He couldnât do this.
Not with her. Not when she adopted such a blasé attitude over his motherâs condition.
What was he talking about?
What the fuck did she think he was talking about?
Storm seethed as he slipped back into the AIDO that night. So close. Heâd come so close to charbroiling her where she stood. Kitara wreaked havoc on his sense of controlâsomething he couldnât afford.
ââ¦you donât know nearly as much as you think you do about meâ¦â
Her mother couldnât possibly be Moriah Orinokë: a Healer and a damn near-perfect Emissaryâthe immortals who had the closest contact with humans.
None of it added up.
Storm nearly folded then. Even drafted a message to his father telling him he couldnât take it. He couldnât look her in the eye and not wish with every fiber of his being she was someone else.
Anyone else.
Someone he could end without an iota of guilt.
Instead, he punched a pillow into submission and fell into a troubled sleep.
In the morning, Stormâs temper had cooledâ¦somewhat. He picked up his phone from his bedside table and reviewed the draft message to his father. After a moment, with a groan, he deleted it without sending it.
Doubt was a powerful thing.
â...Do you really think she emerges from deep undercover for every reassignment?â¦Saoirse left the field specificallyâat great risk to herself, might I addâto facilitate my transfer from Spokaneâ¦â
The High Sleeper was Kitaraâs mentor. Even he couldnât deny their apparent familiarity.
â...Kitara, how was your travel?â
âUneventful. Thanks for arranging it.â
âNo trouble at all. Itâs the least I could doâ¦â
One truth didnât necessarily disprove a dozen suspected lies. But that one truth was a powerful one. Even Storm, the son of the High Councilor, hadnât known of Saoirseâs existence before that debriefing in the Commanderâs office.
ââ¦My mother was Moriah Orinokëâ¦the report on my mom was a cover-up. The High Council hid what really happened to preserve their reputationâ¦â
It would certainly explain the High Councilâs refusal to do away with Kitara after her family ambushed his mother.
But Moriah Orinokë�
She wouldnât have done thatâ¦right?
ââ¦Iâve been asked to give a lecture about Moriah Orinokë at an upcoming seminarâ¦â
Almost unconsciously, Storm initiated a phone call.
âHey, Storm. Whatâs up?â
He sat up a little, clearing his throat. âHey, Zayne. I have aâ¦well, a sorta insane question for you.â
âUm, okay?â His friend sounded wary.
âYouâve been researching Moriah Orinokë lately, right? For the seminar?â
âYeah, itâs in a few days. Why?â
âOkay, hereâs the insane part. Have you found anything indicating she may have beenâ¦Felled?â
Zayneâs shock was palpable even through the phone. âWhat? No, of course not. Why would you ask that?â
âA rumor I heard,â Storm hedged.
âMoriah Orinokë died on a mission,â Zayne reminded him. âEveryone knows that. My mom was really upset when it happened.â
âRight,â Storm replied. âCan you at least tell me what she was doing on that mission that killed her?â
Zayneâs subsequent hesitation made Storm sit all the way up.
âYou know,â the Ambassador said slowly, âI canât, actually. I didnât really find much about that at all.â
Storm frowned. âThe Historian is helping you though, right?â
âDevika? Yeah, butâ¦â Zayne hesitated again with a near-audible frown coming through the line. âWeâve never really talked about how she died. And I donât exactly want to make Ma relive it.â
âNo, of course not,â Storm said hastily.
âYou could go to the library and ask; Iâm sure sheâs still got most of those materials handy, and sheâs really good at digging for information.â
âYeah, maybe so.â
âIâve got a meeting, so Iâve gotta run, but let me know what you find, okay?â
âSure. Thanks, Zayne.â
âYep.â
The call disconnected.
No way in hell was Storm going to ask Devika for help. He would have questioned Kitara about her, except she sent him over the edge first.
The memory made Storm scowl, and he placed a second call.
The other party wasnât quite as receptive as Zayne.
âWhat, Storm?â Alasdair sounded annoyed.
âHey, sorry to bother you,â Storm said. âButâ¦what information do you think you could get me about Moriah Orinokë?â
A brief pause followed on the other end. âYouâre interrupting my workday for aâ¦history lesson?â
âI mean, youâre the one who has all the access to everything or whatever. I asked Zayne, but he didnât really know.â
The Engineer sighed. âBecause thatâs a Historian question. Go to the library. Ask for Devika. She might be able to help you.â
Storm stifled a groan. âWhat if Iâ¦canât?â
Alasdair paused. âCanâtâ¦talk to Dev? Did she say or do something to you?â
âNo, not exactly, justââ
âStorm.â Alasdairâs exasperation was back. âIf this is some silverblooded thing about mingling with plebeians, Iâm unsympathetic.â
Storm frowned. âYou know me better than thatâwhy would you say that?â
âBecause unless Devika has mortally offended you in some way, I donât know why youâre bugging me instead.â
âSo you canât do it?â
âI could, but I wonât. Dev will know exactly what you need. Tell her I sent you; she might do it as a favor for me.â
Storm tried again. ââDairââ
The Engineerâs patience ran out. âStorm, I donât have time for this; Iâm busy.â
âWhyâd you pick up then?â
âIn case it was about something actually important.â
âOkay, fine, sorry,â Storm grumbled. âI guess Iâll go to the library.â
Alasdair didnât deign to reply and hung up.
Sighing, Storm swung his legs out of bed. He pulled on some clean clothes before lacing up his boots and slipping from his quarters in the direction of the library. Given his status, Storm resided in the Ambassadorsâ wing on the opposite side of the AIDOâs central building, reserved for high-profile immortals like himself and his friends, and visiting Ambassadors or high-profile officials from other facilities and even other realms. His proximity made it unnecessary to traverse the underground compound via the train like many others who lived in the facility. He passed a statue of an angel holding a book aloft, denoting the libraryâs corridor, which lay just beyond. He hadnât been to the library in a while; he had stopped searching for answers a long time ago.
ââ¦You should know better than anyone, because whatever happened to your mom has been mysteriously covered up too!â
Something else Kitara was right about. How did she know?
With a frown, Storm entered the library through a pair of swinging glass doors, behind which the room towered as tall as the building with floor to ceiling mahogany shelves. It smelled of history, of lives lived. Rich, warm leather and a hint of something like sawdust from the millions of leaves of paper, cut only by the sharp, modern smell of technology emanating from the dozens of screens humming throughout the space. As large as it was, Stormâs footsteps still echoed heavily in the space.
A glass partition separated an office from the rest of the library. Through it, the Historian bent over a stack of books. Storm tapped twice on the glass as he peered through the doorway.
Devikaâs eyes flickered up at him, and she sat back, lacing her fingers together as she observed the newcomer in her office. âHello, Storm.â
âDevika.â
She waited a beat, but when he didnât immediately volunteer his reason for visiting, she asked, âWhat can I do for you?â
Storm rubbed the back of his neck. âIâ¦uh, Iâm hoping you can help me with something.â
âWhat do you need? Research?â The Historian dutifully pulled out her tablet to take notes. âIf you need me to dig into something for ourâ¦mutual friend, Iâm here to help.â
Storm shook his head. âNo, itâs not that. Zayne and Alasdair suggested I come by forâ¦a project.â
Emotion flickered through Devikaâs gaze but disappeared before Storm could identify it. âAnd what project is that?â
âIâm looking for information about, uhâ¦recent Fallen,â Storm hedged, leaning against the doorframe. âMaybe the lastâ¦century or so?â
Devika scrutinized him with narrowed eyes, chewing the inside of her lip before replying. âI have to request special access to those archives. I wonât have it right away.â
âThe Fallen are classified?â Storm couldnât help asking.
She nodded. âNo one is interested in them except to gossip, so they keep the archives locked away from the general populace.â
âThatâs smart,â he admitted.
âItâs bad enough they were Felledâbetter theyâre not a constant source of conversation for weeks after.â She narrowed her eyes at him. âSo you canât go running off to blab whatever you find to any immortal who crosses your path.â
âI wouldnât do that. I just need to review some old records.â
âFor your âproject.ââ Devika sounded dubious.
âRight.â He offered her a tentative smile.
She looked unimpressed, her expression flat. âIâll see what I can do.â
âThanks. I appreciate it.â
She gave him a sharp nod and he backed out of the office.