Another Monday, another peaceful day at Suivante. No service meant no customers breathing down my neck, no frantic plating up. Just me, my team, and the chance to get our house in order.
But as I trudged into the restaurant this Monday, my phone buzzed with a short text from Dom.
Dom: Hope youâre good. Taking Gina for coffee, seeing if sheâs heard from Leonardo. Will text later.
It wasnât exactly the comforting message Iâd hoped for. All I knew about things was that Leo had stormed off the other day after finding out about the twins. Dom was upset, though he tried not to show it. But heâd been suddenly too busy to come by since then. I was pretty sure he was waiting until he calmed down.
A pang of worry pressed into my chest. If only I could fix that for him.
I shoved the phone into my back pocket, inhaling the familiar scents of Suivante. Tomato sauce, natural cleaner, a strong whiff of espresso from the bar up front. At Winnerâs suggestion, Carrie had started a new practice of letting staff come in at ten on Mondays, so the place was quiet except for a few early-arrival line cooks rummaging through crates of produce in the kitchen.
âMorning, Chef,â Jean-Paul called, glancing up from a massive box of tomatoes. âWe got a double shipment of these guys. Looks like a mix-up at the supplier.â
âGreat,â I mumbled, tucking my hair under a bandana. âWeâll figure it out.â
He nodded, returning to his sorting. I forced a small smile, ignoring the worry swirling in my gut about Dom and his kids. The hush of the kitchen shouldâve been soothing, but the moment I stepped into the walk-in to assess inventory, a bright, perky voice made my hackles rise.
âElla!â It was Winner. She stood near the shelves of flour, arms folded, wearing an expression that screamed I have gossip.
What fresh hell is this? âMorning, Winner.â
She grinned, all teeth. âHeard from Tom, who heard from Harris, that you were at his restaurant for date night last week. Fancy, chef.â
âWhy are you name-dropping people like Iâm supposed to know them?â I stiffened, rummaging through a box of parmesan wheels.
She ignored the question. âHe mentioned that your date probably qualifies for AARP.â
The urge to defend Dom almost made me crack, but that was what she wanted. âNot sure why thatâs your business.â
Winner shrugged, leaning against a metal rack. Her eyebrows waggled, practically humming with glee. âSomething about father-daughter confusion by the server?â
A spark of anger flared in my gut. Are we really going to do this? âYeah, itâs a shame they donât train their servers to be less nosy. No one likes when someone butts into their business,â I said pointedly.
She chuckled, unbothered. âOkay, Miss Secretive. But I gotta say, hooking up with an old manâthatâs a power move, if youâre looking to be a sugar baby.â
My patience snapped as I dumped the parmesan onto a dolly. âStop acting like you know me or my life and get back to work.â
She smirked, raising her hands in mock surrender. âSo touchy about your old doctor boyfriend. How does he pronounce that mouthful of a last name? Mortally?â
âWinner, get back to the line,â Carrieâs no-nonsense tone echoed in the chilly space as she approached us. âElla, in my office. Now.â
My stomach lurched. Shit. Winner shot me a smug grin and ducked out, leaving me alone with our boss, whose eyes glittered with something that wasnât friendly.
âOffice,â Carrie repeated, turning on her heel.
I followed, nerves twisting in my belly. Iâd lied to Carrie about Dom for a while, sure, but Iâd planned on telling her soon. Winnerâ¦she must have told her.
Inside Carrieâs office, she closed the door behind me with a click, arms crossed over her chest. The room was small, cluttered with stacked papers and a half-finished cappuccino on the desk, but it felt cavernous under her glare.
âWhatâs up?â I asked, trying for casual, though my voice wavered.
She pinned me with a hard stare. âMortally? Mortoli, right?â
My heart thumped. âYouâre spying on us in the walk-in?â
âNo, I happened by when Winner asked you about a date you never mentioned, so I listened in, and yeah, okay, that sounds like spying. Whatever. Point is, you donât talk to me anymore. Not like you used to. If youâre dating Dominic Mortoli, the doctor who saved your lifeâ¦that crosses all kinds of ethical boundaries for him, right?â
âOkay. And that concerns you becauseâ¦?â
Her eyes blazed. âIt concerns me because no doctor with his reputation would casually date a patient unless he had cause to do that. The only way heâd justify that is if,â she swallowed, âif he was the father of your girls.â
Fuck. I didnât want to lie to her anymore. It was past time for this to come out. âYouâre right. He is.â
She glanced away, the hurt plain on her face. âYou lied to me, Ella. Lied about the father of your kids. You let me think it was some random fling or nonexistent man, but all along it was Dom and you knew it was him, right?â
My cheeks burned hot. âCarrie, Iâ ââ
She shook her head, jaw tight. âEveryoneâs whispering that you have a sugar daddy. God. And Iâve been nothing but supportive, letting you have extra time off, covering your shifts. I thought we were friends.â
âWe are friends,â I insisted, voice shaky. âI justâ¦it was complicated, okay? I didnât want to make things messy with Seth and Dom both in the same hospital department. And I planned to tell you soon, once Dom and I were certain about us.â
Her nostrils flared. âMessy? Ella, do you realize how bad this looks for me, vouching for you, letting you take extended leave, only to find out from the rumor mill that your baby daddy is some guy from my husbandâs department? You made me look like an idiot.â
âIâm sorry,â I whispered. âI didnât mean to blindside you.â
She exhaled, raking a hand through her hair. âWe used to share everything, or so I thought. Why did I have to hear about your relationship by spying on you in the walk-in?â
Shame crawled up my neck. âI didnât want to complicate things. You and Seth have enough drama with the hospital politics. Domâs going for the same promotion, and Seth hates him. If I told you about us, youâd tell Seth, andâ ââ
âAnd you didnât think Iâd have your back if I knew?â
âYouâre married to Seth, not me. Of course, I thought youâd tell him.â
Her eyes went cold. âHeâs my husband, but youâre my friend. Or at least, you were. What Seth does at work is Sethâs business. But you are my business. I donât tell him about my business. You should have trusted me, Ella.â
I clenched my fists, frustration mingling with remorse. âIt wasnât about not trusting you. It was about not stirring the pot. Dom and I only reconnected after the twins came home. Before that, we were justâ¦it was complicated.â
She scowled, pacing behind her desk. âSo you havenât been secretly seeing him all this time?â
âNo. We only hooked up again months after I gave birth. Weâre serious now, but it wasnât always that way.â
She paused, arms dropping to her sides. âSo youâre saying you didnât know he was the father until later, or you did, but you just didnât want to share that with me?â
âI knew. But I was scared, Carrie. Heâs older, heâs my exâs fatherâ ââ
Her lips parted in shock. âExâs father?â
I froze, realizing Iâd let that slip. Domâs confrontation with Leo was supposed to remain hush-hush, but nowâ¦fuck. âYes,â I mumbled. âLeo, Domâs son, was my last boyfriend before Dom. Thatâs a whole other fiasco. Thatâs why Iâve been terrified to tell anyone.â
Carrie stared, mind clearly blown. âIâholy shit, Ella.â Then she sighed, pressing her fingers to her temples. âI had no idea.â
âI didnât either, not when we got pregnant. Neither of us knew about our Leo connection when it happened. I only figured it out the morning after, and I bailed on him. We didnât see each other again until I was wheeled into the emergency room.â
âShit,â she muttered.
I fought the urge to cry. âYou see now why I kept quiet? Itâs not exactly easy to explain.â
She sank into her desk chair, face etched with conflict. âItâs huge, Ella. And I still feelâ¦betrayed, I guess. I was your friend, your boss, and I had no clue. People asked me about you, and I had nothing to give them, other than youâre a wonderful mom. When this comes out, no one will believe me when I say I didnât know, because they all know weâre close. That will break a little of their trust in me. You get that, right? Restaurants run on gossip and trustâ ââ
âCarrie,â I said softly, stepping closer. âIâm sorry. Truly. I never wanted to hurt or embarrass you. But this was something Dom and I had to figure out privately.â
âAnd now youâre officially together?â
âYes. We decided weâre done hiding. Thatâs why we went to that restaurant.â
She pursed her lips, nodding. âI appreciate you finally telling me, even if itâs late. But Ella, this is going to beâ¦complicated. With you two going public, Seth will find out, and he wonât be as understanding.â
A cold ball formed in my stomach. âSeth and Dom arenât friends anyway. What else can he do?â
âHe can try to sabotage the promotion, for one. Or feed rumors to the board about him and a patient hooking up. And if he finds out youâre the ex of Domâs son? Jesus, itâs a scandal waiting to happen.â
âWe canât control that. Dom said weâre better off being honest.â
She rolled her eyes. âDom might not care about the gossip, but Seth sure does. Heâs petty, Ella. He might use this as leverage to paint Dom as unethical or a conflict of interest.â
A flush of anger lit my cheeks. âThatâs ridiculous.â
âAgreed,â Carrie muttered. âBut that wonât stop Seth if he sees an opportunity. He hates Dom with a passion.â She paused, exhaling. âLook, Iâm still mad at you for lying, butâ¦I get it. Itâs a messy situation.â
âThank you. I was scared of losing your friendship. And my job. I know how weird this is.â
She softened, leaning back in her chair. âI wonât fire you over your personal life, Ella. Thatâs not me. Justâno more secrets, okay? If I have to go to bat for you, I need the truth. Even if itâs ugly.â She paused, thinking. âEspecially when itâs ugly.â
âNo more secrets,â I promised. âFrom now on, youâll know everything.â
Carrie sighed, tapping her desk thoughtfully. âWeâll keep this quiet from the rest of the staff, though, okay? At least until youâre ready to tell them. I canât handle Winnerâs smug face if she realizes how juicy this gossip is.â
âAgreed. Sheâs a pain.â
âShe is, but sheâs hell in the kitchen, and Iâve needed that, so I let some of her shit slide. And sheâs funny, in her own way.â Rubbing her temples, Carrie shot me a pointed look. âJust be careful. If Seth finds out Dom impregnated the ex of his own sonâ¦â
My gut twisted. âI know. It could destroy Domâs career. But heâs prepared to fight for it.â
Carrie cleared her throat, squaring her shoulders with that brisk authority. âNow, get out of my office. We have a double tomato shipment to deal with.â
A half-laugh, half-sob escaped me. âRight. On it, boss.â
I spotted Winner lurking near the kitchen pass, shooting me a curious glance. I forced a bland smile. âYou need something to do, or what?â
âJust checking if you need help, chef.â
I ignored her pointed tone, stepping briskly into the kitchen. Jean-Paul waved me over, asking about sauce variations. Fineâwork, I could manage. My personal life was a circus, but at least I was in my element here.
As I directed the staff to store tomatoes, re-label containers, and handle the usual Monday chaos, my mind swirled with everything Carrie had said.
Seth might sabotage Dom.
The thought made me bristle. Amid the bustle, my phone buzzed. Curiosity gnawed, but I held off checking, focusing on finishing the morning tasks. If it was Dom, Iâd catch up once I wasnât in front of prying eyes. If it was Winnerâs next rumor, Iâd fling my phone into the fryer. Or at her head.
By noon, the shipments were squared away, and I finally retreated to the alley behind the kitchen for a moment of quiet. Leaning against the brick wall, I pulled out my phone. Sure enough, Dom had texted.
Dom: No word from Leonardo yet. Ginaâs worried. Let me know if youâre okay.
My heart squeezed. His kids are being a handful, but heâs worried about me. That sweet man.
Me: Iâm fine. Had an awkward talk with Carrie. She knows everything now.
Dom: Everything? You okay?
Me: Shaky, but weâll manage. Seth might be an issue. But itâs out in the open now.
Dom: Iâm sorry. If I can help, let me know. Iâm here.
Me: Thanks. One crisis at a time.
With that, I pocketed my phone, letting out a breath. Carrie was mad, but weâd come to an understanding. Dom was dealing with his own fallout. The staff might gossip, but I had no regrets about claiming Dom openlyâexcept for how it might impact him.
Still, as I headed back inside, I squared my shoulders. Let them talk. Carrie had forgiven me. The rest of the staff could whisper all they wanted about my âancient boyfriendâ. The only thing that truly mattered was me, Dom, and our girls.
And if that meant handling a few meltdown Mondays, so be it.