hey tell me
- That? - Does that bother you?
Today is one more day that I have stayed at Khun Sam's house as always.
Now We're Watching The Singer in Masks: A TV Show in Thailand
- I don't know what the prize is for the winner, but it sounds good. In my house they don't care about me because they know exactly where I am and I don't need to get up early or come back late at night.
- I am not upset. He said it in a bad mood, so none of it is true.
- I am just...
- Just alone...
I've tried really hard not to make it clear why I'm upset, but I can't help but sigh.
- I'm just in a bad mood to know that you kissed the nightstand
Has no sense.
- Hmm, that's true.
She glared at me, now she should say something to cheer me up.
But it's really crazy
- But I understand you, I'm like that too.
- Hmm? The beautiful muder looks at me and shrugs.
- When Tee tried to kiss you, he was that grumpy. So now I understand you.
- That's how it went? I feel more normal.
I'm not weird at all.
- Would you be so grumpy if it happened? the same with Tee, Jim or Kate?
- Not only you.
- Because I?
- Tell me first then, why me?
- um. - um. Now our brains are working so hard.
- Can I ask you something?
- Yes, what is that?
- What kind of relationship is this?
You seem to be thinking a lot about your answer, as I would.
- We are very different in age... so we're not friends... Will we be sisters or something?
- What happen?
- Don't know. Looks like I'm not in the mood today.
- Do you have your period?
He took the pillow from my lap and tossed it to him.
Khun Sam.
- It will be better if I go to bed. My emotions are not stable today. Even though you said we're sisters. that bothers even more.
- So, what relationship do you want to have with me?... Ah! I said it excited.
I quickly became interested in what
is about to say
- You want to be my slave!
- I mean my maid. My grandmother used to call our maids.
- Good night
And I run to bed. Khun Sam is still thinking about what it should be.
Jim's wedding ceremony is coming up.
khun sam will be the bridesmaid. Today she left the office earlier than usual because she has a meeting with her friends to try on a bridesmaid dress.
Then, I go back to my house, and this is why he texts me every 10 minutes.
Boss: Are you home?
Boss: What are you having for dinner at home?
Boss: Did you take a bath?
Boss: Why are you so quiet? What are you doing?
I can feel his impatience in every word he writes.
I'm laughing out loud, and as I answer,
I hear someone cough for a while.
- Mon.
- No.
So, I have to talk to Nope before replying to the message from Khun Sam, my handsome childhood friend. He acts strange around me. Speak, no.
- Do you have time to have a chat?
Since our last conversations, there has been nothing good, and I have been meaning not to reconcile with him.
because I wanted to make it clear. He is now standing here, which means he can accept everything and wants to be my friend again.
- Okay, come on, how are you?
- You seem to like being outside. We haven't seen each other... for many days. Your mother told me that you have
he stayed at Khun Sam's house.
- um. I don't know why I'm so embarrassed when he said
-She is near my office. She is very kind,
so he let me stay there.
-How kind of you, who is very kind to your employee.
he told me sarcastically. And when he sees that I'm not happy here, he changes the subject to talk.
- How was your first payment?
- I gave a part to my mom. I'm trying to be nice to him. - I kept the rest for myself.
- The way we talk... is not the same.
- We're both growing. We have homework and work.
- No... You have a new friend... Khun Sam.
- No...
I feel very upset and ready to go home and leave it here. But it was as if the bell rang to save him.
Khun Sam is calling me.
-Only a moment.
I have a call... "Yes, Khun Sam."
No, he laughs out loud and I pretend to ignore him, controlling myself to calm my anger.
[What are you doing, bunny?]
"Oh. I'm talkingâ¦to Nope."
I paused for a moment before saying her name. khunSam is sending me a lot of pressure.
[You talked to a friend and you already forgot me.]
[No... not for long.]
[Keep going.]
Suddenly the call hangs up and I'm confused because I don't know what I did wrong, but one thing is for sure, I'm going to attribute all the bad emotions to Nope, that he is closer to me now Nope is the reason for a crude conversation between Khun Sam and me.
- I'm very sleepy. I'm going home now.
- mon
- That? I snapped back.
- I'm very sleepy.
- Do you like Khun Sam?
- I like her and have pleased her for a long, long time.
- I mean you're in a relationship with her.
- What madness!, Crité. - It's unpleasant. we're just good friends. How can we be in relationship? we are both muderes.
- Know? When you talk to her, it's like they're
he stops.
- We are close. You know it well; She has been my idol for a long time.
- Being your idol is different from a couple.
- What do you want, right?
- I just want to be your best friend. The look in his eyes is soft. - But, it seems that what I said has gone wrong.
- Yes, it's wrong. How are we going to pair up? we are both muderes
- Mon, what world do you live in?
- Enough, if you still want to be my best friend. You have Now stop talking about this.
- Mon, you can talk to me about everything.
- But not about this.
I turn around, go straight to my house and keep looking at my phone with £fused. I'm afraid to call Khun Sam, if she doesn't answer the call. If it happens, I will be disappointed and cry alone.
My only last hope for now is just... the living room.
PH gossip talk.
Doraemon: Guys... help, haven't you guys come out to try on your dresses?
Doraemon: Did it suit Khun Sam?
Doraemon: I'm sure it will be beautiful.
Doraemon: Khun Sam already ate something?
Doraemon: If he still ate he will have gastritis.
Doraemon: Are you going out yet? What about Khun Sam?
Kate: When will you get to the point? She has been gone for a long time.
He smiled at all of us and when he smiles seriously it is very scary.
Tee: what happened?
Jim: She... her smile will make the whole world cry.
It's really bad, she's in a bad mood because of me, just to talk to Nope. And I don't know why I have to feel guilty about talking to my childhood friend who grew up with me and I'm worried she'll be upset.
Kate: Tell us, what happened?
Doraemon: There is nothing. We have not fought.
Jim: They didn't fight, but something had to happen.
Doraemon: Khun Sam called me when I was with a guy.
Kate: A boy or a girl?
Doraemon: A boy.
Doraemon: Really. We are just friends. But what will happen if not?
Then silence covers the chat group. It's like they went to discuss something. After that, Jim sends a
message.
Martha: Mon, I'm serious. Are you and Sam already a couple?
Doraemon: Not yet.
Doraemon: No. Not yet. We are not in a relationship. We are...
I stopped myself before sighing and kept typing something annoying me inside.
Doraemon: We are sisters.
Tee: The world already has a silly girl.
Now another silly girl has been born OMG! I want to die without remedy.
Kate: Mon, I don't want to rush you, but you need to think about this.
Seriously and answer me honestly.
Kate has been silent for a few seconds before asking me. It's squeezing my heart.
Kate: Do you like Sam, Mon?
Why does everyone keep asking me this today? Even Nope and now all the girls in the PB gossip room.
It's not good to be like that.
I must ask Khun Sam. Today I have to clear it up.
Doraemon: Stickers
Doraemon: Stickers
Doraemon: Stickers
I have seen that the message has been read but no one answers me.
Khun Sam will be waiting to see me text something first. I have nausea
Doraemon: good night
Boss: Is that all?
Good job! I smile and answer.
Doraemon: What's wrong with you? your friends told me
you were not in a good mood
Boss: It was boring, I didn't want to get into the conversation. It was awkward.
Doraemon: You were in a bad mood because I didn't stay the night with you, right?
Lonely?
Boss: Why do I have to feel alone? I've been alone for a long time.
Doraemon: You mean it's better to sleep alone?
She doesn't answer me, which annoys me. Silence could mean "yes." It is not difficult to guess.
Doraemon: Why am I the only one who wants to stay? with you?
Doraemon: Am I the one who misses you?
I have written it to beg you. But she's gone for five minutes. she disappoints me, when I decide
writing something about again, suddenly she answers me, such a perfect timing.
Boss: I miss you too.
hitting...
hitting...
I stop my mobile phone from falling to the ground and reach up my hands to touch my heart. It can be caused by the
Shock or excitement, but I remember Kate's question she asked me in the gossip room at PH and the questions that have kept going over and over in my head.
Do you like Sam, Mon?
Do you like Sam, Mon?
Your question is speaking so loudly in my head repeatedly. She looked at me through the mirror of my
dressing room. What I see is that my face is turning pink through my ears, my ears are so shiny even more than ever... I'm even more surprised.
God... I AM...
Am I allergic to the fish croquettes my mother cooked for me?