Translator: 549690339
Yin shinian bit his lip. He didnât expect Feng Yan to ask this question. Bai Hexunâs handsome face suddenly appeared in his mind.
The man who had been exiled, the man she loved deeplyâ¦
The love that was buried in the bottom of her heart, she would always be in pain
âThis has nothing to do with young master Feng, you can sleep with him if you want to!â
Yin shinian naturally wouldnât tell Feng Yan. That was her own business, something she had never told anyone.
Those were the tough days of her life, and the only thing she could rely on to feel that everything was still good.
Although youth was young and ignorant, that emotion that touched the heart would never be forgotten.
If Feng Yan wanted to sleep with her, she would sleep with him. It didnât matter whether it was him sleeping with her or notâ¦
âVery good!â Feng Yan was completely enraged.
It wasnât that he hadnât investigated Yin shinianâs Affairs. Although she had many suitors around her, she had never been in a relationship with any man.
Hence, Feng Yan was very interested in this man â¦
If Yin shinian had come clean, he wouldnât have said anything. He just wanted to know.
However, the more she tried to hide it, the more displeased Feng Yan was.
In the end, the one who suffered was Shi Nian.
Yin shinian only felt extreme pain, even though he was already the mother of a five-year-old child.
However, the real experience was only that one nightâ¦
âIt hurtsâ¦â
However, that bone-chilling feeling of love made Feng Yan extremely excitedâ¦
He couldnât hear Yin shinian cry out in pain at allâ¦
Yin shinian was forced to shed tearsâ¦
Why were they still pestering her? why Feng Yanâ¦
The next day.
When Yin shinian woke up, it was already past ten O âclock. His entire body felt as if it had been run over by a car and was extremely sore.
When Yin shinian got out of bed, his feet had just touched the ground when he fell down.
She had fainted from Feng Yanâs tortureâ¦
She didnât even know how many times Feng Yan had wanted herâ¦
Looking at the bruises on his body, Yin shinian took, deep breath. Yin shinian, youâve already gotten through such difficult days. This is nothing, nothing. As long as you can be with nainai, this really is nothingâ¦
Yin shinian went downstairs and was about to leave, but he didnât expect to see nainai in the living room.
She had rushed down the stairs. She didnât expect Feng Yan to take nainai over.
She was still thinking about how to tell nainai about thisâ¦
However, he had taken the initiative to bring her here. How could nainai accept her fatherâs sudden appearance?
âNainaiâ¦â The moment Yin shinian saw his daughter, his eyes turned red. She forced herself not to cry. She couldnât let her child cry while looking at her.
âI know who he is!â Nainai was unusually calm, and her words were very light.
Yin shinian looked at nainai. This nainai made her heart ache even more.
Nainai had always been very sensitive and smart, so how could she not have thought of itâ¦
Itâs momâs faultâ¦â Holding nainai in his arms, Yin shinian started crying.
She rarely cried, especially in front of nainai. But now, she really could not hold it in anymoreâ¦
Mom, are we going to live here from now on? The house is big, but itâs not as good as our house. Just make do with it!â
Nainai said indifferently as she gently stroked Yin shinianâs back.
Feng Yan was sitting on the sofa, and nainai was staring at him coldly. Her gaze made Feng Yanâs heart feel cold and uncomfortable â¦
He wanted to be close to his daughter, but it was obviously a little difficult.
After Feng Yan found out that nainai was his daughter, he had already gotten someone to prepare a childrenâs room and a game room.
He wanted to give his daughter the best. He wanted to make up for all the fatherly love she had lost all these years.
However, nainai clearly didnât appreciate it. She had been staying here for a few days, but her attitude towards Feng Yan was still very cold.
That day, it was 5:30 am when Feng Yan arrived home. Nainai was playing by herself in the living room when she saw him.
A hint of joy flashed in his eyes, but he immediately turned his face away and snorted.
Feng Yan sat down beside her and kissed her on the forehead.
Whereâs your mother?â It was a natural question, as if he had asked nainai this question since she was young.
Nainai didnât say anything, but she didnât push Feng Yan away like she did before.
Feng Yan heard the sound of cooking in the kitchen. When he was at home, Yin shinian never cooked.
âDid you miss daddy?
Feng Yan asked gently as he pulled nainai into his arms.
Nainai had never called him âdaddyâ ever since she came back.
The only time was when they first met at the cake shop, when she called him âdadââ¦
Now that he thought about it, he really should have recorded it for her. That âdaddyâ was really nice.
If you donât miss me, why would I miss you?â
Ever since nainai had returned, she had been speaking to him in a very hostile tone and in a very bad mood.
Feng Yan knew that nainai was doing this on purpose. She was angry that he hadnât appeared all these years, and the moment he did, he would snatch her away from her mother.
âDaddy misses you. I miss you all the time!
Feng Yan wanted to be close to nainai, but he didnât know how to.
Thus, he was always very careful. However, the more he was like this, the more nainai felt that he didnât love her that much.
Hmph, I donât believe you!â Nainai toot.
Nainai, do you want the fish to be braised or steamed?
Yin shinian ran out of the kitchen and asked nainai with a smile, his tone light.
However, when she saw Feng Yan carrying nainai, the smile on her face immediately disappeared.
Feng Yan had never seen such a bright and beautiful Yin shinian before. She had never smiled like this in front of him.
He didnât have such a relaxed and cheerful tone.
Looking at her now cold face, Feng Yanâs chest was instantly filled with anger. Did she really not want to see him?
She didnât even try to hide the change from joy to coldness. The change was so fast and natural.
Valiant song had also said that Yin shinianâs coldness was just a disguise. In fact, she was very cheerful and enthusiastic.
He even said that valiant song must have been blind to think that this woman was cheerful and passionate.
However, he had never seen that bright and charming smile on her face before.
It turned out that her indifference was only directed at him.
Even when the two of them had climbed to the peak of pleasure together, she had never given him any enthusiasm.
âI want to eat braised pork!â Nainaiâs words to her mother were very clear and melodious.
Feng Yan suddenly felt that he had become an extra in this family.
Without him around, the mother and daughter had a good atmosphereâ¦
âOkay, mommy will make it for you!
Yin shinian replied with a faint smile. She had enough patience and gentleness for her daughter.
When Feng Yan returned to his room to take a shower and change his clothes before going downstairs, Yin shinian and nainai were already eating in the dining room.
Feng Yan stood at the corner of the restaurant for a long time before he finally walked in.
She looked at the table with her feminine eyes. His bowl and chopsticks were not on the table.
He sat down on the dining chair and looked at the dishes on the table. There was steamed fish, bacon and bamboo shoot, stir-fried Lotus beans, beef with potatoes, and a shrimp and tofu soup.
Nainai glanced at her father, then at her mother, who was eating. In the end, she didnât say anything.
She actually wanted the three of them to have a meal together, but she knew that her mother did not want to â¦
Feng Yan didnât say anything either, his feminine eyes looking at Yin shinian the whole time.
Yin shinian couldnât eat under Feng Yanâs gaze. He could feel nainaiâs difficulty, but he also had a trace of hope.
Get the rice!â Feng Yanâs fingers tapped rhythmically on the dining table.
Yin shinianâs hand that was holding the chopsticks tightened. He then put down the bowl, got up, and walked to the kitchen.
Nainai glanced at Feng Yan, snorted, and lowered her head to continue eating.
Feng Yan looked at Yin shinianâs back, his eyes deep and cold.
Yin shinian took a pair of chopsticks and filled a bowl with rice for Feng Yan, then placed it in front of him. Without saying anything, he sat down quietly.
Yin shinian didnât like this feeling. Being forced to compromise made her very uncomfortable.
She knew that if she didnât go get food for Feng Yan, he would change his ways of tormenting her in bed.
To be honest, she really couldnât take it. Every time she held back her scream, he would be even more fierce. When she begged for mercy, he would become more and more excited, again and again, endlessâ¦
Feng Yan picked up a piece of beef. It was delicious. He thought that valiant songâs cooking was delicious, but he didnât expect the cold Yin shinian to cook better.
However, she had never cooked for herself. If he had not sat there shamelessly, he would not have been able to eat the dishes she made.
He took another bite of the fish, which was very tender and fresh â¦
He tried every dish and they all tasted good.
The atmosphere in the dining room was too quiet. Nainaiâs lively eyes darted back and forth between her father and mother, and it was obvious that she was very happy.
Is it good?â Nainai asked Feng Yan, but she didnât call him âdaddyâ.
Feng Yan looked at nainai. This was his daughter. Before she knew that he was her father, she could still call him âfatherâ with a smile. However, after knowing that he was her father, she refused to call him that.
Nainai, call daddy! Feng Yan didnât know what was wrong with him today, but he really wanted to hear nainai call him âdaddyâ.
Feng Yanâs tone wasnât as gentle as it usually was with nainai. In fact, it could even be said to be a little serious.
Nainai clearly didnât expect her father to talk to her like this.
These days, no matter how much trouble she caused, her father never scolded her and was extremely indulgent.
She was embarrassed to make a fuss, but she felt uncomfortable acknowledging him without making a fuss.
She always felt that if she were to be so close to him, her mother would be sad. After all, it was her fatherâs fault that he had not been by her and her motherâs side all these years â¦
Although she really wanted the whole family to be together, she knew that her mother didnât want to be here.
It was because she was here that she had no choice but to stay, so she did not know what to doâ¦
She felt that the adult world was so complicated â¦
Having suddenly witnessed her fatherâs might, nainai didnât knowwhether to retort or call him âfatherâ.
To be honest, she wanted to call him âdaddyâ, even in her dreams, but she couldnât bring herself to do it.
It was true that nainai was Feng Yanâs daughter, and it was also a fact that he was her father. However, Feng Yan couldnât force his daughter to call him âfather, like thatâ¦
When she wanted to, she would naturally call out.
Yin shinianâs displeasure was written all over his face.
The way she taught nainai was to follow nainaiâs own wishes. Whatever she wanted to do, as long as it was reasonable and not dangerous, Yin shinian would let her do it.
Feng Yan looked at nainai, waiting for her to call him âdaddyâ. Although he still had his usual femininity on his face, he couldnât hide the anticipation in his eyes.
Nainai couldnât say anything. She put down her chopsticks, jumped off the dining chair, and ran out of the dining room.
Nainaiâ¦â Feng Yan called out to nainai.
Iâm not eating!â Nainai interrupted Feng Yan and ran out.
His tone was not very harsh, but his voice was very loud.
Why did you force her? She doesnât want to scream.
Yin shinian didnât take the initiative to talk to Feng Yan, and he definitely wouldnât say such words to pick a fight with him.
Feng Yan threw his chopsticks on the table and looked at Yin shinian with his feminine eyes.
Is it because she doesnât want to or you donât want her to?
Yin shinian did not cook for him â¦
The change in Yin shinianâs cold attitude when he saw himâ¦
Yin shinianâs reluctance when he scooped rice for himâ¦
Yin shinian.
All his anger was on the verge of exploding.
All of this also led to the fact that Yin shinian had hidden nainaiâs existence from her, not telling her that he had a daughterâ¦
The joints of Yin shinianâs hand, which was holding the chopsticks, had already turned white because he had used too much force.
She didnât want to argue with Feng Yan, not at all.
It was because their relationship was very awkward. They had a daughter togetherâ¦
However, they were not husband and wife, so it was very strange for them to quarrel over the child.
However, she could clearly feel that Feng Yanâs attitude and posture indicated that he was going to quarrel.
although sheâs still young, she has the right to make her own decisions. Iâve never told her not to call you daddy!
Yin shinian finally opened his mouth. She felt that it was necessary to make things clear.
She felt that the way Feng Yan was treating nainai was wrong.
whether she wants to call you dad or when is her business. I wonât interfere. You shouldnât force her!
Nainai was his daughter, and she would not deny that.
This fact would not change, but no one could force nainai to do anything.
No matter how much she wanted to take back nainaiâs custody, she didnât say a single bad thing about Feng Yan to nainai.
Yin shinianâ s attitude was usually very cold when he spoke to Feng Yan, and this time, his tone was even more so.
youâre her mother. Shouldnât you tell her whether she calls you father or not?
This was the simplest principle, just like how parents taught their children from a young age. For example, when a guest came to the house, they had to greet him, greet him, and say goodbye when the guest left.
All of this required the guidance of parents.
nainai, this is your father. Come, call him
Feng Yan felt that he had only blended into their lives after the incident, so Yin shinian should have told nainai, â father!
This was Feng Yanâs opinion. He also felt that this was the right way to go.
In the face of nainaiâs trouble-making, Yin shinian didnât care about her and even allowed nainai to do so.
Wasnât her lack of guidance and indulgence because she didnât want nainai to call her âfatherâ?
from the moment nainai learned how to wear her own clothes, Iâve never interfered with what she wears and how she matches it. She has the right to make her own choices, and I wonât guide her.
Yin shinian felt that he had done nothing wrong. It was also because of this that nainai was so independent.
Yin shinian felt that it was very important to develop a childâs character before the age of three. Whatever Foundation was laid, it would be the same after that. So, in terms of education, she had left it up to nainai to decide.
nainai is making trouble for you, but thatâs her own business. I donât care about her. I think sheâs right. Sheâs feeling uncomfortable, and thatâs the way she chose to vent her anger.
youâve said it yourself. Youâre her father. If you think that sheâs in the wrong, you can control her. I wonât interfere with your rights as a father.
however, I have to tell you that you can control her, but you canât force her to do something she doesnât want to do. She has the right to choose. She has the final say in her own matters. You and I have no right to interfere!
Yin shinian usually didnât speak much. One could even say that he was no different from a mute. However, if she wanted to speak, no one could stop her.
âYou can talk so much, why are you still pretending to be mute!
Feng Yan was even more annoyed by Yin shinianâs words. He had once again witnessed how thoroughly nainaiâs stubbornness was inherited.
Her way of speaking, which sounded like a debate, really opened his eyes.
Yin shinian looked at the dishes on the table. She hated wasting food, but she didnât have the appetite to eat anymore.
Nainai was probably crying again at this time. She had been crying a lot recently, and she knew that the child was not feeling well either.
On one hand, she resented her father for not being by her side all these years.
On the other hand, she was very close to her fatherâ¦
Yin shinian stood up. When he passed Feng Yan, he grabbed her arm.
Feng Yanâs grip was very strong, and Yin shinian felt that his wrist was about to be broken.
However, she didnât say anything. She could still bear this kind of pain. In bed, he had pinched her even more harshly than this.
Are you done?â Feng Yanâs voice was even deeper than his usual feminine tone.
â..ââYin shinian opened his mouth but didnât say anything.
She hadnât finished. She still had a lot to say, but she knew that it was useless.
A person like Feng Yan did not understand human language.
If youâre done, then finish your meal!
Feng Yan kept his anger in check. Looking at the dishes, he didnât want to waste them, nor did he want to eat them aloneâ¦
Iâm not eating!â Yin shinian wanted to pull his wrist away, but he couldnât.
âYou eat, or I eat you, itâs your choice!
He had listened to Yin shinianâs words, but he felt that what she said wasnât entirely right.
However, when he saw her angry and depressed expression, he felt that she seemed to be very aggrieved.
Although she was talking about nainai, he could hear her dissatisfaction.
It was as if his anger had been extinguished in an instant. This was really a rather magical thing.
He wasnât the kind of person whose anger came and went quickly, but with Yin shinian, he had become like this.
Feng Yanâs suddenly softened tone also stunned Yin shinian. However, she felt helpless in the face of his threat.
Because he meant what he said. He even said that day, âIâve done it in the bedroom, bathroom, and balcony. One day, try doing it in the kitchen and dining room. Letâs see if itâll stimulate you. Scream â¦
When he thought of this, Yin shinianâs back felt a little numb.