Got a few minutes to talk?
Late in the afternoon following Stormâs outburst, Kitara read Devikaâs message and replied.
For you, always.
She sat at her computer and initiated a secure video conference. Devikaâs face appeared on her screen.
âHey Dev,â she said with a smile. âEverything okay?â
Devikaâs eyes darted up over her monitor and back again. âMaybe, I donât know.â
Kitara frowned. âWhat is it?â
âStorm came in here this morning.â
Kitara blinked, then leaned back. âWhat did he want?â
âHe wants access to the Fallen archives. Says itâs for a project, except I happen to know the Fallen are of interest to you right now, too. I could be a lot more efficient if weâre all on the same page. Are you twoâ¦working separate angles?â
Kitara shook her head slowly. âIâm actually not sure. Not that Iâm aware of. What did he say?â
âHe wants records on any Fallen of the last century or so. I figured it was because of the Generalâs interest.â
Kitara closed her eyes and rubbed the bridge of her nose. âI havenât told him about the Doruri, or Ostragarnâs interest in them.â
Devika blinked, then frowned. âWhat do you mean âyou havenât told him?ââ
âI mean, until you and I determine if thereâs anything to it, I havenât included it in any official reports. This is something else.â
Her friendâs frown deepened. âKitara, whatâs going on?â
The Sleeper sighed. âI told you he and Declan came to the dark strip, right?â
âYeahâ¦?â
âStorm came back. Alone.â
Devikaâs eyes widened. âHe did?â
âYeah. Said he had questions for me. Myâ¦my mom came up, and we fought. Nearly came to blows, actually.â
The Historianâs jaw dropped. âWhat? Oh my god, have you reported him?â She shook her head. âStupid question, surely you haveââ
âNo,â Kitara answered honestly. âI thought about it, but no.â
âWhy on earth not?â
The Sleeper laced her fingers together and leaned forward on her elbows. âHe said some things about my family. Things thatâ¦made me think he had a reason.â
Devika scowled. âThereâs not a single thing that could possibly justify him attacking you.â
âEven if he believes my family is the reason his mom is comatose?â
Her friend sat back a little, surprised. âWhy would he?â
âIâll give you two guesses,â Kitara muttered.
âYou think his dad told him that?â
âCornelius hasnât exactly been candid about much else.â
âBut why would he do that? And then make Storm your handler?â
âI have no idea,â Kitara said. âMaybe he thought Storm would refuse to work with me, or vice versa. It certainly makes a lot more sense that he insisted on this assigned pairing. I knew there was a catch. There always is with him.â
âManipulative asshole,â Devika grumbled.
âYeah. Butâ¦if Storm wholeheartedly believes my family is responsible for his motherâs condition thenâ¦his behavior the last few weeks starts to make sense. I canât say I wouldnât react the same way.â
Devika leaned closer to the screen. âSo you think heâs trying to look into your family?â
âNo,â Kitara replied. âI think heâs trying to look into my mom. Iâ¦may have mentioned her name in the heat of the moment.â
âOh geez, Kitara!â
âYeah. Heâsâ¦trying to verify.â
âStars.â Devika rubbed her forehead wearily. âWhat are you going to do?â
Kitara paused for a moment, thinking. âI donât know. My momâs records are sealed, and if he canât find the information heâs after, heâll think Iâm lying.â
âAnd what happens then?â
âI call Kenric and tell him whatâs going on. I canât work with a handler who doesnât trust me, not one with this kind ofâ¦personal connection to my family. What could Cornelius have been thinking? I canât believe the High Council agreed to it.â
âMe neither, honestly. Butâ¦â Devika hesitated. âWhat if he does find something? Maybe he has some kind of special clearance you donât.â
âMaybe. But if he comes in to research it, you could use the opportunity toâ¦gently inquire about his mom and what she might have known about the first Fallen. If the timing is right. I get the distinct impression itâs a bit of aâ¦sore subject.â
Devika snorted. âSounds like an understatement.â
Kitara smiled wryly. âA bit. Butâ¦â She chewed her bottom lip a moment. âDev, what if heâs notâ¦entirely wrong? Cornelius isnât stupid enough to outright lie about something that big. What if Stormâs mom was involved somehow?â
âWith your parents?â
Kitara nodded.
Devika blew out a slow breath. âIt would mean your lives have been intertwined a lot longer than a few weeks.â
âYou said half a century, right? That his mom has been comatose?â
âYeah.â
Kitara leaned forward and laced her hands together. âThat timing is awfully convenient, donât you think?â
âAre you sayingâ¦you do think your family caused IlythiaâStormâs momâsâcondition?â
âNo. But if Cornelius somehow linked the twoâ¦I want to know why.â
Devika nodded slowly.
âIt makes meâ¦nervous,â Kitara admitted. âCornelius orchestrated our partnership. He had to know this would come up at some point.â
âMaybe to try and discredit your work? To get you sent back to the boonies?â
âMaybe. Heâs never said a word about his wife to me. I never heard of a connection there before. Not from the High Sleeper or Phoebe. And Phoebe was one of her closest friends.â
Devikaâs gaze flickered over her computer screen as if double-checking she was alone. âWell, I got access to the archives this morning. I didnât tell Storm because I wanted to check with you first.â
âIf heâs researching my mom with any shred of doubt about what happened to her, it means he wants the truth,â Kitara pointed out. âAnd you know how I feel about that.â
âYou lie for a living, so you donât do it about your personal life if you donât have to,â Devika recited.
âIf nothing else, we might get more insight into what Ilythia knew. Itâs a good excuse to ask him.â
âSo I can tell Storm the Fallen archives are available?â
âYes, but tell him to come in tomorrow morning,â Kitara said. âIf he finds what heâs after, I imagine heâll have questions, and heâll need some time to leave the AIDO to find me.â
âThought you told him to stay home?â
âI did. But if he starts questioning what heâs been told, he deserves the opportunity to have those questions answeredâand Iâm willing to give him that, if for no other reason than to loosen Corneliusâs death grip on my life.â
âFair.â
âAnd who knows,â Kitara continued, âmaybe itâll turn him into a decent handler. Heâs not exactly inept. Stubborn, impulsive, and a little controlling, maybe, but not incompetent. Maybe if weâd been on the same page from the beginning, we could have had a healthier partnership.â
Devika studied her through the screen for a long moment. âIs that all?â
âFor now,â Kitara said, returning her friendâs curious expression with an impassive one. âAll I know is we canât continue like this. Somethingâs gotta give eventually, and Iâd rather it not end with me dead.â
Her friend grimaced. âMe neither. Okay. Iâll message him when weâre done.â
âThanks, Dev. And thanks for the heads up.â
As the call ended, Kitara closed her laptop and leaned back in her chair.
Cornelius never mentioned Ilythiaâs name to her, not once, but the High Councilorâs fierce dislike of her had begun the moment she stepped foot into the AIDO.
A memory rose unbiddenâone of her first in the facility.
She arrived less than twenty-four hours before. The staff kept her quarantined and monitored: standard protocol. Immortals whose names and faces escaped her now rotated in shifts to keep her company, all of them kind.
Until an angel with hard blue eyes had her brought to an interrogation room.
âTell us who he was,â Cornelius Avensäel demanded. âJust a name. You know his name, donât you?â
Ten-year old Kitara, traumatized and terrified as she was, knew better than to tell this angel with his cold eyes and bitter voice anything about her family.
The High Councilor slammed his hand on the table beside her, making her jump. âDamn it, child, a name! Tell us his name!â
âThatâs enough.â
Kitaraâs vision blurred with tears as a woman with dark curly hair entered the room.
âSheâs been through a horrific ordeal, Cornelius. Canât you see sheâs traumatized? It doesnât matter. Heâs goneââ
âIf he survived, others might have, Phoebe,â Cornelius spat.
The High Emissary came to stand beside Kitaraâs chair, and Kitara cringed automatically into her side. Out of motherly instinct, Phoebe wrapped her arm around the girlâs shoulders. âYou think a child would know if there were? Be reasonable.â
The High Councilor had been beyond reason.
Was his wifeâs condition the cause?
After Phoebe extricated young Kitara from Corneliusâs ruthless interrogation, she led her back to the quarantine room.
âGo on in, mija, Iâll join you shortly,â Phoebe told her with a kind smile, though the bruised circles under her eyes emphasized their teary redness.
Kitara obeyed, but it didnât prevent her from hearing the subsequent muffled conversation through the door.
âEstrellas, she looks just like her,â Phoebe murmured to someone outside. âExcept the blondeââ
âNo, it seems she takes after her father in that regard,â came a reply from another unfamiliar woman.
âDid you find his name?â
âNo, they allâwell, almost all apparentlyâ died long before we started detailed DNA logging.â
âHow is it possible?â
âThe only conclusion weâve drawn is the obvious one. Her DNA and auratic signatures match those of Moriah andâ¦a Ninthëvel. It canât be anything else.â
âDios mio, does the child know?â
âWe havenât been able to determine that. Despite herâ¦parentage, we havenât seen any indication she possesses any of their more unnerving qualities.â
âThe Fallen gene may have something to do with that.â
âThatâs our working theory.â
The door opened then, admitting the woman Kitara would later know as Zayneâs mother. She knelt down to Kitaraâs level and managed a watery smile.
âHello, Kitara. My name is Phoebe. I was a friend of your mamaâs. Are you all right?â
Back in the present, Kitara stared blankly across the room. She tried to remind herself that the majority of the High Council wasnât like Cornelius. Hell, Phoebe and Saoirseâthe other woman in the hall, though Kitara wouldnât meet her until some years laterâwere the closest thing to surrogate parents she had. But he was the High Councilor for a reason. That Kitara didnât know or understand that reason didnât mean it wasnât a valid one.
After, sheâd learned what it really meant to be her fatherâs daughter. Sworn to secrecy in terms comprehensibleâand equally terrifyingâeven to a ten-year-old.
The Ninthëvels were the greatest villains Valëtyria ever encountered. Traitors. Dangerous. A black mark on their history. The darkest, most sorrowful era in immortal memory. Her fatherâs blood represented treachery in and of itself. That Kitara was spared immediate executionâor at least, infinite imprisonmentâupon the AIDOâs discovery of her ancestry remained a mystery until she learned of Phoebeâs long-time friendship with her mother.
Now, a thread of unease snaked through Kitaraâs chest, the same unease sheâd felt since Stormâs unexpected revelation the night before.
Had history repeated itself? Was it possible her fatherâs treacherous darkness, the same darkness lurking beneath her own skin, had snuffed out the light of a Myragnar like Ilythia Avensäel?
Storm received a message from the Historian that she would have the Fallen archives in the morning. He hadnât heard from Kitara, but he hadnât received a visit from the Commander or his father yet, either.
Further removed from the situation, he recognized his behavior set grounds for her to request a different handler. To report him. Heâd almost hoped she would, so as not to give his father the satisfaction of learning of Stormâs failure from Storm himself.
Still, nothing.
Why didnât she report him? Guilt? Indifference? Was sheâ¦baiting him?
A tiny voice in the back of his mind offered another option: maybe she was just as confused as he was.
âWhat the fuck are you talking about?â
Heâd seen uncertainty flicker through her expression and chosen to disregard it in the moment.
So the next morning, as his doubts compounded, Storm joined Devika in the library office, sitting quietly as she instructed him on how to find the information he sought. The Historian wouldnât let Storm take her tablet which, he suspected, was more to monitor his research rather than fear he might abscond with the thing.
âThe Fallen archives are here.â Devika pointed. âYou can find lists you need hereâ¦â She tapped a different icon. ââ¦and search here.â
âThanks,â Storm murmured.
She scrutinized him for a moment, deliberating. Finally, with a sigh, her dark eyes softened. âYou want help?â
âNo, I think this is all Iâll need.â
âIâll be here.â She gestured to the table where a tattered stack of books and a second tablet waited for her.
As soon as the angel sat down, Storm entered a search query.
Moriah Orinokë
He waited as the database spun.
No results found.
He scoffed. He was right. Moriah wasnât listed as Fallenânot even in the archives. He needed no other proof. Kitara wasnât Moriahâs daughterâshe spawned from some scummy Fallen and a scummier Valorn.
And yetâ¦
ââ¦the report on my mom was a cover-up. â¦You should know better than anyone, because whatever happened to your mom has been mysteriously covered up too!â
âDevika?â Storm asked.
âMm?â She barely acknowledged him.
âCan this tablet access the whole library database?â
The Historian turned. âAnything with standard clearance, yeah. Beyond that, youâll need creds if youâve got the appropriate authorization.â
âCool, mind if I use it a bit longer?â
âBe my guest.â
With several minutes of exploration, Storm found the other database and searched for the Emissary. A few results appeared: some teaching material referencing Moriah, some of her more impressive missions, even the upcoming seminar Zayne would speak at, but nothing about her death. All the results said she died during a missionâ¦but none of them included any details of said mission.
Frowning, Storm tapped the icon linking related records. Typically, any operation parameters, if not all of the details, were included in an associated file along with a full AIDO profile. As expected, the file was partially classified. He entered his credentials and waited for it to load. Instead, he received another alert.
Restricted access. Historian credentials required.
Stormâs frown deepened into a scowl. Restricted access? From him? Why? He glanced at the curly-headed Historian who paid him no mind and wondered, not for the first time, about the truth of her relationship with Kitara. What would she think of his research?
Storm cleared his throat. âUh, Dev, sorry to interrupt againâ¦â
âWhat is it, Storm?â She didnât even look up this time.
âI got an errorâ¦something about Historian creds?â
Devika sighed and spun in her chair, hand outstretched. âDove headfirst into stuff beyond your clearance, huh?â
âApparently.â
Storm handed her the tablet and watched her input a password and unlock the file with her fingerprint. If she noted the content he wanted to access, she didnât comment as she handed the tablet back.
âThanks,â he murmured.
The Emissaryâs AIDO profile loaded, and an image appeared on the screen. Auburn hair cascaded around her shoulders, and steady hazel eyes gazed out at him. Storm scrutinized those eyes, searching for any resemblance to Kitaraâs. Instead, a fragmented memory swamped him.
Moriahâs eyes were kind, gentle. Happy. White feathered wings fluttered at her back as she shifted so he could seeâ¦
His mother.
Storm inhaled sharply. An ache, long buried, echoed in his chest at the unexpected memory of the Myragnar. Her eyes sparkled with laughter, her cheeks and lips were rosy with health, and her overall appearance shone with the vibrant glow unique to her people. Her brilliant silver hair, so unlike the dull gray of the present, reflected sunshine in the memory. The healthy woman he remembered as a child stood in such stark contrast to the wraith-like figure she had become. The ragged, painful edges of the ache in his chest intensified. He couldnât have been older than four or five. When was this?
In his mind, he focused on Moriahâs face beside his motherâs as she smiled: an expression he recognized, not because he remembered her smiling at him, but rather because when Kitara smiled, she was the spitting image of the Emissary.