0189 loves, I want first of all to thank you for all your continued support. Youâve all been so amazing with our love for this book. It wouldnât be where it is without your love and support. Thank you for the gemstones, comments and reviews they have come a long way in helping to rank this book. With that being said, pretty please vote if you havenât already and remember to leave a review if youâve come this far with me.
I also want to let you know that Iâll be taking a break this coming week. Iâm supposed to be moving to a new place and I havenât done any packing yet. I wonât stay gone long. A maximum of one week should be enough to finish what Iâm required to do and then Iâll be back after that.
Lastly I want to address the issue of updates. Iâll be updating daily in November except on the weekends. Because of your insistence, Iâll be alternating between two chapters a day and one. I hope that will be e nough since my goal is to complete it by December. I donât want it dragged out. With how tight my s chedule is, itâs the best I can do. I hope you can understand.
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22 groan recstasy as I release my load onto her back. This was just what I needed. The best way I knew to wind and relax.
âSo when will we do this again, Tomorrow?â she asks, her eyes shining.
She looks more relaxed. I guess she needed this just as much as I did. I help her wipe my cum off her back, but I donât say anything. She knows the drill. I call she answers, not the other way around.
After Iâm done, she starts getting dresses. Itâs past ten at night and I want to get some shut eye before my busy schedule tomorrow.
Like I said, she knows the drill. She doesnât spend the night and vice versa. We are nothing more than F*** buddies.
âGabriel?â
Sheâs the only one that calls me by my full name. I hate it the name. Mainly because it reminds me of the archangel when I am literally the opposite of an angel.
âShut it. You donât call the shots. Weâll do this when I decideâ I growl, already feeling suffocated by her damn question.
I see an emotion similar to hurt pass through her features. I ignore it. She knew very well what she was getting into when she agreed to this.
âSo meanwhile I wait till itâs my turn? I wait till youâre bored with your other women?â she whispers.
Iâve never kept it a secret. She knew she wasnât the only F*** buddy I had. I liked variety. Today I was in the mood for having a taste of her. It might be the same tomorrow. Or I might develop a taste for someone else. 1 âYesâ I tell her firmly.
The light that was shining in her eyes dims. She tries her best, but I see her fighting her emotions. Fighting the hurt I had caused.
Fuck! I hate this. Hate it when they develop feelings. Weâve had this arrangement for two years and it worked fine until now.
Looks like itâs time to nip this at the bud.
She didnât have time to date and I donât date. So this became the best solution. Besides, sheâs just my 1/2 you could handle this, but I guess it was a mistake. So this will be the last time we F***. Youâll working for me like nothing ever happened between us, am I understood, Eden?â
She stares at me. Her eyes spearing mine.
i donât think I can do this anymoreâ she whispers. Tears filling her eyesâI love you, but I see that will never Tove me. For some reason youâve closed off your heart and I canât keep sleeping with you knowing that youâll never reciprocate my loveâ
She was a damn good secretary, but to hell with it.
I guess itâs time for you to write a resignation letter, isnât it?â I smirk, mocking her.
She doesnât reply. Just shakes her head before she turns around and quietly leaves. I sigh, but I donât follow her. Instead I use my phone to unlock the gates for her. Once sheâs gone, I collapse on my bed.
Sheâs right. I closed my heart off. Promising myself that I will never fall in love. Sure my parents have an amazing marriage, and they love each other so much, but their case is one in a million.
Iâve seen how love can F***ing destroy you. Seen how it can kill you on the inside and leave you as nothing but a shell.
Love all but destroyed Rowan when he lost Emma. It was like living with a zombie for months, until Noah was born born. He used to drink himself to oblivion. Seeing all this why would I give any woman such immense power over me? Why would I give them the weapon to destroy me? 1 He was destroyed when things went to shit with Emma and now? Now I am afraid of the same thing happening.
He doesnât realize it yet. That he loves Ava. When it finally hits him, it will destroy him. Knowing that he has hurt the woman he loves over and over again.
I release a breath I was holding and go to the bathroom for a shower. Ten minutes later and I am still anxious. I donât know what was causing it, but I have a good damn feeling that it was Rowan. Itâs that sixth twin sense.
I I get out of the shower, dry myself and put on a pair of sweats. I was just about to get my phone and call my brother when my security system unlocks. There is only one other person who has authorization.