Chapter 15 - Ruined
Recap of previous chapter (Kissing a dead girl)
"What the--" he got cut off with my finger placed on his really soft lips.
"Shh, baby. Shh..." I whispered slowly into his ear. "Kiss me" I kinda demanded it, but seductively. I looked back to his fucking-sexy-face, instantly locking eyes with his. His eye's slowly widening at my musical tone. When he made no attempt to kiss me I slowly bend down and softly brushed my lips onto his.
Then to my surprise he kissed me back. Aggressively.
I have waited for this moment for like, since I first started at Western Villa High. He was my girly crush, and kinda still is. Never have I ever expected him to kiss me like this, yet nothing ever seems to work out the way you planned in the beginning.
He turned me over so that I was now lying on my back, on the floor, him on top of me and pinning me down by my arms above my head. He licked my bottom lip, asking for entrance. Did I hesitated? Nope!
I willingly opened and shivered when his tongue touched mine. But then, to put a hint of anger in me, he broke off the kiss and looked towards the bed. I followed his gaze to see Samantha's back facing us, while there were a pair of guy hands moving up and down her back.
I don't know why Clayton had a sheepish look on his face. Wasn't his girlfriend cheating on him first with me? Wait, that sounded sooo wrong! Yet, I liked it. I wanted Samantha to cheat on Clayton. A little dark side of me wanted him to walk in on us. It was evil and cruel but it was pleasurable also.
His gaze fell back onto mine.
"What just happened?" he asked breathlessly in a low whisper.
I licked my lips, snatching his attention to my lips. "It's alright baby, we're just kissing" I whispered back, feeling the heat turn inside my stomach.
He stared down at me for a long moment. Not saying anything. Just staring, like he was trying to figure out something.
He suddenly shook his head. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" he muttered faintly. "Sasha this never happened, ok?" his tone when steady and serious, along with his face.
I smiled.
"Ok?" he spoke a little louder.
Not waiting for my response, he gently got up from me, and brushed himself off. Like I gave him coodies or something. He offered his hand to me as I was still lying on the floor, looking and feeling lost.
I took it.
Holding his hand was nice.
--Not to him though.
Nooo, he rather swiftly snatch his hand back and quickly make his way to Samantha and Roman that was sticking each otherâs tongues in one another's mouths.
"Sasha, think back to when Chad help you when you were acting like--like your acting now"
I gave Clayton a wink, not really paying attention to what he was saying; just watching his lips move up and down.
Suddenly he was in-front of me and snapping his fingers in-front of my face. "Hello? I need you to work with me here before  Samantha and Roman..." he trailed off as he heard a loud moan.
I giggled, along with Samantha as she was now unzipping Roman's jeans off.
Clayton shook me viciously. "Ok, look here, look here, what did Chad do too snap you out of your drunken trance" his voice was filled with pleading.
I playfully frown, loving the way Clayton's hands were digging into my shoulders. "I don't know, ask Chad" Which was a lie! I did know how to snap out of my so-called-drunken-trance, but I didn't want to because I was enjoying this feeling more than ever!
"You're lying to me Sasha, I can hear your thoughts remember" he gave me a 'don't fuck with me look'.
Now I really frowned. "God! I hate your stupid mind reading powers! I. Hate. It!" I started to pound my fist into Clayton's chest, repeatedly, until I got bored and felt the heat take over again. I like hitting Clayton while he just gave me a bored look. It was a new kind of sexy to me.
"Go watch Samantha for me, I gotta go and get us some... wiped cream" he looked uncertain as he said it, before shrugging to himself and disappearing into thin air.
I stood there, in my same spot, looking and thinking about nothing.
My feet suddenly moved me to the bed and I slid in next to Roman. He broke off the kiss with Samantha and laid back down with me. His eyes were almost shut, probably because he was tired. Samantha laid next to Roman on his other side, while I laid on this side. My hand started playing up his arm to his shirtless shoulders, then moving slowly down his chest to his hips. His breath was hot up against my face as he was breathing heavily. Samantha was the first to stick her hand into his open jeans.
Her hand worked there while I kissed his neck and twirling my fingers in his hair.
"Ok, get up" someone suddenly said from behind me. When I made no attempt to move or obey the impatient voice behind me, a pair of hands went around my waist with a tight grip and started to pull me off Roman. I was so lost that I suddenly forgot where I was. That's until I smelt it.
It was a different smell. A unique smell to my usual sweat, honey scent that I get from Chad.
I wanted it!
My eyes burned and my body heated up to the extreme. I swiftly turned around and grabbed for the smell without looking. I grabbed for a hand that was dripping with blood. I looked up to the pair of sea blue eyes, which belonged to Clayton's. I rudely pushed him away, causing him to almost stumble and give me a blank look.
Samantha broke the awkward, confusing vibe "I--I, drink... party... burning" she stuttered over her words with confusion.
We both exchanged looks and glance at our surroundings.
My gaze fell onto Clayton's exposed body.
Wow! OMG, his totally noticing I'm checking him out!
I turned my gaze down to my body and my eyes widened. "Why am I in my underwear?" I asked with confusion. I don't recall going to the party in my underwear.
Samantha gasped.
I turned and followed he gaze to the bed, were Roman was lying. He was sleeping but almost naked. His shirt was nowhere to be seen. His jeans were half way down his legs and he's hair was messy. Red lipstick was smudged all over his body, but mostly on his cheeks.
Red lipstick? I'm wearing red lipstick!
"So do you girls know what happened, like at all?" Clayton broke the silence.
I slowly shook my head.
I though back to the last thing I remembered. Party, drinking, burning feeling, getting in Roman's car with Samantha, then--nothing.
"Ok, so you don't remember anything after getting into Roman's car?" How did Clayton know about Samantha and I getting into the car? Mind reading, duh!
I shook my head again, along with Samantha that was only standing in her G-string. Her breasts were completely in view! I shot my gaze back to Clayton. Feeling embarrassment take over my body. "I felt it happen again. The same feeling I had when I got drunk with Chad. But this time I can't remember what happened" I said truthfully.
"Again? What the hell to you mean you felt it again? The burning sensation inside?" Samantha butted in.
I nodded. "That burning sensation is your hormones going overboard. When I had too much to drink I, well..." I looked at Roman passed out on the bed "I lose all my control"
"Yes! I last control of myself and started to make out with random guys..." Samantha's voice died when she looked at Clayton. She laughed nervously and scratched the back of her head.
"It's alright Sam, don't worry. It was the alcohol not you. I know you wouldn't cheat on me as I wouldn't cheat on you" right then he glance to me but quickly turned his gaze back to his girlfriend.
"Does Roman know everything that has taken place here tonight?" I moved my way to the bed and touched Roman on the shoulder. Seeing him in deep, passed out form.
"Nah, maybe a little but he smells really drunk. Maybe more drunker than you girls, maybe. He's definitely past out for sure. I'll just have to wait until he awakes so that I can erase possible memory" Clayton shrugged.
Totally ignoring Clayton's words, Samantha ran up to him and clinged herself to Clayton, sobbing onto his arm. "Oh I'm sooo sorry Clayton! I had no control over my senses and I really am truly sorry about this"
He was stiff and I couldn't help but stare at him. Studying him. He looked tense. His shoulders were raised. He looked uncomfortable for some unknown reason. He was mentally lost in his own thoughts. But he covered it up with a fake, plastid smile and gently stroked Samantha's tangled hair.
I wished someone would do that for me. Gently stroke my hair when I was having problems. Knowing I could always run to my boyfriend with all my troubles and he would help me forget with his comfort and soothing assurance.
Wasn't Chad... never mind. Why would I possibly think that Chad could take that roll when he obviously hates my guts! Just the sight of me and he frowns and runs away like I'm some sort of a virus or a disease. I was just his worker and he was just my dinner.
He confused me and frustrated me.
He had this way of looking at you and making you feel so special, then it turned into an argument and frown until he would look at you like your nothing, then disappear. Bipolar much?
Speaking of Chad, where was he? If he had any sort of heart left in him he would have been here and helping me, instead of running away just because of a little jealous from watching two friends dance with each other.
"Thank you" I suddenly said. My voice was uncertain, a mutter. So I cleared my throat and spoke up "Thank you" I repeated with a stronger tone, directing it to Clayton. "Thank you for helping me--us" I smiled, but it was a sad smile. Without thinking I blurted "Where's Chad?" I never intended on saying that out loud and bitterly.
Clayton and Samantha broke off their embrace and turned to me.
"I phoned him just now, to help with this situation, and it sounded like he was on the road so he maybe just took a drive. Don't worry Sasha he will be back" Clayton reassured me. He also gave the floor a frown before mentally shaking it off and looking at his wrist for the time on his watch.
"Well Good morning" he said with surprise. "Nice day today might I say" he sarcastically said in the dull, uncomfortable moment.
"Please don't start" I moaned and rubbed my temples.
At least that put some sort of jolly in this horrible vibe.
"Right, so let's let Roman sleep for awhile" Samantha suggested. We nodded and left the messy room.
Although, I have to admit that I actually had so much fun last night. Despite the unfortunate obstacles that happened at the end, plus Chad, I really enjoyed it and I wanted to have that same feeling of adrenaline again, and again. Call me a party animal but I wanted to party right now!
I felt like a five year old that just experienced chocolate for the first time. The rush of excitement and greed for more was a great feeling, yet also irritating because you had to wait for the next time your mom buys you that chocolate again, even though you barely enjoyed it because you gulped it down in one go.
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(Sorry about the short chapter. My apologies. Been hectic busy yesterday and today to write on wattpad. Had to quickly write this in an hour!! Promise that next chapter would be more funner :D) Spot grammer mistakes, please point them out... Thanks a million
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