Author's Short Note:
Hi everyone! Thank you so much for following my story and sticking with me this far. I really appreciate all the votes and comments I get. So truly hope you're still enjoying it!
I wanted to let you know that Iâll be taking a short break from updating the story from 4/2 to 7/2. Regular updates will resume on 8/2.
If I can sneak in some time between packing snacks and taking selfies, Iâll try to update sooner.
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The air in the room was thick.
With tension.
With things unsaid.
With the weight of everything neither of them knew how to say.
Nani stood in front of Sky, arms crossed so tight his nails dug into his skin.
Sky, sitting on the edge of the bed, didnât move. He just watched him.
Waiting.
Like he always did.
Like he knew Nani needed to say this first.
But Nani didnât know where to start.
How do you yell at someone for nearly dying for you?
How do you tell them that it scared you in a way you donât know how to handle?
He inhaled sharply. âYouâre reckless.â
Sky tilted his head slightly. âI saved my team.â
âAt what cost?â Naniâs voice came sharper than he intended. âYou got shot, Sky. You nearly bled out. Do you even care?â
Skyâs gaze didnât waver. âIf it meant keeping you safe? No, I donât.â
Naniâs breath caught.
His fingers curled into his palms. âThatâs not your choice to make.â
Sky studied him for a long moment.
Thenâquietly, simplyâhe said, âNeither was losing you.â
Nani froze.
His mind went blank. His pulse slammed against his ribs.
Skyâs voice was softer now, but it cut deeper.
âYou think I donât know what that feels like?â
Nani swallowed hard.
Sky exhaled, shaking his head. âI lost you before I ever got the chance to know you.â
Naniâs stomach twisted.
Because Sky never said things like this.
Never let this much slip.
But nowâ
Now, he was saying it like it was a fact.
Like it had always been true.
Like he had been carrying it this whole time.
Naniâs breath shuddered. âSkyâ¦â
Sky didnât stop.
Didnât let him brush this off.
Didnât let him run.
âYou think youâre the only one whoâs afraid?â His voice was lower now, raw. âI watched you break down before. I saw how much this is destroying you.â
Nani clenched his jaw, looking away. âI can handle it.â
Skyâs fingers twitched against his thigh. ââ¦Maybe you donât have to.â
Nani inhaled sharply. âYou donât understandââ
âThen make me understand.â
Nani flinched.
Because thisâ
This was different.
Sky had always been steady, unshaken, a force of nature that didnât bend.
But right now?
Right now, he was asking.
Not demanding. Not ordering.
Asking.
For Nani to let him in.
Naniâs throat tightened.
Because he wanted to.
Wanted to let Sky be something more than a teammate.
More than a shield.
More than a promise of safety.
But he didnât know how.
Didnât know if he could.
So instead, he exhaledâslow, shakyâand stepped closer.
Too close.
Just enough that Sky could feel the warmth of his breath.
Just enough that Nani could see everything in his eyes.
Sky didnât move.
Didnât step back.
Didnât stop him.
And when he finally spoke, his voice was barely above a whisper.
ââ¦I canât lose you.â
The words cracked something in the air between them.
Sky let out a slow breath, fingers twitchingâfighting the instinct to reach out.
But Nani beat him to it.
A hand on his wrist. Light. Uncertain.
But there.
Sky exhaled, tilting his head just slightly. âThen stop pushing me away.â
Naniâs fingers tightened.
Because he knew this was a line.
A moment he couldnât undo.
But this timeâ
This time, he didnât let go.
He just nodded.
Barely.
But Sky saw it.
Felt it.
And that was enough.
For now.
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The Hunt for Answers
The air in the interrogation room was thick with tension.
Thupa leaned back in his chair, completely at ease despite the chains binding his wrists. His smirk never wavered, even as Thanawat, Dew, and Sakda stared him down.
Sky stood beside Nani, arms crossed, his presence solid and unyielding.
Nani, on the other handâhe felt like a live wire.
Because now that he was face-to-face with Thupa, everything felt too real.
Twelve years.
Twelve years he had spent by this manâs side.
Twelve years earning his trust.
Twelve years that meant nothing the second his cover was blown.
Thupa tilted his head, eyes settling on Nani like a predator that recognized its prey.
âWell, well,â he drawled. âStill alive. Thatâs unexpected.â
Naniâs fingers curled into a fist.
Sky shifted slightly beside him. A silent warning. Donât react.
Thanawatâs voice was sharp. âLetâs cut the bullshit. You know why youâre here.â
Thupaâs smirk didnât fade. âDo I?â
Sakdaâs patience was already wearing thin. âYou made a deal with Jason Blackwood. You sold out your own empire to save your skin.â
Thupa laughed under his breath. âSold out? No. I adapted.â
Dew scoffed. âYeah? And howâs that working out for you?â
Thupa ignored him, turning his full attention back to Nani.
âYou shouldâve stayed dead, kid.â His voice was almost⦠amused. âIt wouldâve been easier for everyone.â
A muscle in Naniâs jaw twitched.
But he didnât flinch.
Didnât look away.
He stepped forward instead. âYou know who betrayed us.â
Silence.
ThenâThupaâs smile vanished.
For the first time, there was something cold in his expression.
A shift.
Something real.
Nani took another step, eyes sharp. âYou werenât the one who set us up, were you?â
Thupa exhaled, looking almost⦠disappointed.
âNo, Nani,â he said, voice lower now. âYou were.â
The entire room froze.
Naniâs breath hitched. ââ¦What?â
Thupa leaned forward, his gaze dark. "You betrayed me first."
Sky stiffened beside Nani. Dew stopped shifting. Even Thanawatâs usual calm faltered.
Thupaâs voice was smooth but dripping with something bitter.
âFor twelve years, I trusted you. I made you my second-in-command. You were supposed to inherit everything.â
His lips curled slightly.
âAnd all that time, you were lying to me.â
Naniâs hands trembled.
Because he knew Thupa was trying to manipulate himâtrying to turn the guilt around.
But the worst part?
It wasnât a lie.
Thupa had trusted him.
And Nani had betrayed him.
Because it had been his mission.
Because it had been his job.
Because it had been right.
But hearing it nowâhearing it from Thupa himselfâit hit differently.
It hurt in a way Nani hadnât been prepared for.
Sky sensed it.
Without hesitation, he moved.
One step forwardâjust enough to stand between them.
A silent barrier.
A silent declaration.
Nani wasnât alone.
Thupaâs eyes flickered to Sky, his smirk returning. âAh. Of course. The famous Captain Wongravee.â
Sky didnât react. âWhoâs the mole?â
Thupa chuckled. âOh, you think Iâll just give that up?â
Thanawat exhaled sharply. âYou donât have a choice.â
Thupa tilted his head. âDonât I?â
A pause.
Then he smirked at Nani.
âTell me, Ghost.â His voice was almost mocking. âDo you ever wonder why Jason knew exactly where to find you three years ago?â
Naniâs stomach dropped.
The air shifted.
Because thatâthat wasnât a bluff.
Jason hadnât just stumbled upon them. He had been sent.
Which meantâ
Someone had given him the information.
A mole.
Someone inside.
Someone Interpol trusted.
Naniâs hands curled into fists.
Thanawatâs face was unreadable, but his eyes burned with something cold.
âWho was it?â
Thupa smirked. âThatâs the fun part, Chief.â He leaned back against his chair, looking relaxed. âI know. But I donât feel like sharing.â
Skyâs patience snapped.
Before anyone could stop him, he slammed his hands on the table.
The entire room flinched.
Even Thupa.
Skyâs voice was ice-cold.
âTalk. Now.â
Thupa laughed.
A slow, easy sound.
Because Skyâs anger? It didnât scare him.
âThatâs adorable, Captain.â He grinned. âBut threats wonât work on me.â
Skyâs jaw clenched. âThen what do you want?â
Thupaâs smirk widened.
And when he spoke nextâhe looked straight at Nani.
âI want to talk to him.â
Silence.
Sakda immediately objected. âNot happening.â
Skyâs entire body tensed. âNo way in hell.â
Thupa ignored them, eyes locked onto Nani. Waiting.
Because Thupa knew something.
And Nani needed that information.
Even if it meant facing him alone.
Even if it meant walking straight into the past.
Nani exhaled.
Thenâhe stepped forward.
âNani.â
Skyâs voice was low. Warning.
Nani didnât look at him.
He couldnât.
Because he had already made up his mind.
âLet me talk to him.â
Thanawat frowned. âThatâs not a good idea.â
Naniâs gaze didnât waver.
âI donât care.â
Skyâs fingers twitched.
Because he had seen this before.
This recklessness.
This determination.
This suicidal need to finish what was started.
And he hated it.
Sky inhaled sharply. âIâm coming in with you.â
Nani finally turned to him. Shook his head.
âNo, Sky.â His voice was quiet, but firm.
Skyâs chest tightened.
Because thisâthis was the one thing Nani wouldnât bend on.
Sky clenched his jaw.
Felt the frustration. The helplessness.
But most of allâthe fear.
Because for the first time, Sky wasnât sure he could protect him.
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A Game of Guilt
The heavy metal door clanked shut behind Nani.
For the first time in years, he was truly alone with Thupa.
No squad.
No Sky.
No safety net.
Just him and the man he had betrayed.
Thupa leaned back in his chair, his wrists still cuffed, a smirk tugging at his lips. His gaze flickered over Nani, slow and calculating, like he was peeling away layers.
"Must be strange," Thupa mused. "Standing here as yourself instead of as my right hand."
Nani didnât respond.
Because the truth wasâit did feel strange.
He had spent twelve years at Thupaâs side. Lying. Deceiving. Infiltrating.
And now, sitting across from him, it felt like looking at a ghost of his old life.
Thupaâs smirk widened. âYou look uncomfortable, Nani.â
Nani exhaled slowly. âNot really.â
Thupa chuckled. âLiar.â
Silence stretched between them.
ThenâThupa struck.
"Tell me something, kid," Thupa leaned forward, elbows on the table. "Did it ever bother you?"
Naniâs fingers twitched.
Thupaâs voice lowered, smooth and deliberate. "Living in my world. Taking my orders. Eating at my table. Sleeping under my roof. And knowingâevery single dayâyou were going to stab me in the back."
The words hit like a punch.
Nani didnât flinch.
But inside, he felt it.
Because Thupa wasnât lying.
Nani had been more than just an undercover cop.
He had been trusted.
He had been family.
And thenâhe had shattered it all.
Nani swallowed hard. âIt was my job.â
Thupaâs smirk didnât falter. âBullshit.â
His voice turned softer, almost cruel in its gentleness.
âI raised you, Nani. Kept you alive. You wouldnât have lasted a month in that world without me.â
A sick feeling twisted in Naniâs stomach.
Because he hadnât lasted without Thupa.
His first year undercover had been hell.
And ThupaâThupa had saved him.
The man who was supposed to be his enemy.
The man who had given him a place.
The man who had trusted him when no one else did.
And Nani had destroyed him.
Thupa leaned back, eyes gleaming. He could see itâthe hesitation. The guilt.
And he went in for the kill.
âIf I had known what you were,â he murmured, voice almost gentle, âI would have killed you myself.â
Nani felt his breath hitch.
Because for a secondâjust a secondâhe believed it.
He believed he deserved it.
His heart hammered against his ribs.
Memories crashed into himâ
Thupa handed him a gun for the first time.
Thupa telling him to watch his back.
Thupa trusts him enough to put his empire in his hands.
And all of it had been a lie.
Nani wavered.
And Thupa saw it.
"Still playing hero, huh?" Thupaâs voice was almost mocking. "Pretending you're better than us?"
Nani swallowed against the lump in his throat.
The guilt clawed at his ribs.
For a split second, he felt like that kid again.
The one who had belonged to this world.
The one who had found safety in Thupaâs shadow.
But thenâhe thought of them.
The squad.
Dunkâs teasing.
Santaâs smirks.
Joongâs steady presence.
Perthâs quiet loyalty.
Skyâsâ
Sky.
Sky, who had grabbed him in the middle of gunfire and whispered, âStay close to me.â
Sky, who had stood between him and Thupa.
Sky, who had looked at him and seen something more than a ghost.
Something worth saving.
Naniâs hands clenched.
He wasnât that kid anymore.
And Thupa didnât get to define him.
Slowly, Nani breathed in.
Thenâhe met Thupaâs gaze.
And for the first time in this entire conversationâhe smiled.
A slow, sharp smile that made Thupaâs eyes narrow.
âYou know whatâs funny?â Nani murmured.
Thupa tilted his head. âEnlighten me.â
âI donât regret it.â
Thupaâs smirk froze.
âI donât regret betraying you.â
Something flickered in Thupaâs expression.
Something ugly.
âI was never yours, Thupa,â Nani said quietly. âAnd I never will be.â
Thupaâs jaw clenched.
And just like thatâthe power shifted.
The control, the mind games, the pressureâit evaporated.
Because nowâThupa was the one losing.
He knew something Nani needed.
But Nani knew something he didnât.
And that made them even.
Nani leaned forward. His voice was soft. Dangerous.
âTell me the moleâs name.â
Thupa exhaled slowly.
âI donât know his name.â
Naniâs breath caught. What?
Thupaâs eyes gleamed. âBut I know his face.â
The air shifted.
Nani felt something twist in his gut.
Sky was going to kill him for doing this.
But he had no choice.
He had to see.
âI want to talk to Jason,â Nani said.
Thupa laughed. âAre you insane?â
Probably.
But that wasnât the point.
âYou want to stay alive?â Nani murmured. âGive me a name.â
Thupaâs smirk returned. Darker.
âIâll do you one better.â
Naniâs stomach dropped.
âIâll give you a meeting.â
With Jason.