Gwen Parker knew the answer before the bank loan officer opened his mouth.
âUnfortunately, Mrs. Parker...â
âMs.,â she corrected automatically. âParker is my maiden name.â
The loan officer shuffled the papers in front of him. âPardon me. Ms. Parker. Yes, unfortunately, we are not able to extend a loan to you at this time.â
Gwen felt heat creep into her cheeks. âMay I ask why?â
âUnfortunately,â the loan officer said for a third time, making Gwen hate the word, âyour credit is not adequate for the bank to feel confident that you will be able to repay a loan of that size. That being said, we may be able to extend an offer of credit to you. Let me see...â
He looked at his computer monitor. âAt 17.9% APR.â
Gwen had to stifle a laugh. The business loan sheâd applied for? The interest was capped at less than half that rate. The last thing she needed was to get a credit card and make her credit worse.
She thanked the loan officer after he did his best to get her to sign up for some other product. As Gwen left the bank, she saw at least three people who looked like they wanted to stop to speak with her. But she ignored them, hoping they wouldnât be offended.
Living on a small island was both a blessing and a curse, Gwen found. Blessing, because it was like living in paradise. A curse, because everybody knew everybody and there were no secrets here. It was as if the gossip grapevine was baked into the very earth itself.
âGwen! Is that you?â
Gwen looked up, and belatedly realized sheâd made eye contact. Now she was well and truly caught. Normally, she didnât mind stopping to chat with people. She was the owner of the local bed and breakfast: it was her job to be personable.
She just wanted to go home and brood. Judy Turner, though, always wanted to talk and was the biggest gossip on Hazel Island. Since her husband had passed away two years ago, sheâd had no one to tell her to leave off.
âSo nice to see you!â Judy gushed. As she approached, Gwen could smell her perfume, a scent that was a combination of roses and cotton balls. It always made Gwen want to sneeze.
âHi, Judy. How are you?â
âOh, you know me. The arthritis in my knee just keeps getting worse every year. I tell my doctor that, but he keeps telling me, âJudy, if you would go for walks, it would help.â But how am I supposed to walk with a bum knee? Makes no sense.â
Judy also tended to complain about her every health issue. Gwen had already heard accounts of pretty much every organ and limb in Judyâs body: knees, hip, gallbladder, lungs, and then some.
Gwen realized too late that she was holding the loan documents in her hands, and Judyâs eagle-eyed gaze zeroed in on them before she could stash them in her bag.
âAre you buying another building in town?â Judy tried to look more closely at the top piece of paper, but Gwen folded them in half to block her view. âYou know, the Wrights are selling that old house down by Terrace Avenue, you know, the one where the kids all go to mess around?â
Gwen hadnât told anyone about her plans to expand the bed and breakfast. She wanted to open a restaurant right next door. After five years of business, Gwen had felt that it was time to push herself to expand the business.
But now that she hadnât gotten the loan, it seemed less likely that this restaurant dream of hers would come to fruition.
âIâm just talking to a few people,â hedged Gwen. âNothing has been decided yet.â
Something in Gwenâs tone mustâve had an edge because Judy seemed taken aback. âI didnât mean to pry, dear. You know me. Iâm too curious for my own good. Not much else to do since Frank died, you know.â
Gwen was about to apologize, but was stopped when a male voice said, âAfternoon, ladies.â
âOh, Jack, how wonderful to see you,â said Judy. âHow are the salmon? Iâve heard things have been terrible lately. Do you even catch any? I would imagine your nets are rather empty lately!â
Fortunately for both Gwen and Jack, Judy realized that the bank would close soon, and she hurried inside.
Jack towered over Gwen. When he folded his arms across his chest, she had to stop herself from gaping at the muscles in his tanned forearms.
âIf we walk fast, she probably wonât catch up to us,â said Gwen.
Jackâs lips quirked upward in a rare smile. âAre you trying to get away from the old lady?â
âIf she asks me one more question, I might lose it entirely.â
Jack, being Jack, didnât press Gwen for an explanation. That was something sheâd always appreciated about the rugged fisherman. He didnât waste her time.
He was direct, and he didnât try to meddle in her life. They had a friendship based on business and mutual respect. And Gwen was fine with that.
And if she ogled him out of the corner of her eye, what of it? She was human. Nothing was going to happen between them. Theyâd known each other for five years, and Jack hadnât so much as said something flirtatious to her. Gwen knew she wasnât his type.
Jack seemed to like the girls who didnât live on the island full time. Any time Gwen had a group of attractive, single ladies at the bed and breakfast, she knew one of them would end up going home with Jack.
It didnât bother her. Jack could do what he wanted, even if Gwen didnât understand why he preferred women who didnât stick around.
Gwen sat down on a bench that overlooked the water. It was one of her favorite spots, especially at sunrise. She liked to come here and meditate before the bed and breakfast opened for the day.
Jack didnât say anything; he didnât even sit next to her. He stood and gazed out at the horizon. Gwen wondered if heâd forgotten she was even there.
âWhy were you at the credit union?â Jack glanced at her.
âIs it so odd that I went to the bank?â
âNo. But that isnât your bank.â
Jack might not be particularly verbose, but he was observant. Heâd probably noticed that she would walk to First Nationalâthe other bank on the islandâevery Friday to deposit any cash or checks.
âIâm trying to get a business loan,â she replied.
Jack didnât say anything, which only made her want to explain herself more.
âI have an idea, but I need funding. Nothing more complicated than that.â She shrugged, making certain that the paperwork from the bank was hidden from Jackâs view.
âAn idea for what?â
This was where Gwen hesitated. She didnât know why, but she was afraid that talking about her restaurant scheme would somehow jinx it. ~Or you donât want people to tell you itâs a terrible idea.~
Sheâd already gotten her fair share of judgment from her dad and other family and friends about her opening the bed and breakfast. She didnât need a repeat of it.
But Gwen knew that Jack wouldnât judge her. He never had, in all of the years sheâd known him. Early on, sheâd thought he wasnât even listening to her, heâd been that stoic. But as sheâd gotten to know him, she realized that he listened. He just preferred to speak when he felt it was truly necessary.
âI want to open a restaurant next to the bed and breakfast. Weâve already seen a lot of success with expanding our breakfasts to those who arenât staying at the inn. I think thereâs a real need for a homey kind of place here. Especially since Sutterâs closed down a year ago...â
Gwen sighed because she was getting excited. She knew it was probably foolish to get excited. âBut I was denied for a loan. The credit union denied me, too. So Iâll have to figure out another way to get funding.â
She could ask her brother Elliot, but he and his wife Bekah had a young daughter to think of. Her dad didnât have much in the way of savings, either. And Gwen didnât have any wealthy friends she could go to for a loan.
Jack sat down next to her on the bench. He stretched out his legs and then his arms across the back of the bench, as if he needed to take up as much space as possible. With any other man, Gwen would find that annoying. In Jack, she found it rather endearing.
âWho else have you asked?â said Jack.
âNo one. Besides the banks, youâre the only other person Iâve told about this. So please donât tell anyone else.â
Jack grunted.
âItâs probably a crazy idea, anyway. I know restaurants are one of the hardest businesses to get off the ground. Most fail within five years. The margins are razor-thin. Even if I secured funding, I could just as easily screw this all up.â
âYou wonât screw it up.â
Gwen looked up, surprised at the serious note in Jackâs voice. He quickly looked away and added, âYou havenât screwed up yet with your current business.â
âThat you know of.â She chuckled. âIâm just good at making things look good.â
Jack stayed silent, and Gwen wondered what was turning in that brain of his. Despite knowing him for five years, she always felt like sheâd never really ~known ~him. He had hidden depths to him. Any time sheâd tried to get him to talk about his history, heâd skirted the topic. She didnât even know when his birthday was.
âHave you thought about talking to Luke?â said Jack.
Luke was the eldest son of the Wright family, whoâd lived on the island for three generations now. They owned multiple businesses in town and had the biggest house on the island. They were one of the few families that lived outside the main part of town, high up on a clifftop that overlooked the ocean.
Everyone knew the Wright family had money. But that didnât mean they were particularly interested in giving it away.
âI donât really know him. I think Iâve spoken to him five times? Maybe?â Gwen could see Lukeâs face in her mind, his easygoing smile, but heâd always seemed untouchable to her. The golden boy with privilege dripping from his very pores. He exuded money and class that Gwen couldnât relate to in the slightest.
âI know he wants to invest more in businesses on the island,â said Jack.
âYouâre friends with him, right?â
Jack shrugged. âOf a sort. He likes to tell me things because I donât give a shit about his money like most people.â
âI think that might be one definition of friendship.â Gwen smiled.
âI can talk to him for you. See if heâd be interested. Even if he isnât, heâd keep his mouth shut, if thatâs what worries you.â
Gwenâs heart squeezed. Sheâd been so certain that this idea of hers was doomed to fail, but Jack was giving her a potential lifeline. She suddenly felt like she couldnât possibly deserve it.
Then again, Luke Wright would be the one to make the decision. Not Jack.
âIf Luke agrees to finance you,â continued Jack, âIâll match that amount.â
Gwen stared. âYou have that kind of money?â was her first reaction. Then she blushed. âIâm sorry. That was rude. Thatâs extremely generous of youââ
âIâm doing it for selfish reasons, too. Another restaurant means another customer for me. Iâd want a stake in the business and a guarantee that youâd only buy fish from me.â The corner of his mouth quirked up. âAssuming I can deliver, that is.â
âItâs still generous of you.â She was looking at her hands. âI hope you donât think me telling you about this was me asking for money.â
âGwen, look at me.â
She did, and his dark brown eyes were totally serious.
âIf anyone deserves the money, itâs you,â he said.