Chapter 218
Itâs been five years to the day since I was sold the Lycan King. For since I was forced to join an organization called FATE. Things have changed. I used to think the world was black and white. Split down the middle between good and evil. I knew where I stood on that scale. No oneâs perfect and well, Iâve done some ugly things in my life.
Iâve been given a brand new perspective and Iâve been trying to make changes that I believe benefit how we move forward as society of Lycans. Both the King and I have made some choices we arenât proud of, but the results feel like theyâre almost worth the sacrifice.
Which brings me to today. I havenât seen the King in a couple of days and I havenât been feeling well. I know Oz said that it was unlikely for this to happen after she gave me the shots before my first official Lycan Heat, but here we are. Two months. and a half later.
For the second time in my life, my mind is waiting for my instincts to catch up with me because Iâm already thinking of all the ways I can protect something that doesnât even have fingerprints yet,
I am on a timer ticking down rapidly. In another week, my scent will begin to change. My body will begin to adjust to accommodate the life growing inside of me and given the size of its father, I highly doubt it wonât be unnoticeable.
Iâm freaking out a little bit.
The last time this happened things ended badly for us. Me. And the fact that Jonas isnât here yet is chipping away at the practiced patience Iâve been working on since becoming the Lycan Queen.
I donât know how many times Iâve rearranged my desk trying to keep myself busy. As I put everything back the way it was when I started I start to feel a little agitated that Jordan and Silas arenât here with the King yet. I have things to say and maybe cry a little because the situation might call for it.
âIâve been lying here the entire time, James says from the couch
âI know. I saw you napping there when I walked in, I roll my eyes
âWhy are you all squirrelly?â he sits up and tosses my blanket I am going to need to replace when he leaves.
âI canât tell you,â I roll my eyes. He snorts and yawns while stretching
âAny word from my sister, yet?â he asks.
âNo, assignments like that one take time. Sheâs gathering information and sheâs with Ace. Sheâs as safe as she can be given. where they are. You swear heâs going to let her out of his sight,â
âWhy are you so stressed? What did you do? You know my simp of a brother is going to forgive anything.â
âI didnât do anything. Iâm just nervous,â
âFor his retum?â
âTheyâre an hour and a half late. Jordan is never fucking late,â
âSome habits die hard, huh?â he sighs. âRelax. Itâs Jonas weâre talking about and the tweedles. Theyâre not going to let -anything happen to him. Theyâll be here any second now,â
âHave you visited your ward?â I change the subject
âShe made it very clear that she didnât want to see me after I got back from London,â
âYou have court in two weeks. Sheâs a senior this year and will be graduating in June,â
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âI know, I sent out the invitations. Bunny was going to put that ble fucking character on them. She likes the other one. The goth one,â
âAll you have to do is show up, James,â I shake my head because know he cares about her and tries his best to be her legal guardian.
Natalie loves having him around. She says he has fun sound was. She used to wake up terrified, James was the only one who was able to help settle her. Her voice doesnât work on him because heâs feral.
âItâs hard,â he shrugs. âI want to. When Iâm there, itâs like everything in my body screams. Itâs hard not to snap at people. around me and she doesnât need to be apologizing for me,â
I stand up to go over to my old projects to find a couple of mintalkieâtalkies from the pile of Mackenzieâs old creations. I drop them into his hand,
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âSo do it from a distance. Keep that in your ear and give the other one to her. They need to be charged every twenty hours and as long as they can sync up to your phone you donât have to be within range. But without it has a twenty- mile reach. Iâm sure that if you explained to her what the problem was, she wouldnât be so mad at you,â
âYou couldnât have given me these during her pageant week?â
âYou didnât tell me there was a problem during pageant week. You were just being an ass. I canât help you if you donât ask,â I snap at him. He sits back and puts his hands up in surrender. âSorry, Iâm worried,â
âDo these need to be synced manually?â
âNo, just set one on top of the device so it can get into the service. Itâs just a twoâway device. You canât use it for anything else,â
âWhat would you need this for?â
âWhen Mack started middle school, she was bullied a lot and she made it so she could get in contact with me when she needed help. The cheer bitches tapped her to the top of the lockers in the girlâs locker room once and I couldnât find her. The activation phrase is eagle one,â
âThanks,â he tucks them in his pocket. âI am gonna bounce. You donât need me for anything, right?â
Iâll call if I do,â I sit down so I donât start pacing.
âMaybe I should stay until Jonas gets here,â he looks me over again.
âThen you are relieved of your duty, brother,â
I all but jump out of my seat when the door is pushed open.
âSweet. Laters, freak,â he waves me off and leaves, but not before slapping the King on his chest hard enough to make him groan. As he walks away, the King kicks the back of his foot and james stumbles to stay on his feet
âDonât talk to her like that,â he growls. James flips him off and keeps going. When the Kingâtims back to me he smiles. âWhy havenât you had dinner?â
âI was waiting for you,â
âI am so sorry weâre late, Little Wolf. We were delayed because Jordan forgot to leave his gun in the car and the metal detector went off. Heâs been reprimanded and look,â he digs into his pocket and holds up a key chain with the cowgirl Hello. Kitty sitting on the state of Montana. âI found this killing time at the airport gift shop. Thought you might like it,â
This is so cute, laugh holding it up. âI also have a gift for you
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âOh, shit. Itâs not going to be something crazy again, is it? My eyebrows finally grew up back. These are real,â he points at his
face
âI thought it was a sparkler. Silas told me it was,â I defend myself and then point at the box sitting on the glass coffee table.
âCome here,â he hooks his fingers through the belt loops on my jeans and pulls me to him. âWhy are you standing so far away? I missed you,â
âI missed you too,â I want to rush out so many things at once but donât even know where to start.
I donât feel very missed,â he leans in and before he can kiss me 1step back and motion the gift. He groans and begins to remove his coat to take a seat on the couch. I sit down next to him. âAre you okay?â
âYes,â I nod.
âOkay,â he grins and pulls the bow apart. The box falls apart and the windâup butterflies I put in there fly out making him jump back 1 laugh when he lets out a low growl. He looks at me with a glare and laughs. âCute,â
âYou know me, I urge him to continue.
He takes the two gifts wrapped in tissue and opens the top one. Itâs a goldâplated pacifier with the Wolf Bait insignia engraved in it. It was a gift from Oz who is the only other person that knows and I thought it would be a good idea to give to him as well. He stares at it for a while before he opens the framed ultrasound next
He shakily sets them down on the table and glances at me before giving the picture his attention again. Same page. I literally told Oz to shut the fuck up. We both cried because we didnât know if it would work at all given that I wasnât 1ycan. Thereâs no actual research for what happened to me.
âErm,â is the sound that comes out of his mouth.
Born a
âRight,â I nod.
We stare at one another for a
couple of minutes before he reaches out to pull
moment and then we get very serious.
pull me onto his lap. The two of us laugh for a
âI am probably going to become overbearing, we both say at the same time. I wrap my arms around him laughing. He pulls me in closer.
âIâm so scared,â 1 admit.
âWeâre going to be okay,â he rubs circles on my back. âNo more traveling. If anyone wants to meet they have to come here. Weâre calling the 1.2 team in. I need you to be protected on all sides when youâre at the lab,â he pulls me away and cups my face. Thereâs a huge smile on his face and tears in his eyes. âIs this really happening?â
âYes,â I rub my face on his hands.
âOkay,â he breathes out heavily. âYou need to get something to eat. Have you been feeling sick? Why didnât you tell me? I wouldnât have come home sooner,â
âBreathe,â I laugh leaning in to kiss him. Itâs quick because he has to pull away to catch his breath
âAre we allowed to be this happy?â he asks suddenly.
âJonas, Iâve been asking myself that since we met,â I laugh. âYouâre right. Iâm starving and I can smell the free deer from here.
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