Chapter 84
PEMERALD POV?
After my intimate moment between Xavier and I the previous night, I decided to take care of him because I noticed he stayed awake for long. The man has a lot on his mind, and the need to protect his pack was the top on that list.
âWhat is on your mind?â I heard Xavierâs voice from behind as he engulfed me in a hug
âThere is nothing on my mind, you are the one overthinking thingsâ I said and he chuckled.
âEmerald, we might have separated for five years before coming back and mending the relationship we both share, but one thing am sure of is the fact that you care deeply and sometimes it hurts youâ he said and I smiled softly.
âSo tell me, what is bothering you?â he asked and my eyes glisten with unshed tears.
âYouâ I said and he stared at me in shock.
âMe? what did I do wrong? did I do or say anything bad?â he asked in one breath.
âIâm worried because, I donât know what is running through your mind Xavier. You are in
my mind, and it hurts when you refuse to share things with me â¦â I trailed.
âYou already know everything that is going on in my life right now, donât you?â he asked calmly.
âDonât use that as an excuse to avoid this conversation Xavier. We talk about different
things but you like hiding your pain to yourself. Last night after we made love, I noticed you didnât sleep until the wee hours of the morning, I had to stay awake with you and listen to the silent sound of your criesâ I said and his eyes widened as he stared at me.
âYou heard me?â Xavier asked unable to hide his shock.
âI heard you, but have to pretend like I didnât hear you. Do you know how much that hurt me?â I asked and he walked over to me.
âIt is not as if I donât trust you Emerald, you are one of the persons I trust more than anything else in the world. Infact, I can proudly say you are the only person I have right now because, I have no one elseâ he said and my heart squeezed in hurt.
âI donât like the idea of you seeing me so vulnerable, it hurts me instead of mending my broken heartâ he said and I held his hand.
âWe made a promise to stand by each other even in trying times, and that is exactly
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what I have in mind to stand by you and give you all the happiness in the worldâ I said and he smiled.
âAnytime I look at you, I see how unlucky I would have been if I lose you again. How will I have recovered?â he asked and I chuckled.
âHave you heard from the kids?â I asked and he shook his head.
âI think it is best not to contact them for the main time because, the best thing we can do for ourselves is to avoid them for nowâ he said and I gave a nod.
It is very difficult for a mother to be far away from her children, I was feeling their presence even in their absence and it pains me.
âI know you miss them a lot, donât worry all of this would be over soon and we will come to the pack as a familyâ he said I smiled.
âI canât waitâ I said and we chuckled.
My eyes moved over to my ring and I held the finger where the ring was placed.
âWhat do you think?â he asked and I raised my eyebrows.
âHmmnâ I said immediately.
âYou know what am driving at right? â he said playfully.
âI donât have the slightest idea of what you are driving at, so can you be more specific ?â I asked on purpose and he chuckled.
âFine, what do you have in mind about my proposal?â he asked and I stared at him in shock.
âXavier why do you even â¦.â I trailed and stopped when I noticed he was staring at me calmly.
âWhat is going on?â I asked and he held my
hand.
âTell me if it is a genuine yes or no. Itâs okay if you only said yes because you were planning a game in the past..â he trailed.
âThat is not true. Although, I had motives in the past, but one of the thing that prompt me into finally accept this thing between usâ¦is the fact that I still love youâ I said and he walked closer.
âSo we can still go ahead with the wedding planning?â I said and he k*ssed my forehead.
âOf course you should be preparing, I canât wait to make you the official Luna of the
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âI canât wait to be married to my Alphaâ I said and he k*ssed my forehead, which made a blush appear on my forehead.
âHappy married lifeâ he whispered in my ears which made a blush appear on my cheeks
âWe are so whippedâ I said and I burst out laughing.
âThank goodnessd you knowâ he said and I smiled.
We talked about random stuffs for a while before I decided to go check up on some one important stuffs.
I was on my way out of the pack house when I noticed Aunt Maggie making a serious phone call.
I had my suspicions about her, but seeing her in that deep conversation with who so ever was on the other end made me even more curious. I made a mental note to talk to Jax about it. Getting into the car, I drove towards Jaxâs mother house.
âWelcome in Lunaâ she said and I stopped on my tracks as my eyes moved over to Lina with an apron around her waist.
Iâm pretty sure she is trying to pick up the pieces of her life, after Jayden shattered her beyond repair.
âYou are here Luna Emeraldâ she said and I just stared at her.
Itâs not like I still held grudges against her, once bitten, twice shy. I will be a fool to completely trust her.
âYeah, where is Jax?â I asked and his mom gestured towards the garden area. I walked towards the garden, and he was there trimming his motherâs flowers.
âLunaâ he said in supirise.
âJaxâ I said and he bowed in respect.
âForget the formalities, we have a major problemâ I said and he raised his eyebrows.
âFinally found who the enemy is ?â he asked curiously.
âAs of now, I donât know who the enemy truly is, but am suspecting someoneâ I said and he raised his eyebrows.
âSuspecting? And who is that person?â he asked and I sighed.
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âAunt Maggie, that woman might act all sweet but trust me, she is up to no goodâ I said and he sighed.
âShe is not a good woman, mother know she had an affair with Carlos up until his death. So suspecting her is not a bad reasoningâ he said and she raised her eyebrows.
âDo you think she has motives towards the pack?â he asked curiously.
âYou donât need to think twice before knowing she has impure motives towards the pack. After all, her son is a strong rival or Alpha Xaiverâ he said and I frowned.
âShe has a son? Why am I just hearing about her son?â I asked calmly.
âBecause he was banished from the pack, he turned rouge and tried to claim ownership of the pack with a group of astray wolvesâ¦â he said explaining in detail.
âThat must have been terribleâ I said and he sighed.
âIt was a hard season for everyoneâ he said reminiscing about the past.
âIf wishes were horses, I will make sure everything goes back to normal. But then, wishes arenât horsesâ he said and I couldnât agree more.
We talked for a while before they invited me for dinner, after which I went back to the pack house with the mind of keeping a close eye on her.
My instincts have never failed me. For all we may, know she might be the real culpritâ I said and he laughed.
âIn as much as this sounds funny, it will break the Alpha beyond repairâ he said and I didnât know what to say.
He had not over come the loss of Jayden and the betrayal that follows, so talking about this was like putting salt on his wounds.
After dinner at the Jaxâs, I went straight back to the pack house. Immediately he see me walking into the pack house, he stood up curiously.
âBabeâ I said trying to hide the shock on my face.
âWhat are you up to?â he asked and that got me more worked up.
âYou are still awake by this time?â I asked as I walked over to him, while hiding the fact that I am really worried.
âIâm awake because you arenât back yet. What happened to you?â he asked and I smiled.
âNothing happen to me, you worry too muchâ I said and he chuckled.
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