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âEmeraldâ he called and I stared at him trying my best not to give away that I was scared and fvcking nervous. What was I thinking when I let my b*dy do the thinking.
âAre you okay Xavier ?â I asked and he held my hands closed.
âEmeraldâ¦â he said again as his l*ps quivered in hurt.
âIâm not Emerald, I donât even know what you are talking about. Youâre acting strange Xavier are you sure you are fine?â I asked and he shut his eyes tight for a few second.
âIâm sorry, I justâ¦â he trailed as he bit his bottom l*p..
âYou reminded me of someone from the pastâ he said and I held his hand.
âDerrickâs momâ¦
.â he said and I looked at him curiously wondering if he was finally gonna open up about what happened between us in the past.
He opened his mouth to say something and nothing seem to be come out of his mouth.
âForget about it..â he said and my eyes stung with unshed tears.
âDo you regret it?â I asked getting all ready to play the victim card.
âI fonât regret anything Rachel, I just got reminded of something immediately we k*ssed, I could swear⦠he trailed and stopped
..he trailed and stopped himself from saying whatever he wanted
to say.
âIâm sorry for hurting youâ he said and I pushed his hand away.
âDonât touch me Xavier, goodnightâ I said and made my way into my room.
Immediately I got into my room, I shut the door behind me and rested my back on the door as tears began to roll down from my eyes. I let my heart do the thinking instead it is barely a day and I just proved I still have a soft spot for Xavier.
I need to start acting fast before I end up sucked in the game I created in the first place.
I texted Penny to call me when she is less busy and it wasnât long before my phone rang.
âHey babe whatâs upâ she said enthusiastically.
âYou sound so happyâ I said and she laughed.
âOh itâs nothing, we were seeing the new marvel before you called. What are you up to?â
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and wonât be back for the next two days we should be making the most of itâ she said and he k*ssed her back.
âAs much as I want this, we canât take chances Xavier trusts me and we need to maintain- that no matter what he said as he ran his fingers in her hair with a smirk.
âSmart man I have always known you would never disappoint I ât wait for you to take over and reigns the pack, I canât wait for us to start our family together and be happyâ she said rubbing his chest sweetly.
âThat is only going to happen if you keep your part of the deal, that is getting Elroy out of the way putting an end to Carlos which you have done and a lot more just to make sure we actualise our dreamsâ he said k*ssing her bare back.
âI know I really love you it hurts me to keep up with all of this but Iâm willing to do it just to make sure you are happy, I Donât wanna keep pretending like I love Xavier or his worthless sonâ she bursted angrily.
âLeave the kid out of whatever grudges you hold towards his parents he is cool kid and he doesnât cause troubleâ he said and she raised her eyebrows.
âDonât tell me you suddenly feel pity towards the kid, he is not our son and never will beâ Lina bursted angrily.
âIâm not saying he is our son, Iâm just saying you should be careful with the say you act towards him. The last one was too suspiciousâ he said and she sat on his lap.
âIâm sorry JAYDEN, I will be careful next timeâ she said k*ssed his l*ps.
âIt is okay Linaâ he said with an evil smirk on his face.
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she asked and I bit my lower l*p quietly contemplating if I should tell her or not.
Penny is my best friend sheâll freak out but she has the best of advice which would come in handy.
âWe k*ssedâ I said with my eyes shut.
âYou k*ssed who? I thought you just got to France when did you get the chance to start hanging out with a guy?â she asked
and I facepalmed myself.
âI have not been hanging out with any guyâ I said and she gasped.
âWait, what?? You fvcking k*ssed Xavier ? what were you thinking babe !â she screamed in horror.
âI know I asked you to loosen up and have some fun but k*ssing him was out if the equation what if, just what if he finds out youâre Emerald and not Rachel through that k*ss?â she asked worriedly.
âCalm downâ I said trying my best not to think if it.
âTelling me to calm down is like adding fuel to the fire babe, Iâm f ucking worried right nowâ she said and I sighed.
âSo what do you want me to do?â I asked and she sighed.
âWhat was his reaction after you guys k*ssed each other?â she asked and I rubbed my forehead.
âHe called me Emeraldâ I said and she gasped.
âJeez, I think am about to pass outâ she said dramatically and I bit my bottom l*p to stop myself from bursting into laughter even if I was worried.
âPennyâ I called softly.
âYou just told me right now that he called you Emerald. Your cover got bursted Babe she trailed.
âI think, I handled the situation quiet well babe. He called me Emerald and I made him feel like it was all in his head, you should have seen his face Penny he looked like he just
a ghostâ I said and there was not sound from the other end.
saw a
âBabeâ I called softly.
âYeahâ she answered on the other end.
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âI was saying something and for a minute I thought you ended the call on meâ I said and she sighed.
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âI didnât, there is just one thing running through my mindâ she said and I sighed softly.
âAbout what?â I asked curiously.
âHe remembers the taste of your l*ps Rachel, doesnât that make you curious?â she asked and I sighed.
âIt does not make me curious in anyway because if Xavier really loved me as Emerald, he wouldnât have hurt me the way he did. He broke me Penny, I donât want to go over that again because I might end up sounding like a broken person againâ I said she took a deep breath in and out.
âRevenge isnât always the best option. As
uch as I want you to do what id best for you, Iâm still worried about the damage it will costâ she said sadly.
âThere will be no damagesâ I said frowning.
âFine, just take good care of yourself I said and ended the call.
Sitting down on my bed, my mind went back to the beautiful memories I had with. Xavier. Where did I go wrong, what did I do to him that he didnât give me the chat. prove my self wrong when I was accused of killing Carlos.
He locked me with a pregnancy that was due for delivery, I had no pack doctor to assist me when I brought our twins to this world on that rainy night, he took our son away from me and left me to die.
I got to my limit the very minute he threatened me with rejection, and went as far as going through with it even if he knew how much I loved him and the fact that it will break me to loose him.
He is married to Lina and now we are world apart, Why should I find it in my heart to forgive a man as heartless as that.
My phone rang again and I sighed thinking it was Penny, I turned to the other side and picked up my phone it was Gabriel, a smile formed on my l*ps as I picked up the call.
âGabâ I said and he chuckled.
âYou havenât been picking my calls, I thought we went back to being strangersâ he said teasingly.
âWe canât go back to being strangers, you of all people should know that is not possibleâ I said smiling.
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âI know, so tell me how the trip with Mr X is goingâ he said and I frowned.
âAre you stalking me Gab?â I asked and he chuckle.
âI should be worried but Iâm notâ he said and I smirked.
âWhy should you be worried in the first place? itâs not like Iâm your responsibility, we
partners and as a grown up
are just business woman I can make decisions for myselfâ I said and he laughed.
âI would agree with you right now, but tell that to my heart instead. No matter how much you tell the heart how to act, the heart wants what it wantsâ he said and I smiled.
âWe are supposed to be partners in bringing down Xavier, feelings excluded Mr. Fernandezâ I said and he chuckled.
âNoted maâam, how about we go on a date when you are back in town?â he said and I took a deep breath in and out.
What is the harm in going out with Gabriel Fernandez ? heâs a nice man after all, and for the record he hasnât done half the things Xavier and his pack as done.
Thinking of all the things they have done makes me feel sick. After the phone call I decided to call it a night but deep down I was worried that he called me Emerald
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ANDERSONâS MANSION
âStop itâ Penny said as she chuckled softly.
âWhat are you scared off Penelope, my daughter is far away in Franceâ Mr Anderson said as he lay n*ked on the bed.
âYour daughter is my best friend this should not be happening in the first place Blakeâ she said as she held the bedsheets close to her chest.
âDonât tell me you regret this Penny, this thing has been going on before I found my daughter I canât let you go because you both became best friends I love youâ he said and her eyes stung with tears.
âMaybe what we feel for each other is just lust, this is sick Blake you practically watched me grow into the woman I am today,
I feel guilty for doing thisâ Penmy said and he gave nods.
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âYou have been saying that for the past five years yet you still crawl back into he said angrily.
my
bedâ
âBecause you keep instigating it Blakeâ she said as her heart beat crazily against her chest.
âWe love each other, I know the age difference and Rachel is an hindrance to this thing between us, but you canât deny the fact that you love meâ he said and tears rolled out of Pennyâs eyes.
âOkay, tell me how would Rachel feel when she finds out I have been gracing her fatherâs bed in secretâ she said and Blake stared at her speechlessly.
âYou donât even know what to say because deep down you know we are not going about this in the right way she said and he stood up from the bed.
âBlakeâ¦â she trailed sadly.
âAfter things went wrong between Rachelâs mom and I, I have never been with any other woman except you Penelope. Never in my life have I thought of you as a daughter. I have always seen you as my womanâ he said and she rubbed her arms calmly.
âWe need to stop doing this before the news gets out in the openâ she said and he held. her hand.
âPenny please donât do thisâ¦â he said in hurt.
âGran Granâ they heard Damien knock outside the door..
âItâs Damien Penny said in panick.
âCalm down dear â he said and she nodded gently.
âDamien is at doorâ she said again.
âI will handle himâ Blake said as he walked towards the door and gestured towards her to get into the bathroom.
âHey champâ he said immediately he opened the door.
âGrandpa, can I go over to Derricks placeâ he asked as he batted his lashes cutely.
âXavierâs son?â Blake asked calmly.
âHeâs my
best friend, I have asked Mom before but she wouldnât let me visit himâ Damien said and he sighed.
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âYou canât leave the house in your momâs absence she will not be pleased with your actionsâ he said calmly.
âFine Grandpa..â he trailed sadly and turned to leave the room.
âWhereâs Aunt Penny?â Damien asked as he raised his eyebrows curiously.
âIâm sure sheâs in her roomâ he said and Damien left Immediately.
He heived a sigh of relief as he rubbed his forehead calmly, Blake was keeping a lot of secrets and the fear of them coming out in the open was enough to give him and instant headache.
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