Chapter 64

Chapter 64 The loss held her hair, and I greatly pulled it. I had to let her know she must stop if she didn’t want me to explode in her mouth. She stood up, and I kissed her again, but my gemess didn’t let me kiss her for large I hold her waist, and I turned her around. She bent a little, and she pushed her butt out. It made me crazily want it. I kissed her back and held her breasts while my private part shipped into hers. It was amazing to feel her like that again.

I wanted her to have a second orgasm, so I held mine back. I slipped my hand down between her legs and I kissed her neck.

She let me know she liked that by quiet moans, which became louder soon, as she was closer. Her body tensed, and I could feel her pleasure too. Even if I tried to hold mine so hard, I felt I needed relief as well, so I increased the speed of theating, and soon I came on her butt with a lid growl. I tamed her around, and I hugged her tight while kissing her.

Aber helping each other to shower, we ended up in bed. She hugged me tight, just like I did that to her, and she fell asleep soon.

I watched her for a little while. She had to know her mum passed away, and I got to tell her that, but that was so damın hard. I saw her so many times unhappy and scared. I hated the thought of having to hurt her again.

The next morning we all had breakfast together, everyone chatted happily, only I couldn’t. I tried to join them, but I couldn’t act well.

“Cideon, are you alright?” Alice whispered to me. I forced myself to smile.

Apparently, she didn’t believe me. I knew she wouldn’t leave it, and I expected her to ask me again as soon as we left She didn’t talk to me while I drove back home. It seemed like she was angry with me. When we were out of the car, she got out of it herself and she didn’t wait for me. I followed her, but she disappeared into her room. The day passed by and she still didn’t appear, so after ordering food, I walked up to her room. I knocked, but she didn’t arower, so I opened the door, and I entered. My heart pounded faster when 1 found her packing her stuff.

“Alice, what the hell are you doing?” I asked her with a frown.

“I’m leaving.” She said that quietly, but for me it was like “What? Why?”

someone kicked me in my chest.

“Come on. I’m not stupid. Your mum took me away so you could talk to your dad. He told you something that made you turn away from me. You used me, that is the truth, and I don’t want to be your toy, I don’t want to live in fear, and I won’t be your slave,”

Her words hit me like hewry slaps.

“Alice, what the hell are you talking about?”

I moved to her, and 1 held her arms, stopping her from packing.

“You know exactly what I’m talking about,”

“No, I don’t I told her, and I couldn’t hide my anger. I held her, maybe stronger than I should.

“You said that I’m free.” She told me that with fear in her eyes. I had enough.

wrong. If you “Alice, listen to me. You are free, for fuck’s sake. I’d never hold you back from leaving if that is what you really want to do. But now you are really wron want to know something, ask me, but don’t rely on your own imaginations.”

She looked at me, and her eyes became teary. I couldn’t hold myself back, I held her in my arms and I kept her tight. She leaned her head against my chest. I cased her back, waiting patiently for her to calm down. When she stopped crying I felt it was time to tell her the truth.

“Alice, I have to tell you something. That isn’t about un, I love you. You know I love you and I’m here for you.”

She nodded, but she didn’t let me.

“My Esther told me about what they found out in Montreal.”

She stayed motionless. I sighed.

mum pasted away. I’m so sorry I held her tighter, but she dafn’t meve, nor cried пог Chapter 64 The loss “I didn’t know how to tell you this, but I wanted to wait until we were alone. That is why I was wrind”

She didn’t answer me, she just stayed in my embrace. A few minutes passed when she moved away from me I took the letter out of my pocket and She frowned when she saw her name on it.

“Could I he alone for a while?”

“Of course.”

She nodded and walked to the door.

“But Alice, let me know if you need me. I’m here.”

She looked at me, and nodded, then she left the room. I sighed, and I turned to her sitrase to unpack her clothes. I didn’t want to search between her helom but when I reached the bottom of the ling, I found a few pictures. There were also three gold, five bronze medals and a silver one. I knew she had more, but probably these meant the most for her.

I held them in my hand for a while. After 1 got to know her better, I could imagine how much and how hard she worked for having these medals. I hoped, after she gets over her mum’s death. I can make her go back on the ice somehow, I didn’t want her to regret anything later.

I put the medals on her bedside cabinet, but then I thought appeared on my mind. Leaving her room, I walked into mine and I made somer in my dressing-

room. When I was ready, I noticed about an hour had passed, so I went to the balenny, and I saw her sitting at the pool with her leg hanging in the water. I stro down, then I sat next to her. She glanced at me, but she didn’t say a word. I remained quiet as well. I waited for her to talk.

First, she took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.