Chapter 189
Jonas
Seeing the loft through Perryâs eyes is different from when I first came here on my own. It felt like a cage then, but as she shows me around, I can see that this was definitely the place she came to get away from everything. Thereâs a level of ease Iâve never seen before and I feel more than honored to have her share this with me. She canât say three little words, but she can show them.
âPrint these in order for me, Kitty,â she calls out as she sets up pink folders in front of several printers and theyâre all pink and covered in stickers. The doorbell buzzes and she excuses herself to get what she ordered.
âFirst file complete,â the cute AI announces.
I take it off the table to go through the pages. Weaponry. The next one is pharmaceuticals. Bioâengineering and
weaponizing. The list goes on and on and it blows my mind that all she did for this sick fuck was setup his tech and kill a few people to keep any of this shit from getting discovered.
âReal food,â Perry says walking in with several bags.
âDo you need help?â I ask, setting the files back where she had them.
âThis is it,â she waves me off and starts putting things away.
She drops a glass jar and without skipping a beat a little robot rolls out from under the cupboard. She picks up pieces but the little thing cleans it up trailing the scent of pine before going back under the cupboard.
âDid you make that?â
âNo, Itâs one of Mackâs. A prototype she threw out and I picked up to tweak. Cute, huh?â
âYeah,â I nod.
âYou can
the bigger
watch whatever you want on the TV. Thereâs also hella coding and history books on the shelves under the TV. They range from human to werewolf. I donât have Lycan written stuff because I didnât think you guys were going to make it very far,â she smirks.
âLook at you now,â I laugh going over to the shelves.
âI mean someone had to save you, clueless babies,â she shoots back.
There are a lot of textbooks here and theyâre all annotated. I take a coding one to find stickies and notes all on the inside. Her handwriting is messy but understandable and as I go further along the shelf the writing improves as well as the notes.
âAre these all from school?â
âSome of them. I like to keep up with what others update so a lot are just light reading. The ones with the pink stickies are the ones I make fun of because they think theyâre inventing something but theyâre really just ripping off other people,â
I laugh when I see that more than half are fucking pink.
âWhat are the greens?â
âThatâs the excellent stuff. Blue is eh and the purples are concepts Iâve disproven. Reds are mods that werenât compatible with Kitty. I was able to modify the orange ones to fit her, and the yellow ones are completely compatible. Like the cleaning bots,â
This is insane to me. I mean Iâve studied a lot over the years, but this is something she did on her own. Something she
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taught herself. The best I could do was adapt my journaling skills from my therapy sessions after everything that happened. Her outlet is magnificent.
The history books are a little less used, but itâs clear that she was researching specifics. Everything is centered around the Royal family and as I read through the sticky notes and highlighted parts itâs obvious that it wasnât because she wanted to know more about the laws and how everything worked. She was looking into their powers and strengths.
âWhy were you looking into the royal family like this?â I ask holding up an encyclopedia. I donât know what sheâs making, but the apartment is starting to smell amazing. Like ginger and beef broth.
âUh,â she grins and clears her throat.
âPerry, were you planning on doing something to them?â I ask putting the book back.
âJust to the former King, but the old man and Violetta never let me,â she admits. âPlease, donât tell my cousin that. He admitted to me that before he found out we were related he had a sick crush on me,â
âI heard him,â I roll my eyes.
âYou are the worldâs worst snoop. I can teach you to be better at it,â she laughs.
âIâm not a stoop,â I scoff.
âJo,â she laughs. âItâs a good thing to be when youâre the King. You know your surroundings a little better,â
âAnd I can use private information to blackmail people,â I glare at her.
âYou said it,â she points at me with a chopping knife and shrugs it off like sheâs innocent in the thought.
âWhat I want to know is how you got so good at masking your scent and presence. It scares me a little when you pop up places at random,â
âI think itâs funny that you guys believe that youâre not two things at once because if youâre asking me. Itâs far from the truth I admit that itâs different than the presence of a wolf, because the spirit of the wolf is so powerful, and this. But itâs also the
same.
âWhat you interpret as rage or primal instinct is the distinction between you and your beast. Your primal instinct is different
betas and your from the beasts. As wolves, we are taught to remain human. Weâre ranked the way we are because of the spirit, right? But while the wolf is a beta rank, it doesnât mean the skin does betaâranked things. So, you have your top fieldwork betas, some betas are considered omega by the nature of the skin.
âWe donât push our skin side to be more than itâs meant to be like you guys. Iâve been reading a lot about how you became gray and I became white. And by circumstance it makes sense. Our environment was very hostile. However, you didnât make that leap into white because itâs not in your nature to be a killer. Not like it is when youâre in Lycan form and even then, youâd do it to protect what is yours,â
âSo how do I tell the difference between the two?â
âWith focus. When you want to hide, you concentrate on the you thatâs pure. The happy guy who wants to save his people and his family. The guy who likes to journal and hang out with his new manicâdepressive mate. It pulls in the beast. You overpower the instincts that make you an animal and poof. Presence gone and it has nothing to doâwith shifting,â
She looks up at me with a smile and even while my eyes are focused on her, I get nothing. I donât feel her in the room with me. I step up to the counter and take a seat on the stool on this side of the island. I do as she asks. I focus on us and the things that keep me centered. I feel it then. The peace that usually only comes when I shift back after a run.
âOh, I place my hand on my chest.
âPerfect,â she says and continues slicing thin strips of beef to put in the pot on the stove. âNow, hold that for as long as you
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can. I like to hold it all the time. You know, so it scares the fuck out of people when I finally let it go,â
âWhat are you making?â I laugh
Pho. You ever had it?â
âI donât know what it is,â
âYouâre annoying sometimes. How are you so worldly at times and then not? It doesnât make sense to me,â she smirks. âWhen you go to other countries itâs really rude to reject trying a slice of their culture and the best way to do that is to honor them by trying their food, Lycan King. Or hunting with them. Both are always fun,â
Youâve never even been to Japan,â 1 glare at her.
âRacist on top of being an American ass. Very on brand for you, Lycan King. Pho originated in Vietnam and I have been there. Three times. Two of those times were search and rescue missions with Violetta. Iâd say you were thinking of ramen, but I doubt you knew that,â
âYouâre a fucking know it all, you know that?â
âI do know that. Itâs in the poorly thoughtâout description you just used,â she laughs.
All right, big head. How do I mask my scent?â
âEasiest thing you can do. Take a deep breath and hold it,â she instructs.
do as she asks and stare back at her holding it. Her eyes stay focused on me and I have to admit that Iâm panicking a little after holding my breath for a while. I break eye contact focusing on not breathing out. Two whole minutes go by and I feel like my lungs are about to fucking explode. She laughs when I breathe out and gasp for air.
âYou fucking asshole,â I say feeling a little lightheaded. âYou got me,â
âTwo minutes and four seconds, Jonas. That was amazing,â she grins. âJust take a couple of deep breaths to slow your heart rate. That one takes a lot of practice. Youâre already really good at tiptoeing. Those are the fundamentals of being a little snoop when, you know, youâre not so little,â
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