Gu Yaoyang didnât want to admit it, so Lin Yuyan didnât mention it again. He thought that Gu Yaoyang was shy and secretly kept this matter inside his heart. He was secretly happy inside.
The next day, he went to Mr. Zengâs place to draw as usual. Although Gu Yaoyang had slandered him all over the place yesterday, Lin Yuyan still respected his teacher very much.
However, Mr. Zeng has been very busy recently. He would go to the club in the morning and return to give him pointers in the afternoon. Mr. Zeng received an email and opened it. He looked at the contents before asking, âYuyan, do you have anything to do these days?â
Lin Yuyan put down his pen and answered, â No, whatâs the matter?â
Mr. Zeng replied, âThatâs great, Iâm going to hold a solo exhibition in the south next weekend. I need you to help me.â
Lin Yuyan had seen many art exhibitions, but this was his first time holding an exhibition himself. The showroom wasnât ready-made either. Mr. Zeng had bought a small wooden house at the foot of the mountain in the suburbs some time ago. He plans to renovate it and use it as his showroom and studio.
He usually paints at home, but now that he has a studio, heâll probably paint there. He might be getting bored of staying at home.
The weather in Mostine was getting warmer recently, and Lin Yuyan was wearing a thick sweater and a floral apron that was covered in paint. He stood on the ladder and helped Mr. Zeng paint the walls. On the wall are the sceneries painted by Mr. Zeng. There were spring, summer, autumn, and winter sceneries.
âHow are you and Yaoyang?â
Mr. Zeng was dressed similarly to his little apprentice. He was holding a palette in one hand and a brush in the other and was sketching the falling leaves on the autumn view.
Lin Yuyan didnât know much about this work yet. He climbed down the ladder with a colorful face and answered with a smile, âWeâre doing pretty good.â
After all, theyâre couples who have just confirmed their relationship and were happy every day. Lin Yuyan was so happy that he always had a smile on his face, he was only short of putting a few large characters on his forehead that says, âIâm in loveâ
Mr. Zeng followed suit with a smile. His black and white mustache twitched left and right and made him look like he had a mischievous thought.
âApprentice, ah. Can I call you that?â
Lin Yuyan answered, âOf course, you can call me anything you want.â
Mr. Zeng nodded in satisfaction, and asked from the corner, âHow much do you know about professional ring games?â
Lin Yuyan replied, âIâm not very clear about it, but I searched for some information when Gu Yaoyang was going to join the club.â
âSo you know a few things?â
âMhn.â
Mr. Zeng said, âActually, several agencies contacted me a while ago. They were hoping that I could transfer Yaoyang to them.â
âWhy?â
âBecause he is very sought after. Many clubs rushed to recruit him before he joined me. He didnât intend to become a professional player, but you know, I want to see him participate in professional competitions.â
Mr. Zeng sighed and continued, âBesides, the quality of the players who participated in training this year isnât very good. I have three recommendation spots, and thereâs still one empty spot left.â
Lin Yuyan knew that Mr. Zeng had always wanted Gu Yaoyang to play professionally, but Gu Yaoyang had his vision. They were related to his past, and nobody could easily change them.
âBut he doesnât want toâ¦â
âThatâs why I came to you.â Mr. Zeng continued, âYou already knew why Gu Yaoyang didnât want to participate right?â
Lin Yuyan nodded.
Mr. Zeng glanced at his apprentice and spoke with a tone akin to a human trafficker, âBut his parents died a long time ago, and those situations in his family have nothing to do with him now. He shouldnât bear his parentsâ crimes. Heâs too stuck in the past. He has to look forward, to have a bright future.â
Mr. Zeng placed his palette down and patted Lin Yuyan on the shoulder. He earnestly said, âDo you want to see him live in the past for the rest of his life?â
Lin Yuyan shook his head.
âSo, you have to help him.â
âMe? Didnât you say that he doesnât needâ¦â
âItâs you.â Mr. Zeng continued, âI did tell you that he doesnât need someone to come save him.â
âYes.â
âBut he needs a future, and you are his future.â
The word âfuture; seemed too far away. It was so far that Lin Yuyan hadnât even thought about it that deeply.
But Mr. Zeng mentioned it today, so he began to think about it. The four seasons on the wall seem to alternate. When he looked around, it felt that year after year have passed. It also seemed that from this moment onward, Lin Yuyanâs future would always have a shadow of Gu Yaoyang, and he would be by his side every day in the future.
Todayâs weather is good, and the surrounding snow has melted a lot. Lunch was settled in the empty exhibition hall. Besides Lin Yuyan, Mr. Zeng had also called several other people to help him.
In the afternoon, Gu Yaoyang also came.
âIsnât it cold?
Lin Yuyan was squatting in the yard to help clean up the weeds. He was wearing a pair of dirty white gloves and his face was dripping with sweat. Gu Yaoyang squatted beside him and helped him wipe the paint off his face before joining him in cleaning the yard.
Lin Yuyan hasnât met him for a long time. He tilted his head intimately and rubbed against him. He smiled and said, âItâs not cold. It feels like the temperature has risen recently.â He then asked, âDid Mr. Zeng ask you to come?â
Gu Yaoyang responded with a, âHmn.â
Lin Yuyan said: âHe seems to have something to talk to you about.â
âIâve talked about it with him a long time ago, but he kept on mentioning it.â Gu Yaoyang took out a cigarette but Lin Yuyan snatched it away. Holding a handful of weed, he seriously said, âGo back and smoke in a different place, Itâs easy to catch a fire here.â
Gu Yaoyang glanced at him, âHow lenient.â
Lin Yuyan snorted. He helped him put away the cigarette and asked, âThen what do you think?â
Gu Yaoyang asked back, âWhat about your thoughts?â
Lin Yuyan replied, âOf course, I respect your choices. Although playing in the professional arena would be great, I still think that the most important thing is for you to be happy.â
Gu Yaoyang asked, âDidnât Zeng Yi ask you to be a middleman? Why are you betraying him?â
âEh?â Lin Yuyan asked, âHow did you know that teacher is going to use me?â
Gu Yaoyang answered, âWhat other purpose would he have for calling me here now?â
Lin Yuyan rubbed against him again and praised with a smile, âYouâre so smart.â
Gu Yaoyang replied, âYouâre not bad either. You could also see that he intends to take advantage of me by using you.â
After a short pause, he asked again, âWhat about you? Put aside my thoughts, do you think I should play professionally?â
Lin Yuyan nodded and answered honestly, âI hope you can stand on a higher ground and be in a better position. Youâre great at it, maybe you could even become a boxing star.â
Gu Yaoyang raised his eyebrows, âDo you like stars?â
âNo.â Lin Yuyan turned his head and kissed him on his cheeks. After a moment, he smiled and said, âI like you.â
The two cleaned up the weeds at the door and found a flower hidden in a pile of snow. Although it was withered, the petals were still in good shape. Lin Yuyan picked a handful of it, he then found a red rope nearby and tied them together.
After tidying up, the two sat on the wooden steps to bask in the sun. The room behind the door was buzzing with activity. Mr. Zeng was instructing the workers to measure the size and prepare to make a few new cabinets.
Lin Yuyan leaned on Gu Yaoyangâs shoulder. He held his hand and traced the lines on his palms. They were a bit rough, but his fingers are slender and beautiful. If he wasnât born into such a family, he wouldâve been a pampered young master. Even if he wasnât one, he wouldâve been a naughty, sunny, and bright boy.
âWill you leave me?â
âHuh?â
Gu Yaoyang asked suddenly, âWill you leave me?â
Lin Yuyan answered, âOf course not.â
âAre you sure?â
âIâm not only sure of it, I can even swear it.â
After Lin Yuyan finished the sentence, he held up two fingers and seriously said, âI swear, I will never leave you. Although we may be separated for a while in the last of high school, we could video call every day, and I will come back to you as soon as I graduate.â
He placed his hand down and leaned into Gu Yaoyangâs shoulders again. He talked about everything that happened today and the possibilities that could happen in the future, âIf you choose to play professionally, I would choose to study at the university closest to you. This way, I could go to school with a peaceful mind. It would be better if we could live in the same city, or even live together. We could also raise a small pet, like a kitten, or maybe a puppy, or even a parrot. Iâll learn to cook when youâre away. Iâll try to make some healthy recipes, professional players need to eat nutritious meals, right? When I learn it, Iâll prepare a super rich meal for you. We could also grow some plants and flowers and put them on the balcony like Uncle Zhou. I could also put my easel on the balcony, and place your sandbag in the study.â
Gu Yaoyang shook his hand and asked, âWhy do you want a balcony?â Lin Yuyan answered, âBecause Iâm younger than you and need to absorb sunlight to grow.â
Gu Yaoyang laughed, âHow are you younger than me?â
Lin Yuyan knew that he was thinking in the wrong direction, so he immediately answered, âIsnât it obvious from my age? my height?!â
He answered so adorably, just listening to him could make peopleâs heart flutter. Gu Yaoyang still wanted to ask him a question but swallowed the question back down. He was afraid of reminding Lin Yuyan of his own situation, afraid that he would shrink back after hearing it.
âThen say it again, say that you wonât leave me.â
Lin Yuyan raised the corners of his mouth and said word by word right into his ear, âI will definitely never leave you, no matter what happens, I will never leave you. He spoke so firmly and earnestly. Gu Yaoyang became silent for a long time and replied with the corners of his mouth curled up, âWell then, I could try to participate in the professional competition.â
Lin Yuyan didnât expect him to make such a decision, he asked in surprise, âReally?â
Gu Yaoyang answered, âYes.â
âWhy?â
âNo reason, maybe itâs because I want to raise a little parrot.â
Lin Yuyan asked with a smile, âThen youâll become a boxing star?â
âMaybe.â
âGreat!â Lin Yuyan kissed him again. He held the bouquet of dried flowers beside him and handed it to Gu Yaoyang with a big smile, âFrom now on, Youâll be a big star, and Iâll be your little painter.â