Chapter 136
Side Story 1. Summer Vacation (9)
[The Dukeâs dream is generally peaceful. There are many days when you donât dream at all. I donât think youâre particularly anxious or worried. I hope you donât feel uneasy because itâll be more peaceful in the future.]
The contents of Mrs Tarienâs notes that I checked when I returned to the villa were more ordinary than I thought.
I was doing it for fun, but, fortunately, no bad content came out.
âPeaceful, she said.â
Wasnât it something that I always wished for even before I was possessed, even when I had possessed this body?
âThe wish has come true.â
I put down my hand holding the notes and looked still at the ceiling.
Although it seems like it went well beyond âpeacefulâ for dating the Emperor and became the head of the 7 Imperial Families.
When I was rolling around on the bed thinking about one thing and another, I heard a knock on the door.
âItâs me, Yerine.â
âYes, come in.â
When the door opened, Cassius, who had changed into a comfortable pyjama, came in.
As soon as he saw me, he came up with a smile and sat on the bed.
I also got up from the bed and sat down with my knees together.
âHowâs your ankle?â
Cassius asked, naturally handing down my hair that ran down my face behind my ears.
âItâs been a long time since I got better.â
The dream was flowing from Cassiusâ gaze, and it was clearly felt that he was the dreamer.
âYou heard my voice, too.â
âLooking back, thatâs right.â
When I nodded, Cassius replied with a big smile.
âMrs Tarien said in her note. Unlike before, Iâm having a happy dream where Iâm the main character, now I admit that Iâm a person who will enjoy that happiness.â
The moment I heard that a corner of my heart trembled.
But it was different from before.
It didnât feel sorrowful like before.
âSo, now I think I know very well that this happiness is mine. I accept this life without any doubt as mine.â
Somehow the tip of my nose turned sour.
In the end, I couldnât stand it and wrapped his shoulders in both my hands.
âYerine?â
I did not shed tears.
However, I remember that my eyes turned blurry and hazy for a while.
âWhy, why didnât you tell me, why are you holding it all by yourselfâ¦â¦â
If I did a little wrong, tears would overflow.
Cassius was embarrassed by my reaction and got out of bed and hugged me in his arms.
âSorry, Iâm so sorry, Yerine. Iâm so sorry to make you worry.â
He supported me on the head with one hand and patted me on the back with his other hand.
His voice was full of sorry.
âIâm sorry, I justâ¦â¦.â
There was a sigh behind my ear.
And a hesitant voice rang in my ears.
âI just wanted to say that itâs thanks to you that Iâm able to enjoy this peace of mindâ¦â¦.â
âWhy is that all thanks to me? Cassius was originally a man who deserved it all.â
Cassius replied with a ragged smile.
âYou say it is very encouraging to me.â
Really, he is an inevitable person.
I took off my face against Cassiusâs shoulder and looked up at him.
âIt hurts me that you hide your nightmares, but I understand.â
It is not easy to reveal the most painful part of yourself to others.
And the reason why he didnât want to tell me, is originally human instinct that made him do that.
âIt must have been hard to say, but thank you for telling me.â
Finally, tears flowed down.
Why?
There are only things left to be happy.
Why do I cry when I donât have to?
âIâm sorry I didnât recognize it, and great job.â
Tears flowed down my cheeks, but I smiled brightly.
âGreat job, Cassius.â
His eyes, which look like they contain the sun, glistened.
Does he know?
I really love his straight eyes that are always gazing straight towards me.
âYerine.â
A soft voice called my name.
He then wrapped his hands around my cheek.
His lips touched my tearful eyes.
The spot where his lips had passed was warm as if itâs burning.
It was a friendly kiss as if a wolf licked his petâs wound.
âI made up my mind today.â
He wiped away the remaining tears with his fingers and talked.
âI wonât be anxious anymore.â
His smile was soft and lovely.
âNow that this happiness is mine, I wonât run away from it, and I donât have to be anxious.â
Cassiusâ words somehow relieved my tension, and I laughed unknowingly.
Cassius then smiled more brightly, perhaps relieved.
âSo now Iâm going to enjoy it at ease.â
When I answered that smile with a tearful laugh, Cassius smiled happily and lifted me up with both his arms and hugged me.
âWith you.â
Cassius looked so clear and happy.
So I laughed with ease.
Cassius kissed me again, on the forehead like that.
âEverything that hurts and sad has gone away!â
He rolled up the corners of his lips and bent his upper body.
A lovely sound echoed through the room.
Then, putting my forehead in the place where I kissed him, I said quietly.
âThe hurts and sad things, I wish it for fly away.â
May you always be happy.