i want to (hope)

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It doesn't hit anymore

I feel like shit and I can't quit

Thinking i was at that door

Crying, panting, slitting wrist

I don't know what I can do

It's always shitty in my head

Can you tell me what to do

I can't think of right things, ugh

There are many things i wanna do

Can you tell me how to renew?

I feel like people tricks me into thinking life will get better

I hate my head and sometimes heart

It does hit, I want to quit

Should I live or should I leave?

Cutting my hair, thought it's skin

Should I go or should I call?

Somewhere i can tell this list?

I wanna grow (old)

I want to go (home)

I want to lie (down)

I want to cry (out)

I want to quit (no)

Would I want to live this world?

-xysaoirse-