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lie flipped to the last page with a photo.
It was a hand with their fingers intertwined. From the gear ring, he could tell that it was his and Chu Bai Qingâs hands.
Chu baiqing probably took it after he fell asleep.
Although their fingers were still a little swollen, the photo was very nice.
our fingers were intertwined, and all our love was entangled in our hearts. I was reluctant to part with you, but I chose to leave â¦
Iâm selfish, Iâm cruel, but none of that can be compared to my love for you.
Gu Jue, I love you. I really, really love you â¦
âI love you more than you love me.â Itâs a little childish of me to keep emphasizing this.
Take care of yourself. Iâll only be fine if youâre fine. You know this best.
So, donât be dispirited, and donât not shower or brush your teeth. I canât accept any unhygienic behavior. You must be clear about this.
Gu Jue, donât look for me. I donât know where Iâm goingâ¦
Iâve prepared a gift for you, and I think youâll like it. For this gift, you have to be good, goodâ¦
1 love you, Gu Jue.. donât love you just, little, but. lot,, lotâ¦â
Tears fell on the diary. Gu Jue wiped them away in a panic, but the more he wiped, the more blurred the words became.
He started to wipe his tears, but he couldnât wipe them clean.
âChu baiqing, you bastard â¦â
âHow could you do this to me â¦â
âIs this how you love me? You bastard, where the hell are you â¦â
without you, how do you want me to live? Chu Bai Qing, I hate you â¦
Gu Jue hugged the diary tightly and fell to the floor. His body seemed to be spasming. He endured the pain and rolled on the ground.
Feng Yan just stood there and looked at him. He could see his pain, but he could not truly feel it.
Gu Jue was already so upset. No matter how upset he was, he still had these brothers to accompany him. n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
But, Chu Bai Qingâ¦
He didnât care how painful, how painful, or how uncomfortable it was â¦
He was always alone â¦
Gu Jue passed out in the end. Feng Yan and Qin shaoyou carried him to the bed in the bedroom.
Feng Yan wanted to pull the diary out of his hands, but he failed after a few tries.
In the end, he could only give up â¦
She took a towel and wiped Gu J tieâs face clean. His beard had not been shaved for a few days, and there was a lot of black stubble, making him look very dispirited.
Feng Yan didnât know what Chu baiqing wrote in his diary that could make Gu Jue almost break down.
He thought it was probably a memory between the two of them â¦
After he woke up that day, Gu Jue had changed. He ate and slept normally and no longer drank.
However, it was as if he had no soul. He did everything mechanically.
He could even sit on the sofa the entire day, listening to the sound of the door. If it rang, he would rush to the door like a madman to see if Chu baiqing had returned.
However, she was disappointed every time. The person who opened the door wasnât chu baiqing.
From the initial disappointment to the numbed expression, he seemed to be used to it.
These brothers had been taking turns to accompany him, but there was still no news of Chu Bai Qing.
It had been a while since Feng Yan had received any news from Jason, and he was getting more and more uneasy. One day, he received another email from Jason..