The cocktail splashed across his lap before I could even apologizeâorange and bourbon-soaked, like a drunken sunsetâright onto the ridiculously hot older guy Iâd been trying not to ogle.
His shirt darkened instantly. The Halekulaniâthe resortâs signature cocktail, all bourbon, pineapple juice, and a hint of lemonâbloomed across his chest and khaki shorts like a target Iâd just painted on him.
Behind me, the open-air bar fell into a hush, like even the steel drum band needed a second to recover.
It looked like paradise in postcard formâpalm-thatched roof, tiki torches flickering to life in the dusk, rattan chairs sinking into the sand. Vacationers sipped cocktails out of coconuts while fire dancers gathered near the shoreline, spinning torches like human lighthouses.
And there I was.
Standing in front of the hottest man Iâd seen in⦠maybe ever.
Tan. Tall. Silver-haired with dark, fuck-me eyes. He wore an open white Guayabera shirt over a fitted tank top and those tailored shorts that somehow made his muscular thighs look obscene. Strong jaw. Prominent nose. Lips that I could suck on for a day.
The kind of man who looked like he belonged on a yacht with a cigar in one hand and my hair clenched in the other.
When he ordered a gin and tonic earlier, Iâd braced for a British accent. But nopeâNew York. Rough, clipped, confident. The kind of voice that made me want to say yes, sir before I even knew what he was asking for.
No wedding ring. No tan line, either.
Unfortunately for me, he was also clearly older than me by at least fifteen yearsâso there was no way heâd be into me.
Panic bloomed in my chest.
My heart was sprinting. My face? Inferno. My hands? Useless. I was frozen between bolting into the ocean or crawling under the bar.
Why couldnât I just hold onto a damn glass?
âOh my God,â I breathed, already reaching for a napkin I didnât know what to do with. âIâm so, so sorryâ ââ
He glanced down, then slowly peeled his damp shirt away from his chest with a smirk, letting it fall back against his skin with a soft slap. His other hand brushed at the front of his shorts, right over his crotch, more for effect than actual drying.
âDamn,â he said, lips twitching. âRight in the lap. Bold move.â
I opened my mouth, mortified.
He cut in with a low, teasing chuckle. âWell, if you wanted my attention, sweetheart⦠youâve got it.â
Sweetheart.
My legs nearly gave out.
I could barely form thoughts, let alone words. He wasnât supposed to talk to me. Men like him didnât talk to women like meâcurvy, flustered, and alone at the bar with too many feelings and a drink I clearly wasnât qualified to hold.
He turned to me with a smile that should be illegal, his dark eyes glittering with amusement. âLetâs call it⦠a creative icebreaker.â
What? Was he flirting? With me?
Lust is an ungainly beast. Especially when youâre on a solo vacation to recover from a breakup that did a number on your self-esteem.
Forget men, Ella. Thatâs why youâre here.
I forced a breath through my nose, straightened my spine, and reminded myself Iâd handled grease fires, entitled food critics, and a sous chef who once stabbed himself in the hand mid-service.
I could handle this.
Even if this was a walking, talking, beachside fantasy soaked in my drink and currently watching me with the kind of smirk that could melt glass.
He extended a hand. âIâm Dominic. Or Dom, if you prefer. Most people who douse me in booze earn the privilege.â
Despite the mortification setting up camp in my chest, I found myself laughing. âElla,â I said, already reaching for the club soda and salt from the bar like Iâd done this a hundred times before. âTake off your shirt and I might be able to save it.â
That earned me a wicked grin. âIs that an invitation?â
I rolled my eyes, but my pulse was already misbehaving. âAn invitation to save your shirt. Donât get excited.â
Too late for me. I was already five fantasies deep.
He peeled off the linen button-down like it was no big deal, revealing a white tank stretched across sculpted pecs and strong arms that looked like they spent their free time lifting yachts. My throat went dry.
Definitely too late.
I focused on blotting the fabric. âAlmost as good as new,â I muttered. âThough if I were you, Iâd let the hotel dry-clean it.â
He held it up, inspecting the damage in the flickering firelight. âYouâve got a knack for managing chaos.â
I shrugged, trying to sound breezy even though my heart was currently doing parkour. âOccupational hazard.â
He leaned his elbow on the bar, watching me. âLemme guess. Disaster response team?â
âClose.â I gave him a wink. âChef.â
âAh,â he said with a smile. âThat explains it. You jumped when the fire dancers lit up.â
âI didnât know they were fire dancers,â I huffed. âI thought they were justâ¦regular dancers. In my world, surprise flames usually mean somebodyâs eyebrows are about to go up in smoke.â
âSounds like trauma,â he said, deadpan, then lifted two fingers to the bartender. âAnother Halekulani for the lady. On my tab.â
âYou really donât have toâ ââ
âI insist,â he said, all velvet and mischief. âCall it hazard pay.â
I glanced around, desperate for somethingâanythingâto ground me. The torches cast dancing shadows across the bar, making everything look dreamlike and far too romantic. I tucked a loose curl behind my ear, willing my pulse to slow. âFor the record⦠I usually drink my cocktails. Not throw them.â
Domâs mouth curved, but his gaze stayed on the ocean. âAdmit it. I make you nervous.â
My breath caught. God, he wasnât even pretending not to know what he was doing.
I didnât answer. I couldnâtânot with heat climbing up my neck and his voice still curling around me like smoke. Not with the weight of his attention dragging my pulse into dangerous territory.
Thank God for the bartender, who slid a fresh Halekulani in front of me like a lifelineâtall, golden, dangerously pretty. But it smelled like poor decisions and great memories.
Dom raised his glass again, that smirk still tugging at the edge of his mouth. âTo happy accidents?â
My fingers curled around the chilled glass. âYou really donât have toâ ââ
âI know,â he said simply.
I clinked my glass to his. âThen⦠to happy accidents,â I murmured, and took a sip, letting the burn distract me from the heat simmering in my core.
He watched me like he wanted to peel off more than just the shirt Iâd already ruined. Like he was seconds from leaning in and finding out exactly what I tasted like under this dress.
And God, I wanted him to.
I wanted to follow him back to his room, ride that rough New York accent all the way to the headboard, let his big hands remind me what it felt like to be touched like I mattered.
But I wasnât ready.
Not for this kind of intimacy.
And I certainly wasnât ready to let a stranger see me without my clothes on.
I wasnât just bruised. I was broken in places I didnât even know how to fix.
He was too sexy, too confident, too put-togetherâhell, too adult. He looked like he had stocks and property and a full set of matching luggage. Meanwhile, I had a carry-on full of emotional damage and a broken heart that still flinched whenever someone looked at me too closely.
I swallowed hard, setting my glass down gently on the bar.
âThank you,â I said, trying to keep my voice even. âFor the drink. And for being⦠kind.â
His brow ticked up slightly. âIs that your way of saying goodnight?â
I bit my lip, pulse skittering. I couldnât do this, something reckless and soul-deep. Something I couldnât undo.
âI should go.â
I stood before I could change my mind.
I didnât wait for him to respond. Just grabbed my bag and turned toward the beach, hoping the wind would cool my cheeks. The warm breeze licked up my bare legs, teasing me with the taste of what I was walking away from.
His gaze followed me. I felt it. Hot and lingering, like a promise. Or a dare.
But I kept walking.
I didnât look back. I couldnât.
If I had, I mightâve done something stupidâlike stay.