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Flash back
Aslan was finally out of his work , his work was almost finished by his schedule and he relaxed on his chair and her thoughts started running in his mind ....
" This woman is giving me a tough time " he mumbled while leaning back in his chair
After sometime he exited from his company and moved towards the parking block but suddenly a man bumped into him , before he could react he felt a unbearable pain on his stomach
That man dug the knife in his stomach and pulled it out with force , the blood flowed out , aslan stumbled back and which made aslan weak on his knees , before aslan could defend the shooting sounds echoed in parking block and aslan's guards got alert in no time and ran towards the parking block
And aslan was struggling in pain suddenly a sniper shot at his shoulder and his leg , which just touched his shoulder ripping his skin slightly making him fall
He fell on the floor and everything went Blurr infront of him
At present time
Inaya and ikis were rushing towards the main ward in hospital
Inaya tears gathered in her eyes , her heart was feeling heavy , she felt uneasiness and restless after getting informed by his condition , she never thought she would face this situation
, they reached the room and saw deniz out of his room , his dress and hands was stained in blood , he was sitting out of the room
But when he saw Inaya , he got up from his seat " don't worry , he will be fine in no time " he said without meeting her gaze
" How ... how it's ...happened " Inaya asked while moving towards him , but he didn't look up " just an rival attack " he replied
And inaya turned to the room and saw doctors through transperant window and saw his condition , a tear left from her eye
" Just deniz , just ...he is looking life less on the bed , his heart rate is not normal ." her voice broke from her throat , her voice was below whisper , her mind fell numb
She sat on the chair , while trying to control herself from crying out and intertwined her both hands fingers , which were shaking constantly and praying in her mind to allah , Inaya wasn't ready to face this , it was hurting her unknowingly
ikis sat beside her , comforting her , she never thought it would turn out like this ,
After sometime doctors exited from the operation room and Deniz and Inaya walked towards them " what happened doctor , is he fine , now , his condition , is it better now " Deniz asked without taking a breadth , he was also worried but he didn't show
" He is out of danger, don't worry , but his blood flowed out too much , and some wounds are deep , it will take time to cure and we will keep him in observation for 3 days after that , you can discharge him from hospital " doctor replied politely and they nodded
Inaya felt a pang of relief and mumbled " shukr alhumdulillah
The doctor went away and a nurse came towards them and handed the medicine and test list , deniz went away to buy them
" He will get his consciousness in some hours " she informed and Inaya nodded , Inaya rubbed her tears away through niqab
Inaya and ikis walked in the room but still Inaya was feeling so bad to see him in this condition
She walked towards bed and sat beside him while staring at his unconscious body , which was covered with an oxygen mask and cotton bandages on his stomach and shoulder ...
She held his hand which was connected with glucose pipe with her trembling hand
She intertwined her finger with his finger and stared at his face , she was on edge to cry out , she was holding her tears
On the other hand , osman was finally feeling excited after getting his plan successful and made his guards spy on the hospital
But they didn't know that Deniz maintained their bodyguards on high alert around hospital and was searching for the attacked madly
" Just get underground with this money and don't contact anyone " he said while placing the dollar's on the table and that man nodded while grabbing the dollar and left from his office
Osman leaned back on his chair while smriking , and was ready to make another plan
At morning :
Inaya and ikis glanced at his unconscious body last time before leaving the hospital
The reached the mansion to get fresh up and Inaya prayed her fajr salah and raised her hands to make dua
Tears formed in her eyes , her heart felt heavy by remembering his unconscious body in the hospital bed , she was afraid of thought of losing him
" Ya allah , you have tested me many times , ya rabb but please don't test me with this condition , i don't know why I am feeling helpless and afraid of losing him , ya allah you are the one who cure and heals please allah please cure him , give him shifa ," she caressed her palms on the face
After getting ready they left for hospital , inaya was praying constantly for him
On the other hand in hospital , aslan was laid on the bed and was slowly getting in councious
He opened his eyes slowly and saw deniz busy in a call , his back was facing him
Aslan tried to sit up but a his abdomen pain made him wince and jerk back
He growled in pain , Deniz looked back after listening to his voice " thank God , you are not dead " deniz sighned in relief
Aslan looked at him with irritating expression , he was still wincing in pain , he relaxed on the bed , still layed and looked around to find someone
Deniz looked at him " inaya will be here in some minutes " Deniz informed and aslan gave him an unreadable expression
" Do you find the man that attacked me " aslan asked without looking at him , his voice was low
" searching , I'll find him " Deniz replied in straight voice making aslan nod
Aslan was looking up at the ceiling , controlling himself from growling in pain , the pain was unbearable
Inaya and ikis entered the room , aslan looked up after listening to the door voice , inaya looked at him with little shock after seeing him concious and walked towards at him
" Aslan are you okay , how are you feeling , should I inform the doctor , I know the pain will be unbearable , respond man are you okay " she asked while walking towards him
Aslan was staring at her , when she threw the bunch of questions which were referring to worry , he felt happy seeing her worry
" Calm down Inaya " aslan replied and forwarded his hand slightly and before he can look at her she held his hand and sat beside him
" Are you feeling pain , is it unbearable " Inaya asked while looking at his bandages on his stomach
And he nodded slightly without meeting her gaze " don't push yourself too much to stand , or too even talk , just let your body rest now , " Inaya advised in low voice
And he nodded , she just held his hand with her two hands and started reciting some verses of Qur'an
no one but allah makes the situation easier
After sometime the doctors entered the room , no one was in the room only Inaya and aslan and he was already asleep and she was still reciting verses
Inaya went out when they came in and the doctor started instructing the nurses to change the bandages and about medicines
After three days he got discharged from hospital and Inaya was beside him in everything , whenever he needed any help
Now they were walking in the mansion and Inaya was helping him and his hand was resting on her shoulder, his leg was also injured slightly , so he finds difficulty to walk properly
They reached the living room and alsan relaxed on the couch and placed his hand on the top of the couch and went away to take off her Abaya in room
After some minutes she returned back and headed towards the kitchen and ikis was already making the coffee
Inaya took the glass of water and made her way towards the living room and aslan was on the couch looking up at the ceiling , relaxed
She stood in front him , making him look up at her
She handed him the glass of water and he pulled it from her and nodded
Inaya couldn't understand his expression , Inaya was confused about what was he feeling and what's going on his mind
She sat beside him at a distance when he was sipping the water
" Aslan " she called out in soft voice
he hummed in response without meeting her gaze
" Are ... Are you okay " she asked in her low voice , she thought something is running in his mind , which is disturbing him
He nodded , making her more confused because she never saw him calm
" Are you disturbed about something " she again asked titling her head in confusion , this time her voice was low and softer
He shook her head and met her gaze , which were eager to look in his eyes
" Nothing , but i want to say something " he said while maintaining an intense gaze making her nod , he signed
" Thank you , thank you so much for being patient with him , thank you so much for always being my side , thank you so much for looking after me , I know this must be cheesy but i never got treated like this , whenever I got worse than this situations , so I'm just thanking you and i know this may not be enough infront of your help and understandings , but thank you Inaya " he said in softer and vulnerable voice
Making Inaya skip heart beat , she was amused by his words but didn't show , she just stared at him and nodded and lowered her gaze
" You are like blessing in my life , i don't know if I deserve this or not " he confessed again , he maintained a intense gaze on her , when she was avoiding
Unknowingly , She couldn't help but her cheeks turned crimson red , her gaze was lower , she didn't utter anything in return , she felt a bunch of butterflies in her stomach
She was calming her unrecognizable feelings , she didn't dare to lift her gaze , what if she will be vulnerable
But he noticed her blush crept cheeks , he was beyond shocked , he finally broke her rough nature
" Are . you . blushing " he said , amazed making her more embarrassed
She looked up with wide eyes and touched her cheeks , tried to change her expression , she wanted to dig the grave and settle in it right now , cause of her non responsible nature and flushed cheeks
" I .. i .. i .. i .. shut up aslan " she looked away , and closed her eyes in frustration
He couldn't help but laugh out by her frustrated response
" Sorry to disturb the couple talk but the lunch is ready and Inaya , your phone was constantly buzzing " ikis came out from now where and informed Inaya
Inaya nodded and walked away without looking at him , he pressed his lips together to stop his laugh and nodded to ikis words
Inaya opened her phone and saw 4 missed calls of aslihan and her messages , she shrugged it off
They had lunch and Inaya helped aslan to settle in her room , downstairs
He was relaxed on the bed , his head on the headboard of bed and Inaya entered the room with medicine and water in her hands
She avoided his eye contact and walked towards him and forwarded the medicines without meeting his gaze
He didn't pull water from her , then she looked up and he smiled slightly and pull the medicines from her and glass of water , his fingers brushed against her finger
Making her feel something , she avoided
At night :
After dinner aslan was concentrating on his work on his laptop , the files were spread on the bed and inaya was busy in her work on the couch
After work , she moved near the bed making him look up from his laptop with raised eye brows
" For sometime keep your work aside , you need to get change your cotton bandages " she informed without meeting his gaze
He nodded and placed his laptop his aside
" Take off your shirt " she said without hesitation and without realising
Aslan was taken a back by her bold move and stared at her in disbelief
" Take off man " she said settling the bandages in the bed
He nodded and started unbuttoning his shirt , he took off his shirt and placed it aside showing off his abs and biceps which were designed by wounds and old marks slightly
She looked up without hesitation and started change his bandages , her hands worked like a expertise like she was , she was treating him she used to treat patient but here aslan was feeling her hands on his abs , abdomen , something twitched in his stomach
He looked away to distract the feel , his hands fisted showing off his veins
In some minutes she changed the bandage and treated his wounds perfectly
He was staring into her soul , when she was avoiding his gaze , she arranged the things in the first aid box and he wore his shirt , she was about to walk away from bed but he held her wrist , making her look up at him
She raised her eyebrows , hus Adam's bobbled down , he wanted to ask something but he was a little nervous and scared , what if she says something ....
" Can i ask you something , Inaya " he asked softly and Inaya sat back and gave a nod
" What if I started to like you " he blurted out making her breath hitch , she pulled her wrist from him smoothly
He was looking at her to reply to him , she gulped and didn't know what to say "Â don't , it will hurt you " she blurted out While looking away
" Then , why are you being so nice to me " he asked in disbelief , he never thought she would reply something like this
" It doesn't need any reason to be nice with you " she spat back , he didn't say anything just concentrated back on his work , still amused by her straight forward words
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She adjusted her schedules to take care of him and the weeks passed and by the time he healed , he was now much better but still his abdomen hurts whenever he tries to do fast actions , he feels a sharp pain
He started attending the meetings and started to plan against osman
And on the other hand , osman was regretting for not killing him at that day
His frustration was growing every time he saw aslan healing and attending the meetings
However , after getting failed miserably he got to a point to first separate them
In osman office
" So , you are telling me that you don't have any interest in me , I'm glad " osman mocked
looking at his fiance ,
A woman , a self made billionaire who is also the best competition for every business man and a sharp minded and smart woman with stylish dressing sense and beautiful face features , who was rejected by aslan , he rejected her without looking at her because he was uninterested in marriage at that time
She nodded uninterestedly to his words " just spilling the tea , I know that you are obsessed with aslan's wife and i want him , I called you to explain the things but you didn't attend my call , just to clear the things I can help you in destroying " she spoke in staright voice , her words were sharp and rough
" Does that mean you are helping me to get that bastard  " osman asked in disbelief , he was amused by her words and plan
She nodded , " and why do you think I need your help " he asked in stern voice
" Because I saw your every plan failing miserably and i know my plan will never fail " she replied with confidence and grabbed dior purse from the table
" I don't wanna repeat my words , if you intrested in my plan you can accompany it , if not I have my own ways to achieve what i want " she said in business tone
" It depends on your plan Ashra , spill it out and I will decide it later  " osman replied and sat straight on his chair to listen her
She nodded " so , like every beautiful couple and every beautiful story destroyed because of a third person , i will add a third person in their life , and it will surely shatter their bond " she said while slight smrik on her face and osman nodded
And she explains to him every detail of her plan , he finds it amusing and brilliant plan .......
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I'm so happy that he is healing , his wounds didn't take much time to heal and i thought the wounds were too deep to heal in time , but i think , allah listened to me , I'm so great full about that
But i don't think , I could answer him of his question , which kept me wide awake in nights , I pretended to sleep
I know it must be hurtful to him , that I replied to him too rudely , but I came too far from liking him , and i think he doesn't deserve a girl like him
The truth is I'm incapable of love , i don't think I can put the same efforts as him
And after my past , I don't think , I could settle with him , He doesn't know anything about me and my past , and if he gets to know about it he will surely dislike me or may be he will divorce me to get ride off ,
And i know , I won't be able to love again
My life looks like a beautiful sunny day but reality is , it's a dark gloomy day which isn't covered qoth illuminating sunlight but dark clouds
I can't let him enter in to this darkness
He deserves better ...........
I know I started liking him no but more than liking him , but I can't let my feelings win now , i just want to control my feelings because , i know my emotions will break again like last time....
I wiped away my tears , just one more month , and I'll be free , I will try not to cry when I leave , I will try not to appear weak , I will try not be vulnerable infront of him
He met me when I was healing from my past , when I started liking everything about my life , and i think , I liked how he treated me with care and respect but in this month he acted like a man who was my nightmare
I never thought I would face this situation with him but he apologized and i know it's not his fault , it's his work fault , he has many enimes
I just don't want to overthink again about every single thing , just let it go Inaya ,just let it go , you will be free form everything very soon
I'll be free from this and It will hurt somehow because I think it's too difficult to forget a man who was too nice to me., who treated me kindly , who made me believe that all men are not the same , who knelt in front of me when he didn't do anything intentionally
My thoughts got disturbed by the buzz if my phone and I saw the caller id of alara
She was beside me in hospital when he was admitted she was comforting me all time
I attended tha call " assalamualikum , alara " I said
" Walaikum asslam , inaya " she asked in concern
"how are you , you said me that you are going to tell me something , I'm excited about it " I said
" Yah .. I called to inform you about that only , I'm calling my all friends and some cousins , to announce something , so you have to join in that too , it's like a girls party , and you have to arrive here exactly 9:00 at dinner okay , and you have to stay in my house till morning and come With ikis " she informed in excited tone
" Okay but i think I should ask him , if he says yes , because you are telling me to stay until morning , okay I'll be there with ikis " i replied ,
" Ohh , some one is being a obiendient wife , huh " she said a teasing tone , a laught broke out from my throat
We shared some talks and she hund the call , she invited me at her house to attend the girls party
It's now noon , and the party is at night , I think I should ask him , what if he is busy
Let's give it a try , At first I informed ikis to join me and she hesitated for some time but I insisted her and she agreed , i passed smile at her and dialed his number
It was too awkward to face him , he asked me that I never thought , he would. But act fool Inaya , just ignore everything and talk to him.
After two rings , he attended my call , I took a deep breath
" Assalamualaikum , aslan " i greeted and he greeted me back
" I called you because , i wanted to inform you that alara invited me and ikis for the party , it's a girl's party and she wanted me to stay there until morning , so i just called you to- " i tried to explain in calm voice , my heart was beating too fater , but then he cutted off me
Which made me skip a beat
" You don't need to inform me all the time , Inaya , just go and have fun " he stated in straight voice , with that he hung up the call
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