Chapter 24: Chapter 23 ~ The Mating Process

Before you read on there is a bit of mild sexual content in this chapter!

Jay’s P.O.V

Time.

Time can be your worst enemy.

Time.

Time can be your best friend.

Time.

Time can be the greatest form of torture.

Time.

Time can slip through your fingertips.

Time.

Time is something that the pack and I are running out of.

The time that Penny gave the pack to rest before training started ran out quickly and I spent that time getting to know Cameron all over again. We spent that days outside of the pack house running together in wolf form, going to theme parks and just doing anything that we found fun. When night came we watched all of our favourite movies cuddled up together and talked about everything and anything.

Camron barley slept in his room these days instead he was staying in my room because I couldn’t stand to be without him. Since we marked each other we couldn’t go long period of times without each other so every night Cameron and I shared my bed just to sleep of course! I wasn’t ready to complete the mating process yet. It wasn’t because I scared to lose my innocence it was more of the fact that I’m scared about what would happen afterwards because no one knew what would actually happen. We had some information that Seb told us when Cameron and I were captured but other than that we were going in blind.

It was getting harder and harder for us not to complete the mating and everyone around us could feel the sexual tension between us as well which is really embarrassing. But my wolf was the worst of all she’s constantly imagining jumping Cameron’s bones and she doesn’t hold back on the details either. She’s constantly horny. It was getting worse with every day that went by and in the pit of my stomach a fire was slowly brewing. I have no idea what’s going on with my wolf or my body and there’s only one person that I know I can go to.

“Penny!” I shouted as I barged into her office, the door slammed against the wall and everyone in the room turned their gaze to me. Penny, Leon and the pack warriors were all staring at me.

“What’s wrong Jay?” Penny asked looking at me with concern.

“Can I talk to you?” I paused and looked at everyone in the room. “Alone?”

“Of course.” Penny nodded and gave Leon a quick kiss, everyone got up and left Penny and I in her office alone. I took a seat opposite Penny and twiddled mu thumbs. “Jay is there something wrong?”

I sighed. “Yes. No. Maybe I don’t really know.”

“Why don’t you tell me what’s going on and then we can decide if it’s a matter of life and death.” She smiled. I nodded.

“You know that Cameron and I marked each other right?” She nodded. “Well ever since we did my wolf has been acting really strange and there’s a fire growing in my stomach.” I brought my gaze to meet Penny’s and I wish I hadn’t because she had that look in her eyes that said ‘I know something you don’t’ and she had a devious smile on her face.

“Tell me my daughter is your wolf acting horny?” She smirked. I blushed I could feel it creeping up my neck to my cheeks and I could only just manage to choke out a stuttered yes. Booming laughter echoed around her office followed by a thud. Penny was lying on the floor rolling around with tears streaming down her face clutching her stomach as she laughed.

“Penny this really isn’t funny.” I whined. But that didn’t stop her in fact it just made her worse she was now snorting like a pig and clapping her hands together like a seal. I gave up so I sat back down again and patiently waited for her to stop. She definitely knew what was going on with me so I couldn’t just storm out of here because I needed answers before it got worse. Cameron and I could barely be near each other because of the sexual tension and not being near him was making my wolf sad so you can see my problem here? I couldn’t even go back to training that started up a couple of days ago because doing too much hurt. Leon and the triplets took over the training sessions until I was feeling better so that was good news. I didn’t want my pack to suffer at my hands.

Eventually Penny sobered up and she was now sitting calmly back in her seat.

“Are you done?” I asked in a monotone voice.

“Yup! Okay Jay I’m just going to say this bluntly. You’re going into heat.”

“You’ve got to be kidding me!”

“I kid you not Jay. This is a way that the moon goddess makes sure that all mates complete the mating process. You and Cameron have been away from each other for a long time and now that you’re together she’s not going to let that happen again, so she’s kick starting your heat early.”

“W-what does that mean for me?” I stuttered.

"It means that in a couple of days or less you’re going to want to jump Cameron and there’s nothing you can do about it because your wolf will be in complete control of your body.”

I remained quiet just thinking. In a couple of days I was going to go into heat and my wolf was going to be worse than she is now and there is nothing I can do about it. I pondered over all of my options. I couldn’t stay away from Cameron because my wolf would just take over so that’s not going to happen plus Cameron wouldn’t be able to control his wolf either, I couldn’t just abandon my pack because they need me and their my family this left me with my one and only option.

I stood up and went to exit Penny’s office.

“Jay, where are you going?” Penny questioned.

“I’m going to sort something out. Thank you for your help Penny.” I smiled.

“Anytime kiddo.”

I left Penny’s office feeling lighter now that I knew what I was going through but my thoughts were still a scrambled mess. All that I knew was that I will have to mate with Cameron before this heat takes over me, I don’t really want to have my horny wolf throwing us at him that’ll just be embarrassing. I need to do this right for the both of us now all I need to do is to put it all together.

The sun was slightly setting which meant it was probably around late afternoon so I didn’t have much time left.

I ran down the stairs ignoring the calls of my name and the questioning stares, grabbed my car keys then I shot out the door and sped off heading towards the closest mall. Now I’m not the typical girl for shopping, I personally think it’s a waste of time and the hours that you waste could be spent doing something that is worth that time lost, however, today I’m throwing my morals out the window and going shopping.

The first place that I would head to on my little shopping trip would be to Victoria Secrets to get me a little number that would send Cameron crazy.

The assistant in the shop helped me pick out something sexy and I’ve got to say she definitely knows what she’s talking about. She picked out a number of outfits for me to try before we both decided to go with a black lacy see-through slip with a red bow in the middle of my cleavage. The slip barely covered my butt and showed a lot of my cleavage and it probably looked a bit sluty but I didn’t care, Cameron was going to be the only person that would see me in it so I didn’t mind that I was stepping out of my comfort zone.

The assistant also told me how to please Cameron and to make my first time less painful. Yup, you heard right I told that women everything. I honestly didn’t mean to I panicked and I blurted it out without a second thought, luckily it was just us to in the shop so I didn’t embarrass myself further. After I thanked her for everything I headed off deeper into the mall to get the rest of the stuff that I would need for tonight.

I was in the mall for a couple of hours and I managed to get everything that I was looking for.

When I pulled up to the pack house it was already around seven in the evening and it was almost completely black outside. I grabbed my bags and rushed inside only to run into a wall, sparks shot through my body feeding the fire brewing inside of me. I looked up through my hair to see Cameron standing in front of my with a smile on his face.

“What are you doing down there?” He chuckled holding out his hand for me.

“It’s your fault.” I mumbled placing my small hand in his so he could help me off the ground. Once I was standing I wiped the invisible dust of my clothes and started to gather my shopping bags.

“Do you need a hand with those?” Cameron asked going to take my bags from me.

“NO!” I shouted jumping away from him. I saw the shock in his face and I panicked. “Urm… No, no it’s o-okay I’ve got this.” I didn’t hang around. I high tailed it up the stairs, into my room slamming the door behind me and slid down the door with a ‘huff’. I gave myself a minute to compose myself before getting to work. I had roughly a couple of hours before Cameron came up to bed so I had to work fast. I deposit my bags on my bed and start to rummage through them. First I take out the chocolate and vanilla scented candles and dot them around the room lighting them as I go. Once all the candles are lit I set up all of Cameron’s favourite chocolates on the side table then I dim the lights. The flames flickered making the shadows dance around the room almost making the room feel eerie and the smell of chocolate and vanilla over powered my senses. Everything was all set up and I still had time to spare, I planned to use the time wisely to prepare myself.

I sat in my room for a while just thinking getting lost in my thoughts. Losing yourself in your own mind can be a dangerous thing to do, your own thoughts can suffocate you and your own thoughts can drive you insane even to the brink of insanity.

My alarm shrieked in the silence breaking me from my thoughts that would have no doubt trapped me inside of my own mind. My alarm continued to wail; with a heavy sigh I ended its onslaught and ran into the bathroom with my outfit in hand.

To say I was nervous was the understatement of the century. Looking at the outfit that I was planning on wearing to make Cameron crazy made the butterflies in my stomach go wild, this little number was way out of my comfort zone but I was willing to try.

I stripped off my clothes and slipped on the black lacy slip. The fabric was soft, light and delicate against my skin making it feel like I was wearing nothing at all. As predicted it reached above mid-thigh showing off my long, lean tanned legs and it showed off just the right amount of cleavage. I really hoped Cameron could control himself from ripping it off because I became attached to it as soon as I put it on, it made me feel beautiful, sexy even.

I messed up my hair a bit making it tumble down my back and squirted a little of my favourite perfume on myself knowing that it was Cameron’s favourite.

Suddenly I heard my bedroom door open, my breath hitched in the back of my throat as I listened to Cameron enter my room.

“Jay. Honey, what’s going on?” Cameron asked from outside the door.

I opened and closed my mouth repeatedly trying to find my voice but I couldn’t get anything out no matter how hard I tried. It reminded me of The Little Mermaid when Ariel gave up her voice to become human so she could meet the Prince.

“Breath, Jay, breath.” I mumbled to myself trying to calm down the butterflies in my stomach. “I-I’ll be out in a minute!” I shouted finally replying.

“Okay!”

I could tell from the tone of his voice that he had no idea what was going on and I could also detect that he was excited to find out.

“It’s going to be okay just be confident.” I whispered, taking several deep breathes I straightened my back and put a smile on my face before I took the door handle in my shaking hand. I turned the handle and slowly opened the door. My heart was beating rapidly, pounding against my ribcage as I stood in the doorway of my bathroom.

Cameron’s head snapped in my direction his eyes widened as he took in my outfit, his eyes trailed over my body with appreciation and lust. He groaned.

“You look so sexy.” Cameron’s voice was husky as he roamed over my body again.

"You don’t look too bad yourself.” And he didn’t he was in nothing but his boxers exposing his rock hard abs that I could spend a lifetime licking, his tanned skin seemed to glow in the light of the flickering flames and his eyes were pulling me over to him. Our eyes never wavered from each other as I slowly and hopefully seductively walked over to the bed, I swayed my hips more than usual causing Cameron to groan again.

“You’re killing me over here.” He grumbled. I could clearly see how aroused he was by the huge bulge in his boxers, I smirked.

He was still lying on the bed staring at me as I crawled along the bed fully aware that he got a clear view down my cleavage and straddled him making sure to sit right on his excited member, I wiggled around a bit trying to get comfortable before I was in my desired position. Cameron was groaning and clinging onto my hips for dear life.

“Are you okay?” I smiled innocently fully aware of what I was doing.

“You little minx!” He flipped us over so now he was on top of me but he was leaning on his elbows so he wouldn’t crush me. He grinned wickedly before he attacked my mark with his feather light kisses which had me moaning and clutching my hands in his hair keeping him close. Cameron continued his onslaught nipping, licking, sucking and kissing up and down my neck; he was definitely leaving his mark. I moaned every time he touched his mark on my lower neck sending pleasurable sparks throughout my body where they grouped together between my thighs. I couldn’t take much more so I pulled his head up to meet my lips and attacked his lips in a passionate fiery kiss. His tongue swiped across my lower lip asking for entrance, I opened my mouth without hesitation and soon his tongue was exploring my mouth taking completely control of the kiss. My hands had a mind of their own as they roamed over Cameron’s body; I traced every line of his abs, scratched lightly down his back and played with the top of his boxers.

There was way too much fabric between us and I wanted it off.

I continued to roam around the lower part of his body then I sneaked one of my hands into his boxers and slowly stroked his member. Cameron pulled away from the kiss groaning and looked at me with an unknown emotion in his eyes. My hand immediately froze as I stared back at him.

“Jay,” he whispered giving me a quick kiss. “Are you sure you want to do this?” My heart swelled with warmth seeing him so concerned about me, his eyes never left mine as he waited for my answer. I pulled his head back down and kissed him with so much love that I thought I was going to explode.

“Yes I’m sure,” I stroked his cheek. “I love you Cameron and I want to be fully yours.”

Cameron’s face lit up with a smile flashing his teeth. “I love you so much Jay. I promise to be gentle.”

We didn’t need to speak after that because we were so consumed in our love for each other there was no need for words. Cameron turned out to be quite a tease which was annoying but I loved every minute of it and I didn’t let him get away with it as I teased him back giving him a taste of his own medicine. As promised he was gentle with me letting me get used to his size, it was a little painful at first but once the pain faded away all that was left behind was an enormous amount of pleasure and sparks that I’ve never felt before.

I was reaching my first climax, my insides were tightening around him and I so desperately wanted the release. I could also tell that Cameron was close to his own release. Cameron picked up his speed and then we were both moaning each other’s names, we were both breathing heavily and covered with sweat.

Cameron was still on top of me and inside of me as we tried to get our breath back. He was resting his face in the crook of my neck dangerously close to my mark; his breath tickled my mark making me moan which made him hard all over again.

That night Cameron and I made sweet passionate love over and over again until we were both tired with our eye lids drooping shut. I curled up against Cameron’s chest with my head lying on his chest and drifted off into the best sleep I’ve had in years.