The fire flickered.
But it was still cold.
Lily looked a Thorne. He didnât meet her eyes, looking out to the distance instead. They were almost there. At his destination. She wondered what this meant for them; would they just go their separate ways, never to meet again? Or would he come back to the grove and take her on another adventure all over again?
âWill you take me back home?â she asked him, breaking his concentration.
âMhm,â he said, turning back to look at her, âI suppose I have to, to repay everything youâve done for me.â
The sky was dark and her heart sunk low. She stared at the ground, thinking back to everything.
âYeah.â
She didnât know why she felt this way. Itâs like she was stuck to him, like if someone were to pull them apart; sheâd just cease to exist. Because, in a way, he made her feel like she could exist. Like she didnât have to spend all of her life hiding away.
But she was clumsy and insecure, she was hardly the ideal companion.
Lily didnât want to push but at the same time, she had to.
âCould you,â she began, opening her mouth before trailing off, âYouâ¦â
She wanted to stay.
âCould I?â Thorne asked, shifting his helmet to stare at her. Under his gaze she felt a fresh wave of shame.
âCould you promise to remember me?â she asked. That wasnât what sheâd wanted to say but she was too nervous to ask anything more. It felt as though the wrong question would have him disappear all over again.
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He seemed surprised.
âI didnât plan on forgetting.â He warmed his hands against the flame. They licked at his fingertips. Lily had never seen him do that before, she wondered why heâd decided today of all days to try.
âWhy do you ask?â he gave her a curious look.
âOh, I donât knowâ¦â she muttered.
There was so much to say but none of it was said aloud. Lily wished heâd just open his mouth, open himself up to her. But that was unfair of her to ask. After all, he knew next to nothing about her.
So, she decided to tell him.
âI-I have a secret to tell you, she started, her voice shimmering. She didnât let Thorne answer before she continued.
âWeâre at war, between us, you know?â she said, he tilted his head at the word, âThe humans and elves.â
âOr, I guess, we were at war.â She sighed. âYou and I. The humans and the elves.â
âDid you figure that out already?â she looked to him.
âOnly partly.â He shrugged, putting a hand onto hers.
âYou can guess who won then.â
He shook his head, âNo wars are ever fully won.â
âThis one was.â
âHow so?â
âWell for one,â Lily pressed her finger to her chest, âItâs just me left here.â
âBut thereâs more of you, surely?â His voice had a shake in it.
âIâd know if there was.â Lily sighed, âThey wouldnât leave me in the dark like that, my mother had so many powerful friends and knew so many people.â
âThey might not have been able to contact youâ¦â Thorne suggested, trying to keep her hopeful.
But Lily had gave up a long time ago.
âNo. Thereâs no one left.â she said even if she didnât want to believe it,
âItâs just me here.â
âOh Lily, Iâm so sorry,â Thorne sympathised. But she knew he didnât understand it. How it felt to be the last of anything.
âThey killed us, like animals,â Lily breathed. Their campfire flicker in her eyes. But it was a hundred times bigger and she was just a toddler standing at the center of her village, limp doll in hand.
âAnd all the law-makers in the world couldnât hold a candle to the bonfires that came after my family.â
Thorne didnât answer, she wondered if he finally knew how it felt to not have all the words.
âI wish I could fix it,â he started to talk then stopped. He shuddered, unsure what to say next.
She stared at him, the void in his visor never giving her the answers she was looking for.
There was a stale quiet between the two of them. Lilyâs feelings hung low but she still forced a soft smile.
âSo thatâs my secret. You can keep it, if you want.â
âIâll keep it.â Thorne sounded serious, âItâs as good as mine.â
âThatâs good then.â
Thorne looked up at the sky. Lily did too. One day, this same sky would be the only thing they shared.