Chapter 17: 𝗘𝗣𝟭𝟲: 𝗙𝗹𝗮𝗺𝗲𝘀

——❥ 𝗗𝗢𝗡𝗧 𝗖𝗔𝗥𝗘 𝗪𝗛𝗬 𝗝𝗨𝗦𝗧 𝗞𝗡𝗢𝗪 𝗜 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗬𝗢𝗨

james joint by rihanna ♫

𝘼 𝙉𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏 𝙏𝙊 𝘾𝙊𝙉𝙏𝙄𝙉𝙐𝙀...

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𝗘𝗣𝗜𝗦𝗢𝗗𝗘 𝗦𝗜𝗫𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗡

𝙁𝙇𝘼𝙈𝙀𝙎 ❤︎︎

𝙅𝙊𝙔 𝙎𝘼𝙏 𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙀 𝘼𝙏 𝘼 𝙎𝙊𝙁𝘼 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝙍𝙊𝘽 𝘼𝙉𝘿 miguel who stopped her from walking away from the fire pit with the others to talk to her about kordell of course

"I can genuinely say that she actually really likes him" rob said referring to daia

"that's cute?" joy said confusedly

"me and him watched him talking to her and we were like wow this girl feels kordell" miguel said

"they were very close the whole time and he'll tell you that" rob said

"that's cool" joy said dryly flipping her hair

"but he has been talking about you nonstop up there" rob said

"okay so if he was why didn't you guys stop him from literally getting with that girl?" joy said looking at the two like they were slow

"I saw the kisses but I didn't know he was doing that in bed and shit I thought the kisses was you know just ight" miguel said

"yeah me too" rob said

"well i seen the video and it look like he was having a blast with that girl" joy said while punching her fist on her other

"we didn't know they were doing all that" miguel said

"no that's so weird cause i told him-" joy said then paused once her voice cracked

the two boys quickly went closer to her and start rubbing her back comforting her once they realized she was about to cry

"like i told him I literally told him how i felt and like the past relationships i been in that's so weird like you guys don't even understand" joy cried hurt

"yeah.." rob said listening to the girl who continued

"and he sat there and lied to my face telling me how he would never do that and he cares about me and how happy he is that we're getting somewhere I would never do that to him like I'm so done rob" joy sniffled swallowing the lump in her mouth

"take ya time i think but you need to like hear him out from that shit" miguel said

"I can't I don't want to at all" joy said wiping the tears off her face

"joy you gotta do that" rob said

"I'm not doing nothing I been nothing but respectful to him and he chooses to disrespect me he can go to hell for all I care" joy said then stood up from the sofa

joy made her way towards leah who just got done talking to kenny and kordell

leah and joy went towards the tree that had a sofa under it and sat down

"honestly leah he can go to hell" joy said

"I know" leah said

"like that's so messed up" joy said

"how disappointing.. would you talk to him?" leah said

"nope what he did was grimey" joy said immediately shaking her head

"I already knew you were gonna say that but damn joy you went the fuck off and you even clocked the girl." leah said making joy chuckle

"shutup" joy said

"no I'm serious like we were all staring at you like oh my gosh you popped the hell off" leah said

"no I'm done" joy laughed throwing her head back while putting her hands on leah's shoulders

"to see someone have that much respect for themselves and stand on fucking business is so like inspiring I was in shock" leah said

"I'm just hurt like real bad that really traumatized me like no shade" joy said

"me him and kenny sit down and we're talking and he was basically just saying like I fucked up I fucked up I fucked up she's not gonna talk to me anymore I know she's not gonna talk to me" leah mocked

"boy" joy chuckled while shaking her head at kordell's nonsense

"and i was just like you don't know how fucking embarrassing it feels that we sent five men and y'all literally bring a whole new group of girls" leah said

"It just makes you never want to give your loyalty to someone ever again is very disrespectful" joy added onto what leah was saying

"and embarrassing for everyone yeah" leah said while nodding her head

joy and leah quickly snapped their heads once they her joy's name

joy looked over at kordell and daia who were talking making joy look at them confused

kordell was apologizing to daia about what happened with joy lashing out and daia of course was saying how joy was being extra and dramatic

joy overheard everything which made a mug appear on her face looking at leah

"don't say anything yet" leah said putting her finger at her mouth

"it's fine whatever" joy said waving the two off before getting up with leah

joy lip smiled before pulling leah in for a hug making the girl smile

"i always got you girl" leah said

joy kissed leah is cheek before they held hands and made their way towards everyone else as in kaylor, kendall and nicole and also rob

kendall was apologizing to kaylor for hyping up daniela and aaron

"not you over here tryna apologize" joy said to kendall who put his arm around her shoulder

"and rob is over here grinning you were like yeah aaron get freaky!" kaylor said

"I literally sat down and I was like oh his fucked" rob said

joy just side eyed the boys before walking right with leah who just got jana and kenny to talk

after a few minutes joy and Leah decided to go inside the villa hallways before they seen kenny walking down from the balcony with a frown on his face

"kenny are you okay?" joy asked

kenny shook his head before he stopped walking and started running his hands around his face tearing up

"oh no kenny" joy said as she started comforting him with leah

joy made him lean onto her shoulder hearing him sniffle and sob feeling the tears get on her shoulder

the talk with him and jana didn't go good at all

"oh my gosh" leah said as she rubbed the male's back in circles

"don't worry we're gonna fix it" joy said

"kenny this isn't fair like this is not" leah said

joy shook her head at leah while kenny continued to sob looking up from her shoulder

"no kenny" leah said as she went back to comforting him

joy hugged kenny with leah as he looked at nothing particular just staring forward with his low watery eyes

after joy and leah were done comforting kenny it was time to go to bed so they went upstairs to the makeup room

the makeup room was real quiet with the others girls inside and everyone was just down

"I'm so sorry for crashing out today guys" joy chuckled

"oh no we loved you for that" jana said

"exactly cause we would've been pissed if ya ass was quiet" liv said

"fuck guys he kissed that girl like couple of times" kaylor said referring to aaron

"I can't wait to see miguel laying in bed with" leah said referring to sierra

"that's not fair" joy said

"no real shit" leah said

"I'm sleeping outside" jana said

"im sleeping in that room with everyone else ima probably punch someone in their sleep" joy said

joy removed her makeup and washed her face and finally got into her flare pj pants and a white crop top and she also had a head wrap wrapped around her head

she walked into the room and walked towards the empty bed that leah was on and sat right down

she had kordell is eyes on her but she didn't even look in his direction at all cause she didn't wanna lock eyes with him

joy wanted to be messy so she finally decided to look in his direction staring at daia who was super close to him on the bed giving him a kiss goodnight on the cheek

joy chuckled before looking at kendall and leah then immediately bursted into laughter

"are they snuggling?" leah whispered

"I should go over there and punch the both of them goodnight huh" joy whispered making kendall laugh

after few minutes of talking they finally all went into slumber

𝓣𝓗𝓔 𝓜𝓞𝓡𝓝𝓘𝓝𝓖...

𝙅𝙊𝙔 𝙒𝙊𝙆𝙀 𝙐𝙋 𝙏𝙊 𝙃𝙀𝘼𝙍𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙇𝙄𝙑'𝙎 𝙑𝙊𝙄𝘾𝙀 who was asking the boys who it felt like being back in the villa again making kendall reply

joy stood up on the bed with a mug on her face after rubbing her face

"joy wanna say some diabolical shit like she did lastnight" kendall chuckled

"yes and I meant every word I said" joy said before shrugging her shoulders

"how are you feeling today?" leah asked jana who walked right into the room

"no for real" joy said

"numb" jana said

joy and jana and leah finally decided to make their way upstairs to the makeup room

while they were walking up the stairs they seen daia and catherine talking making joy chuckle her way into the makeup room

"joy you wrong" jana chuckled

"I know you guys are all like that weak bitch" kaylor said after just sleeping with aaron

"you said it not us" jana said

"your better than me" joy said

"i just don't want him to hurt you again" liv said

joy started doing her makeup sitting at her station while giving looks right back to daia who was giving her looks and looking away

joy continued to put blush on her face while looking the small circle mirror infront of her

and than that's when she heard the door swing open making her snap her head seeing kordell and rob walking in

"this is for you" kordell said setting a plate of breakfast on the makeup table for daia

"aww" daia said

then that's when kordell went towards joy making her chuckle

"here you go" kordell said trying to set the plate of breakfast right next to her

"nah" joy said pushing the plate of breakfast right into his stomach making all the food get over him

"joy.." nicole said

"I don't want it seriously" joy said as she continued to do her makeup

but she did indeed take the cup filled with orange juice that rob handed to her

"thank you rob" daia said once she seen kordell and rob walking towards the door to exit

"goodmorning kordell goodmorning rob" jana said making the two boys not say anything and just close the door behind them

"goodmorning kordell is crazy jana" leah said

"okay but his trying and i support that his trying" jana said making joy shake her head

the new girls made their way out the makeup room after they finished doing their makeup

"did she not like that i did that?" joy said referring to daia who gave her a look once she threw the plate on kordell

"seems like it" leah said

joy out on a orange bathing suit before making her way outside with leah

the two girls walked towards a sofa and sat down eyeing everyone who was minding their business

"that was funny" joy chuckled

"your fucking done" leah laughed along with joy who continued to laugh

"bringing two breakfast at the same time is crazy like what the hell" joy said

"no really crazy" leah said

"but honestly i just want him to leave me alone like for real" joy said making leah nod her head

"and they keep getting him to try and talk to you" leah said

"and i hate it" joy said

joy was so tired of everyone coming to her about the situation cause it was so hard to even talk about it

she couldn't look at kordell the same anymore and the whole thing just broke her heart in pieces

joy scrunched up her face before she starting sniffling causing leah to quickly go near her

joy sobbed so hard she was just so tired like so tired of everyone

she felt embarrassed and so disrespected at the fact that she liked a man and he just straight up fucked yo and now she was totally fucked up

"stop is okay" leah said as she comforted her friend

"I'm so like over it" joy said shaking her head while wiping the tears off her face

"and I can tell" leah said while nodding her head

joy continued to cry before her eyes went on kordell and daia who were smiling and laughing playing ping pong together

she stared at them with tears running down her eyes as her hands remained on her lap

she just wanted to find her person well she thought she did but there he was being happy with another girl

leah wiped the tears off joy's face while she looked at her staring at nothing in particular

joy picked up the glasses she had in her lap and put it right on after she wiped the tears off her face

she then laid there on the sofa with leah beside her who was still rubbing her hand up and down

joy continued to cry with her glasses on watching the interaction kordell was having

she looked away quickly and looked down cause she knew if she continued to stare she'll feel completely bad and feel like it was all her fault

but did she feel like she could've done more? yes.

after joy stopped crying that's when miguel approached her and leah

"Leah is it okay if i pull you up for ah chat?" miguel said

"yes let's go" leah said as she gotten up from the sofa making miguel look down at joy who laid there

"you alright?" miguel said

joy just nodded her head slowly while everyone cheered for leah and miguel to go and have their chat

after leah and miguel had their chat it was getting dark and now it was time for everyone to get dressed up for the night

joy of course did her makeup before everyone else and she put on a grunge punk y2k leopard allover print v-neck halter top for women, school and a pair of women's straight-leg jeans with embroidered bowknot and washed-out effect

she curled up her hair and also put it up in cute and neat bun

"I guess ima talk to him tonight guys" joy chuckled making all the girls snap their heads quickly towards her

"wait really?" jana said

"if it's what everyone wants than I guess I am" joy said honestly doing it for the plot

after joy said that she stood up and went towards the door with the other girls

they made their way downstairs hearing the boys clapping for them already

joy just hugged leah since she didn't wanna hug none of the boys at all

"love you" joy said

"love you too" leah chuckled

that's when miguel peeped and quickly joined the two hugged them

miguel made the three rock back and forth making the two girls laugh

that's when everyone made their way towards the table with their drinks

they cheered like always and drunk out their cups that was filled with champagne

kaylor then took rob for a chat then after she was finished with rob she took Daniela for a chat

joy was near the table with everyone else while the new girls were away talking

"how did it go?" joy asked kaylor who approached them

"good" kaylor said sighing in relief

joy just nodded her head and continued to drink out her cup

kordell and miguel were no where to be found cause they were of course talking but joy didn't really care

"hey can we go for a chat" joy heard feeling a tap on her shoulder

she turned and seen daia standing behind her she decided to nod slowly

even tho she honestly hated the hell out of the girl and wanted to punch her

joy followed behind daia to sofa and once they got closer they sat right down

joy put her hand on her chin staring at the girl nervously

"I wanted to ask if you like have any questions and wanted to know what happened at casa" daia said making joy chuckled

"I mean obviously" joy said annoyingly

"okay so I think like I literally think his so attractive that I wanna like like that's how I am like if I like you I'm the type to like wanna touch you you know" daia said

"mhm" joy said

"I think our connection was really strong but honestly I think his been so honest with me from the beginning like you guys do have a strong connection and he said like it would take a lot to turn my head" daia said

"but what I heard is that he told leah it's ninety percent me and ten percent you" joy said

"for him to say that is ridiculous cause that's not what he was telling me" daia said

joy chuckled and shook her head once she realized kordell was just saying a bunch of bullshit to both girls

but she still hated daia tho

"okay but the boys told me that when he was there I was all he talked about so.." joy said confusedly

"no even the boys were really on it they were like we really like you for him like kendall was like I really like y'all together even fucking miguel was like everytime he talks about me he be having this big ass grin on his face" daia explained making joy eyes widened

"miguel and rob said that he said he would bring you back but was planning on choosing me over you if we had another recoupling" joy said

"no that's not true.. I don't bullshit I don't make shit up don't do that" daia said

"what the hell" joy chuckled throwing her head back irritatingly

"yeah" daia said

"you can have him like I really don't care" joy said honestly making the girl nod

joy then proceeded to stand up dusting her pants off before daia spoke again

"can I give you a hug?" daia said making joy huff then nod her head

joy walked towards daia and gave her a side hug before walking away

joy walked towards everyone else seeing they were still seated at the table talking before she seen kendall trying to walk towards her

"kendall get out of my face and don't talk to me" joy said

"wait what is she freaking out about?" kendall said

"fuck him fuck miguel fucking all the boys up in this bitch" joy said to everyone who was at the table

joy then walked away trying to find miguel making leah immediately run behind her

"wait joy.." leah said once she seen the girl walking towards where miguel and kordell were talking

"miguel fuck you your weird! And your a liar and kordell I don't knownwhat your weird grimey ass is looking at" joy said pointing at the two males who looked at her

joy then made her way towards the deck where the two boys were

"your a fucking liar.. I don't know why y'all keep playing with me" joy said

"what?" miguel said confusedly

"nah nigga it ain't no what y'all got me fucked up" joy said

"y'all was just over here telling me how oh he was talking about you then whole time y'all was there hyping both of the motherfuckas up" joy mocked miguel's accent popping off

she then looked and faced kordell while punching her hands with her fists

"and kordell your weird asf and I already know your tired of me saying it but i don't give a fuck ima continue to say it so you can hear me out nice and clear every fucking time" joy snapped on kordell making him nod his head

"I just wanna know quickly why am I a liar I just wanna understand" miguel said

"i just fucking talked to her and she told me everything you weird ass niggas didn't tell me" joy said

"what she say?" miguel said

"are you- bro I can't do this I'm fucking pissed" joy cut herself off then chuckled before turning around walking away

"nah nah come back come back" kordell said

"joy!" miguel said

"everyone is fucking hurting me!" joy said with her voice cracking

"come here come here" leah said quickly following behind the girl who was losing it

"I'm so fucking done I'm tired of being lied to" joy cried walking away

joy roamed around the villa crying mad ass tears she felt like everyone was trying her

joy walked right back towards everyone while leah continued to follow her

"joy.." she heard kordell said

"shut the fuck up kordell" joy said

"kordell please" leah said

"leah stop, joy.." kordell said and continued

"shut the fuck up! stop talking to me" joy said

joy continued to walk everywhere irritatingly while everyone watched her

"come on and let's have a chat like grown people" kordell said

"you go and try to talk to her" miguel said getting right off the deck

"man she ain't gone talk to me dawg" kordell said

"just try to talk to her g" miguel said

joy went towards everyone else and stopped right infront of them

"well thanks to you" joy said looking at daia who nodded her head

"joy can I talk real quick" miguel said approaching the girl and everybody else

"no" joy said

"we can talk here" miguel said

"nope" joy said

"i wanna hear what you just said i wanna hear where your coming from" miguel said causing joy to walk right away

"i don't fuck with y'all" joy said as she continued to walk away leaving everyone else

and this time jana followed behind her while she tried to make her way towards the balcony

"this is so fucked up" joy said

joy continued to walk until she seen kordell and leah walking towards them

"your a piece a shit your such a piece of shit bro" joy chuckled as she continued to walk

"me? let's talk about why I'm a piece of shit?" kordell said

"okay come on so I can let you know" joy said as she continued to walk towards the deck

"let's have our one on one this is why I wanted to talk to you in the first place" kordell said as they continued to walk

"because you fucked up" joy said

"how did I fuck up?" kordell said

joy chuckled and ignored shaking her head and continued walking her way towards the deck

"talk to me!" kordell said

"fuck that im not talking to nobody" joy said

"no no no" kordell said

"no go please please!" joy said

"i need to hear you out first come here" kordell said waving her over as he walked towards the deck

"bro kordell dude.." joy huffed before she walked all the way to the deck with him

"tell me how you feel joy please" kordell said

"i literally just gave you a entire clue about how i feel" joy said pointing at herself

"i know but i just needed our one on one i understand your frustrated im not tryna yell at you just let me know wassup" kordell said

"fuck you" joy said waving him off

"just tell me how are you feeling" kordell said

"bro kordell your fucked up you disrespected me so bad" joy said pointing at him

"okay so like tell me how" kordell said

"bro kordell you- bro you know exactly why the fuck!" joy said cutting herself off with her voice cracking

she turned around and tried to walk away but kordell pulled her arm

"joy please talk to me" kordell said stopping the girl from walking away

"don't fucking touch me please like oh my fucking god" joy sobbed

"ight so let me know" kordell said

"you wasn't feeling bad for me at all like at all!" joy explained with tears running down her face

"I told her I felt like I disrespected you" kordell said

"and you wasn't feeling bad at all for fucking doing it" joy said

"I did I felt like a motherfucking dickhead" kordell said

"no the fucking sad and crazy part is how you bought her ass back! you know how bad that fucking hurt me" joy screamed and cried loudly

kordell had a devastating and horrible facial expression on his face once he heard the girl scream

"I ain't do that to rub it in ya face tho" kordell said as he put his hands around her waist trying to comfort her

"no no you bought her fucking back and that's all that matters" joy said pushing him softly making him stumble back a little

"bro joy" kordell said

"no you talking bout you didn't mean to disrespect me and shit get the fuck out of here" joy sobbed once again

"I told her about my feelings for you tho!" kordell said

"you obviously didn't you didn't at all cause I know for a motherfucking fact that you didn't have no feelings no fucking feelings kordell" joy said making kordell face drop

joy tried to walk away once again but he proceeded to stop her again

"look I fucked up and did a mistake so please let me fix it I'm sorry dawg" kordell said and he meant that.

"I don't give a fuck about no mistake shit cause at the end of the day you knew how I felt about you and you chose to do that shit to me" joy cried with a bunch of tears coming down her eyes

"I'm sorry that I did that to you I really am" kordell begged

"no like she obviously does enough for you so go with her!" joy said

"joy you not listening" kordell said

"i am, and your ass tryna switch up you better fucking stand on shit nigga" joy snapped

"i am standing on it" kordell said

"you don't feel bad for me at all" joy said

"i do feel bad for you what the fuck is you talking bout" kordell said

"nah kordell" joy said while wiping the tears off her face

"you can go ask them boys over there you can go ask her" kordell said

"no cause them fucking boys even lied to me the fuck I look like getting lied to again?" joy said

"bro you can go ask them" kordell said

"nah I ain't asking nobody fucking shit!" joy said

"bro listen" kordell said

"nope kordell im.. fucking.. done! for good" joy said finally

joy then walked around him and started walking away from him

"joy please.." kordell said

"no" joy said as she continued to walk away from him

"dawg you ain't really let me talk" kordell said

joy cried hardly while she continued to walk away not even realizing he was following behind her

"joy" kordell continued

"i fucking liked you dude" joy cried

"I know you did and I still like you I'm inlove with you dawg" kordell revealed while he continued to follow her

"that's probably lies too" joy cried and stoped and turned around

"no the hell is not  I fucking like you" kordell said stopping right with her

"you really should've never chose to fucking go!" joy said

"I fucked up" kordell said

"yes you did real fucking bad" joy said

"joy.." kordell said as she continued to cry covering her face with her hands

"not it's whatever I'm over it I'm done I can't do this no more" joy said

"I was never tryna hurt you or put you in this position" kordell said

"well congratulations you did" joy said

"I fucked up I got caught up in the moment yes I did" kordell said

"that's your choice so go be with your choice" joy sniffled

"that's not my choice" kordell said

"you literally jeopardized everything what we had for three days" joy said

"I didn't mean to do that" kordell said

"well you did" joy said and shrugged her shoulders

"dawg.." kordell said running his hands around his face

"well for me it was always you but obviously for you it was never me" joy said

joy said her last words and then proceeded to walk away once again but kordell wasn't giving up at all he started walking with her

"don't end it like this please" kordell said

"you ended it when you walked in with that bitch so I don't care" joy said waving the boy off

"bro that's fucking bullshit" kordell said

"go get your bitch" joy said

"joy.." kordell said

"go get your bitch like i said" joy said

joy fully got away from him and made her way towards the stairs making jana and leah follow her

she ran towards the bathroom and quickly looked down at the toilet throwing right up

it was just all the stress that's been built up in her for the last few days

joy sat there right on the bathroom floor crying badly with her knees up to her chest wrapping her arms around her legs while she laid her head on her knees

she sniffled and sobbed the entire night in the bathroom while everyone else was downstairs having a blast

and leah and jana were busy looking for her cause they thought she just went in the makeup room but when they went in there they didn't see her at all

joy was honestly over everything and she was really done with finding love

𝗔𝗥𝗜𝗡𝟭𝗞𝗔 𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗦™️

this chapter was really fucking sad

what the fuck do y'all think kordell should do?

THOUGHTS AND PREDICTIONS!?!?