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Chu Bai Qing couldnât even open his eyes, but he held himself back from sleeping.
He wanted to spend more time with Gu Jue.
Does it hurt? He couldnât feel it anymore. When he was crazy, he couldnât feel pain, but now, he was numb from the pain.
In fact, no matter how much pain he felt, it couldnât compare to the heartache he felt. Right now, every minute and second was a luxury for him.
âIt doesnât hurt.â Chu Bai Qing smiled. He really didnât have any energy left.
He wasnât someone who liked to sweat, but now, he felt as if he had been washed.
She didnât want to take a shower even though she was sticky. She just didnât want to move.
He didnât want to move at all, as if even the slightest movement would be wasted.
âChu baiqing, shut up!â
Gu Jueâs voice was out of his control again. He couldnât stand Chu baiqingâs words.
There was nothing wrong with the words âno painâ, but Chu Bai Qingâs smile was like a silent invitation.
Gu Jueâs heart ached for him. How could he not be in pain? how could he not be tired?
Gu Jue was well aware of Chu baiqingâs physical condition. If this continued, he would definitely faint.
âAll Yan is going back today, you can walk back with him! 1 wonât be sending you off, I need to go back and accompany Yun Yi, Iâm worried about being alone in the South City!â
He had to say this eventually. Chu Bai Qing laid on the pillow, his voice muffled.
He could not say this to Gu Jue. He thought he would break down.
âIâll stay for one more day and go back tomorrow!â
Gu Jue hugged Chu baiqing. How could he bear to leave now?
Chu Yunyiâs illness might not be cured one day, and he didnât know when his third brother would be done.
It would not be right for him to go abroad every few days. Therefore, Gu Jue wanted to stay for one more day.
âIsnât it the same going back today and tomorrow? Be obedient!â
Chu baiqing could clearly feel Gu Jueâs strong heartbeat.
He wanted to remember the frequency of his heartbeat. He even wanted to remember the frequency of Gu Jueâs breathing.
When the lonely night came, he could feel Gu Jue by his side even when he closed his eyesâ¦
âBai Qingâ¦â Gu Jue rubbed his face against Chu baiqingâs gently. His muffled voice sounded like he was acting coquettishly.
Chu baiqing closed his eyes and told himself not to be soft-hearted. They were going to be separated sooner or later, so he couldnât drag things out.
If anything were to happen to him, everything would be for naught.
He had to take this step eventually, and everything was good now.
There was no misunderstanding between them. It was a perfect farewell. Most importantly, they had each otherâs marks.
Even though there were still many things that he had not done, Chu Bai Qing was already satisfied.
âGo back and be obedient!â Chu baiqing flipped his palm over and held Gu Jueâs hand.
The moment their fingers touched, Chu Bai Qing started to cry. Her cries were so silent and suppressed.
Gu Jue, goodbye. In the thirty years of my life, 1 have been very happy every day because of you.
If you find out the truth one day, please donât blame me â¦
Forgive me for loving you so selfishlyâ¦
Iâve caused your stomach to suffer such pain.
Gu Jue, I love you more than you love me.
Donât argue with me about this.
I donât expect you to smile happily every day without me.
But 1 beg you, donât torture yourself. Even if itâs to reduce my guilt, you must live wellâ¦
You are my Gu Jue, my most beloved Gu Jue.
Iâm your Chu baiqing, the Chu baiqing that you only love â¦.