Kim had spent nine years loving Pete. Five years of love, four years of marriage. They had built a life together, one filled with laughter, stolen kisses, and silent understandings. Pete had been Kimâs home, his light, his reason to believe in happiness.
And then, piece by piece, Pete started slipping away.
At first, it had been little thingsâforgetting where he left his keys, missing appointments, struggling to remember certain words. Kim had teased him at first, thinking it was just exhaustion or stress. But when Pete forgot their anniversaryâforgot an entire day that meant the world to themâKim knew something was wrong.
Pete went to the doctor alone, not wanting to worry Kim. He had walked into the hospital with his heart pounding in his chest, praying it was nothing. But the results broke him. A brain tumor. Slowly, cruelly, it would take everything from him. His memories. His sense of self. His love.
He couldnât tell Kim. He didnât know how. So he left, wandering aimlessly until he found himself at their parkâthe place where they had shared their first kiss, their first âI love you.â He sat on a bench, staring into nothingness, trying to grasp onto something solid as his world crumbled around him.
Kim, panicked when Pete didnât answer his calls, had driven all over the city searching for him. When someone finally picked up Peteâs phone, his blood ran coldâit was a doctor. He rushed to the hospital, only to be told what Pete couldnât bring himself to say.
Kimâs heart shattered. But there was no time to break downâPete was alone, and Kim needed to find him.
When he did, Kim ran to him, dropping to his knees and pulling Pete into a desperate embrace. "You scared me," Kim whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "You scared me so much, Pete."
Pete clung to him, voice trembling. "IâI didnât know how to tell you." His breath hitched. "I donât want to forget you, Kim."
Kim held him tighter, pressing his forehead against Peteâs. "Then Iâll remember for both of us."
From that day on, Kim became Peteâs caretaker. He took care of him like he was the most precious thing in the worldâbecause he was.
But as the days passed, Peteâs condition worsened.
Some days, he was himselfâsmiling, laughing, telling Kim he loved him. Other days, he struggled to remember what day it was, where he was, even small things like how to tie his shoes. Kim filled their home with remindersâsticky notes on the walls, flashcards with important details, a card in Peteâs wallet with Kimâs name and number in case he ever got lost.
And then came the hardest day.
Pete woke up, looked at Kim, and asked, "Who are you?"
Kim felt his entire world tilt. He swallowed down the pain, forcing himself to smile. "Iâm Kim," he said softly.
Pete frowned, then whispered, "Kim... my husband?"
Kim let out a shaky breath, nodding. "Yeah, love. Your husband."
Pete touched his face, brushing his fingers over Kimâs cheek. "You look sad. Why are you crying?"
Kim held Peteâs hand against his cheek, closing his eyes. "Because I love you."
Days passed. Kim held onto every moment, every fragment of Pete that remained.
Then, one night, someone broke into their home.
Tawan. Peteâs ex. A ghost from the past.
Pete, confused and disoriented, didnât recognize him at first. "Who...?"
Tawan smirked. "Itâs me, Pete. Your first love."
Pete clutched his head, trying to remember. But before Tawan could take advantage of his confusionâ
"Donât touch him."
Kimâs voice was calm, but the fury in his eyes was terrifying. His gun was steady, aimed right at Tawan.
Pete, instinctively, moved closer to Kim.
Tawan smirked. "Heâs forgetting everything, isnât he? Soon, he wonât even remember youâ"
Kim snapped. He lunged at Tawan, slamming him against the wall. "If you ever come near him again," Kim growled, "Iâll make sure you regret it."
Tawan fled.
Pete, shaken, clung to Kim. "I didnât recognize him," he whispered. "But I knew you. I always know you."
Kim kissed his forehead. "Thatâs all that matters."
The Final Ride
One evening, Pete smiled up at Kim. "Can we go on a bike ride?"
Kim hesitated. "Are you sure youâre feeling okay?"
Pete nodded. "To our favorite place." He looked at Kim, eyes soft. "Please."
So they went. Kim drove them to the cliffside where they had once talked about their future. Pete sat on the grass, leaning against Kim before shifting to lay his head on Kimâs lap.
Kim ran his fingers through Peteâs hair, humming softly. "Are you comfortable?"
"Mhm." Peteâs eyes fluttered closed. "Kim?"
"Yeah?"
"I love you."
Kim smiled. "I love you too."
Minutes passed. The sun dipped lower. Kim continued playing with Peteâs hair, the rhythm gentle, soothing. But thenâ
Stillness.
"Pete?" Kimâs fingers trembled. "Pete?"
No response.
Kimâs breath hitched. His vision blurred. A choked sob escaped him. He held Pete closer, his hands shaking.
And as the stars appeared, Kim whispered, voice breaking, "Iâll love you even when you forget me. Iâll love you even when youâre gone."
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Years Later
Kim stood before Peteâs grave, a bouquet of white forget-me-nots in his hands. The years had passed, but the pain never truly faded.
A small hand tugged at his sleeve. "Dada, who is he?"
Kim knelt, gently ruffling the little boyâs hair. "This is papa Pete," he murmured. "The person I loved the most in this world."
The childâhis son, their sonâlooked up at him with curious eyes. Kim had adopted him a year after Peteâs passing, a boy who had lost his own family. He had named him Sun, because after the darkest night of his life, this child had become his light.
Sun reached out, placing a small flower on the grave. "Hi, papa Pete. Dada talks about you a lot. I think you must be really cool."
Kim chuckled softly, his eyes damp. "He was."
They sat there, watching the sunset, just as Kim and Pete once had.
Kim exhaled shakily, pressing his palm against the gravestone. "I kept my promise, Pete," he whispered. "I remembered for both of us. And I still love you. I always will."
The wind rustled, carrying the scent of forget-me-nots.
And for a moment, just a moment, Kim swore he felt Peteâs presence beside him, smiling.
BONUS:
A Visit to Papa
The afternoon sun bathed the cemetery in golden light as Kim and Sun walked along the familiar path, hand in hand. It had been months, but visiting Pete never felt like a routineâit was a ritual, a moment of love, a way to keep him with them.
Sun, now six years old, carried a small bouquet of forget-me-nots in his little hands. He skipped ahead, reaching Peteâs grave first. "Papa! Weâre here!" he chirped, placing the flowers carefully before plopping down on the grass.
Kim chuckled, sitting beside him. "Youâre so energetic today," he teased, ruffling Sunâs hair.
Sun grinned. "I have a lot to tell Papa!"
Kim smiled softly, running his fingers over Peteâs name on the gravestone. "Then go on, baby. Papaâs listening."
Sun took a deep breath and started rambling. "Dada took me to the amusement park last week! We went on the Ferris wheel, but Dada was scaredâ"
"I was not scared," Kim interrupted, raising an eyebrow.
Sun giggled. "Okay, okay, maybe just a little! But I wasnât! I looked at the whole city from up there, Papa! You wouldâve loved it!"
Kim sighed dramatically. "He bullied me the entire time, Pete. Just like you used to."
Sun gasped. "I did not bully! I just told the truth, right, Papa?" He turned to the gravestone as if expecting Pete to agree.
Kim chuckled. "Fine, fine. What else?"
Sun beamed. "Oh! I drew a picture of our family in school! Me, Dada, and Papa!" He paused, glancing down. "Some kids asked why my Papa wasnât picking me up, so I told them you live in the sky and watch over me all the time."
Kimâs heart clenched, warmth and sorrow mixing in his chest. "Thatâs right," he murmured, pressing a kiss to Sunâs forehead. "Papa is always with us."
Sun nodded firmly. "And I told them I have the best Papa ever! And the best Dada too!" He looked at Kim and grinned. "But Papa was probably more fun."
Kim huffed. "Excuse me?"
Sun giggled. "Itâs true! I saw the videos! Papa used to prank you a lot!"
Kim sighed, shaking his head. "I shouldâve deleted those videos."
Sun leaned against Kimâs side, wrapping his little arms around him. "Dada, do you miss Papa?"
Kim swallowed, glancing at the gravestone before nodding. "Every single day, baby."
Sun frowned. "Do you think Papa misses us too?"
Kim smiled softly, wrapping an arm around Sunâs small shoulders. "I know he does."
They sat there for a while, watching the sky turn shades of pink and orange.
Sun yawned, rubbing his eyes. "Dada, do you think if I talk to Papa in my dreams, heâll answer?"
Kim pressed a gentle kiss to his temple. "I think he already does, sweetheart."
Sun smiled sleepily. "Good. Iâll tell him more stories tonight."
Kim hugged him close, looking up at the sky. "Keep watching over us, Pete," he whispered. "Weâre doing okay. But we still miss you and I love a lot."
And as the evening breeze rustled the leaves, Kim swore he could hear Peteâs laughter in the wind.
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