Jada
Iâm walking down Fifth Avenue with Mackenzie, Shondrella, and Jack. Iâm in a much cuter outfit than before, having whipped home over lunch to change.
It was my last-minute idea to add Jack to the team. I explained to Shondrella and Mackenzie that Jack has driven princesses and socialites, and therefore he gets the world. I think it was a sign of their nervousness that they agreed. The idea is that heâll stay quiet, like the silent, elegant partner.
Mackenzie is the most nervous. Sheâs used to selling products on price, not quality, and certainly not luxury. âMy main prop is always spreadsheets!â she says.
Shondrella says we should tell the story of our passion, how we wanted to create something beautiful that could travel easily in a carry-on but is the most elegant bag. âThe unicorn zipper pull is probably going to be key,â she adds.
âTheyâre gonna love it,â Jack says. The way he sounds, itâs more like a threat.
I grin at Jack when the others arenât looking, and Jack grins back. He seems so gruff, like he doesnât care; in truth, heâs sensitive. Maybe heâs gruff because heâs sensitive. Because things mean so much; thatâs what Iâve been thinking ever since this weekend.
And as we stroll through the golden doors off Sadie Wooâs flagship store, I know it was the right decision to bring himâheâs the only of the four of us who looks like he belongs here. Itâs not his clothes or anything outward like that; itâs his demeanor. The sense of ease that he exudes.
There are clusters of people sipping champagne in plush seating areas amidst elegant displays. Thatâs how the shopping is done at a place like Sadie Wooâpeople bring you things while you relax.
A woman in a severe white suit comes up and asks if anybody is helping us. I tell her weâre here to see Zanaka Boudon, the buyer.
âThis way.â She leads us under massive chandeliers and past naked golden statues; I hear snatches of Japanese, Arabic, French.
Zanakaâs office features a large marble desk thatâs completely empty except for an old-fashioned clock. We hand over our business cardsâall except Jackâand sit across from her. Jack looks elegant, sitting there with his legs crossed, taking up space in a way that only a rich person does.
Zanaka examines Unicorn Wonderbag. She wants to know how we got it into the hands of the two Genevieves.
âFriends of friends,â Shondrella says, because it sounds better than telling her that our delivery driver drove for them once and they owed him. Thatâs the story that the office has gotten, and itâs not untrue.
âWonder Unicorn Brand features a limited number of made-in-America items that are gifted to influencers before they hit the market, and everything is a limited run.â
Zanaka looks unconvinced as Mackenzie continues through the speech we developed. She asks a lot of questions about production methods and numbers.
Sheâs not so sure about the bag, I can tell. Or maybe itâs us.
Iâm starting to get nervous. Also, I can feel Jack looking at me and reading my emotions. He can be so volatileâespecially when he senses any kind of threat to my happiness. Was it a mistake to bring him?
I launch into the story of how we came to the idea. I point out the stitching and show how fun it is to roll it into the unicorn horn.
Zanaka turns the bag inside out. She rolls it and unrolls it. She seems unsure, and my heart is starting to sink, because enthusiasm is key to what weâre trying to do.
I grip the arm of my chair. Why doesnât she like it?
Jack, for his part, is looking more and more unhappy.
âSportyGoCo is a big box brand,â Zanaka says. âYouâre spinning a luxury brand off of a big box brand with a flagship four-figure bag. Usually one would do everything they can to conceal the connection, but youâre up front with it. Can you go into the thought process for me on that pedigree path?â
âThis is our confidence,â Mackenzie says. âItâs bold and new. Weâre not doing things the old way.â
âWe donât want to conceal our connection with SportyGoCo,â I add, trying for confidence. âThatâs our love for this beautiful bag.â
âHmmm.â Zanaka sets the bag on the desk. It looksâ¦pathetic. And I know sheâll say no.
My heart lurches.
Suddenly Jack is standing. âThis meeting is officially over.â
âWait, what?â I say, giving Jack a significant look. What the hell is he doing?
âIâm sorry.â He snatches the bag off of Zanakaâs barren desk. âWe cannot sell it to you.â
âB-butââ Mackenzie looks baffled, looking between Jack and me.
I turn to Jack, eyes wide. âSheâs not done with her evaluation.â
âIâm done with my evaluation,â Jack says. âThe stitching? The brand pedigree path? Sadie Woo is wrong for the bag. We appreciate your time.â
âAnd you are?â Zanaka says.
âIt doesnât matter,â Jack says. âThis is the wrong fit. Thatâs what matters.â
With that, he walks out.
The four of us sit there in dead silence.
âSoâ¦is he the decision maker?â Zanaka asks.
I stand, pulse racing, unsure what to do. All I know is that this is over. âIâm sorry to have wasted your time.â Shondrella and Mackenzie stand, too, following my lead, and we head out as a unit.
Jack drives us back, the four of us all squished into the cold cab of the delivery truck.
âWell, that went shitty,â Shondrella says.
âShe wasnât going to place an order anyway,â I say, feeling protective of Jack.
âShe might have. We couldâve given her the opportunity to make an order,â Mackenzie says to Jack. âYou said youâd stay silent, Jack.â
âScrew that,â Jack grumbles. âScrew her if she canât see how beautiful that bag is. You guys put your heart and soul into that bag, and if she canât see that, she doesnât deserve it.â
âJackâ¦â I donât know what to say. âItâs sweet of you, butââ
âShe didnât deserve it,â he says.
âThatâs sales, Jack,â Mackenzie says. âItâs how it works. Some people say no. Some people need time to decide.â
Jack concentrates on the road with a thunderous expression. I love how protective he is of me, but we canât take him on any more sales calls, thatâs for sure.
If there are any more sales calls.
The three of us head up the elevator while Jack drops the truck in shipping.
âGod love him,â Shondrella says, âbut he really blew that. And I donât see any more offers coming down the pike.â
Mackenzie sighs. âIt was nice to have him there until he started talking.â
âNo way can we bring him again,â Shondrella says. âI know you like him and everything.â
âNo, I agree,â I say. âIâm sure he didnât mean to wreck it. Maybe weâll get other interest. Why not, right?â
The elevator clanks to a stop at our floor and the door opens.
âDudes!â Dave is standing there like he was waiting for us. Was he? âHigh five!â he says.
âWe didnât get it,â I say.
âWhat are you talking about? The PO just came through.â
âWhen?â Mackenzie says.
âFive minutes ago?â Dave leads us to his cubicle. There it is: the purchase orderâa dozen per store with front-of-the-house yacht season merchandising if we can get them out in a specified amount of time.
Shondrella clutches my arm. âWhat. The. Hell.â
Renata runs up and does a happy dance. âI was hoping theyâd take a dozen, but whoa!â
âThis doesnât compute,â I say.
Mackenzie checks the form to make sure itâs not a joke. âWell, hell. Thatâs a technique Iâve never tried. âYou want it? You canât have it, so fuck you!ââ She puts her palms to her head. âHis trick worked!â
Shondrella explains what happened at the meeting to the gathered group.
âWatch me parlay this order into getting my foot in at Antonâs.â Mackenzie points at me. âSame team. Jack has to come.â She rushes off.
Dave is working with his team to route all Unicorn Wonderbag orders into a special silo so that Bert wonât notice until itâs too late. Dave doesnât have the inside information that I do. He doesnât know that Bert was hired specifically to drive the company into the ground, but we all know that Bert wrecks everything he touches.
Jack gets a heroâs welcome when he gets back up to our floor. He seems mad when he finds out weâre going to be fulfilling the order. âTheyâre not good enough for your bag,â he growls. âShe didnât appreciate it enough.â
Everybody laughs, but he just seems grumpy. He sits at his desk, quietly working at his spreadsheets.
âWhatâs going on?â I ask him once people get back to work.
âItâs just bullshit.â
âWhatâs bullshit?â Renata asks, sitting down at her desk.
âNothing,â Jack says.
âMackenzie is never going on a sales call without you ever again, I hope you know,â Renata says.
Jack just looks stormy. Does he not understand how great he did? I try to catch his eye, but heâs ignoring me. I go over and grab his stapler and bang it a few times. âYou shouldnât leave this empty,â I say to him. âIt needs to be filled. And now, apparently, I have to do it myself in the supply closet.â
I stroll off. I know heâll follow. How could he not?
A few moments later, the door creaks open.
I donât know what I expectedâhis cool, witty self, maybe. Something sardonic about staplers, or him crowing about a jerky attitude saving the day.
Thatâs not what I get.
He comes in looking undone. His gaze skewers me. His nostrils flare.
âWhatâs going on?â I ask.
He just shakes his head.
âThat was a coup! You did amazing. You know Mackenzie is gonna get another call off of that order. Maybe two or three.â I take a step toward him. âWeâre really doing it, Jack. We might actually get this accounting period back in the black.â
âI guess,â he rasps.
âMore orders like this and we can save SportyGoCo from Bert and your parentsâ bully company! Arenât you happy?â I press my hand to his chest. âHey.â
âIâm not doing the hate fuck,â he says. âItâs not where Iâm at.â
I reach up and cup his cheek. âWhere are you at?â
He grabs my wrist, just holds my wrist and watches me. âPeople here think it was a trick over there at Sadie Woo, but it wasnât a trick. The way she was acting like your bag was shit? It pissed me off. I hated it.â
Shivers skitter over me as I realize what heâs saying. It wasnât a ploy. It was Jack feeling deeply. Reeling. âThat just makes me feelâ¦honored.â
He grunts unintelligibly.
âI am. I love that youâre in my corner, Jack.â
âIâm not used to this. Iâm not used to pulling for things and being invested in things that I have no power over. The way my life is set up, people hate me and I donât give a shit, or theyâre like Arnold where they get paid to be my people, or they want something from me. Thatâs how it always is with me. But now everything feels out of control.â
âBut itâs turning out okay,â I try.
âI have to tell you something.â He brushes my hair from my face. âRemember when you asked me what I would save from the fire?â
âSure.â
âIt would be the hat.â
I squint, unsure what he could possibly mean. âThe hat that we made for you?â
His cheeks are rosy, pupils huge. âYes,â he says, breath coming quick.
âThatâsâ¦really?â I say.
âYeah.â
âI love that.â
âMaybe you love that, but to meâI burn bridges, Jada. I punch people. I crash cars. People donât knit hats for me.â
âPeople here knit hats for you,â I say.
Wildly, he looks around the small, dim space. âI donât know how to do this. Iâm not used to all this fucking harmony.â
âAll this fucking harmony?â
âYes! And Keith the cactus. And Bert sticks him in the breakroom corner? Every time I look at him, I want to tear Bertâs fucking face off, even though itâs only ten percent Bertâs fault, being that Keith was already dead. Itâs the principle of the thing.â He swallows, brows drawn. âI donât know how people do any of this.â
âAny of what?â
âI donât knowâ¦â He gestures in the direction of the office. âAny of this. Without going crazy and trashing things.â
âThey do it together,â I say. âIf the next buyer hates the bag, weâll figure it out, because weâre in it together. If things go wrong, weâll figure it out together. We have each otherâs backs.â
His gaze is hard and deep. Thereâs something of King Kong in him at the moment, a cornered beast batting at planes. Batting at feelings.
He says, âLife is easier when you pay people to do what you want, and everyone else hates you.â
Not easier for that little boy in the picture, I think, but I donât say that, because his hand is in my hair.
Heâs so raw. Iâve never seen a man so raw or so beautiful, and Iâm starting to get it about himâJack doesnât have too little feeling; he has too goddamn much.
I grab his shirt and pull him to me, kissing him full on. Our kiss turns hungry, greedy. Suddenly weâre tearing at each otherâs clothes. Iâm unclasping his pants. Heâs forcing up my skirt. Iâm thumbing down my panties, stomping out of them. Weâre in a mad, all-out sprint for a full-on sexytimes show and tell.
My knees feel shaky. I grip his shoulders as he fights his pants free of his feet. Need courses through my heated veins.
Heâs kissing me, breath ragged. He fumbles around, and then thereâs a condom in his fingers.
He tears at the package, swearing under his breath as he rolls it on. With barely a huff of breath he lifts me. I wrap my legs around his waist. His cock is a hot iron bar against my sex. I grind on him.
âJada, Jada, Jada.â He sets me on the table, mumbling nonsensical things into my hair.
âHurry.â My sex aches for him, excruciatingly empty in the cool chill of the closet.
âIâve got you.â I feel the blunt tip of him at my entrance. He presses into me, filling me. My body blooms with pleasure.
I clamp my legs around him more tightly. He pumps into me, urgent and savage. My hands clamp onto his shoulders, holding on with everything I have. My breath saws in and out.
âIâve got you, baby,â he says again. Strong hands grip my ass cheeks, pry them apart, pry me apart from the inside out.
âHarder,â I whisper, though thereâs a sob on the tail end. âMore.â
He goes harder. He gives me more. I give him more, though it almost hurts the way I scrape myself raw for him, and then Iâm coming in a blaze of white-hot sensation. Iâm vaguely aware of his breath stuttering, of his movements going feral, of him joining me as he presses deep.
I open my eyes at the end and find him staring at me with something I canât quite understand, though it looks a lot like the shock coursing through me.