Ninthëvel.
A word which summed up centuries of pain and heartbreak: Storm had seen it play out on his motherâs face the few times it had been mentioned in her presence. And Kitara was one of them.
The information stunned him so much, he didnât remember leaving Myragos. When he passed the long-term care facility again, all the pain and grief he and his father had experienced at her condition welled up and overwhelmed him. Once inside the AIDO consulate, he had to stand by until a portal slot became available. It was all he could do to keep his emotions in check while he waited. By the time he returned, he had to see her. Had to confirm for himself. Had to force her look him in the eye and decide whether to lie to him.
She didnât.
Pain crackled in Stormâs chest. She didnât try to deny it. Maybe it would make things easier if she had. Maybe these feelings he harbored wouldnât hurt so much if he didnât have to see the pain in her own expression. The shock, the fearâ¦
Maybe it wouldnât hurt so much if he could say with certainty he wouldnât burn down his entire world for her if she asked him to, Ninthëvel or not.
The Ninthëvels were traitors, murderersâand her father was responsible for his motherâs coma, he was certain of it.
Then it turned out the âNinthëvels,â like the Avensäels, were actually âMyragnar.â
Not just Myragnar, if the files he unearthed were true: noble Myragnar.
â...What does that make you?â
âI donât knowâ¦â
But if it made him anything, it also made Kitaraâ¦
Storm groaned and rubbed his eyes hard with both hands. Something had drawn him to her from the very start. A sense of otherness, an echo of his own feelings of not belonging. He had perceived it even when he still viewed Kitara as a threat. Sheâd sensed it tooâhell, she told him as much.
Fuck me.
He shouldnât have gone straight to her. He should have taken a breath, wrapped his mind around the situation, approached it rationally.
But rage and betrayal drowned out reason. He had allowed his raw emotions to dictate his actions.
Again.
Before Kitara, Storm thought he had an iron-fisted grip on his emotions. He hadnât become a Major through rash actions or emotional outbursts. Yet, the woman whoâd invaded his world and his mind had a way of shaking his foundations, of making him question all he thought he knew about himself and the world around him.
Heâd walked into the dark strip, not making the slightest effort to blend in, and confronted her. Quietly, sure. But even through the noise and dimness of the bar, someone noticed Kitaraâs tears.
Idiot.
Heâd been taught to consider Kitara the enemy. Hell, everything from Valëtyrian history to his own father said the same.
Butâ¦his mother still went to save Moriah and her Ninthëvel partner.
Had she known?
Storm should have seen nothing but his motherâs pallid face. Her dull gray hair. Her shallow breathing.
But all he could see was Kitaraâs expression, her tear-filled eyes and agonized expression.
As he brooded over his actions, he found himself drawing parallels between his own behavior and that of his father.
The great Councilor Avensäel, reserved even before the accident, brought to his knees by his motherâs injury.
Without his motherâs fire, the coolness of his fatherâs demeanor hardened to just shy of unreachable. A monolith of icy detachment, wide and impenetrable, separating him not only from outsiders but his own son as well.
Wasthis why? Because he preferred numbness to this agonizing turmoil? Because the absence of feeling was better than being consumed by it? His father, so determined to see the worst in everyone, cynical almost to the point of cruelty. Was Storm destined to follow in those footprints, his own soul encased in an icy dark tower of pain?
He didnât want that.
Yet, here he was, consumed by grief, betrayal, and regret.
Sleep, he thought. Perhaps what he needed was a clear head. Tomorrow, he would sort this mess out.
In the darkness, the force field around the AIDOâs perimeter was as good as invisible. Thankfully, the twelve-foot fence wasnât. Listening for the sound of approaching patrols, Storm spread his wings and propelled himself up and over the imposing barrier.
He landed in a crouch with a muted thud and waited a beat. Only silence responded, and for the briefest of moments, he breathed easier.
An ear-splitting siren split the night. Floodlights exploded into life from the fence overhead.
âFuck,â he grunted, scrambling for cover from the exposing illumination as his heartbeat thundered in time with the blaring alarm.
He neednât have bothered.
Guardians converged in seconds. The night filled with shouts to stay where he was, not to move. The ominous sound of disengaging safeties clicked around him, and Storm slowly raised his hands to show he bore no weaponsâfor the moment.
Two Guardians approached, their semi-automatic weapons trained on him, ordering him to identify himself.
âMajor Storm Avensäel,â he stated loudly and clearly. âIâve got my AIDO device in my back pocketâIâm going to reach for it to get my creds.â Silver eyes or not, the Guardians would never rely on that as the sole proof of his identity.
One of the angels nodded sharply. âSlowly,â he commanded, maintaining his weaponâs aim.
Storm complied, moving with deliberate slowness to retrieve his phone from his pocket. With equal caution, he pulled it out and activated the holographic display, which fluttered to life with the AIDOâs griffin insignia, followed by his official identification.
The Guardians inspected it carefully, their expressions relaxing a notch once they confirmed his identity. One signaled for the floodlights and siren to be turned off.
âWe still have to escort you inside, Major,â the other Guardian said tersely.
âI understand,â Storm sighed.
His dad was going to kill him.
âWhat the hell are you doing out here?â one Guardian asked as the others lowered their weapons and re-engaged their safeties.
âHonestly? I donât even know,â Storm muttered as the other angel grabbed a handful of his jacket and shoved him in the direction of the front gate.
Storm bristled marginally at the rough grip but silently allowed himself to be led, knowing he was very much not in a position to protest.
Four of the Guardian regiment loaded into an SUV as the first shoved him into another vehicle to transport him into the underground cavern. They escorted him all the way into the AIDOâs security wing, where Alasdair and an off-duty Declan waited with matching scowls.
Forget his dad; Alasdair and Declan might kill him first.
âYou fucking idiot,â Declan muttered as the Guardians released Storm into their custody.
âYour dadâs on his way,â Alasdair bit out.
âFantastic,â Storm grumbled.
âI told you to tell me,â Declan snapped. âI told you. What the hell did you think would happen if you didnât?â
âItâs been a day,â Storm shot right back. âIt slipped my mind, okay?â
Declanâs blue eyes flashed with annoyance. âSlipped your mind? Thatâs your excuse?â
âYeah, wellâ¦â Storm trailed off, running a hand through his black hair in frustration.
âDec, Iâm going to need help with damage control,â Alasdair said, his voice low. âMight want to wake up Zayne.â
âGreat,â the Guardian muttered. âIâm gonna be up all night doing paperwork.â
Alasdairâs dark eyes slid to Storm, his expression hardening again. âConsider yourself luckyâitâs only your dadâs position keeping you out of a maximum-security cell right now.â
Storm opened his mouth to retort, but Declanâs heavy hand on his shoulder silenced him.
âDonât make this worse, Storm,â the Guardian warned quietly, his grip firm but not harsh. âWeâre trying to help you out here.â
Storm clenched his jaw but conceded with a curt nod.
âWeâll talk about this later,â Declan muttered. âTry not to get yourself sent back to Valëtyria in the meantime.â
Storm sighed, and some of the fight left him. âIâll do my best.â
Declan disappeared down the long corridor, presumably to find Zayne. Storm shoved his hands into his pockets and leaned against the wall behind him.
As the silverblood brooded in silence, Alasdair moved to a console on the other side of the room, his fingers dancing over the holographic keyboard.
âWas it worth it?â The Engineerâs question cut through the silence, his tone neither accusatory nor sympathetic.
Storm didnât answer, staring blankly into the distance. His mind returned to Kitara, her emerald eyes bright with unshed tears as she begged him to let her explain. Her pleas haunted him now, reverberating through his skull with painful intensity.
âIt wasnât supposed to be like this,â Storm finally muttered, his voice choked with regret.
Alasdair glanced at him, his brow furrowed with concern now. He didnât have a chance to respond, however; the High Councilor chose that moment to sweep into the office, shutting the door and closing himself inside with the Engineer and his son.
âHigh Councilor,â Alasdair greeted briskly, his tone professional. He offered a small bow before adding, âStorm hasââ
âI know what my son has done,â Cornelius cut him off without even a glance in his direction. His cool gaze focused on Storm, a punishment in itself. âI understand the circumstances, thank you.â
âDadââ
âNo.â Cornelius held up a hand. âYou have clear, explicit orders to remain inside the facility boundaries. So when I was notified you breached the perimeter tonight, I reviewed your location logs, only to find youâve been outside the AIDO perimeter repeatedly!â
Irritation flooded Stormâs veins. âIs there a question in there somewhere?â
âLose the attitude,â his father growled. âYou have jeopardized your safety and the security of this facility with your recklessness.â
âI had a job to do,â Storm retorted.
âYour job does not involve running off on your own without authorization or backup,â Cornelius countered, maintaining an even tone. âI wonât have my own son flaunting the rules that keep our people safe while endangering himself and others.â
The electricity in Stormâs veins surged in anger. âMy job, my purpose, is to protect and support my Sleeper, or have you forgotten already how we got here? You assigned me to her!â
Cornelius spared Alasdair a wary glance. âAnd yet, you possess no qualms about revealing yourself outside of the profession, despite your responsibilitiesââ
âOh, to the head of security? Whose clearance probably extends beyond mine? If thatâs how youâre trying to justify your overbearing micromanagement, at least come up with a betterââ
âJustification?â Anger leaked into the High Councilorâs voice, betraying his agitation. âThis is not about justification, Storm. This is about protocol and your blatant disregard for it. You are not exempt from following orders.â
Storm gripped the back of a chair, his knuckles whitening. âI never considered myself exempt from following orders.â His silver eyes locked onto his fatherâs icy gaze. âI am well aware of my duties and responsibilities.â
âApparently not,â Cornelius snapped. âThe tenets of the Sleeper profession are absolute. You do not speak of them outside of verified, approved personnel. Youâve proven yourself unfit for the role and as of this moment, you are relieved of your position as a handler.â
Shock reverberated through Stormâs chest, mirrored by the lines of electricity dancing over his clenched fists.
Cornelius turned to the Engineer, who looked like heâd rather be anywhere else at that moment. âVidmar, I want his aura restricted to these grounds. If he puts so much as a toe outside the perimeter, I want every alarm in this facility to soundâall the way up to my office.â
âOf course, High Councilor.â Alasdair pulled out his tablet and tapped in a sequence.
âDad, thatâsââ
Cornelius turned on Storm again. âDo not argue with me. You had your chance to prove yourself, and you failed.â
âFailed?â Storm scoffed. âYou never wanted me to succeed in the first place!â
âBecause I donât trust your judgment!â
âThatâs ironic, coming from you,â Storm snarled. âAfter everything youâve doneâ¦all the secrets and lies the last fifty yearsâ¦you have the audacity to lecture me about trust?â
Alasdairâs eyebrows shot into his hairline.
âStorm,â Cornelius growled, âI donât know what you mean, but now is notââ
âYou know exactly what I mean!â Stormâs voice cracked as he fought to control the electricity sparking wildly around his hands. âYou lied about mom, about Phoenixâ¦you even ordered the Myragnar to lie to me, for starsâ sake!â
Cornelius froze, his icy demeanor faltering for the first time. âWhatever I did, I did for the safety of our people, for your protectionââ
âProtection?â Stormâs laughter echoed in the small room, void of any real humor. âTell me: did Kitaraâs family hurt Mom when she went to protect them? Wasnât Kitara protecting someone else from Phoenix? Go onâI want to hear from you what you think protection means!â
âStorm, you need to understandââ
âNo,â Storm interjected sharply, power radiating off him so palpably the lights flickered. âWhat I need is honesty. For once.â
His father clasped his hands in front of him. âI never said thatâ¦family hurt your mother. And Phoenix nearly died.â
âYou implied it,â Storm snapped. âYou wanted me to believe it. And Kitara didnât fight Phoenix without a reason, did she.â
âItâs not that simpleââ Cornelius began, his voice thick with veiled frustration.
âSimplify it then! Why did the fight happen?â
âI canât disclose the details to you, itâs a matter of securityââ
âYou owe me an answer.â Storm bit out every word with vicious emphasis. âDid Kitara attack Phoenix without cause or not?â
Cornelius didnât immediately reply. The strained silence stretched, a crushing weight of a thousand unsaid words between them.
âNo,â his father finally said with a quiet reluctance. âBut it was aâ¦precarious situation. He was a well-known public figure, hanging on by a threadââ
âI bet if you mentioned he was a rapistââ
âAlleged.â
ââthat wouldâalleged? Are you serious?â
âWe did not have the resources to deal with that scandal at the time,â Cornelius told him darkly. âKitara wanted him out of the facility, we obliged.â
âHe assaulted someoneââ
âAnd was dealt with, in his own way,â Cornelius interrupted. âHe didnât go unpunished, justâ¦unexposed.â
Storm turned his back on his father, his chest heaving with the exertion of keeping his temper in check and glanced at Alasdair. The Engineer avoided his gaze, but his furrowed brow indicated his own distaste.
âYou hid the truth to save face, to protect the image of this organization,â Storm growled, turning back again. âPhoenix deserved exposure for what he did. Instead, you let him slip into obscurity while Kitara took the heat for it.â
âWe are not here to discuss Kitara, we are here because of your actions tonight,â Cornelius said tightly.
âYes, letâs discuss my actions.â Stormâs voice dropped to a deadly rasp. âLetâs discuss how I vilified and confronted a woman who has done nothing but serve as the scapegoat for your lies.â
Cornelius shook his head. âJust because youâve discovered a facet of the truth does not mean you understand the entirety of it,â he said quietly. âAnd sometimes, decisions are made that may seem harsh or even cruel, decisions that haunt us later, but which were made for a reason. Such as the one I must make now.â The Councilorâs eyes narrowed at his son. âYou are restricted to these grounds, no exceptions, no allowances. If I find out youâve been outside this facility again, I will have you confined to Valëtyria, do you understand?â
âConfined to Valëtyria?â Storm echoed, the threat hanging heavy in the room. âSo youâd reduce me to no better than Mom? A prisonerââ
âEnough,â Cornelius bit out with a chill so tangible the temperature in the room dropped a few degrees. âI am the High Councilor of Valëtyria, and you will respect my authority, even if you do not understand my actions. You may not agree with this decision, or any that I have made in the past. Do you understand?â
The words tasted bitter on Stormâs tongue. âYes sir.â
The High Councilor cast frigid blue eyes back at Alasdair. âDid you finish?â
âYes sir,â Alasdair echoed, like he hadnât just witnessed a spectacular fight between the High Councilor and his son.
Cornelius nodded once, then swept out of the room without another word or glance back.