Chapter 32: Forever Wild: Chapter 31

“Your apartment looks like a florist shop,” Bridget says as I move the phone so she can see the current state of the place.

I set another vase of roses on the counter. “Or a funeral.”

“Well, what did you expect?” My friend’s laughter unknots some of the tension I’ve been holding on to ever since I saw Jack at Midnight. “He isn’t the kind of guy to stand by and wait. Jack is going after what he wants. And in this case, that’s you.”

A groan slips past my lips and Bridget laughs again.

“Talk to him,” she insists. “Before I have to come drag you out of your apartment under a ton of roses.”

A smile finally pulls at the corner of my lips. “We’ve talked.”

“He’s talked. You’re holding back and it’s driving him crazy. And I don’t blame you, but if you want it to stop, then talk to him.”

“I don’t know what to say yet.”

He’s making an effort, and I’m…well, I’m not sure. We weren’t a co uple before, so if we fall back into how things were, where does that leave us?

“You will,” she says. “Eventually, you will.”

Bridget and I hang up and then I snap a picture of my kitchen counter, currently unusable because of all the flowers, and text it to Jack.

Jack Too much?

Me Any more and I’ll have to rent a bigger apartment to store them.

Jack I could arrange that.

I roll my eyes and an incredulous laugh escapes. I would not put it past him.

I put my phone down and pull out my laptop to work on my design for the lake house. I’ve figured out which rooms I want to focus on, but when I checked prices on rental furniture, I had to rethink my plan. It’s more expensive than I expected. I’ll figure it out, but I feel like I’m behind already.

I rework things until my eyes are blurry and I can’t think anymore. I close my laptop and head into the bedroom. My apartment is nice, but I’ve been so busy I haven’t added the usual homey touches that would make it feel like mine. Maybe that’s why even after a month of being here it still doesn’t feel like a place I could stay. It’s like I’m on a long work trip.

I miss my friends and baby Charlotte. She started walking last week and I cried when Tyler sent me the video. I can’t help but feel like I’m missing out on things that are so much more important than work.

After washing my face and brushing my teeth, I climb into bed with my phone. I reread Jack’s texts. He texts every day at least once, more if I reply. I still don’t know how to feel about everything. Despite not wanting to be here, I feel like I need to prove to myself that I’m capable of succeeding. And maybe I want to prove it to Tyler, Piper, and everyone else too.

The next day, instead of roses he sends daisies. The card reads, “Hope these look less like a funeral.”

God, what an idiot. I’m grinning though.

The following day I’m expecting the flowers, more daisies, but there’s also a small, wrapped gift too. I take them both inside and set the flowers next to the rest then tear open the present. My fingers shake as I run a finger across the earrings. Diamond hoops. Simple, elegant, expensive.

The man is out of his mind. I take one out and hold it up to my ear. They’re stunning, but there’s no way I can accept these. I left the diamond tennis necklace at his house, along with a few other items by accident. When I went to Wild’s that day, I thought I’d be going back. I’m glad I don’t have the necklace though. It’d be too sad to see it every day and think of that night.

I text to thank him while kindly informing him I can’t accept them, then put the earrings away in a drawer until I see him.

The next day I’m at the lake house when Lisa stops by. She hands me a cup of coffee. “I thought you might need this.”

“Thank you.” We stand in the kitchen together since there isn’t any furniture yet.

“I like the wallpaper.” She motions with her head to the dining room. I don’t have much in the way of a budget for that room so I thought making the walls a focal point would help.

“Thanks. How’s it going over at your place?”

“I finished the master bedroom today and the en suite bath. I’m waiting for the painters to finish downstairs. Hopefully I can start down there next week.”

She has the same exhausted look as I’m wearing. It’s harder than I thought. The pressure to get it right and what is at stake is a lot.

“I can’t wait to see it,” I say honestly. Her design aesthetic is different than mine. She is modern and minimalist. Whereas I’m more eclectic. She probably fits in better with Heather’s usual clients, but I’m hoping that gives me an edge. I can add something new. Though in reality, most of the work is far less open to creative input than that. If I get the job, most of my days are going to be spent helping new homeowners decide between three different options for their custom builds. Still, it would be a great opportunity while getting experience.

My phone pings with a text and I pick it up off the counter.

Jack Are you home?

Me Work. Why?

Jack What time will you be here?

I start to type back, but then pause.

Here. Like as in…oh my god, is he in Briar Lake?

“I have to go,” I say to Lisa.

“Everything okay?”

“Yeah.” I smile tentatively. “Everything is fine.

”

I grab my things quickly and close up the house. “See you in the morning,” I say to her before getting in my car.

My pulse thrums quickly as I make the ten-minute drive. Even though I had guessed as much, seeing him standing in the parking lot of my apartment building still takes me by surprise.

He’s leaning against the side of his G-Wagon, somehow looking like he belongs here and that he owns the building all at once.

“What are you doing here?” I ask, taking in his black athletic pants and gray T-shirt that hugs his chest and biceps.

“You said not to send any more gifts, so I thought I could take you out to dinner.”

I stare at him slack-jawed. “You drove two hours to take me to dinner?”

“Mhmm.” He moves to the passenger-side door of his SUV and opens it.

It’s surreal to be back in his vehicle. I realize only after we’re pulling away from the apartment that while he looks divine, I’m still in my work clothes.

“I’m a mess. Maybe we should just get takeout or something.”

He glances over at me and his gaze goes to my hair. I pulled it back while I was working and stuck a pencil through it.

I pull out the pencil with a sheepish smile and my hair falls.

“You look great,” he says as he glances back to the road. “What are you hungry for?”

My stomach is a bundle of nerves, so very little. I try to think where we’ll be as inconspicuous as possible. I doubt he wants to draw attention to the fact he’s here.

“There’s a cute pizzeria just down the street here on the right.”

He nods as if that’s settled .

“How’s work?”

I laugh softly. “What are you doing here?”

“I missed you.”

“Jack—” I start, but I have no idea what to say. I’m so glad to see him. It feels like a little piece of home, but I don’t know what it means.

“Let me feed you and then we can talk. All right? If you want me to leave and never come back⁠—”

“You’ll listen?” I ask, skeptical.

He just smirks as he pulls into the parking lot. The pizzeria doesn’t have a lot of seating; they do more pickup and delivery than dining in, but Jack orders and we sit outside while we wait.

The weather is perfect. Still warm with a hint of fall in the air. The leaves are starting to change, but in a few more weeks it’ll be beautiful.

“I can’t believe you’re here.”

“I’m starting to get a complex,” he says, leaning back in his chair across from me.

“Don’t you have things to do? Practice? Captaining?”

“Captaining?” He grins. He looks so handsome when he smiles like that, it’s hard not to mimic his expression.

“Yeah, it’s how you spend most of your day. Bossing people around, making sure everyone else has what they need and are taken care of.”

He keeps smiling, but it takes on a hint of confusion like he doesn’t really see it like that. “We leave tomorrow afternoon so everyone else is spending time with their loved ones and packing up.”

And he’s here. I don’t point that out, but my face warms.

“That still doesn’t explain why you’re here.”

“I missed you.”

I blow out a breath. When he lays it out there so simply it makes my head spin .

“We should have gone somewhere with alcohol.”

Jack leans forward and his long fingers cover mine. “I’m here because I want to be. I want to see what your life is like here so I can picture you working hard and kicking ass.”

One hand reaches up and fingers the end of my hair. “So, tell me about your day.”

I let out a shaky breath, but he pulls back and it allows me to think clearer.

“I spent the morning in the office ordering things for clients and tracking down items that are delayed.”

He hangs on to my words like they’re fascinating, but I know they aren’t because I was bored to tears. But he asked for it, so I keep going. “This afternoon I went out to the lake house I’m staging.”

“Yeah?” His smile widens. “I looked online, but I wasn’t sure which one.”

“You did?”

“Yeah. I told you, I want to be able to picture you here.”

“It isn’t listed yet.” I pull out my phone and open the photos I took. I slide my phone across the table to him.

“Wow. This is stunning. The views are great,” he says as he flips through all of them twice.

“Right? And you should see it in person. The photos don’t do it justice. The entire first floor has a view out onto the water. The living room has these big, floor to ceiling windows, and the dining room opens up onto a little patio. Oh, and the master bedroom has a fireplace and this little nook perfect for a reading chair. I can picture curling up with coffee or a book, occasionally staring out at the water.”

I stop rambling and feel the flush in my cheeks.

“Anyway.” I take my phone back from him. “I still have a lot of work to do. It’s a really big project for my first one and the stakes are high. I feel like I’m in over my head. If I fail…” I trail off. I don’t say it, but he knows.

“What’s left to do?”

“Staging and cosmetic touches, which sounds like not a lot, but I want buyers to walk in and feel the homey, lake vibes. I put up wallpaper today in the dining room in lieu of painting and buying artwork. My budget is small for the square footage so I’m having to prioritize and figure out where to allocate the most money and time. A mistake in one room can wreck the entire design.”

“What are you thinking for the living room?”

“You really want to hear about this?” I ask, arching a brow.

“Yeah.” His expression doesn’t say otherwise so I keep talking. I lay out my entire plan for him, starting with the living room and then moving on to the other rooms. I explain how I came to each decision and even use the photos on my phone so I can help him visualize.

I realize it actually helps to talk it through like this. He doesn’t interrupt, but he nods along when he agrees and even points out a few things I hadn’t thought of, like how the biggest impact is going to be when people first walk through the doors. The house has a great view as soon as you step inside, so highlighting that is a great idea. That area wasn’t high on my priority list, but I move it up and can immediately picture a few small touches that will accomplish the task, maybe an entry table and a rug, but otherwise, it doesn’t need to be over the top. Let their eyes go to the most important thing naturally.

When I’ve finished, I feel more excited than I have in weeks. It’s gotten dark since we’ve sat down. The pizza is gone and I know he needs to get back. I wrap my arms around my stomach to fight off the night chill .

“Come on, let’s get you warm,” he says, standing and holding out his hand to me.

It’s a thrill holding his hand, just like it was the first time. I lean in close, wrapping my free hand around his bicep and stealing as much warmth as I can. Stealing as much of him as I can.

He opens the passenger door for me and I hesitate, lingering there, not wanting to drop his hand and thinking about kissing him. I think he’s on the same page because his gaze drops to my mouth and then up before he steps away.

I hide my disappointment and get in the car. He drives back to my apartment and parks in front of the building.

“Are you ready for Boston?” I ask, not ready for him to leave.

“Yeah. They’re tough, but the team is looking good.”

“I know. I’ve been watching,” I admit.

He nods and smiles. “Watching anyone in particular?”

“My brother,” I say with a smirk.

He smirks right back. “Fair enough.”

“Thank you for coming tonight. I miss everyone. Even you.” Especially him, but I’m not ready to admit that to him.

“We miss you too.”

“Do you want to come up? I can show you my place. It has a real floral vibe currently, but otherwise it’s not bad.”

His boyish grin is full of pride. “I want to, but I should probably get back. One of our minor league guys was moved up for tomorrow and I need to make sure he’s good to go.”

“Captaining,” I say. I lean across the console and place my fingers on his cheek. It’s rough with stubble and his gaze darkens.

He chuckles softly. “I’d rather captain you.”

He closes the distance and presses his mouth to mine. It’s gentler than normal, almost sweet. Before I’ve had enough, I don’t think I could ever get enough, he pulls back.

“Thanks for dinner.” I reach for the door handle, then on a whim, turn and fling myself at him. I still don’t know what we are, but I know that I’ve never been happier to see someone than I was when he showed up today.

I know I’ve caught him by surprise because it takes him a couple of seconds before he’s kissing me back. His hands come up to frame my face and he groans into my mouth. That perfect control of his slips and he kisses me with all the passion and intensity that I’ve missed so much. I’m dizzy with excitement and a little relief. This feels right. Maybe I don’t have the rest figured out, but I know I want this. I want him. Kissing Jack is all the fun of a night on the town and all the warmth of a night in. It’s thrilling but safe. He’s home.

Breathless, I pull back.

Jack’s fingers still rest on my face and his voice is gruff as he says, “You’re welcome.”

We breathe each other in, both of us still panting.

“I’m still giving you back the earrings though.”

A rough chuckle shakes his chest. “I’m a stubborn man, Ev. I’ll just keep giving them back and sending more. Bracelets, necklaces, rings.”

“Okay,” I say quickly before he can get any more ideas. “I got it.”

“Good.” He aims that cocky grin at me.