Chapter 128 Break up number two I shook my head and even if I didnât want to; I freed myself from his hug. My chest hurt, and my entire body trembled, But even if that was definitely the hardest decision in my life, I didnât want to share him with anyone, not even if that was about his familyâs safety.
It took a few minutes for me to look at him. I wiped my tears, but I couldnât stop them.
âI understand. You have your responsibilities toward your family, and you love them, but you have to understand me, too. Iâm a human being with feelings and I wonât let anyone keep me as a second option or hidden. I wonât share you with anyone, Gideon.â
âAlice, donât do this to me, please. We went through a lot and I love you. I need you. I just got you back...
He lowered his head and I could see how much it hurt him. I knew he suffered too, and I refused to be with him in his hardest times, but I couldnât change my mind.
âI be your friend, but nothing more, Gideon. After your family matters have been sorted, Iâm happy to meet you again and having a chat, but till then, there could be nothing between us. And now, I want to be alone.â
âAlice, you canât be serious. After all that we have been through... I need you...â
âJust leave.â I turned my back to him. The silence hurt me already, and I felt like my heart had been tom in two when I heard him walk away and the door closed. The flat remained quiet and empty. I collapsed onto the bed and 1 sobbed. I laid there for hours until I finally stopped crying. Hugging my Inees, I just sat on my bed and I watched the wall.
My other problem was I didnât know how to tell this to Riccardo. I only hoped that his anger wouldnât be that bad to find him and make something that would break my heart more. I was sure I would have to make him understand how much his revenge would hurt me.
And about me? I decided to focus on skating only. Skating always made me feel better. That has always been my therapy, so I thought I would train maybe a bit more.
The next day I went to the sports centre earlier. The previous dayâs torture was visible on my face, but I didnât care. I knew I would be only with Beth that day, and probably she would be happy to hear that I broke up with my exâhusband. Again.
When she entered the ice, she skated to me, and she looked at me with a frown.
âAlice, what happened to you? You look like... you are not looking well.â
I smiled âI broke up with him yesterday. Iâll be fine.â
Her facial expression changed to a surprised one.
âBut Alice, I hope it wasnât because of yesterday. I didnât mean to break up with him.â
âI know. It has nothing to do with yesterday.â
âOh Alice, I bet you will find the one one day,â
âCertainly I will. But now I just want to focus on skating.â
âWell, that is a good thing, but if you need a break to pull y I shook my head.
âI donât want to think about it.â
She stared at me for a few seconds, then she e spoke.
yourself together.....â
âOkay. So, do you want to stant?â
âYesâ
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Chapter 12 Break up nicher Iwe âStart your program, and focus on the Axel.
âOkay.â
I was about to skate to the middle when she held my arm.
âAlice, if you need someone to talk to, you can find me anytime.â
I smiled at her and nodded.
âI know, thank you.â
She smiled back and let my arm go. After skating to the middle, I started, I knew that how much my feelings influence my performance, so I tried to make Gideon disappear from my mind. After losing the one I loved, I felt like I had to reach my dream at least. At the end of the training, Beth praised me, which was surprising, because she never really did that, I smiled at her. I thought she just wanted to cheer me up a bit.
The training with Gareth was okay, too. I thought they both wanted to go easy on me. I was grateful for that. Before I would have left the gym, I asked Gareth to increase my training hours, but he shook his head.
âAlice, have some rest as well. You are training really hard already. You canât be exhausted. If you arenât resting, your results are going to get worse. Believe me.â
He caressed my arms gently. I only nodded, What else could I do? I thanked him, and I left. I sat back in my car, and I tried to keep my tears back. My phone woke me up from my daze. For a moment, my heart pounded faster, when I thought maybe Gideon wanted to talk to me. Even if I would have said no to him, I would have been happy to hear his voice. I took my phone, and I saw Alexandraâs name on it. I took a deep breath, and I picked it up. âAlice, have you f finished training?
Iâm about to go home.â
Are you coming to see us?â
âAlexandra, I donât know. I mean, todayâs training was really hard, and...â
âDoes Gideon keep you busy? Bring him tooâ
âNo, he is...â I sighed. âNever mind. âAlexandra remained quiet, and I regretted not just saying no.
âAlice, is everything okay?
I sighed.
âNo.â my voice trailed off, even if I tried so hard to talk normally.
âAlice, come here now. Please. Or do you want me to pick you up?â
âNo, Iâm okay. Iâm going there.â
âCan you drive safely?â
âYes. Iâll be there in about ten minutes.â
âDrive carefully +109 Bonu 07:47 hung up, and I drove to the Dâangeli mansion. When I stepped into the house, she was at the door. She looked at me, worried, and she hugged me. When she finally let me go, she stared at my face.
âWhat happened, Alice? Tell me I lowered my head âItâs Gideon. I broke up with him.â
Chapter 128 Break up number two âWhat? Why?â She frowned in disbelief.
âItâs a long story.â
âWe have plenty of time to listen.â I heard Riccardoâs voice behind my back. His voice was angry, and that made me worried he would harm Gideon. I turned to him.
*Riccardo, please calm down. It was my decision.â
He looked around, and there was a woman around us, a cleaner.
âWe are going to my working room. Come on.â He commanded.
We all went to his room. He locked the door, which made me scared a bit.
âSit down, Alice, and tell me what happened.â
He sat on his desk, and probably Alexandra felt my nervousness as she held my hand and gently pulled me to sit down with her on the sofa. I noticed she glanced at Riccardo, quietly telling him to hold himself back.
1 took a deep breath. I tried to hold my tears back.
âJust like you said earlier. That woman, Amber and his father, want to be in business with them, and Amber is after Gideon.â
âDid he cheat on you?â
âNo.â I shook my head, trying to show him Iâm honest.
I sighed.
âHis father forced her to be with her. Not just to be with her, but to marry her. He reconciled with his brother. Seth went to him, to tell him that is an unusual behaviour of Mr. Sullivan. He literally went mad. He even told Seth if he canât make Gideon get rid of his girlfriend and focus on Amber, then itâs his turn to divorce and let the Adamsâ join the familyâ
I lowered my head, and I felt Alexandraâs hand caressing my back. Both remained quiet and when I lifted my head, I saw Riccardo and Alexandra frowned.
âHe said he must help his family, which I understand. I wouldnât want any of them to get harmed, but their plan is to make Mr.
Sullivan believes he obeys him to earn time to find out what is happening and solve the problem. He told me he wouldnât touch her. He wants to make her hate him, but what could I do? I didnât want to be a hidden second option. I just couldnât do this.â
âOf course you couldnât and you wonât. No one c one can treat you like that. I donât know how he even dared to think about it.â
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