Chapter 19: Those captivating eyes...

Chapter 19 - Those captivating eyes

Feeling those electric tingles was the first time since, well, since my death, and after that incident I haven't been able to feel anything other than when I'm with Chad or Clayton. But that's beside the point here. Chad is my maker so I'm bound to feel our bond or something like that that's normally what they describe in vampire books--the blood tie--or whatever. And Clayton his...his just a crush, that maybe my old body, my alive body always used to feel and now still feeling those tingles because they maybe never fully died down??

I have no clue what-so-ever on this subject of vampires and fleshers. I mean, come on, I just died so Chad must still explain to me detail upon detail of what is a flesher. But I got a feeling his either not going to tell me or that he really doesn't know. If I might say, Chad and Clayton made a huge fuck up with just going ahead and killing Samantha and I without thinking it through first.

Since I was feeling these amazing tingles and vibrations that are very pleasurable, I didn't want it to stop. I didn't want to open my eyes and move away from this unknown guy that's probably staring at me right now and thinking I'm a nut-case!

Other than wanting to have this skin connection for a little longer, my brain wanted its own thing to break away and look at his face. It was killing me but I had to do it. I had to so that I can keep him as my new pet and snuggle up to him forever.

I inhaled a deep breath, working up the courage, and took a step back, breaking off the connection. Once that happened, I felt cold. I felt like a real dead person that doesn't feel anymore. I felt almost.... incomplete.

I slowly opened my eyes.

My gaze going from his shoes, to his jeans, to his grey-tight fitted shirt, to his broad chest and then widening when it landed on an all too familiar face.

I face that looks just like his brother, but just more cuter.

I gasped inwards.

This really can’t be right? I mean, I have touched him before, lots of times, Hell even frikken made out with him! But nothing has ever happened like this! I've never ever felt this pleasurable feelings before with him! So why now? What's happening? Someone better tell me here because I'm really and utterly con-frikken-fused, to say the least!

"W-what you d-doing here...?" I stuttered breathlessly. His gaze was so...I don't have the right words here. I literally felt like I was melting just staring into those...captivating eyes. Yes, captivating is the right word! Definitely because he's eyes had a lot of detail too it. It has a light color green in the center, with grey around the edge. When people say that the eyes are the window to the person's soul, well I guess that that quote fitted perfectly.

He smiled. "I came to escort you to the principal’s office, remember?" his tone was music to my ears. Even with the amusement there, it was kinda turning me on!

That's strange.

But felt most certainly right!

Wait, what's right again?

Duh, his voice remember! Silly Sasha!

Ohhh yeah!!!

I sighed dreamily and continued to stare into his hypnotizing eyes.

When he laughed at me making no attempt to move or take my gaze off his eyes, or gorgeous face, it was almost ganna make me faint right then and there.

I don't know what has gotten into me right at this moment, but I can sure tell you if you were in my shoes at this moment, you would have done more than just stare. Luckily I wasn't losing control like shoving him inside the nearest store-room and kissing the daylight out of him. Luckily I was frozen or else that would have just been awkward, knowing that I was kissing Chad's little brother!

He frowned at that, almost like he was reading my mind.

How was that possible? He's not a vamp like Chad! Only vampires can read minds!

I brushed that stupid thought away of Roman being a vampire. I was going to laugh at the thought but decided not to or else I would really look crazy in front of him. I mean, touching him up close, whilst closing my eyes was the limit before the phrase 'crazy' would fit perfectly in everyone point of view!

"But you know, I could have just gone by myself without an escort showin' me where the principal’s office is. I practically know this school back to front" I folded my arms to my chest again, still drinking in his beauty before me.

I know that Roman was hot, but not as hot as his brother Chad. It was strange that I just saw him two days ago at Steven's house party, looking normal, but now he was standing there, just two feet away, looking like the god of all gorgeous guys! Yum!

He chuckled, and I automatically step closer at how his chuckle was so luring and intoxicating.

Strange!

"I know that, but it just gave me a reason to skip class for this hour" he shrugged, giving me a sexy smirk.

Wait! Sexy smirk! Where did that come from ? ?

"Oh so you don't let an opportunity like that go to waste, hey?" I laughed and smiled. "Clever, I Like your style" I said, getting idea's for the future.

He suddenly stepped closer to me. "I wouldn't mind teaching you" he said seductively, making me shiver.

What the hell!? I don't ever shiver! So how come I can now? And who is this new Roman before me because in the short period of time I've gotten to know Roman, he was never this flirty or confident or HOT for crying-out-loud!! What's going on here?

"I've always wanted a sexy teacher to give me after hour lessons" I purred back seductively.

His captivating eyes flickered to my lips for a second, which I did not miss, and then back to my eyes again. "I will make it all worth your time, babe" he smirked and gave me a wink. I haven't noticed that we were still in the empty hallways, now inches away from each other’s lips, until I heard a loud growl that echoed the silent hallways. Roman stiffened and frowned.

He moved away from me and it gave me a chance to look over Roman's shoulder to see a very angry looking Chad, yet again, frowning at me like I've done something wrong.

'What do you want Chad?' I used my mind-link that I know he will hear.

Roman was still facing me, his back was towards Chad, and rolling his eyes with annoyance. I wanted to laugh at how Chad always intends to end our little fun, but decided against it because Chad would be even more pissed off for some unknown reason.

"Why are you guys standing here?" Chad broke the silence with an angry, low tone. I would be scared if I was a human to hear Chad's tone or if I was his brother, but I guess Roman is used to Chad's anger.

"Could ask you the same question" Roman muttered mainly to himself. But knowing Chad, he would have heard that without a doubt. Before Chad was going to speak back, Roman quickly said "Just having a little chat with Sasha, bro" he smiled wryly and stood next to me, turning to face his brother.

Chad lifted up his eyebrow at Roman. I mirrored his face expression and nodding to agree with what Roman had muttered.

"What are the reasons you too are even out here, when class is still on?" Chad asked skeptically.

I sighed.

"Because I got kicked out of class, for clearly no reason even if the crazy-mad teacher was just picking a fight with me today, to go to the principal’s office. Something must have seriously crawled up her--"

"--Ok! We get that she obviously picked you to bully for today. Hey, she's ganna pick Roman tomorrow and then me next week" Chad's tone was dripping with sarcasm. He rolled his eyes at me. "Get to the point" he said with annoyance.

I scowled at him and flicked my hair over my shoulder. "Anyways, Mr. Teacher-suck-up over here," I pointed to Roman "Begged on his hands and knees to escort me out the class" I smirked.

"What!" Chad half yelled, half whispered.

"Dude, I wasn't begging on my hands and knees, I was just wanting an excuse to leave class and Sasha gave me that privilege" Roman's tone was emotionless, like he couldn't careless at this point.

Chad slightly softened his angry expression--slightly. "So why haven't you already got to the principal’s office? Why are you two still standing there" he waved his finger to Roman and I, with confusion.

"Jeesh, you sound like an old-man teacher that's about to give us detention" I rolled my eyes and couched at the image of Chad as an old-man teacher, with a fat belly and a bold hair. I laughed through my nose, which earned me a glare in return from Chad and a chuckled from Roman. At least Roman doesn't scowl at me! I like him!

Chad obviously heard my thoughts, DAMN HIM!, and immediately snapped "OK, Roman, get back to class NOW!" he pointed behind us. "And you" he pointed to me "Your coming with me to the principal’s office" he said dangerously low, which was such a turn on. God, I love bad-boys!!!

"Eye, eye captain" Roman saluted Chad in mockery, before bending and whispering into my ear. "We will continue this conversation later babe" and with that he walked away, leaving me shivering at how seductively his breath brushed against my neck. Thank god I wore a off the shoulder top today!

Chad cleared his throat, snapping me out of my daze and scowled at me again. "What was that?" he asked anger.

I mentally rolled my eyes at him. Sometimes I wonder why the hell was he my maker?! Seriously, what did I do to deserve an angry, scowling, jealous maker of a vampire? Seriously? "Nothing, jeesh! You such a buzz kill you know that right?" I shook my head at his growl and started walking towards the office.

"Look, Sasha..." He stopped me by pulling my arm. "I just...I'm sorry about back there...it’s just that I worry..." he couched "for you, since me being your...uh maker and all" he looked to his feet, looking really cute at this point. How is it possible to stay angry at that face, and how is it possible to love his angry expression? Damn his hottness!!!

I groaned, forcing myself not to grab his face in my tiny hands and kiss his lips that have been taunting my dreams lately. No, not lately, but almost every night! Taunting not in a bad way, but a desiring, lustful way...

I balled my fist, gaining strength to control myself around Chad's intoxicating scent.

"Its fine Chad, really, it’s just that I hate it when you always assume I'm doing something wrong or if I'm messing up, you think that it will make you look bad" Wow, where did that come from???

My eyes widened when he moved closer to me. His frown was immediately placed back onto his handsome face.

"Why?" he said in a dangerously low tone, making my smile.

"Why what?" I asked breathlessly with confusion as to why he asked that silly question.

He suddenly extended his fangs into view, making my whimper but with excitement, Ok, I know that I should have been already running for my life around about now, or at least fainting for just seeing his scary fangs---note the sarcasm there---but the reasons are for one: I know Chad wouldn't dare sink his fangs into me, me still not knowing why he can't though. And two: Because this was my first time I saw his fangs for a long time! Ok, maybe I saw them two days ago in the bathroom, but seeing them now just made me miss them more!

I shivered with pleasure, loving this scary-angry side of Chad. God he's turning me on here! Someone hand me a fan because I'm on fire!!!

"Why would you even think that I assume the worst towards you?" he hissed. I was ganna answer back but he cut me off. "I frankly don't give a fuck what other people think and I don't care what you said, that with you messing up it will make me look bad" he hissed with anger rising. Pain flashing through his eyes. He cupped my cheeks in his hands "I make mistakes, I mess up a lot of times! Hell, I've just made a mess up two days ago and I'm sorry for that" he said with sadness.

It was my turn to frown.

"What do you mean you made a mess up two days ago? You mean the party that you were being mean to me?" I asked with confusion, staring into his light-green eyes.

"Well, that to that I'm sorry for" he broke eye contact and looked next to us. "No, not the party but at the beach when you...I...you remember right?" he still did not look into my eyes, and I was craving for him to, damn it!!!

I sighed as that memory of that blonde bimbo chick was all over my Chad. "Chad, look at me" and he did without hesitation. "I---" I never got to finish what I was going to tell him, cause I suddenly was pulled closer to him and feeling his lips onto mine. I whimpered with pleasure again but I also felt so vulnerable at this point as he could make me forget everything in my head just with his lips.

Damn those sexy, soft lips!!!

He sadly broke the kiss before I even had a chance to savor them. His eyes were locked with mine, searching for something inside my eyes, not knowing what he is searching for because I don't have any secrets. Or do I...?

I licked my lips which got his attention quickly. I closed my eyes, waiting for his lips to be on mine again, but what interrupted my mind was when a picture popped into my head that was strangely Roman's captivating, green and grey eyes, staring at me.

I shivered as I in-pictured Roman in place of Chad, and fiercely grab Chad by the neck and kiss his lips. This time I shivered because I was picturing Roman's lips the entire time Chad was kissing me. It was actually strange that I could actually feel the lips onto mine! Normally I wouldn't be able to feel anything, only a hint like when you feel wind brush against your skin.

I'm surprised I can actually feel his lips like I had with Clayton.

He instantly broke off the kiss and looked at me with shock.

I was analyzing why he was looking at me with such shock, when he suddenly pushed passed me and walked away. No, more like ran away.

What the hell just happened!!!???

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After making a visit with the head master, I received a nice yellow slip of paper saying that I got detention at lunch tomorrow. Me, being persuasive and charming, using my good looks, got away with the lunch detention instead of after school. Like I would want to stay for an hour after school in detention?

I really don't mind having a lunch detention because seeing as I only eat every third day and can't eat anything other than Chad, I won't be missing out.

Talking about eating Chad, I wonder how Clayton would taste. I mean, I know his Samantha's meal and all, but yesterday when Clayton and I were in his car, him driving me home, I couldn't help but inhaled his intoxicating scent. It was like nothing I've ever smelt before. Sure, I'm not ganna be rude here and say Chad's scent wasn't that great. His scent is amazing, but Clayton's is something different. A scent I couldn't quite put my finger too.

Snapping out of my thought's from hearing a loud noise coming from my stomach of thinking about Clayton. Damn, is my stomach ever satisfied? It's constantly hungry. Hungry for Cha--actually, hungry for Clayton.

Mmm, Claaaytonnnn! I sang evilly to myself.

I walked to lunch room, not knowing why though. Maybe because I was bored of thinking about Clayton?

Suddenly a guy popped up in-front of me, looking nervous. He looked familiar but I wasn't ganna stress my brain to figure out how I know his face or where I know his face from.

"Hey Sasha" he smiled shyly, with his dimples showing.

I wasn't ganna be rude and say 'Um, do I know you?'. So I smiled back and said "Hey you" I choose 'you' because it's not like I knew the guys name here!

"Ready to ditch this place and go on our lunch date?" he asked with hope in his eyes.

Oh, that's where I know his face from!

"Of course Kieran, this place blows anyways" I shrugged and walked out the cafeteria with Kieran following close behind. "Where's your car?" I asked as we stopped outside the school, looking at the parking lot.

He shook his head and blushed.

"Um, I...I don't-t have a car yet but getting one s-soon though" he stuttered nervously. "So we ganna have to walk, unless you want my mom picking us up" he laughed nervously and went hundred shaped of red, looking at his feet.

I smiled. The guys cute, what can I say! "Yah, definitely you ganna have to phone mom cause I'm not ganna ruin my heels walking on the road" I spoke high pitched, sounding like those irritating barbie-bitches. He gave me a shocked look before noticing my amused face expression and laughing with me.

"Come on, walking is ganna be good for us" I grinned and grab his hand, pulling him with me out the school gates. And I meant it! I haven't walked to school, not since before Clayton's huge house party, and when I got killed! "And plus we better get there quick if we want to be back her when lunch finishes"

On the surprisingly short walk to McDonalds--yip, you heard me--we talked about lots of random shit that I won't be able to remember because one moment we talking about fishes, and then the next it was an argument about the clouds. I think Kieran is really a nice guy to be friends with because we had the same likes and dislikes. I know now that I'm dead that has change for the better, but I still remember when I used to be that shy loner-loser girl that used to read Wattpad story's all day on her phone or write a book at the library, so since talking to Kieran here, I've gotten to know who he was and still is, just like me.

The walk there I also had a hunch that someone was following us, but every time I would glance around the empty, quiet streets for a familiar face, there would be nothing. Nadda.

But I wasn't born yesterday, well technically I was, but since my senses are getting strong by the day, I could smell Chad from down the road. Yip, the stalker he is was following me!

I rolled my eyes and continued to talk with Kieran, pretending that I hadn't noticed Chad's scent that I know all too well.

I think I knew that this time would eventually come. I couldn't hide out for too long without people starting to notice that I haven't eaten in front of them since they met me. We were inside McDonalds in the queue, Kieran deciding what to order while I was looking around and trying to come up with an excuse that I didn't want to eat.

Like the line couldn't go any faster, we were now in the front and the cashier asked what we would like to order for lunch.

I gulped.

"I would like a big Mac with a large coke and medium fries" was what Kieran ordered. And now it was my turn. God, this is really pathetic that I'm stressing over a food problem here when there are much more worse things out there to really stress about. "So, what would you like Sasha?" Kieran asked casually.

"I--I, uh...you know what? I'm actually not that hungry hey" I said with a high pitched tone that I didn't normally talk with. The look on Kieran's face was telling me that he didn't believe me! Hell, I'm not even convincing myself here.

Kieran frowned with worry. "Why not, its lunch time and you must be starved" at that my stomach growled really loud, proving his point. I was starvvveeed!!!!

Traitor! I mentally said to my stomach.

I bit my lip, feeling so stupid for coming up with that lie. Damn, that's the thing I hate about being a flesher!

He laughed. "Clearly you are more starved then me from how your stomach's complaining" he smiled. "Uh, make that two please" he said to the cashier and she typed the order in.

Great, fan-frikken-tastic! Just great! Now how the hell am I going to eat this in front of Kieran, without him knowing that I may not eat human food! Well, I have digested alcohol so what's human food going to do? Maybe I should just try, right? I mean, I'm already dead so why not just try something against the rules that Chad and Clayton probably made up.

I shrugged and unwrapped the yellow wrapper and held the cheese burger into my hands.

Here goes hey.....

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