ADDY
My eyes practically pop out of my head when I spot Asher from the corner of my eye.
~Oh, crap!~
I panic for a moment, then start scanning the room for an escape route, hoping my friends wonât notice my sudden distress.
~Why canât I find a way out of here?~
I frown, biting my lip in frustration.
The last thing I want is to confront him right now.
The taste of strawberry gloss fills my mouth, making me feel sick. I quickly wipe it off with the back of my hand.
~Why did I even put this stuff on?~
âCare to explain why youâve been avoiding me lately?â
I jerk my hand away from my mouth and look up at the one person Iâve been trying to dodge since Thursday.
~Stupid lip gloss! Iâm throwing you away as soon as I get home.~
I force a smile onto my face.
âWhoâs avoiding who? Iâve got to go... I promised Mom Iâd help peel potatoes?â
The last part comes out more like a question than a statement. I donât have time to worry about my unconvincing lie as I make a beeline for the exit.
~So much for being subtle.~
A hand grabs my arm, stopping me in my tracks, and I freeze.
âI can help you with those potatoes if you answer my question first.â
He pulls me closer, and I catch a whiff of his cologne. I almost sigh as the scent fills my nostrils.
I swallow hard as he looks me in the eye.
~How can I tell him Iâve been avoiding him because Iâm afraid Blake told him about my crush?~
~How long before he finds out I was the one who kissed him?~
~Oh, shit, shit, shit.~
The thought sends a shiver down my spine as I try to distract myself with happier thoughts.
~We have ice cream at home! How could I forgetâ~
âButtercup!â He shakes me out of my daydream.
âIâve been busy, and Iâm fine, thanks!â I flash Asher a forced smile, wriggle out of his grip, and make a successful escape this time.
I hear a âWhat the hell?â behind me.
I ignore him as I rush down the stairs and out of the school building.
Suddenly, two hands grab my waist from behind, lifting me off the ground. Iâm carried through the airâin other words, Asherâs carrying meâand I end up against the building.
He turns me around, his arms on either side of me, blocking any chance of escape.
âBusy with Xander?â
His raised eyebrows tell me heâs not happy.
âI only sat with him today because he needed help with the German homework due tomorrow.â
I try to sound annoyed, but my body betrays me, heating up under Asherâs intense gaze. He leans in closer.
âReally? Because when ~I~ asked you for helpââ
âI was busy. Thatâs all. I wasnât avoiding anyone.â I cut him off.
âThen why do you run away when you see me in the halls after class?â
âI really need to peel those potatoes.â
I try to sound serious, even though itâs hard with Asher so close. I give him my best ~leave me alone~ look.
âAnswer my damn question, Addy. You canât even peel carrots, and now you want me to believe your mom expects you to peel potatoes?â
I gasp, ready to protest.
~Stupid. Jerk.~
~I can peel potatoes!~
I push against his chest, my eyes stinging. A tear slips down my cheek, and I wipe it away angrily.
âOh, you know, just busy peeling potatoes! I need to practice because Iâm so terrible at everything?â
I look up at him, another tear rolling down my face.
~Why am I getting so emotional over this?~
~Pull yourself together!~
âShit, Buttercup, I didnât mean it. I...I just...damn!â He curses, reaching up to wipe away a tear thatâs stubbornly making its way down my cheek.
~Tell him, Addy! Tell him youâre not crying because he insulted your cooking skills, but because youâre scared of his reaction when he finds out the truth.~
~Tell him you were the one who kissed him!~
~Tell him you like him!~
Asherâs hand brushes my cheek, and I catch my breath. âI didnât mean to say that. Youâre a goddess in the kitchen?â
I raise an eyebrow.
âOkay, maybe not, but youâre not terrible either?â
âShut up, Asher!â I whine, avoiding his gaze.
âMouth zipped, key thrown away. Just tell me why youâve been avoiding me?â
âDidnât you just say you threw away the key? You canât talk anymore.â I look down at our feet.
âSeriously, what did I do?â His voice sounds worried, and I almost smile. So Blake hasnât told him anything. I let out a sigh of relief.
âNothing.â
âBut whyââ
âYou really want to know?â I ask, looking up at him again. I must look like a mess.
He nods.
âIâve been on my period. I get really grumpy when Aunt Flo comes to visit. I prefer to be alone during those times.â I blush as his eyes widen.
~What the hell, I was supposed to tell him the truth!~
âThatâs it?â he coughs. I nod stiffly, and Asher breaks into a smile. My stomach flips as he starts to laugh, then pulls me into a warm hug.
~Holy!~
~Moly!~
~Banana!~
In the blink of an eye, he pulls away from me, as if heâs just touched a hot stove.
My stomach is a zoo, full of butterflies as he flashes me a nervous smile, running his hand through his messy brown hair.
âSorry, I was justâ¦â
I canât help myself. I throw myself into his arms. He canât just hug me and not expect me to want more. After all, he started it.
I hold him tight, pressing my face into his shoulder blade, in a way thatâs probably more awkward than Iâd like.
Asher tenses up and I cringe inwardly.
~Damn, why did I have to push my luck?~
I start to pull away when he suddenly pushes my head back to where it was before I tried to move.
~What the...?~
Did I imagine that?
~No way. I pulled my head away and he pulled it back.~
~Does that mean he wants to hug me?~
My breathing gets heavy again as I try not to hyperventilate.
~Oh my God.~
âYou pulled away, and your earring got stuck to my cardigan. I just bought it, donât want it ripping.â
My mouth falls open and I nearly cry out in frustration as I try to pull my head away again, this time realizing that I am indeed stuck.
âDidnât you hear me? Wait, let me help you.â Asher brings his hands up, unhooking my earring. My heart is racing, and I wonder if he can hear it.
~Why do I always start hyperventilating when heâs around me?~
âSo what did you hug me for?â he asks casually, and my eyes nearly pop out of my head.
âYou hugged me first!â
âThat was just becauseâ¦forget it. You should go and peel those potatoes.â
~Seriously?~
~SERIOUSLY?~
âRight, peel potatoes!â My voice is flat as a wave of disappointment washes over me.
~What the hell were you thinking? That he would hug you and declare his undying love for you?~
~Idiot.~
He steps back, giving me room to walk away. I try not to let my mood get the best of me, and I think about the ice cream thatâs waiting for me at home.
I adjust my backpack on my shoulders and head toward the parking lot, only to remember that I still donât have my car.
Great! One stupid conversation with Asher and I forget everything else.
Iâve been walking home for two weeks and I suddenly forget, all because of a jerk.
I pull out the water bottle from the side pocket of my bag, unscrew the lid, and take a big gulp, trying to swallow down my frustration.
Iâm somewhat relieved that Asher didnât follow me. I feel like punching him and kissing him at the same time, and those emotions are too conflicting for the situation right now.
I turn again, ready to go home, only to bump into a solid chest.
I look up to see Asher smirking at me.
âNeed a ride?â This time heâs holding out a helmet and my eyes widen.
~Did he bring his motorbike?~
I look around him to see it, more than eager to get on his bike. A few seconds pass before I remember that he just upset me and that I donât want to get on the bike with him.
~Idiot.~
âAnd?â
I shake my head. âNo thanks.â
Asherâs smile falters a bit, but only for a second before itâs back on his face.
âFine, then, you can ride Asher Junior. Iâll teach you.â He pushes the helmet in my direction.
My mouth spits out the last gulp, my eyes bulging.
~He had his first kiss a few months ago and he already wants me to ride him?~
Being the idiot I am, my eyes slowly trail down from his face toward his crotch, my mind wandering to wicked places.
âWHAT? NO!â Asher cries out before covering his crotch with his hands and turning around, shielding himself from my view.
âI meant my bike! You can ride it, while I sit behind you. I know that you like bikes.â
I donât even have time to be embarrassed about the fact that he hadnât suggested that I should ride his dick but his bike... and that I had already imagined dirtyâvery dirtyâthoughts of me and Asher.
~Not that Iâm going to tell him that.~
âOh God, oh my God! Holy AHAHAHAHAH please donât tell me that youâve told anyone else that you call your bike Asher Junior.â
âShut up, Buttercup!â Asher whines before throwing his arm around my shoulder, pulling me down. âLeave it to you to make me embarrassed about the dumbest shit ever.â
âWhat do you mean, dumbest shit ever? You have to rename your bike. Asher Junior?â
Asher puts his hand over my mouth before dragging my laughing ass toward his bike.
âFine. Then Iâm going to call my bike Addalynn, after you.â
I raise an eyebrow at him.
âWhat? Temporary name until I find a better one.â
I laugh, suddenly feeling much better.
~I missed him.~
âYou canât find a better name than mine.â I smile at him, and he rolls his eyes. âI just thought it was a he?â
Asher shakes his head. âMy bike is a she, even if I call her Asher Junior.â
I burst out laughing, trying to contain myself.
âWhat?â His questioning gaze sends me into another fit of laughter.
âStop saying Asher Junior.â I push at his chest, and this time he laughs as well.
âWhy, is it bothering you?â
~No, Iâm just getting unwanted images in my head!~
He wiggles his eyebrows, and I roll my eyes before walking the last few steps toward his bike.
~This is a dream come true.~
âAre you done ogling the bike? Get on.â
I stare at it for another second before taking off my bag and shoving it into his chest. I climb onto Addalynn with ease, turning my head back to grin at Asher.
He puts my bag on his back before climbing on as well.
My hands glide over the sleek details as I grin. Two arms come into my view as Asher places the helmet on my head, strapping it in place.
âWhereâs your helmet?â I ask, craning my neck to look at him.
âOn your head, but Iâll make do.â He flashes me that goofy grin of his, and I tighten my grip on his bike, turning my gaze elsewhere.
Asher edges closer, his thighs brushing against mine. My butt is practically in his lap.
~Oh, my gosh.~
I inch forward.
~Focus, Addy. Youâre about to ride a bike.~
Asherâs hands find my waist, pulling me back against him.
~Oh, crap.~
~Is he trying to make us crash?~
âReady?â he asks, leaning in close.
~Might as well make the most of this situation.~
I guide his hands, wrapping them around my waist.
He stiffens at the gesture.
âSomeoneâs eager to have me wrapped around them?â
I snort, mentally screaming ~yes~.
~Iâve been dying for you to hold me since you moved here.~
âShut up, Asher. Iâm just looking out for your safety.â
He manages a confused âHuh?â but I ignore him, firing up the bike.
âHow many times have you driven one of these, again?â
I laugh at the worry in his voice.
âRelax.â I tilt my helmet-covered head back onto his right shoulder, meeting his gaze. âI wonât show off my wild riding skills to Asher Junior today.â
Asherâs grip tightens around me, his eyes going wide. I donât give him a chance to respond.
âHold on tight!â I shout, zooming off into the sunset, my cheeks burning.
~I need a cold shower.~