I sit back in my chair, wow.
A smile crosses my face, and here I was thinking that he was damaged in some way.
Sebastian isnât damaged. He was just feeling guilty. I give a subtle shake with my head, I donât know why Iâm even surprised.
Actually, who am I kidding? Iâm not surprised. I expect men to be a letdown. They always are.
I thought we had a connection, a little voice whispers from deep in my heart.
I fold the paper back in half and put it down with a heavy exhale.
My thoughts drift to the morning when we woke up and how he was with me. At the time, I did feel it was out of character for him to be so sweet, but I liked it, so I didnât let my mind explore why. I can still hear his sexy, deep voice when he told me he was leaving, and he asked if I was okay. When he told me that heâd had an incredible night.
I roll my eyes. No wonder he was being all wonderful and caring, calling me babe and shit. Did he feel guilty then because he was going home to her? Is that why he was being nice? Or was he being so nice because he knew I was being a fucking idiot for him?
God.
Iâm not his babe.
Screw him, and screw the lot of them.
With a shaky hand, I sip my coffee. I have no idea why I thought he was different.
Because he is, that pathetic bitch who lives in my heart argues.
I go over the cold hard factsâthe ones I canât deny.
I met him in a brothel, and deep down, I already knew who he was.
âCan I get you anything?â the waiter asks, interrupting my thoughts.
âNo, Iâm good. Great, actually.â I smile up at him.
âLet me know if you want another coffee,â he smiles.
âSure thing.â
I watch him walk away, and I lift the drink to my lips with a sad smile.
You know youâre fucked up when youâre secretly relieved when a man shows his true colors. Call it what you willâan alarm bell, a sixth sense, or the universe looking out for meâbut I know itâs just a little reminder of what it feels like to be hurt by someone you love.
And a warning to never go there again.
âHmm, Iâm going to have that, too.â I smile as I hand over my menu.
âSo, anyway,â Lara continues. âNow Iâm going to get a bad mark, all because this stupid witch couldnât be bothered to do her half of the assignment.â
âThat sucks,â Brandon sighs. âI hate group assignments.â
âItâs never fair,â I add. âOne person always ends up doing all the work.â
âYou need to tell someone,â Brandon says.
âYou really do.â I sip my wine.
Itâs Saturday night, and as usual, Iâm out for dinner with Lara and Brandon.
My phone vibrates across the table, and I turn it over to see the name Porsha lighting up the screen.
Shit, sheâs found out about Sebastian swapping last week.
She is going to fire me. Oh well⦠itâs not like I want to go back, anyway.
âIâve just got to take this,â I say as I stand. âBack in a minute.â I rush toward the exit door and answer the phone. âHello.â
âHello, Cartier.â
âHi, Porsha.â
âDarling, there has been a change of plans to this weekâs roster.â
âOkayâ¦â I frown.
âMr. Smith has requested a private night with you so you will be working tomorrow night instead of Thursday.â
âI donât know what you mean.â
âWe have a platinum service here, and Mr. Smith has decided to option that. Come to the club and we will style you of course, but you wonât be taking place in the auction as usual.â
âIs that a thing?â
âIt is very rare, I must admit.â
âBut thatâs not part of my job description.â
âWellââ
âNo, thanks,â I cut her off. âIâm not interested in doing private nights with any of the clients. Least of all him.â
âI thought you liked Mr. Smith.â
My eyes bulge as I try to think of a professional reply. âIâm sorry. Iâm just not interested.â
âWell, what will I tell him?â
âWhatever you want; I really donât care. Tell him Iâm washing my hair. Why donât you organize Luna to take my place instead?â
Porsha chuckles. âAre you sure? Heâs put in a very large bid.â
I roll my eyes. âVery sure. Thank you for the opportunity, though.â
Porsha exhales. âHe wonât be happy.â
âNot my problem. Iâll see you Thursday night.â
âYes, okay. Have a good night.â
I smile, feeling a little more of my power return. âGoodbye.â I hang up and walk back into the restaurant.
âWho was that?â Brandon asks.
âThe café,â I lie, taking my seat again. âI got an extra shift.â
The morning sun beams through the café window.
âCan I help you?â I ask.
âIâll have an English breakfast tea with milk, please,â the customer says.
I type it into the computer. âAnd would you like a scone today, Mrs. Henderson?â
âYes.â She grins. âYou have a good memory.â
âHow could I forget you? Take a seat and Iâll bring it out.â
I turn and put the order onto the coffee machine line for Lance, and then I go about getting her scone ready.
I go to the computer and address the next customer. âCan I help you?â
âDouble macchiato,â a deep voice says.
I look up and into the stare of Sebastian. Heâs wearing a navy suit and a crisp white shirt. His dark hair hangs over his beautiful face, and his lips are a perfect shade of come fuck me. A stupid thrill runs through me before I catch myself.
I look back down at the screen. âIs that everything, sir?â
He stays silent, forcing me to look up.
He raises an eyebrow, and I raise mine back.
âIs. That. Everything. Sir?â I repeat.
He clenches his jaw. âA word? Outside?â
âIâm sorry. Iâm very busy. Do you want something with your macchiato or not?â
âOutside, now, or Iâll drag you out. The choice is yours.â
I fake a smile. âIâm not interested in what you have to say, Mr. Garcia.â
âAprilâ¦â He glares at me. âYou have three seconds to get your fucking ass outside before I drag you out there.â
âGo to hell,â I mouth, we glare at each other and that crazy anger bounces between us.
âWhat is your fucking problem?â he hisses.
I push his order into the computer, becoming a little flustered. âLeave me alone, Sebastian.â
Lance turns toward us.
âIâm just going to steal April for a moment.â Sebastian fakes a smile at Lance. âItâs a matter of urgency. She wonât be a minuteâ
Lance looks between us. âOkay.â
For Godâs sake.
I march out and onto the street with Sebastian hot on my heels. He drags me around the corner into the alleyway.
âWhat is your fucking problem?â he snaps.
I cross my arms and roll my eyes. âI donât have a problem.â
âI knew youâd fucking carry on.â
âCarry on?â I whisper angrily. âIâm not the one carrying on here, Sebastian. Go away.â
âIt was a blind date that was organized weeks ago.â
âFuck off. It clearly said she was your partner.â
âAnd you believe everything in the tabloids?â
âI donât care, anyway.â
âWeâre not together, April.â
âMy point exactly.â I move to brush past him, he grabs me by the arm and pulls me back. âStop it,â I whisper. âYouâre too old for me, anyway.â
âObviously, because it feels like Iâm dealing with an errant teenager right now.â
My cheeks heat with embarrassment. Heâs right; I am acting like a child, but screw it, Iâm angry. I cross my arms in a huff.
âI didnât touch her,â he says calmly.
I roll my eyes.
âIt was a blind date that I didnât organize. Besides, why would I want to go out with another woman when all I can think about is you?â My eyes meet his, and a trace of a smile crosses his face. âNow, are you finished with your tantrum?â
I twist my lips as I try to hold in my snarky tongue. âYou made me feel like shit.â
He pauses for a moment. âIâm sorry.â
He tries to place his hand on my arm but I flick him off.
âYouâre no good for me, Sebastian.â
He smiles his first genuine smile. âNo shit.â
I tuck my hair behind my ear. âI donât even care what you do.â
âAre you sure about that?â He steps forward, so heâs only inches from my face.
I drop my gaze to the ground, and he places his finger under my chin and brings my face up to his. âIâm not seeing anyone.â
âItâs none of my business who you see.â
âYouâre wrong,â he smiles. âItâs all of your business.â
His lips take mine, and he kisses me with just the right amount of suction, enough to curl my toes. âCome and stay with me tonight.â
My brows furrow. Fuck it, this was not in my game plan.
âI organized this so you donât have to go to the auction on Thursday night. My bathrooms are being remodeled, and Iâm staying at the hotel for a few nights. And Porsha owes me a favor.â
âWhat does that mean?â
âI drew up the plans for her renovation. She owes me.â
I raise my brow. âIâm the favor?â
He smiles as he rearranges my apron.
âYouâre staying above the club all week?â I frown. âAre you going inside?â
He chuckles, grabs the lapels of my shirt, and he drags me to him. âI like this jealousy thing.â His lips dust mine.
âIâm not jealous. Iâm just not interested in sloppy seconds.â
He smirks as his eyes hold mine.
âIf you want to go inside the club thatâs fine, butâ¦â I look down the alleyway as I try to make this sound less loser-ish.
âBut?â He kisses me down my neck.
How am I supposed to think when heâs all over me like this? He doesnât play fair.
âI shouldnât like you,â I say.
He smiles against my neck. âBut you do.â
âWill you stop it?â I step back from him to get some distance. âI justâ¦â God, Iâm feeling all needy and territorial. Damn this man.
Weâre just fucking, I try to remind myself.
âI donât like that you go there,â I say.
âI donât like that you go there.â
âIâve two more shifts left.â
âOne after tonight.â
My gaze drops to the pathway beneath us.
He takes me into his arms. âCome and stay at the club with me.â He kisses my temple. âIâm only going there for you.â He presses his lips to my ear. âDonât make me beg.â
I give him a stifled smile, my tantrum on the way out. âIâll think about it.â
âI can order in, we can have cocktails,â he offers to try and sweeten the deal.
My eyes hold his. âWhat do you even like about me, Sebastian?â
He hesitates as if searching for the right answer and eventually he replies. âYou make me forget who I am.â
What does that mean? âWhatâs wrong with who you are?â
âEverything.â
My heart constricts. âWell, apart from you taking other women to balls and making me crazy jealous, and the small fact that youâre a cranky asshole,â I shrug, âI think youâre kind of wonderful.â
He gives me a slow sexy smile and pushes his hands into his pant pockets. âIâll see you tonight then?â
I nod with a smile, and then I walk back down the alleyway to my café.
âApril?â he calls from behind me.
I turn back toward him.
âWhereâs my kiss goodbye?â
My heart swells. I turn, and he takes me into his arms. Then, I kiss him softly. His big lips linger over mine, and alarm bells scream all around me.
I have no resistance when it comes to this man. None. He has me completely where he wants me, and I canât even pretend to want to fight it.
âIâll count down the hours till I see you,â he whispers.
I nod, already knowing that this train is going straight to Hell.
But like the fool that I am, I canât get off.
The makeup artist applies the finishing touches to my face, and I stare at my reflection in the illuminated mirror.
âHowâs that?â she asks.
âGreat,â I smile, happy with the result. âThanks.â
I asked for a natural look tonight. My blonde hair is straight in its sharp bob. I had a toner put in it, making it more of a champagne color now. For the first time since Iâve been at the Escape Club, Iâm wearing a pant suit. Itâs black with a gold, silk, button up top and a black, fitted suit jacket.
I feel sexier than I have before here. I wanted to be more me.
This is something that I would wear in the outside world. Lacy strapless dresses, while nice, are not something I would wear on a night out.
I stand and turn to look at my behind. The pants are fitted, and I unfasten my two top buttons of my shirt, revealing a peek at the cream lacy bra beneath it.
Excitement fills me knowing that I get to see him soon.
I had an epiphany in the shower earlier. Itâs okay to enjoy a man and know that thereâs no future with him. Iâm giving myself permission to fall in lust because, letâs face it, thatâs what this is: an intense, out of this world sexual attraction. He feels it, too. Heâs made that very clear.
Our bodies work well together. Heâs big, strong, dominant and, well, it turns out that I like being dominated by him.
Who knew?
Iâm taking this little thing between us as a break from reality. For however long it lastsâIâm predicting it wonât be for much longerâIâm going to enjoy the ride because men who look and fuck like Sebastian Garcia are a rarity.
Heâs a precious diamond in the rough. The pinnacle of a womanâs sexual experiences.
Iâm twenty-five and in my prime. I have no commitments, and I like handing my power over to him. He knows exactly what to do with it. No man has ever satisfied me like he does. The sex we have is out of this world.
So fucking hot.
Andrew walks past with his earpiece in. âCartier, your key is at the front desk. You are on the other side of the hotel tonight.â
I frown. âThe civilian side?â
The hotel has two towers. One for the Escape Club, the other for regular hotel visitors.
âYeah, thatâs it. The penthouse, Tower One.â
The girl standing next to me hisses, âLucky bitch.â
I smile, and with one last look at myself, I make my way to reception to grab the key and make my way to the penthouse of Tower One.
Standing at the door, I let out a deep, shaky breath to brace myself. Iâm nervous tonight. For many reasons, I guess. The main one being close to him.
I swipe my card to open the door, and my senses are instantly overloaded.
Sexual Healing by Marvin Gaye is playing through the speakers. Itâs the song I walked down the catwalk to on that second night.
I walk through the luxurious foyer to see him standing by the window in a black dinner suit. His back is to me as he stares out over the city with a glass of amber liquid in his hand.
I watch him uninterrupted for a moment. Tall, dark and handsome, but itâs his persona that is calling to me. Thereâs a sexuality about him thatâs deep and ingrained into his psyche. Hell, Iâm addicted.
âHello.â
He turns, and his eyes drop down my body and back up to my face. âHello.â He lifts the glass to his lips. âYou look beautiful,â he says after taking a drink.
I smile bashfully as I walk toward him. âSo do you.â
He puts his drink down and meets me halfway. As soon as we connect, we kiss. Our eyes close, and he holds my face in the way he always does. The kiss is deep and passionate, as if we havenât seen each other in forever.
Words arenât necessary when weâre together, itâs like we speak another language, or maybe itâs that our bodies do all the talking. âHi,â he mumbles against my mouth.
I smile with him. âWhy do you turn me into a sex maniac, Mr. Garcia?â
He chuckles and leads me to the bar. âIâm afraid you have that the wrong way around.â
He fills two glasses of champagne and passes me one. He taps the top of his glass against mine.
âI think weâve said all of twenty words to each other since we met.â
I smile around my glass, knowing that heâs completely right.
His hungry eyes drop down my body and, as if unable to help it, he runs his hand down my chest and cups my breast through my shirt. âI like you dressed like this.â
âI prefer you naked,â I retort.
He raises a brow. âI promised myself that we would at least have a conversation.â His eyes drop to my lips, distracted.
âTalking is overrated. I prefer to use my tongue on better things,â I tell him.
He inhales sharply. âPlease donât let me stand in your way. What do I know?â
I walk up to him, and I grab his crotch through his trousers. âYouâve got something I want, Mr. Garcia.â
He takes a sip of his champagne.
I put my mouth to his ear. âI want to lick you up and drink you down.â
He grabs a handful of my hair. âThen get on your fucking knees.â
I whimper, the grip on my hair painful as he pushes me to the floor.
He swiftly has his fly undone and his hard cock at the back of my throat. I gag.
Heâs too big.
He smiles darkly and eases out a little. Then, he places his hands on the back of my head and pumps my throat, pushing himself in deep.
I whimper, and he tips his head back in ecstasy.
His eyes darken as he watches me and I get the feeling Iâm going to get it hard in a minute. Real Hard.
âFuck⦠me,â he pants.
I pull off him and smile, âNow, isnât that better than pointless conversation?â I run my hands up his thick quads.
âIâd have to agree,â he chuckles.
We lie naked, facing each other. Itâs late.
The moonlight filters through the room, casting a magical spell.
I donât know how many times weâve had sex now, but with every earth-shattering orgasm I fall a little harder for Mr. Garcia.
He reaches out to dust his thumb over my bottom lip. âHow did you get so beautiful?â
âItâs all that come Iâve been drinking.â
He laughs out loud and itâs a wonderful sound.
âSo, your bathrooms are getting redone?â I ask.
âThey are.â He leans in and kisses me, clearly bored with that topic.
âHow many nights are you here in the hotel?â
âSeven.â His eyes hold mine, as if heâs deep in thought, and then he kisses me again. âStay.â
âWhat?
âStay with me for the week.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I want you to.â
I smile softly as hope blooms in my chest, I know this is a bad idea. I should be running away but I canât make myself.
I cup his face in my hand, and my lips take his. âOkay.â