Chapter 88
? XAVIER POV?
âI told her I will be going with her to shop for her wedding dressâ I told Jax as he assist me with the files on my table.
âIsnât that like a ladies thing, Alpha ?â he asked curiously.
âDonât you find it romantic, that am going with my girlfriend to get her wedding dress?â I asked and he sighed.
âMy mother used to say it is bad omen for a man to see his bride in her wedding dress before the day of the weddingâ he said and I stared at him in shock.
âHow true is that?â I asked and he opened and closed his mouth like a fish.
âI donât really know for nowâ he replied, and I chuckled.
âI donât believe in superstitious things. It is not like I havenât seen her in a white dresses. beforeâ I said and Jax chuckled.
âI want to believe this is a wedding dress, which makes it different from any other dress Alpha Xavie âhe responded and I chuckled lightly.
âIt is up to you though, if you want to believe it or notâ he said and I chuckled.
âI already promised her we would go shopping together so, am not changing my mind anytime soonâ I tell him, and he nodded in agreement nod.
âI have a meeting with some of the members of the board, and we have decided to start afresh with the companyâ I told Jax as I continued to work on the file place on my office desk.
âThat sounds goodâ he said, as I hum lowly while tapping my feet of the floor.
âI know things are going to be Rocky at first, but I believe with our branches in different places in the world, the business would flourish in no timeâ I said and he couldnât help but agree with me.
âHave you tell her?â he asked/and he knew exactly who he was talking about, without feeling the need to ask him.
We were discussing randomly about his family and I asked him if he as tell his sister about the whole step sister issue.
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âMom and I made a promise that we will make sure she doesnât know who her father was, or even her connection with the royal familyâ he said looking lost in his thought,
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âIâm not going to question the decision you guys made in the past. After all, my father and my family did not deserve her, not after what he did to your familyâ I said and Jax sighed.
âYou are nothing like your father Alpha Xavier. I can attest to itâ Jax tell me, and I smiled.
âThat is one of the things I have ever wished for, that I donât become half of what Carlos was when he was still aliveâ I tell him, as my heart squeezed with hurt.
He never left any good memories with anyone, all he did was hurt more people with his evil and cruel deeds.
I wanted to make a difference. looking at the pack,I wonât say I have made good progress towards archiving that. I have made mistakes, I have fall countless times and picked myself back up to be where I am today. If I could set things right with Emerald, I believe I can get things straight with the pack.
âWhat do you have in mind Alpha Xavier?â he asked and I turned towards him.
âI want to meet herâ I said and he bowed.
âI will set up a meeting, Sirâ Jax said and I nodded as we walked out of my office together.
Jax made a phone call as I waited for him patiently.
âShe is in school, but I believe they would be closing for the day soon. If we can go to hee school and pick her up ourselves, we will have the entire afternoon to talk to herâ Jax calmly suggested.
âLetâs goâ I conveyed, and he looked surprised that I was willing to clear my schedule, and make out time to meet his kid sister.
Jax offered to drive us to his sisters school. When we got to her school, she was standing outside the gate and looked shocked to see her brother.
âJaxonâ she said in suprise.
âSince when did you start using the Alphaâs car for personal use?â she asked and he
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I did not hear the other things they conversed about, infact I was shocked to see her walking towards the car, She got in with Jax and bowed her head in respect,
âGood afternoon Alpha Xavierâ she greeted me, bowing her head in respect.
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âItâs okay, you donât have any reason to be tensed. I believe you have not done anything badâ I communicate with her in a calm manner, and she refused to make eye contact with me.
I hate it when people feel like they have no rights whatsoever to look my in the eyes. The Alphaâs before has set up strict rules that made commoners in the pack feel very less of themselves.
âMake yourself comfortableâ¦â¦â I trailed.
âMy name is Tashaâ she said and I smiled.
âBeautiful name for a beautiful and respectful young girlâ I said and her cheeks heated in a blush.
âThe Alpha said am beautifulâ I heard her whispering to Jax, but it was loud enough for me to hear which made me smile at the bond they share. Even if Carlos was the worst thing that happened to all of us, I believe Tasha and I can build a beautiful siblings relationship by sticking to each other.
We arrived at the garden and I gestured towards her to sit on the chair that were arranged for the meeting.
âWhat should I offer you? You must be tired and hungry from the days activitiesâ I asked her, and she turned to Jax probably trying to figure out why the Alpha invited her over and was even asking to treat her to a meal.
âGo ahead, pick what you wantâ I gestured towards the menu on the table, and she picked it
up and look through the list of food available in other to order something. After she choose the dish she want, I decided to go with what she was having and Jax picked something else too.
We had a quiet dinner, and I could even feel the tension in the air.
âShouldnât I go back home? Mom might be all alone with no one to help her outâ she whisper to Jax, and Jax shook his head negatively.
âLina is keeping her company, I donât think you have anything to be worried aboutâ jack said and she responded with a subtle nod.â
âWhy exactly did you invite me over Alpha Xavier? Iâm dying of tension, cause I canât figure it outâ she asked me looking curious, and I looked at Jax who give me a go ahead to talk.
âI just recently found out that we are siblings Natashaâ I drop the bombshell, and she stared at me like I did not have an idea of what I am saying, or the implications of what I had just said.
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âYou must be kidding, I have only one brother which is Jax. Our Dad died before I was born, and mom single handedly raised the both of usâ Tashal calmly point out, as her voice shook a bit.
âYes, you and jax are siblings but, the both of you do not share the same fatherâ I said calmly.
âThat is a lie!â she said immediately, not believing what I just said.
âMom and Jax will not hide something like that from me, Jax why are you quiet? the Alpha is mistaken right?? You canât just seat there and say nothingâ she bursted angrily.
âWhat the Alpha just said is the truth, Tashaâ Jax said in one go.
âWHAT!â she screamed as tears rolled out of her eyes.
âListen to me Natashaâ he said and she stared at him with tears rolling out of her eyes.
âWhen were you guys planon telling me? Wait did you guys even think for a minute that I deserved to know the truth!â she bursted angrily as she choked on her words.
âWe understand how you feel â¦.â Jax trailed.
âYou do not understand how I feel. If you have the slightest idea how I feel right now, you would never have hidden something so crucial!â she said as she cried.
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âThe circumstances of your birth was not pleasant, Mom didnât want you to grow up feeling like you owed us something for genuinely loving youâ Jax tried to explain to her, and from the sound of his voice, he was obvious he was crying in the inside.
âMom never had it easy even before Dad died, and after he died, it was like her whole life came crashing downâ Jax explained.
âSo she decided to birth a child with Carlos?â Tasha asked sniffing back her tears. The disgust was evident in her tone. After all, it was not a news about the bad things my dad did when he was still alive
âI didnât know you think so little of our motherâ he said and she cried.
âWhat do you expect me to think, when she had an affair with Carlos?â Tasha asked crying.
âMom would have rather died than give herself willingly to Carlosâ Jax said, and Natasha folded her arms against her chest.
âTheir are many things that you do not know, I expected you to at least ask for an explanation instead of throwing accusing fingers at our motherâ Jaxon said and she cried.
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âYou think it is easy for me!! I just found out my whole life is a lie. Mum didnât bother to tell me or she should be here to explain thing. What am I supposed to do? Jump and dance excitedly?â she asked as she laughed bitterly.
âour mummy would have been the one explaining all this, but she is not emotionally strong. And I donât want her to break down, I donât want her to keep remembering all those bad memories.âJax calmly explained.
My biological father used to serve as the pack house as a soldier. It was unfortunate that his mate caught Carlos eyes,due to the fact that she was a maid In the palace â¦â Jaxon explained to her.
âHe raped her?â Natasha asked as she cried.
âAnd he did not stop even when Dad confronted him, Carlos murdered him right in front of mom. She only found out she was pregnant few months laterâ Jaxon said as he wiped the tears that rolled out of his eyes.
âIâ¦.I canât believe thisâ she stuttered as she cried.
âIâm a product of the assault, of the pain, how can you guys even love meâ¦.â she trailed as she burst out laughing.
âIâm not his daughter â¦I â¦Iâm not his daughterâ she said as she cried.
I walked over to her and bent down to her level as she cried.
âI canât be the daughter of such a cruel monster, I am not his daughterâ she said as she cried.
âEven if you continue saying that for eternity, it wouldnât change the fact that we both have his blood running through our veins, Tashaâ I tell her calmly.
I calmly pointed out âIt would not change the fact that we need to leave our lives and be happy, irrespective of the monster that brought us to this worldaâ
âYou should be glad Tasha, you have your lovely mom and even Jaxon while growing up. I grew up with the monster, I watched him control my life and make it a living hell. He made me feel less of myself, he made me feel like I did not deserve to be happyâ I said and took a deep breath in and out.
âNow when I look at it, am proud of my self because, I turned out to be nothing like our fatherâ
âHe would never be my father, I will never everâ¦. consider him as my fatherâ¦.â she trailed as she cried bitterly, while hiccuping.
Jax walked over to her as he tried to convince her that everything would be okay,
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âIt hurts Jaxâ she said as she sniffed back tears.
âWe donât have to force anything for now Tasha. You can continue living your normal life until you are ready to bond with meâ I said holding her hand lovingly.
âThanks Alpha Xavierâ she said while crying.
âYou can call me Xavierâ I said and she smiled out.
âI canât believe I have another brotheâ she responded sweetly and I chuckled.
We made our way outside the garden together, when we met a curious aunt Maggie, standing and looking at us.
âAuntâ I said and her eyes moved over to us.
âSon, who is this teenager?â she asked while trying to figure out who the girl was, as
I opened my mouth to introduce her.
âShe came to see me in my duty post, I decided to see her off since the Alpha was also going outsideâ Jax said before I could do the introduction.
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âWe should leave, have a nice evening Alpha Xavierâ he said, and bowed before quickly taking his sister with him.
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