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Chapter 200
âI know that. I-â I clear my throat. âI was committed for a while. Iâm not going out of my mind because the blue monkshood that Darren wanted to use to help Mackenzie works,â
âYouâre kidding,â he laughs. âYou allowed yourself to be put in a m**ntal health institution?â
âI volunteered. Yeah,â I nod.
âPlease tell me what f****ed up thing you did to convince yourself that it was time?â
âI was going feral and Iâlet Jonas mark me to extend my time. While we were bonded I opened up our mating bind to everything knowing that when I died heâd potentially become feral. Then I made him swear to kill me once I got him what he wanted. Then he did after I told him I loved him for never disappointing me,â
âWhy would you do that? You said-â
âI know what I said,â I growl at him. âBut they hadnât paid for what they did to me and I knew that when I died he was going to go after everyone. Youâve seen him. Heâs a monster just like us. Maybe he doesnât have the experience we do, but the potential was f***king phenomenal,â
âYouâre an a****ole,â he shakes his head.
âYeah, I know. It got worse when I woke up like this,â I motion myself. âHe made the connection when I woke immediately tried to rip my throat out in front of him,â
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â***k,â he comes over and wraps his arms around me now that I canât stop crying.
âI f*****ng did that to him and heâs never punished me for it,â I choke out. âLook at all of this. I donât deserve any of it. Iâm the biggest piece of shit I know. It doesnât make sense that I get to have any of it,â
âIâve been around him enough to see that heâs not the kind of person that holds on to the dark stuff the way we do. You should have seen him f***ing shit up with his brother. If any of my brothers ever tried half the shit he did, I would have ended any of them brutally. That guy looks at you like the f****ng sun shines out of your a****,â
âI know. I canât tell you how many times Iâve told him to f****k off and he thought it was funny,â I push him away. He scoots back and laughs.
âMaybe it doesnât matter to him because unlike you, heâs a very forgiving person. Iâve never seen you like this. Donât let what could have been with Darren f***k up whatâs happening now with Jonas. The King knows what he has in his arms. Heâs never going to compare what you can do to what he can. Thatâs micro-d****k **it and you know it,â
âYou competed against the Rogue King since you joined the KNAVE. You took it the hardest when he died. Darren and I had known each other since we were pups. Growing up, all we did was try to one-up each other.
âJust because we ended up being mates, wasnât going to change that. I wouldnât be the insufferable know-it-all I am without him pushing me to this. I was nineteen when he was murdered, Knight. We had time to figure out how to be better,â
âOr worse,â he smirks. âI get what youâre saying. It doesnât change my opinion of him or anyone elseâs. Iâm just glad youâre alive. Even if you look like a dumb sparkly bloodsucker now,â
âMackenzie said the same thing even before my hair faded,â
âIt looks okay. Youâre intimidating now. You were such a soft girl as a brunette,â
âF**k off. No, I wasnât,â I laugh.
âNot as soft as Violetta, but you were up there. You had this face that said Baby me,â he mocks.
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âNo, I didnât. Shut up, Knightâ
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âWhy do you think all the guys see you as their li
I bet even the Kingâs men want to protect you,â
âYeah, Iâm their Queen and I hope they do. You guys are like fifty years older than me,â
âNo, itâs because youâre a baby. A six foot, dark humor, sailor-mouthed, engineering baby and Iâm six years older than you,â
âI hope your mom hits you with her belt when you go home,â I glare at him making him laugh more.
âOpen your toys, you big baby. Iâm invested. You need two more to complete the set. Iâm keeping one if you get an extra,â
âYouâre not keeping anything. These are all mine. My King got them for me,â I reach over to get some of the bags he pushed off the table earlier. I find another box with the same series picture as the first one. âCan you at least do something for me before you go?â
âSure,â he agrees.
âYouâre just going to agree? What if my request is unreasonable?â
âYouâre the least unreasonable person I know. Thatâs a Violetta-level threat,â
âThatâs true,â I agree. âSheâs mean as hell,â
âWhat is the request, Perry?â
âWhen you start feeling like this is it or now is fine, will you tell me her last name so I can track her down and make s sheâs okay?â
âYouâd do that?â he smirks.
âYeah, do you really think I believed Jake bailed me out all those times? He never touched a penny of the transferred him,â
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âYou know too much about everyone, Kid. Go back to school. Start making your little robot b***hit again. Get a Ph.D and become the insufferable little shit youâre meant to be.
âI donât know her last name. All I know is that she was some kind of designer. Violetta might know who she is if sheâs still doing that here in the US,â he pulls out his wallet and holds up a napkin. I take it and see thereâs a little sketch of a very elegant dress on it and itâs signed, Phoebe. âThe best way you can find her is probably by having Vy make that for you. I bet sheâd be pi****d you stole one of her designs. She came off a little feisty. She has a firstborn daughter in a big family vibes,â
âLike Violetta?â I laugh.
âYeah, just less murder and more Iâm living my best life,â he smiles genuinely as he tucks the napkin back in his wallet. âIf
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do look for her,â he stands up when his phone pings. âWait for me to be dead. I donât want to see her again. Iâll be f***ng p**d if you make that happen, Perry. Laters, Kid,â
âWait, I thought you said you were staying,â I stop him. When he turns around I toss one of the extra toys at him. If he were at full strength, he wouldnât have almost dropped it.
âIâm not staying here with a bunch of Lycans. Are you out of your mind?â he scoffs. âI also donât want to be here when Mackenzie and Jacob show up. If they agree to kill the kid, listen to them,â
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