We got in the car to talk more in private.
After telling everything, Khun Sam stays quiet.
Too quiet it scares me...
- Khun Sam Are you in shock?
She looks at me and sighs. He seemed to want to find the best way to talk to me. I nod with her a bit and smile like I don't feel anything.
- I accept that I'm surprised, but I'm fine.
- If you're fine, why did you come home?
YO...
What I did is contrasted with what I did. It is not reasonable. Sometimes I hate myself.
- I returned to think about some things between us.
- You will see? You're not okay. How did you manage to tell me that you're okay? Khun Sam reaches out his hand to touch my chin and caress me. I know my grandmother better than anyone in the world. She can be very difficult for you.
- Don't worry. She is too old now. For
Now just focus on me. Because it's all about us.
I still don't say anything. Even she told me that it was all about us. But I can't stop thinking about
our gap. Khun Sam, who still silently watches me, makes me look at her
- Mon, everything will be fine. I mean it's really going to be okay.
- I know. Love is between two people, us. But I can't live without worrying about others. it's not just us in the world. I look at Khun Sam who I love and decide to say what's on my mind.
- I've thought about us for a while. Deep down I'm still worried about our classes as your grandmother says,
- I am going to get angry with you.
- If you hadn't met me. Now you would still be dating Mr. Kirk, or you would have married him.
- Mon!
Tears well up in my eyes. It's not because I yelled. But I totally agree with your grandmother.
There is nothing that makes me deserve it. all inside
we is parallel.
It is a gap that never converges in status, family and sexuality.
A love story like ours... is unacceptable in our society.
Not only to Khun Sam's grandmother, but also to my family, whom I love. I don't know how to tell my parents that I
I fell in love with a woman. My parents hope that I have a son and a good family. Marry a boy and have a child.
Khun Sam must have a fig, me too. not a woman can have a child with a woman by natural rules.
Are we resisting nature?
- I really love you, Khun Sam. Wah.
I raised my hands to cover my face and cried like a child. Khun Sam is silent but he pulls me into a hug. His heart is beating very hard and I can hear that heartbeat.
- I'll talk to my grandmother.
It's been a long time since I've been on the PH gossip chat. And everyone likes to see a ghost when they know about it.
Khun Sam's grandmother.
Jim: Sam's grandma is the one thing I don't want to know. I'm really naughty, but your grandmother's look
can make me feel like a whore in Pattaya.
Kate: She's the kind of woman who can make you feel worthless looking at her. Even though I am an actress who earns a lot of money, she used to blame me that I am useless.
Tee: I'm the worst. I scold myself for not being straight. Your house is the off-limits area where you can't enter After hearing these situations, I'm still encouraged because I have friends with the same fate. No
I'm alone, I'm not the only worthless girl in the world. The lesser girls from high society families are also
become worthless rocks. And how about a hida from a fortress like me?
Jim: So you don't feel upset. she is too
she saw, she will soon die
Kate: Bitch, how dare you curse Grandma!
Jim: Or are you willing to give it a long life?
Kate: I'm just acting.
Kate: I didn't respect her nor was I willing to let her have a long life. She should have already left.
Jamie: See? I'm the only one who can honestly say anything about it, even though grandma is mean, Sam loves and respects grandma like no one else.
Kate: I really enjoy this. It's so fun.
Jim: What's the fun?
Kate: I want to know if Mon's power of influence is enough to resist her grandmother... like she did her older sister.
Tee: You're right. Khun Nueng is so decisive. She never looked back.
Jim: Too decisive. It affects others, including Khun's song. And now Sam is bearing it all alone.
What poor Sam. I empathize with my poor husband.
Tess: How does your husband get involved in this?
Jim: "My husband" is what I call PH
Doraemon: Does that bother you girls? Could you tell me about Khun Nueng and Khun Song for more information?
Kate: Oh, you don't know the story about them? It is difficult to write.. I call you.
About five minutes later. Kate calls me over and talks a bit to whet my appetite before we suddenly move on to the main course. She tells me everything from the beginning.
Khun Sam's family consists of 3 sisters.
Named in order, Khun Nueng, Khun Song, and Khun Sam.
His parents died when they were young. Therefore, the duty of caring for them rested with their grandmother.
Khun Sam's grandmother is smart, but even so, if the era and title change, rank no longer matters in society. She is still attached to her rank like before.
To her everyone is useless and she is unique in her social class. Khun Sam's grandmother wants to maintain a link to the same royal family, even though she knows that family no longer exists. she continues to tell herself and her granddaughters that they are above all else. To make them believe, she forces them to be as she wants.
'If you want it, you have to do it.
That is the motto of all of them. The person who received the most pressure was Khun Nueng, the older sister.
[Khun Nueng is the perfect lady, it's amazing that she is so human in this world.]
Kate gave it adorably and
All I can do is blink.
"Actually?"
But Khun Nueng, who I met before, is different from what Kate said. Khun Nueng is so beautiful, both inside and out.
Kate tells me that Khun Nueng was excellent at everything, like carrying himself, posing, walking, or giving. no one could compare. She was a shining star at school.
But... Khun Nueng was never happy.
She grew up like her grandmother's puppet and was controlled all the time, she couldn't do what she wanted. Despite that, he had many more abilities, but he couldn't live for His life.
And the breaking point had come... When she was supposed to marry the son of a minister. Her grandmother told her that she was good for her life.
[The problems started because of that marriage and the fact that she was suppressed for a long time.
Eventually, she blew up. she ran away from her wedding and I broke off all contact with her grandmother. Finally, no one could find her.]
"What happened to your grandmother?"
She [was very sad and bedridden. when khun Nueng ran away, the next successor was Khun Song.]
The story was not over yet. Khun Song was the next successor controlled by her grandmother.
Never before
she was forced, and she was the middle child, never given love or dedication. When she was expected and loved, she pushed herself to make her grandmother proud of her.
But Khun Song did not have any special talents. He scolded her for everything she had done. finally he was not able to bear that pressure...
[Khun Son hanged himself.]
"Haoo..."
[PH's grandmother was suffering a lot; I couldn't eat or sleep. PH saw all the things. She felt very sorry for the grandmother. Also, she is the youngest granddaughter. if the eldest got the expectation, the youngest got love and affection. So PH keeps telling herself that she will do everything so that her grandmother doesn't feel pain again...]
Lastly, Khun Sam has been controlled so far. Since then. Khun Nueng, Khun Song and Khun Sam, were puppets decorated and controlled by their grandmother.
because Khun Sam is the last one left and his grandmother loves him very much. everything has proceeded
interdependent.
She never gets out of the way.
Her grandmother never pushed her. It's true, we should say...
She has more tactics to control her now.
If Khun Sam wants to stay out of the palace, he can. But he has to keep in touch with his grandmother and not stray from her so as not to disappoint her.
[Grandma doesn't like Kirk at all, she sees him as an ordinary guy with a nasty family. But she is unaware that because his family is rich as a billionaire, he can support PH in many dimensions. So, she accepts it.]
[PH didn't refuse at all. Kirk is the man closest to her. Marrying him is better than a blind marriage.
So, they got engaged.]
"I see..."
[But how did you come into his life, we want to know how he resists his grandmother long enough.
Grandma's good girl already has a girlfriend.]
Kate is silent for a moment and laughs with delight.
[This is war.]