Chapter 13-smoothie.

"If you don't face your old pains and traumas and heartbreaks, you'll forever be the victim of your past."

I'm awoken by loud talking coming from I believe the kitchen.

Oh no a robber.

wait its just Damian.

i walk to the kitchen and he's there with 2 plates both with pankaces.

"You're such a kind sir now let's eat" I tell him pulling him to the couch.

We watch avengers while we eat. Again I chose it.

If we're being honest I bet I'm stronger than hulk. I can move a whole table on my own.

My teacher had yelled at me for accidentally scraping a chair on her wall and proceeded to question if I wasn't strong enough to pick up a chair. I being hulk demonstrated that I in fact was strong enough and could even pick up a table.

looking at the time its 12:27 " thanks for the breakfast love but I have to go get ready I have work in 30 minutes" I tell him. Today I go from 1-7

Not too bad.

Damian spent a while trying to convince me to quit because 'he doesn't see me much' I see him before and after. He's okay.

"I'm dropping you off" heck no.

"I can drive myself perfectly fine " I'm a great fricking driver. I only almost crashed twice.

Only twice.

"I know but I want to take and pick you up to spend more time together I go to work in a bit too and I finish whenever" what a sweetie.

I sigh and softly reply to this wonderful man "okay then"

I get up and make my way to my bedroom to change I put on some skinny jeans and My black shirt then put my shoes on. For my hair I just put in in a low bun. I then apply brow gel and just curl my lashes for today then I apply chapstick.

I would love to do a whole face of makeup but I suck at it. I'll look like a clown. I did it once and my father said it made me look uglier than I already do.

I cried that night. But I'm a bad b word so I made myself coffee and listened to peaceful music getting over his rude comment.

I come out my room to Damian who's still sitting on the couch. He's hot. I'm horny. Joking only joking.

"I'm done let's go" he nods and grabs his keys while I grab my apron.

"Come on buddy" I convinced Damian to watch him for me. They're going to have a great bonding day. My two besties.

He gets in the car and we drive to my workplace. I really like working here.

"Remember if anything happens you don't hesitate to call me" I've been sitting here once again listening to Damian rant about if Abbie tries anything.

Oh she won't. I'm crazy I'll knock a b word out. I assure you I can tussle an alligator and win.

"Okay I will" I start to hop off.

"swear?" He sticks his pinky out. "I swear" I hook mine on and we seal the deal.

He kisses our hand and well now I have to, so I do it too.

I then get off and head in.

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It's been quite some time, about 4 hours it's busy today. Damian has made sure to text me every few minutes. Josh too! We're besties.

I think about a few things. How buddy's doing and how I also need pick up a few things from the store.

I was supposed to go last week but a certain idiot distracted me. I'm running low on coffee and that is just not good.

My aunt is one of the only people I know with a coffee addiction similar to one many say I have. I say they're utterly ridiculous.

Moving on, I was told to clean up a few things and now I'm late for my break. I'm upset.

Mandy a nice lady comes in and smiled when she sees me.

"hey Rosaline if you want you can take your break now" she nods.

I smile and put my pen up. "okay thank you" I rush out, then excitedly head to a booth in a far corner where not a lot of people are and sit down.

I'm hungry.

I'll eat later.

I'm on my cellular device scrolling through messages when a shadow blocks my light.

Looking up maybe to make a new friend I smile.

My smile soon falls when I see Abbie and 2 other girls and one guy. My lovely co workers.

"Oh, hi" Maybe if I'm nice they'll be nice too.

I look to see what she's holding and it's a smoothie. Ew strawberry, she clearly has no taste.

Maybe she wants to be friends?

" your little boyfriends embarrassed me at my own party"  is she talking about Damian ? When did he go to her party? That son of a biscuit eater.

I'll have to deal with him later when I see him. Who does he think he is being a party animal without me? He's an idiot!!

"Are you even fucking listening" I snap out of my trance and scrunch my eyebrows together.

Was she still talking?

"What did you say?" I tilt my head a bit confused at things.

"You're such a bitch" she mutters under her breath and before I can even blink, the smoothie is thrown in my face.

I gasp and immediately stand from the booth. I wipe it off my eyes and through my blurry vision, I see her smirk in front of me.

Laughter explodes from her minions she seems to have manipulated and I feel my throat burn.

I feel my eyes water and clench my jaw to prevent the tears from falling.

"Excuse me" I whisper out and speed walk away from them.

I rush to the bathroom with tears in my eyes due to the embarrassment i felt walking in front of everyone with smoothie juice all over me.

Mandy has a look of pity as she stops me. "I saw the whole thing you can go home sweetie I'll deal with them"

I nod giving her a smile and go inside the restroom.

After contemplating for a bit I decide to just do it, I call Damian.

'Hey baby'

'Can you come pick me up' I mumble out, near the sink trying my best to get the fricking smoothie out. I'm seriously gonna show her who she's messing with.

'You still have 2 hours, did something happen?' He questions. I hear keys being jiggled and I sigh shaking my head then realizing he can't see it.

Oh you know Abbie just dumbed a smoothing on me and my manager felt pity for me.

'Nope I'm just too good that they're letting me out early' I assure him.

'I'll be there in 5 minutes'

'Okay'

I patiently wait and in about 5 minutes I get a text 'here' I get most of the smoothie out and head to his car.

Damian sees me and gets out the car, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

I look like a mess my hairs tangled with smoothie chunks. My shirts wet and well, my face is also part of the issue but that's always been an issue.

"What the fuck happened?" He grumbles wiping a bit of smoothie of my hair.

I'm only repeating once if he doesn't hear oh well. I sigh. "Nothing" I mumble under my breath.

He grips my chin forcing me to look up and glares into my eyes silently telling to say it he knows who. I shake my head then sigh. "Abbie" I mumble super quiet so he won't hear.

Damian stiffens and glares at the door then looks back down at me. He helps me in the car kisses my head then marches in there.

Goodness I should've kept my mouth shut.

10 minutes later he comes out still looking furious but there's also a hint of happiness. What did he do?

"What happened?" He looks at me and his half angry

Half happy face falls and turns into guilt.

He opens his mouth then closes it back up, I nod for him to go on "you're not working here again" he deadpans.

I turn my head blinking a few times. He sighs and looks towards me, a frown on his face.

"I'm sorry-" he starts.

I shake my head chuckling lightly "it's okay I'm not mad" i explain smiling.

"I wanted them to kick her ass out but they fucking said no and wanted you both to 'hug it out'"

His nose twitches. Cute.

"I simply said no and some shit about 'she's never coming back' and a few more unimportant things." He waves off giving me an innocent look.

I smile and lean in go kiss him. I don't approve of his 'unimportant things' speech but I'm a little giddy of the fact that he cared enough to go stand up for me.

Damian starts the drive to his house since I'm spending the night there again. I look back for buddy but he's not here.

He's scared to be alone where is my doggy?

"Where's buddy?" He looks at me wide eyed.

"Shit I forgot him"I nod in understand, that's okay at least he's home safe. We listen to peaceful music but go a different direction.

"Where are we going" I look like a mess this is not okay.

"To my work"

What the heck are we doing heading over there?

I look at him with my eyebrows furrowed, slightly confused. "I forgot buddy there"

I gasp. "What the heck dude my poor doggy is probably scared. Cmon now step on it grandpa"

I'm angry.

"I'm sorry." He's so cute I can't stay upset. "It's okay"  I nod fixing up my seat, someone always moves it and it gets me infuriated.

"Hey dude" I start a new conversation.

Damian turns over to me and glares. "Don't call me dude" he mumbles.

"I'll call you friend then"

"No"

"Yes"

"Shut up"

"B word "

He looks at me with his eyebrows raised. I sure did go there.

"I'm a whore" his eyes go wide then he rolls them "A whore for you" I cackle.

I don't think he found that funny. "Only me" he ask in a sweet way almost reassuring himself on something.

"I guess only you"

The car ride goes peacefully until we get near the police station.  "I've kissed many fellas but your lips are almost the best I've smooched"  I tease.

Damian seems to not like that either because he puts his 'I'm angry don't talk to me' face on and gets off the car.

I wait patiently and he soon comes back with buddy.

He carefully sets buddy in knowing if he does it rudely I'll have a fit. Then gets in not once glancing at me.

He's upset, I poked the bull.

"Damian" he ignores.

"Fella"

"Damian why are you mad"

He ignores me and drives on a dark road, we get deeper in the road when he pulls over.

I have a confuzled look on my face, he turns towards me bringing my face in and giving me a big smooch on my lips.

Heck I'm not complaining.

He leans his forehead on mine. "Fuck rosaline who's lips are the best huh? Tell me who the fuck are you thinking about"

Well this is extremely awkward.

I give his juicy lips one last peck.

"No" I smile shaking my head.

"I promise" I hold out my pinky "pinky promise that umm this is kind of embarrassing" I mumble mostly to myself.

"I pinky promise I've only ever kissed you" I finally admit. "I was bull pooping about the other fellas. I've never even been in an actual relationship before you"

since were admitting things. "yea and I've never thought about smooching anyone well uh other than you" I mumble out again feeling my cheeks burn.

"Honestly your kisses are the best I'm a lucky b word. I would never ever even think about another guy trust me you have my whole mind and fat heart" I explain caressing his cheek.

He looks happy.

"Oh and if you didn't noticed I was bull pooping about being a whore too I swear I'm still a vir-" he cuts me off slamming his lips on mine.

After our 10 second make out he pulls away only glaring slightly at me.

"I'm still sorry" I grumble again.

"Stop fucking apologizing I knew you were shitting about that part"

I chuckle evilly inside.

"Are you sure I was joking" I question wiggling in my seat.

He glares at me and rolls his eyes then smirks. "well shit I'm a whore too I've fucked too many girls I don't even remember how many" He sighs dreamily as if reminiscing.

This isn't funny anymore.

What if I'm not good enough when we do our devils tangle? I've never done it before. Or what if when we kiss he thinks I'm horrible and thinks about the other girls.

Oh my gosh he probably does. I'm going to punch someone.

I want to go home.

I call buddy to me and since he's a smart dog he senses my dampened mood. He also starts licking my shoulder where a big amount of smoothie still lays.

I smile at him.

We get to his house quietly with me petting buddy ignoring Damian who hasn't sensed anything wrong. When we get there I pretend to be tying my shoe and looking for something.

"Go inside I'll be there in a bit I just have to find something" he looks at me suspiciously then heads in.

Now's the time to escape.

When the door closes I get out and grab buddy's leash then run down the block. We continue our walk and tears hit my eyes.

He's thinking of other girls. Aren't we together?

I'm hangry. It's been about 15 minutes of me walking home and now I'm bored and tired.

I'm a fatty.

I take my phone out and ignore his call once again.

Then call my friend. Jess. A few years ago she was my therapist.

"Hey rosaline it's been a while are you doing okay?"

I sit down on the side walk still tightly holding on to buddy's leash.

"I need to talk first off Abbie and me are no longer friends"  I get the first thing off my chest.

"Okay I can't say I feel bad I knew that girl was no good for you" well that's shocking.

"Next I found a man and I was joking around about Umm you know, me thinking of other guys and he got upset but we talked and then he said he fricked other girls and he was thinking about it,about them"

She laughs.

"Then what happened"

I continue.

"Well I was upset so I ran away from his house and currently I'm sitting on a side walk"

"Oh with buddy" I quickly add.

"Rosaline I think maybe he was messing around" I don't think he was. He seemed serious.

"No" I'm positive he wasn't.

"Look try talking to him about how you felt and if that doesn't work out then find someone better" but he is better. I think I really really super duper like him.

A familiar car drives in front of me.

I gulp. He found me.

"This was a great talk but I have to go escape again goodbye thank you"

I quickly hang up and the window rolls down. I sheepishly smile and prepare to run away again.

You cant catch me I'm the ginger bread man.