had on her with his visits to sex clubs for Christâs sake?
Ugg, why am I even thinking about his side of the story? Who cares anyway?
I read over the notes and go through Helenaâs history. She doesnât work. Of course, she doesnât. Sheâs too busy living off of her ex-husband.
With a heavy exhale, I throw the file into the cabinet. I know sheâs going to go to another lawyer. I also know that another lawyer wonât be able to touch her, but nothing surprises me these days. As long as Iâm not the lawyer, I donât care.
The tree casts a shadow on the wall. Itâs 1:00 a.m., but I havenât slept.
I canât.
I keep going over the argument I had with Sebastian and the way I hit him. I can still hear the crack as my hand connected with his face.
Why did I slap him?
Thatâs not who I amânot even close. Iâm not violent, and Iâve never hit a man before.
Imagine if he slapped me and how outraged I would be.
God, itâs just another low point that I wish never happened. Sebastian Garcia seems to bring out the best of them⦠low points, that is.
I stare into the darkness some more as my mind wanders. Deputy Prime Minister.
How the hell did he get that position? Was he a politician when I knew him before? I think back to any sign I may have missed, but I canât think of anything. There were no signs, but I didnât really know anything much about him then. We were too busy fucking like rabbits.
I thought he was just an architect.
Maybe that was all bullshit. Architects donât become Deputy Prime Ministers. I walk out into the living room, turn the light on, and I open my laptop. I want answers. I want to know when and how.
I type his name into Google and scroll through to Wikipedia.
I sit back in my chair in surprise. Wow.
Well⦠kudos to him, I suppose.
I stand, fill the kettle, and I turn the television on. I flick through the channels knowing itâs going to be another long night. Iâm not sleeping well. I havenât been since seeing Sebastian last week. I keep going over and over everything we said to each other⦠including the way he looked. The feelings.
So many unfinished feelings.
Most of all, I think about the anger he brought out in me.
But, regardless of any of those things, I should never have slapped him.
It was a shitty thing to do. Guilt doesnât feel very nice.
Thereâs a knock at my door, and I look up from my computer.
âCome in.â
âHello, April?â A distinguished looking man steps forward with a broad smile on his face. âIâm Bart McIntyre.â
Oh shit. I stand and shake his hand. âHello, Bart. Nice to meet you,â I smile.
Heâs tall and blonde with a scattering of grey hair. He must be in his late forties, I think. Quite handsome. Heâs wearing an expensive suit, and he looks every bit of the celebrity lawyer he is.
âHave you got two minutes for a quick chat?â he asks.
âYes, sure. Please, take a seat.â I gesture to my chair.
âThank you. Iâm still finding my way around the offices. I wanted to meet you first, seeing that we will be working so closely together.â
âI canât thank you enough for the opportunity, Mr. McIntyre.â
âIâve been looking over your file. You have a very impressive resume, Miss Bennet.â
âThank you. Can you tell me a little bit about the position?â I ask. âWhat would you like me to do, and what are your expectations?â
Bart sits back in his chair. âWell, for a start, you will be accompanying me to all of my appointments. Most of my clients are off-site. They donât like to be seen going into a lawyerâs office, hence why I visit them. Weâll start those appointments next Monday. Iâm in the office this week. I have a lot to sort out and get accustomed to. But I just wanted to pop in and meet you.â
âThank you. I canât wait to get started.â
He gives me a warm smile. âPlease let me know if there are any problems or issues while we are working together. I like to be professional, and I like my co-workers to be happy.â
âSounds great.â Excitement fills me.
He moves towards the door before he turns back to me. âOh and, April, starting the week after next, we will be going away for three days a week over the next month.â
âOkay.â I frown. âWhere would we be going, Mr. McIntyre?â
âJust out to the countryside, not too far from here. Itâs always within a two-hour radius of London. My client has to travel, and we have to accompany him.â
âSounds good.â
âIâll get reception to work on our travel packs. You will need some extra equipment to keep in the car for our visits.â
âPerfect.â
He gives me a kind nod before leaving, and I smile to myself. Wow, going away a few nights every single week for a month is going to be amazing, I can already tell.
I fill the coffee cups with boiling water, stir in the milk.
âMarina wants me to set you up with her.â
I glance up at my sister. âYou have got to be kidding, I have no interest in Marina, whatsoever.â
âSebastian,â Violet exhales. âYou have no interest in anybody anymore.â
âYes, so? I like it that way.â I pass her the coffee cup.
âThanks.â She watches me intently.
I roll my eyes. âWhat?â
âWhen are you going to let yourself be happy?â she asks.
âI am happy. What are you talking about?â
âI mean really happy, you know⦠a family of your own, wife and kids.â
âThatâs not in my future.â
âWhy not?â
âIâve been there and done the whole marriage thing. Itâs not somewhere I want to return to.â
âSeb,â she sighs. âHelena was just a bad egg. It wouldnât have mattered who she married, she would have done the same to them. And that other woman⦠theââ
âApril,â I cut her off before she says it.
Her eyes hold mine for a moment. âIâm just saying⦠you canât spend the rest of your life living in the past.â
âIâm not. I just donât have the same expectations that I used to.â
âAre you really going to live in this huge house alone?â
âIâm perfectly happy as I am.â I glance over at the golden Labrador sprawled out in front of the fire. âAnd I donât live alone. I live with Bentley.â I smirk against my coffee cup.
âWhy arenât dating?â I ask, deflecting. you
âI have a date on Saturday night, actually.â
âYou do?â
âUh-huh,â she smiles.
âWho with?â
âYou donât know him.â Her response comes too quickly.
I stare at her for a moment. âYou know, Vi, Iâve come to understand the patterns of when someone is lying to me.â
She rolls her eyes.
âAre you lying to me?â
She smirks.
âSo⦠I do know him.â
âI just donât want to jinx it,â she smiles.
I frown. âDo I like him?â
âHave you ever liked a boyfriend of mine?â
I smirk, knowing sheâs got me. âNo.â
âSo, can I set you up with Marina?â
âDefinitely not.â
We fall silent for a while. I love my sister. Sheâs single like I am, and with Brandon living on the other side of the country with his new wife, she gets lonely sometimes. We eat dinner together a few nights throughout the week. Sheâs become my rock.
âI saw her,â I find myself admitting.
âWho?â
âApril.â
She frowns as she listens. âWhere?â
âLast week, the Art Museum at a charity auction.â
âDid you talk to her?â
âYou could say that.â I sip my coffee. âWe fought in a cloakroom.â
âOf course, you did.â She smirks. âHow is she?â
âStill beautiful.â
Violet blows into her coffee. âAnd totally wrong for you, Sebastian. Get that out of your head, right now.â
âIt doesnât matter, anyway.â I shrug casually. âShe was with someone else. Maybe a boyfriend. She didnât have a wedding ring on, though.â
âYou looked at her hand?â she asks dryly.
I twist my lips, unwilling to admit to it out loud again, but hating that I did.
âWas he there with her?â she asks. âHer boyfriend or whatever he is?â
âYes, heâs a football player. Pretty good one, from what I hear. Heâs a Man United player.â I think for a moment, âMaybe Arsenal, I donât know which club.â
âGood. I hope she marries him tomorrow and stays the hell away from you.â
I smile at my overprotective sister, and I let myself sink back into thoughtâ something Iâve been doing a lot of lately.
The wrath of reflection. I drift back to all those years ago, and how it felt to be in her arms. For a while, it was perfect.
My stomach twists when I remember how badly it ended.
I have many regrets in my life. That week, that night, and the months that followed. Theyâre all up there with the biggest.
We ride to the top floor in the elevator with my nerves at an all-time high. I glance at my reflection in the mirrored doors. Iâm wearing black high heels, a black pencil skirt, and a matching jacket with a cream silk blouse and sheer black stockings. My blond bob is hanging in loose curls, and my makeup is minimal.
Itâs my first day on the road with Bart McIntyre, and I have to admit that this shit is scary. We have Jeremy with us who is Mr. McIntyreâs personal assistant who travels everywhere with him.
I glance over at Jeremy standing beside the door. He would have to be in his early thirties. Heâs a very good-looking man in a perfectly fitting suit. He has chocolate brown hair and big green eyes. Heâs apparently been Bartâs PA for six years. Heâs very friendly, too. I havenât quite worked out the dynamics between the two of them yet. I think they might be together as they seem very familiar. But maybe thatâs just what you get for working together for so long, and my mind is just depraved. I mean, just because heâs his PA, that doesnât mean that theyâre fucking.
Or maybe my gut feeling is right and it means they totally are. I guess time will tell whether Iâm right or wrong.
Thereâs so much to learn, a little thrill runs through me at the prospect of all the new and exciting things.
The doors open, and Jeremy steps out and walks up to the desk. He immediately takes his laptop out of its bag. Thereâs a metal scanner at the entrance leading into the offices, as well as two security guards.
Huh? Is that a metal detector?
I glance over at Bart in question, wondering who, exactly, we are seeing.
âYouâll have to take your laptop out and pass through security,â Bart tells me as he begins to unload his laptop bag. He takes his phone and keys out of his pocket and places them on a tray.
âShoes off,â the security guard commands as he runs a metal detector over my body.
I slip out of my shoes and put them on the tray. Bart was supposed to send our schedule to my email last week. It never arrived, and I didnât want to sound pushy by requesting it. Once we pass through, I slip my shoes back on and gather up my things. Eventually, we walk through the doors and into another large reception area. Itâs all black marble floors and fancy as fancy can be.
âGood morning, Bart,â the receptionist smiles. âMorning, Jeremy.â Her eyes come to me in question.
âRebecca, this is April,â Bart introduces. âSheâs my new associate and will be traveling with me from now on.â
âHello.â Rebecca fakes a smile and looks me up and down. I can almost hear her judgement.
âHello,â I smile in return.
Why are women such bitches to other women? Sheâs probably got the hots for Bart or something⦠or Jeremy. Sheâs around his age.
âJust go up to his office. Heâs expecting you.â
âThanks.â Bart gestures to me. âThis way.â I follow him up a large corridor.
Jeremy veers off and walks into an office on the left. âSee you soon,â he says as he takes a seat at a desk.
Bart and I walk over to two large black double doors, and Bart knocks once.
âCome in!â a voice calls.
Bart opens the door. âHello, my friend.â He walks in.
I look to the person sitting behind the large mahogany desk, and my heart stops.
Itâs Sebastian Garcia.
Oh, fuck.
He sees me and rolls his lips. âBart,â he says dryly, his eyes holding mine.
âSebastian.â Bart smiles as he gestures to me. âMeet April Bennet, my new associate. She will be working closely with me from here on in. April, this is Sebastian Garcia: the man currently helping to run our country.â
Sebastianâs eyes stay fixed on mine, and he holds out his hand to shake mine. âHello, April. Nice to meet you.â His voice holds no emotion.
Fuck, fuck, double fuck
This isnât happening.
âHello.â I grimace.
âPlease, take a seat.â He gestures to the chairs at his desk.
Oh hellâ¦. this is bad. Really bad.
I take a seat to stop myself from falling. I couldnât make this shit up if I tried. My heart is beating fast. I wipe my brow, feeling faint.
Sebastian sits back in his chair, his eyes still locked on mine. He raises his chin in defiance.
Heâs wearing a perfectly fitted navy suit. His dark hair has a wave to it, and his deep olive skin is in stark contrast to his crisp white shirt.
Arrogance personified.
âSo, Iâve been researching our options.â Bart slips straight into business mode.
Sebastianâs eyes rise to him for the first time since we walked in.
But my gaze stays fixed on Sebastianâs face.
Heâs older than when we met, a little weathered, but still so beautiful.
Sebastian Garcia is still the most handsome man I have had the misfortune of meeting.
I feel my heart constrict in my chest as I listen to his deep voice as he speaks to Bart.
I get a vision of him looking up at me with his head between my legs, his lips glistening with my arousal, and I bite my bottom lip to get rid of the memory.
Stop it! Heâs a complete asshole.
The bastard of all bastards.
I remember the way he used to kiss me, the way he would grab my face in his hands and his eyes would close, making me feel it all the way to my toes.
Fuck, cut it out.
I hate that he still affects me.
Bart and Sebastian keep talking businessâsomething about an overpass on a motorway, and legislation about something else, but I canât focus on a word they are saying, which I really need to because this is fucking important.
For half an hour, I sit, frozen on the spot. Sebastian hasnât looked at me once.
Bart fishes into his pocket and digs out his phone thatâs ringing. âSorry, I have to take this. Iâll be back in a moment. You two acquaint yourselves.â He stands and rushes from the room, closing the door behind him.
We are left alone.
Sebastianâs eyes meet mine, and we stare at each other, there are no words to say to this man.
He stays silent.
I need to say it. I need to get it off my chest. I take out my phone and scroll through my numbers. When I get to his name, I hope this is still his number. I type.
Is this room under surveillance?
A phone beepâs from inside his deskâs top drawer. He opens it and reads the message and holds up his phone. âIs this you?â he asks.
I nod.
He sits back in his chair and crosses his leg at the ankle. âNo, the room is not monitored.â
I twist my fingers on my lap as I brace myself. âSebastian, Iâm sorry⦠for slapping you the other night in the cloakroom. I donât know what came over me. That isnât who I am, I regretted it the moment I did it.â
He glares at me, and animosity swims between us.
God, this is a nightmare.
âCan we just keep this professional between us?â I ask.
He gives me a sarcastic smirk. âLike you are now?â
âIf we have to work together, can we at least be civil?â I whisper angrily as I begin to lose my patience.
He leans forward and places his palms on the desk. âLet me tell you something, April Bennet. You are in my office, and you will work under my rules from here on in. If you dare ever fucking hit me again, expect a return.â
I narrow my eyes as I imagine knocking the fucker clean out. âMr. Garcia, I will not hit you again. Hell, I donât even want to look at you.â
He raises an eyebrow. âAre you sure about that, April? Because you havenât taken your eyes off me since you walked in.â
Fucking asshole.
I give him a sweet smile. âThat was me wondering what I ever saw in you, and for the life of me, I just canât work it out.â
His jaw ticks, and I know that stung. Well, too bad.
Our eyes are locked when the door opens behind me.
âSorry about that,â Bart says as he interrupts our stand-off. âWhere were we?â
Sebastian stands in a rush. âWe have to leave it here for today, Bart. Iâve been called to an urgent cabinet meeting.â
âOh, thatâs fine,â Bart replies. âIâll work on that and get back to you.â
âThank you.â He nods to Bart, and then at me. âNice to meet you, April.â
I smile sweetly. âThe pleasure was all mine, Mr. Garcia.â
He looks murderous, like heâs about to explode.
Bring it, asshole. You donât scare me.
Seriously, nobody pisses me off more than this man.
âGoodbye.â Sebastian rushes from the room.
Bart frowns as he watches him leave. âHmm, I wonder whatâs up with him today.â
âNo idea.â I pack our things from the desk.
Iâm not taking his shit anymore.
Those days are done.
Iâm lying in bed, watching The Late Show at 11:00 p.m.
About to slip into a carbohydrate coma, Iâve eaten an entire block of chocolate tonight.
I keep going over my meeting today with Sebastian. What a nightmare situation.
Iâm going to lose my job over this, I can feel it.
My phone rings on my nightstand. Who would be calling me this late?
I pick it up and see that name lighting up the screen:
Sebastian