Elia found three more trip ropes before the sun fell, blessedly without tripping over any of them. Cass found several of his own. Each time, he insisted on taking a moment to search the area, sometimes changing course based on what he found.
No matter how she watched, she couldnât decipher what he was looking for or what he discovered that informed his choices. It wasnât until he concluded a search around her third discovery and drew his knife to cut the rope that she decided to ask.
âWhich direction do we go now?â She rubbed her hands together, wishing sheâd brought gloves and wondering how the servants had forgotten to provide them.
âWest.â He sawed through the rope with more effort than before. The peak of midday had brought warm enough sunshine that some of the snow had melted, but the temperature had begun to drop.
âAnd how do you know we should be headed west?â
He regarded her thoughtfully for a moment, then beckoned her close and swept his hands through the snow. His fingers were bright red against the white. âIt snowed before they came through here. Wherever they stepped, snow compacted. Itâs covered by more now, thanks to those storms, but their tracks are still there.â It took a moment for him to uncover one. Sure enough, a hard piece of snow in the shape of a footprint waited beneath the loose powder.
Elia crouched beside it. âThis is what youâve been following?â
He nodded. âUp in the highest parts of the mountains, where the windâs brisk and snow stays a long time, youâll find tracks raised above the rest of the snow instead of crushed under it. The tracks are hard. The loose snow blows away and leaves them behind.â
âAnd if the snow starts to melt, the compacted prints will be the last part to melt.â She pursed her lips. âIf only it had gotten a bit warmer today.â
âBetter that it stays cold so evidence of their passing stays put.â He stood and wiped the snow from his blade. âWe should find somewhere to set up camp.â
She scanned the nearby trees. The light had begun to fade, turning everything a soft gray-blue. âWonât the snow keep it bright enough for us to keep moving?â
âLight isnât the concern. Itâs the cold. There are heavy bed rolls in what they packed for us, but they donât do us any good if we get in them half frozen.â He searched the ground with his boot, then oriented himself to the direction of the footprints he found under the loose snow.
Elia hadnât considered the temperature. Sheâd never slept outdoors. âWhere do we find a suitable camp?â
He took the lead. âWeâll need a thick stand of trees to keep the wind off us. Underbrush would help insulate. Donât think weâll find pines here. Theyâd be good, but I think your country hates pines.â
âIâll let you decide what will work as a good substitute, then.â She trudged after him, watching her feet and wondering how much farther they might have gone if it had been safe to take the horses. Then again, if theyâd been on horseback, Cass wouldnât have found the trail they now followed. The situation had come together so smoothly, she kept waiting for everything to fall apart.
They walked for another thirty minutes before Cass stopped in the middle of a thicket where brambles curved around half of the trees. âBrush is on the right side,â he murmured, âso long as the wind doesnât change.â
âItâs been howling from the same direction for days. Iâd think more snow would be the bigger risk.â She didnât hesitate to shed her heavy bags. They thumped into the snow, more shallow here than other places. It banked high on the other side of the brambles.
Cass grunted something she thought was agreement. âIâll build a fire.â
While he rummaged in the undergrowth, she unfastened the buckles on one bag and searched for their rations. There had been plenty packed, but it was spread through the bags in a way that had made no sense to her. Cass had explained it was so if anything happened to one bag, they wouldnât lose all their provisions. It made sense, but that she would have put all her food in one place was a stark reminder of how poorly she was cut out for this job.
Instead of food, she found a large piece of canvas. She pulled it out of the bag and frowned when the fabric kept coming, until it draped over her shoulder and made a heap in her lap. âWhat in the world is this?â
Cass scraped a hollow in the snow with his boot and dropped an armful of wood, then stepped forward to pick up the cloth by one edge. âA tent.â
âOh!â She brightened. âSo weâll be able to sleep in shelter?â
âNot unless they figured out how to fold up some tent poles in there.â He brushed his hands against his thighs, leaving muddy streaks behind.
Her shoulders sagged. âOh.â
âAnd me without an axe,â he grumbled as he retrieved a small box from one of his bags. Inside were a handful of strange packets, alongside flint and steel.
Elia watched as he held one of the packets against the stone and struck sparks until it caught. âWhatâs that?â
âA firestarter.â
She could have guessed that much from how easily it caught and burned. âWhatâs inside it?â
âDonât know.â He dropped it into the pile of thick branches heâd collected and crouched close by, his hands extended. The firestarter must have been imbued with some sort of magic, for it did not go out against the damp ground, and its flames soon licked up the pile without regard for the dampness of the wood.
The growing warmth was a relief. Elia let the tent slide to the ground and inched close enough to hold her hands out to the fire, too. Sheâd found a pair of gloves in her things eventually. While they had helped, they didnât keep her fingers from going numb. The heat from the fire was a luxury she already sorely missed. âTheyâre artisan made, right?â
âProbably.â
âCould you make something like that? With yourâ¦â She stopped short, silenced by the way his face hardened. Was his capability as a mage a sore spot? She hadnât meant to provoke him.
Instead of reprimanding her, he remained silent.
She tried again with a different question. âWhy didnât you tell me you were an artisan mage?â
His shoulders rose in the stiffest of shrugs. âDoesnât matter.â
âDoesnât matter?â She made herself laugh. âYouâre talking to someone with the remarkable ability to bake food that cures bad moods. Thatâs the extent of my ability. Happy cakes.â
The noise he made this time was closer to amusement. âIâm sure youâre popular with the mothers of small children.â
âWith politicians, mostly. Bring out one of my cakes during a difficult debate, serve it around the tableâ¦â She waved a hand, then moved closer to the fire. It had grown large enough to warm her effectively, and she meant to make the most of it.
Cass fed more branches to the flames. âEverything political is about manipulation, isnât it? Never liked it.â
âThen how did you become a spy for the Nylmerian crown, instead of just taking advantage of your gift and being a carpenter?â It was a bolder question than she should have asked and she regretted it the moment his eyes darkened, hints of the shield he kept around his thoughts returning in the set of his mouth.
Instead of walling himself off, though, he sighed. âAlessia.â
Elia tilted her head. âYour sister?â
âShe made life choices I didnât agree with. Choices that put her at risk. Sheâs a grown woman, and older than me, butâ¦â He shut his eyes and frustration creased his brow. âI needed the power to make up for the decisions she made. Authority and skills, so I could keep her safe. I wanted to settle in the foothills, build a cabin on our familyâs land. But want and need are different things.â
A sense of sympathy tugged at her heart. âI think thatâs the first time youâve been vulnerable with me, Cass,â she said softly.
He scoffed. âI am not vulnerable.â
âHonest, then. You share so little. Speak so little. Though with a job like yours, I suppose I can understand why.â She sat back on the melting snow and moved her booted feet toward the flames to thaw them, too.
âMaybe you should consider why you speak so much,â he replied with the dryness sheâd come to recognize as his sense of humor.
âDo you want me to stop?â When she smiled, he seemed surprised.
His mouth worked a moment before he caught himself and lowered his eyes. âNo.â
She hadnât thought so. A pins and needles sensation returned to her feet, her skin itching beneath her thick woolen socks. She couldnât scratch, so she wriggled her toes and tried to rub different parts of her feet against the inside of her boots. âI hope you know Iâm not making light of you. I know what itâs like to be in that situation. To feel like the needs of someone else always come first, ahead of the things you want. Thatâs⦠well, thatâs always been my life. My job is making other people happy. Fixing their problems. Itâs what everyone expects of me. I hardly know what else to do.â
âIs that what youâre doing now?â His voice lowered, taking a gruff edge. âMaking the king happy?â
That stung in a way she hadnât expected. Somehow, she didnât think heâd meant it to hurt. âNo. But it is me fixing things. I feel like I have to, especially in this. Am I not partially responsible for whatâs happened to my friend?â
âDonât see how you could be.â He dragged his bags closer and dug out a small packet of dried meat.
âWell, Iâm responsible for making sure heâs found now. I saw it happen, so I have to see it fixed.â
âAnd maybe fixing things for other people isnât your job.â He took a piece of meat between his teeth and held out the rest for her to take some.
It wasnât her job. It wasnât her responsibility, and it wasnât what she wanted to do, but she didnât know how to reply. Somehow, she hadnât anticipated having the conversation turned around on her like that. Blindly, she reached to take a piece of her own. âWhat else am I supposed to do?â
His hand snapped closed on her fingers and he pulled so hard, she almost tipped over. She scrambled to stay upright as he reeled her close.
âMaybe,â he said, his voice little more than a whisper beside her ear, âyou need to stop thinking itâs your duty to fix every problem you see.â
Eliaâs heart leaped so hard, it threatened to choke her. âWhat about you?â
âWhat about me? You trying to fix me, too?â
Her gaze swept up to his and a flutter replaced the tightness in her throat. He watched her with such intensity, such challenge, that she almost quailed. Yet his proximity triggered something else within her, something she couldnât explain. He was so close, his grip so strong and sure. It struck against the stubborn streak she tried so hard to hide and made it buck to the surface. Determination made her straighten her spine and stare back, unafraid. âYou donât need to be fixed.â
The tiniest hint of a smile twitched at the corner of his mouth. She caught herself staring, too aware of the way her pulse roared in her ears. Sheâd looked at him with too much interest already. Now, he leaned closer and the realization he was looking at her lips tore through her like a lance. The sugarmakerâs earlier warning tickled at the back of her mind.
âAre you a wolf, Cassian?â she asked in a whisper.
The way his dark eyes burned into hers could have answered on its own. âDo you want me to be?â
She couldnât answer, her thoughts so tangled, his mouth so close. Her heart thundered and her eyes fluttered closed, every inch of her tense with anticipation.
A bowstring twanged and Cass spat a curse. He shoved her to the ground and leaped to his feet, drawing his sword at the same time.
Elia grimaced as her shoulder hit the muddy earth. The arrow hadnât missed by much, lodged into the ground just past where Cass had been. She snatched it from the ground and shoved herself to her feet as a startled yelp split the night.
A short distance away, scarcely illuminated by the firelight, Cass tore the bowman from his hiding spot and slammed the manâs back against a tree. A knife flashed in the dark, but Cass intercepted with his sword and the blade flipped out of the manâs grasp.
Elia darted forward to grab that, too.
âWho sent you?â Cass snarled as he angled his sword against the strangerâs throat.
The man let out a shuddering gasp and clawed at his belt, but there were no more weapons to be found. Instead, he lashed out with a kick. Cass deflected it with a knee, snared the manâs ankle with his foot, and twisted in place to fling the man to the ground.
âWho sent you?â he repeated through clenched teeth as he pinned the stranger to the snow.
âBloody traitor,â the man spat.
Cass replied with his fist.
Crimson droplets stained the snow. Elia winced and turned away.
âHere I thought you came for her,â Cass grumbled. âWhereâs the sugarmakerâs nephew?â
Silence followed, then another smack of a fist against flesh. The stranger groaned.
âAnswer.â
More silence. More strikes. The man grunted and the sword rasped against snow.
âStop,â Elia gasped.
Cass froze with the blade poised against the bloodied manâs neck, his other hand twisted up in the manâs collar.
The sight made her hands shake, but she balled them to fists by her sides and willed her voice not to quaver. âBy the Light, stop beating him.â
The manâs head sagged back and he released a long, wheezing breath. âThey sent me for her,â he choked out. âYouâre in the way.â
A chill rolled down her spine that had nothing to do with the cold. Elia tossed the arrow aside and tucked the blade into the back of her belt, underneath her heavy coat. âThe men who kidnapped Peretor? My friend?â
At first, he didnât answer, just shut his eyes and grimaced. His lip and one eyebrow were split and already swollen, and blood on his cheeks promised contusions. Cass stared at her, his breath hard but steady. Elia crept forward and rested a gentle hand on his wrist. His grip on the manâs collar eased.
Cass searched her face and she tried to look as calm as she could. Calm was anything but how she felt. Theyâd been attacked. Heâd come for her. And Cass⦠She tried to take the strangerâs words in stride. Cass was there for information. It made sense that he could have established more questionable ties. She could ask further questions about his involvement in the situation later.
âPut him down,â she said softly.
Cass gritted his teeth. âRope. My bags. Get it.â
She nodded and strode back to the campfire. It took a moment to find the coiled rope in with his things. She allowed herself another moment to find something in her own bags. The medical kit sheâd seen packed with her other supplies was small, but perhaps it would be enough. She carried both back to where Cass held the man, now sitting upright and pinned with his back against a tree. A handful of coins and little oddities littered the snow around them. Cass pulled something else from the manâs pockets and cast it aside as she approached. Close by his side, a small assortment of knives lay alongside a quiver of arrows and a small hatchet. The tools of a woodsman, not those of a killer.
âTie him so he canât harm me,â Elia said as she held out the rope, as if she were in charge.
She expected resistance. Instead, Cass took the rope from her hand and tied the stranger fast to the tree.
No matter how confidently she tried to hold herself, her fingers still trembled as she opened the medical kit. She tried to tell herself it was just the cold. As she knelt beside the bloodied man, Cass took the hatchet from where heâd placed it on the ground, brushing his thumb over its edge as he inspected its shape. A threat, she thought. Heâd fought with an axe the first time sheâd seen him. Maybe it would intimidate the stranger before them now.
âHere, now, let me see your face.â There was nothing to clean him with, but there was a little jar of healing salve that she assumed would still help. She removed her glove, scooped some onto a fingertip, and swiped it over his injuries. The man twitched at first, but grew still beneath her ministrations.
Cass loomed between them and the fire, his shadow long across them.
âYou are part of the group that took Peretor from Vinsonâs sugarbush?â Elia asked conversationally.
The man glanced at Cass twice before he gave a hesitant nod.
âIâm looking for him, you know. Peretor is a friend of mine.â
âWe know,â the man said.
Curious. Elia retrieved more of the salve on a second fingertip. âIs he all right? He hasnât been harmed?â
âHeâs alive.â
Relief flowed through her, letting her relax. âThank goodness for that. Where is he being held?â
He hesitated.
Cassâs shadow moved.
âA c-cabin,â the man croaked.
She didnât have to look to know Cass was being threatening. Oh well. She would admit it was helpful, even if she would have preferred to coax the information from their captive more gently. âWhich direction is it?â
The man squirmed, decided his arms werenât going to be freed, then simply nodded toward the southwest.
âIs it far?â
âAnother day,â he said.
Farther than sheâd expected, but at least now she had an idea of how long theyâd have to traverse the forest. âWhere else does it hurt?â
His jaw flexed and he bowed his head. âJust my pride, maâam.â
She stopped short and struggled not to laugh.
âAre you done?â Cass asked in a growl, sapping any humor from the situation.
Elia wiped her hand clean on the strangerâs shirt, not wanting to dirty her own coat. Selfish of her, she thought, yet she couldnât bring herself to care. âYes. What do we do now?â
âLeave him. Head south.â
âWe canât leave him in this cold,â Elia protested. âHeâd freeze to death.â
âHardly a loss.â
She twisted in place to look up in disbelief. âYou canât mean that.â
Cass shrugged.
âIf you let him die out here in the cold, then youâre no better than anyone among them.â
If that bothered him a bit, it did not show.
Elia set her jaw and leaned closer to the stranger. âAbandon whatever it is youâre doing here. Please. For your own sake, if you want to survive.â
The man lifted his head, questioning.
âGo to Samara,â she murmured. âFind a medic, find somewhere to hide. Anywhere that gets you out of this cold and keeps you out of his way.â
âHeâs not going anywhere,â Cass said firmly.
She shot him a defiant glare, snatched a knife from the snow, and stabbed it through the ropeâs coils.
He spat a curse and leaped forward as the rope fell loose and the stranger fought his way free. He stumbled on the snow and Cass snagged the back of his shirt, but Elia shoved herself between them and seized his arm.
âLet him go.â The words ripped free of her like a bark, leaving her throat raw.
The man slipped free and sprinted into the dark.
Cass seized her shoulders as if to shove her aside and she gasped. He stopped, staring into the night like a hound eager for a chase, but his hands tightened on her until she ached beneath his grasp. At last, he tore his hands from her and his face crumpled into a snarl. âHow could you do that?â he demanded. âDo you have any idea what youâve done?â
âYou canât just kill him,â she fired back. âYou canât leave him here to die. What would that make you? Youâd be no better than any of them!â
âAnd you canât possibly think heâll do anything but run straight back to the rest of them! You want them to kill your friend? Is that it?â
âIf they were going to kill him, they would have already done it. If heâs in captivity, thereâs a reason they havenât harmed him.â
Cass growled and spun on his heel to storm back to the campfire.
She trailed along behind him, her heart threatening to leap out of her chest. âWeâll move. Weâll keep going until we canât go any farther. If we go nowââ
âIt doesnât matter,â he spat back. âLook around. Look at the snow. You think we have any hope of disguising where we went? Heâll go get the rest of them, bring them back here, and weâll be captured or worse. Worse, Elia. Have you even stopped to consider what they might do to someone like you?â
Of course she had. Sheâd always been sheltered, hidden away from the mere possibility of cruel intentions. Her family had chased away friends as readily as theyâd chased away suitors, her only taste of freedom that sheâd obtained while working in her cousinâs shop.
She shook her head. âI donât want to spend my whole life fearing the worst of people.â
âYou canât go around assuming the best of them, either.â He snatched the unfolded tent canvas from the ground and scanned the trees, weighing the hatchet in his other hand.
She stopped at the edge of the campfireâs light. âNot even you?â
He grew so still that for a moment, she expected him to reconsider and apologize. All he did was shake his head and toss the canvas aside. âEspecially not me.â He stepped over the pile of fabric and trudged toward one of the smaller saplings at the edge of the bramble.
Elia swallowed hard. âThen what now?â
âWe sleep. Or try to.â He knelt and struck the base of the tree with the hatchet. It didnât cut deep; it would take longer than it would with the long-handled axe heâd left behind in his rented cabin. âHeâll find the rest of his band and bring them after us, but we have a few hours and weâre good for nothing if we donât get some rest.â
It was a reasonable response. Level headed, despite the outburst of anger and violence sheâd seen only moments before. She sat next to the fire without another word and watched him hack down the spindly young tree and strip away its branches, fashioning something that might turn the mess of canvas on the ground into shelter.
They did not speak again. His frustration with her was palpable, though he channeled it into his work instead of taking it out on her, and as she busied herself with finding some sort of food in their bags, she reached a decision.
He was a wolf, as dangerous as they come, but she was not his prey.
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