Storm stiffened. âWhat?â
Kitara crossed her legs, clasping her hands in her lap. âWas that your only question, or did you have follow-ups?â
Obviously he had follow-ups, but for the life of him, he couldnât find the words.
Kitara spared him the trouble. âTell me what you know, and Iâll expound if I can.â
âYou and Phoenix had a disagreement,â Storm managed, reeling. âAnd you tried to kill him. My dad said you wereâ¦traumatized by your family dyingââ
Kitara snorted. âThatâs the narrative heâs spinning? Thatâs desperate, even for himââ
âPhoenix was the first silverblood, Kit. Heâs probably the most well-known immortal in the realmsââ
âNobody knows Phoenix.â Her chilling tone gave him pause. âNo one.â
Storm raised his hands. âThatâs why Iâm askingâ¦instead of taking what my dad said at face value. Tell me.â
Kitaraâs stomach churned, but she maintained a steady tone. âPhoenix came to Spokane once. Some kind of cross-continental tour.â She sighed. âWe were all so excited: Devika more than most. Sheâs a romantic at heart, and she idolized him.â
âA lot of people do,â Storm said quietly.
Kitara nodded. âAt first, he seemed how youâd expect: charismatic, a little roguish, alluring and forbidden at the same time. But after about a week, he took a shine to Devika. He invited her to accompany him to his various obligations. Speeches, events, meals, whatever. They were inseparable. More than her and me, and sheâs like my sister.â She crossed her middle and index fingers for emphasis, then dropped her hands back into her lap. âUntil one nightâ¦she mindspoke with me, panicked, bordering on hysterical; I couldnât have refused the connection if I tried. I didnât realize I moved. One minute I was getting ready for bed, the next, I was sprinting for her room.â
The color drained from Stormâs face.
âI kept the connection going, and I saw everything. His silver eyes in her face, telling her he was Phoenix Dyaphine, and no one turns down Phoenix Dyaphine.â Something feral crossed her expression. âHe didnât think anyone would give a shit about a quiet, bookish Historian. He was very, very wrong.â
Storm leaned forward, wide-eyed.
âHe wouldnât take ânoâ for an answer,â she snarled. âBut I didnât give him much choice. I burst in and dragged him off her. Suddenly, we needed to disappear. And he tried to make that happen. He doesnât have electricity, not like you do: more likeâ¦violent light. And oh, he tried to use it against me.â
Too much, I nearly said too much.
Kitara switched gears. âI donât remember much of the fight. But once the officials arrived, the damage was done. What I did to himâ¦it should have killed him,â she bit out. âHe should have died. And god knows I wish he had.â
âBlessed stars,â Storm whispered.
âI tried to explain. But I wasnât the one grievously injured, and Devika was hysterical. She wasnât in any condition to talk about it.â
âButâ¦theyâthey must have punished himââ
âNo, Storm,â Kitara replied. âThey called your father, who quietly removed him from the facility and let him go.â
âBut he could have killed you!â Storm spluttered. âAfter he tried to rape Devika!â
âAnd didnât succeed on either front,â Kitara reminded him. âWho were they going to believe? Devika? Me? Or the revered silverblood who, as far as I know, hadnât touched another woman before?â
âThatâsâ¦no, he wouldnâtââ
âYour father let him go,â Kitara repeated darkly. âHe had his own silverblooded son to protect. He didnât want to sully Phoenixâs reputation, or his, or yours. After, Phoebe brought Saoirse to see me. She told me she wanted me in the Sleeper program. Phoebe saidâ¦she wanted to keep me safe. That the skill set would make me too valuable to lose, to disregard. It would allow me to protect those I loved. To protect everyone, even.â
âThatâs why you became a Sleeper?â he asked.
âYes. Your father objected. Vehemently. He called me a security risk, unhinged, unskilledâ¦anything he could think of. But each High Councilor manages their own profession. You think he was happy about me transferring to HQ?â She snorted. âYou werenât the only one he tried to manipulate with this arrangement. Iâve been relegated to assignments just barely short of exile for most of my career, and he arranged that.â
âAndâ¦Devika?â
Kitara waved one hand. âYouâve met her. Sheâs sunshine wrapped in rainbows. But that nightâ¦something darkened in her. Sheâs more subdued than she used to be.â
Storm rubbed his eyes hard with one hand, then met her gaze with an expression of mingled exasperation and regret. âWhy didnât you just tell me?â
âWould you have believed me?â
Storm flushed, but they both knew the answer.
âIf you want confirmationâ¦ask Phoebe. She wonât like it, but I donât think sheâd lie to you.â
âYouâre that close with her?â Storm asked.
âSheâ¦was the closest thing I had to a parent for a while,â Kitara admitted. âSaoirse called, but of course, as a Sleeper, she couldnât be here all the time. Phoebe kinda took over mothering me.â
He chuckled drily. âThat sounds like her. Sheâs like that with me, too. What about Zayne?â
âWeâve met, but I donât think he knows the extenuating circumstances.â
Storm ducked his head. âIâm so sorry. For everything my dadâs done. I thought I was the only one he kept on such a short leash. Stars and hellfire, if my mom were awake, sheâd string him up herself.â
Kitara forced a laugh. âSheâs probably the only one who could get away with it without being arrested.â
Storm braced his clasped hands against his jaw. âI think she would really like you.â
âI wish I could have met her.â She smiled softly.
Storm smiled back, but his eyes clouded with sorrow. âHopefully someday.â
She watched him for a moment, hesitating. âYou want to talk about it?â
He sighed. âI would, but itâs been talked about. Itâs been talked about to death. Except not quite, because if she were dead, at least weâd have some closure. Sometimes I donât know what to hope for: that the coma will finally consume her, or someone will find answers and restore her. Hell, that sheâll wake up without any intervention at all.â
âI donât know how long-term care worksâ¦but how long will they wait before theyâllâ¦let her go?â
âThey wonât. Not her.â Storm grimaced. âMy father would never allow it. Her conditionâ¦it ripped my family apart. Not just taking her from us but dividing me and my dad too. Weâve never seen eye to eye since sheâ¦â He trailed off, his gaze far away.
Though it made unease crawl down her spine, Kitara forced herself to ask. âDevika thinks she might be one of the only immortals alive old enough to remember the Ninthëvelsâ rebellion. Did she ever mention them to you?â
âThe Ninthëvels,â he spat with enough vitriol to make her sit back a little. âThe best thing Valëtyria ever did was execute them for their treachery.â At the surprised look on her face, he sighed heavily. âShe didnât like to talk about them if she could help it. They represented the antithesis of everything the Myragnar valued. Peace, honor, loyaltyâ¦all destroyed in their pursuit of power.â
Kitara studied her hands in her lap. The threads of their past wove too tightly together, an intricate tapestry dyed in the bitter hues of guilt and anger, grief and regret. âShe bore a deep grudge, then?â
âSomething happened to the Myragnar after the Ninthëvelsâ uprising,â Storm said quietly. âI think it was too painful for my mom to talk about. But whatever it was, it sent them to Myragos. Though I canât understand how theyâve lived there so long without losing their minds. The physics, the towerâ¦â
Kitara tilted her head. âTheâ¦tower?â
He nodded. âEveryone thinks Myragos is a city or a fortress. But itâs not. Itâs technically its own miniature realm; you have to go through Valëtyria to get there. I lived there for a year to learn how to control this.â He demonstrated with a thin thread of electricity dancing around his fingers. âBy the end, I was desperate to return to Valëtyria. Thereâs only one building: a single tower, and everything the Myragnar need is inside. They all live, sleep, eat, and work in it. The inside is bigger than the outside.â
âThat soundsâ¦disconcerting,â Kitara hazarded.
âItâs kinda hard to explain without seeing it,â Storm admitted.
âI guess they made an exception for you to study there for so long?â
He cocked his head to one side. âWhat do you mean?â
âWell, just that the Myragnar are so particular about who comes and goes.â
Stormâs brow furrowed in confusion. âIâm allowed to travel freely to Myragos at any time.â
Kitara blinked. âYou are?â
âIâm a silverblood, Kit. If they had their way, Iâd live there permanently.â
ââ¦You really think there might be answers in Myragos?â
âThatâs the only theory I have that doesnât lead to a complete dead endâ¦â
Kitara stilled, falling silent so long, Storm eventually prompted, âKit? You okay?â
âYes,â Kitara breathed, her mind buzzing. She met his eyes. âYou can travel freely to Myragos.â
âYesâ¦? Why?â
Kitara braced her elbows on her knees. âDevika found something weird about the available Fallen information in the library. She got an error message, something about needing âMyragos credentialsâ to access certain reports. I didnât even know there was such a thing.â
Storm nodded slowly. âTheyâve got different technology there, intentionally separate from Valëtyriaâs. If the AIDO stores any documents there, we wouldnât be able to access it via Valëtyrian tech.â
âDevika thinks they have information about the Fallen there. Do you thinkâ¦you could go? Ask the Myragnar whatever it is about the Fallen thatâs so confidential?â
Storm rubbed the back of his head. âI would have to travel through Valëtyria, which someone has to approve. It would likely end up in my dadâs inbox. Even then, thereâs no guarantee theyâd share. They still have security protocolsâ¦â
âWould you think about it?â
Storm didnât reply immediately. The silence weighed heavy between them.
âYou donât have to,â Kitara finally said when he didnât respond. âIt must be hard for you. I only thoughtââ
âIâll think about it,â he interrupted.
A frown tugged at her mouth. âMaybe I could infiltrate Ostragarn instead. Baylen even said as a Dor, I might be able to get more answersââ
âAbsolutely not,â Storm growled, his jaw ticking. âI agreed to you remaining in the field. But infiltrating Ostragarn? Not a chance.â
His sudden vehemence startled her, and Kitara found herself instinctively wanting to argue. But his voiceâdecisive, protective evenâlit something within her. It should have irritated her. And yet, all she felt wasâ¦warmth.
An amused smile curved her lips despite herself. âYou do remember thatâs literally my job, right?â
âYour job is to find the Maker,â he reminded her. âNot heading into unnecessary danger in an enemy realm.â
She raised an eyebrow. âIâve been there before, you know.â
He frowned. âI thought you said you were limited to âexileâ posts?â
âJust once, briefly. It was to keep one of my very few undercover missions viable, and I got back out quickly. Itâs cold. And beautiful.â She pulled her jacket closer.
Storm noted the movement, then frowned. âBeautiful?â
âRadioactive blue ice and deadly black snow. Itâs likeâ¦a magical fantasy wasteland. Iâve heard horror stories of even immortals getting frostbite there.â
âYeah, it sounds like somewhere Iâd rather you avoid in the future.â
She snorted. âI think youâre in the wrong profession.â
âHow so?â
Her eyes filled with amusement. âGuardians are much better suited to being overprotective than Warriors.â
He harumphed a little. âIâm not being overprotective, Iâm merely exhibiting a healthy level of concern for my agent.â
He stated the words with such earnest conviction, Kitara couldnât help but laugh. âAll right. Weâll table the discussion about Ostragarn then. For now.â
He appeared mollified by this. âGlad thatâs settled then. Especially when a Netherling out there knows who you areâ¦who knows who else might.â
âWhich reminds me, I met Baylen tonight.â
Storm leaned forward, intrigued. âAnd?â
Kitara kept the details simple: The Maker led Ostragarnâs assassins to her parents, and Baylen once had a contact inside Valëtyria. She omitted all references to the Ninthëvels and her fatherâs relation to the former Ostragonian ruler.
Her uncle.
Some things could never be shared, not even with her handler.