Pain.
That was the first thing I felt, wrapping around my ribs and hips like barbed wire. A deep, bone-deep ache that throbbed through every inch of me. Everything hurtâfrom my throat to the soles of my feet.
For a second, I thought I was dreaming. Then the sharp scent of antiseptic hit me, and the weight of the blankets confirmed this wasnât my bed at home. Or any home.
The memories came like a gut punch. The kitchen. The sharp gush of fluid. Carrieâs panicked voice, calling for help. The ambulance. Contractions like a freight train.
Andâ¦Dom.
God, had that been real?
I squeezed my eyes shut, but the image wouldnât fadeâthe sharp lines of his jaw, those commanding dark eyes staring down at me through the fog of pain.
No. Couldnât be him. Couldnât be real.
The stress, the blood loss, the sheer terror of what was happeningâit had to have conjured him out of thin air. A cruel trick from a brain desperate for comfort.
Because if it had been himâ â
No.
I wouldnât be that unlucky. Out of all the hospitals in this goddamn city, it wouldnât be his.
I forced my eyes open, blinking against the dim hospital room light.
And there he was.
Dom.
Seated beside me, elbows on his knees, hands clasped loosely as if heâd been sitting there for hours. Scrubs stretched across his broad shoulders, and his dark brows were pulled tight, studying me like I was a riddle he couldnât solve.
Oh my God. No. No, no, no.
I could barely breathe. Panic prickled under my skin like needles.
My ex-boyfriendâs father.
The man Iâd slept with.
The man who gave me the two babies now missing from my arms.
It felt like the air got sucked out of the room.
This wasnât just bad luck. This was catastrophic.
What if he saw them? What if they look like him? What if he puts it all together before I can get out of here?
Because he was their father. And if anyone would notice the resemblance, it would be him. And what then?
Heâd have rights. He could stop me from leaving. Worseâhe could demand to be part of their lives.
And even if he didnât want them? Even if he decided fatherhood wasnât for him at nearly fifty years old? The mere fact that heâd know would ruin everything.
Leoâs voice echoed like poison in my head. âHe doesnât do family. He barely did it with us.â
And worseâhow the hell was I supposed to look him in the eye?
Leoâs father.
The man who had ruined me in all the best ways on that island. The man Leo swore up and down was cold, career-obsessed, emotionally detached.
And yet here he sat, steady and watchful, like he gave a damn.
The forbidden heat under the panic wasnât helping either.
Because beneath the terror was something else.
That impossible pullâthe one that hadnât let go since the night in paradise.
God, how could he still look like that? How could the sight of himâeven nowâmake my stomach flutter like it had no clue we were in a disaster zone?
Dom leaned forward, picked up a plastic cup, and gently tipped it toward my lips. âSmall sips,â he murmured, voice low and steadyâa balm and a razor all at once.
Then his hand brushed under my head, cradling it as if I were fragile. Too fragile.
The cool water slid down my raw throat, but it barely touched the wildfire beneath my skin.
His touch burned.
It was steady, tenderâbut it made me feel unsteady, like I was seconds from cracking wide open.
Stay calm. Donât let him see the cracks.
But then his scent hit me.
That subtle, masculine cologneâspicy, woodsy, faintly like him. Like salt air and skin-warmed bourbon. The scent Iâd inhaled against his neck the night he ruined me for every other man.
The cool water trickled down my raw throat. This was real. He was real.
My babies.
Panic surged as my hands moved instinctively to my stomach, now sore and empty. My breath hitched, and Dom caught it immediately.
âTheyâre okay,â he assured me, his voice steady and firm, cutting through my fear. âTheyâre small, but theyâre strong, breathing on their own. The NICU team is monitoring them, but everything looks good. Again, theyâre small for newborns, but considering the circumstances, theyâre remarkably large. You did good, Ella.â
A sharp exhale left me as relief crashed over me, making me momentarily lightheaded. I blinked up at him, trying to process everything. âYouâ¦youâre really here?â My voice was raspy and hoarse from exhaustion and the intubation tube.
His lips twitched, just slightly. âYeah, Iâm here.â
I closed my eyes for a brief second as if that would help me make sense of this. âI thought I imagined you. In the ER.â
Dom leaned back in his chair, watching me carefully. âYou werenât imagining things. You landed in my hospital.â
His hospital. Shit.
Of course. Of course, this had to happen. What are the odds? One hundred percent when it comes to me.
Annoyance flared to life, not at him, but at the cruel irony of the universe. Carrie had sent me here. She had made the call when I passed out, likely not even thinking twice about it. Just focusing on getting me and the babies the best care possible. Her husband worked here, so naturally, sheâd tell the EMTs to take me here.
I knew that. And yet, I wanted to groan in frustration.
Carrie had no idea about Dom. She knew about the âmystery manâ from my tropical getaway, but I had deliberately left out any identifying details. If she had known, she never would have sent me here.
Hell, she even sent me to a hospital where my doctor doesnât have privileges. Clearly, the EMTs told her this was a serious emergency. I canât blame her, but I want to. But since she didnât know, then Dom still didnât know. And I needed to keep it that way.
âThatâsâ¦a weird coincidence,â I murmured, shifting slightly in bed. Pain radiated through me, but I bit down on it.
His brow furrowed, his head tilting slightly. âYeah. Some coincidence.â
I kept my expression neutral. I had to. Because if I let even a sliver of truth slip through, if I let my emotions get the better of me, Iâd be stuck. Trapped in New York. And my girlsâmy newborn, fragile daughtersâwould be sucked into the middle of a mess I had spent months planning to avoid. I could not let that happen. Not now, not ever.
I had been so careful. I had saved up, worked extra shifts, and meticulously planned my escape to Chicago. It was supposed to be simple. Get through the birth, leave New York, and start fresh. Clean breaks all around.
A clean break did not include reentering Domâs life.
Introduce newborns into the family that produced Leonardo Mortoli? Not happening. Not only would they have to deal with Leoâs drama, but his drama would be amplified by the fact that his new sisters were born to his ex-girlfriend. An ex-girlfriend who was too young to be with his father.
Messy. Too messy.
It would destroy the Mortoli family, tearing them apart from the inside. I couldnât do that to Dom. And just as important, I wanted to do this on my own. My girls are mine, and Iâm getting them out of here.
The silence stretched between us until it snapped under its own weight. I wanted to scream, Why are you still so goddamn handsome?
Instead, I forced myself to focus on what mattered. âCan I see them?â
Dom nodded. âSoon. The NICU team is making sure theyâre stable, but theyâll either bring them soon, or a nurse will wheel you there to see them.â
I swallowed hard, emotion clogging my throat. I wanted to hold them. To see them. My body demanded to hold my babies. I felt incomplete without them. But knowing they were okay, that they had made it through, had to be enough for now.
Dom exhaled, running a hand over his face. âYou scared the hell out of me, Ella.â
Something in my chest twisted, but I kept my expression carefully composed. âI didnât exactly plan this,â I muttered, trying for some semblance of levity.
He didnât smile. Instead, he studied me, those dark eyes filled with something I couldnât quite name. âWhat happened?â
The question was innocent enough. But my gut clenched because there was too much I couldnât say. I opted for the easiest version of the truth. âI was at work. My water broke suddenly, then there wasâ¦blood. I donât remember much after that.â
Domâs jaw tightened. I could see his medical brain turning, analyzing, assessing. Something flickered across his expression, but he didnât press. He didnât ask why I hadnât told him I was pregnant. He didnât ask who the father was. He merely nodded.
And that was good. That was perfect. Because as long as he didnât ask, I didnât have to lie. I needed to get out of here. Not immediatelyâI wasnât physically capable of that yetâbut soon.
But then, he shifted slightly in his chair, and my eyes betrayed me.
Even now, post-surgery and drowning in exhaustion, I noticed everything. The strength in his frame, how his scrubs hugged his shoulders and chest, the quiet storm in his gaze. The room shrank to just him. And me.
No. Donât go there.
Still, it hitâthe magnetic pull. The heat beneath the panic.
I blamed my hormones for the way my pulse jumped. For the way I felt drawn to him, even after everything that had happened today. Whatever this was, it wasnât real. It was just biology. Chemicals and memories and exhaustion playing tricks on me. Nothing more. Nothing meaningful.
He was just my doctor.
Waitâno. Not just.
He hadnât told me he was a doctor.
How the hell had he left that part out?
The pieces didnât add up.
I thought back to Leoâs storiesâDom always buried in work, missing birthdays, obsessed with success at all costs. Was this it? The ER grind, the medical empire?
Was this why Leo hated him so much? Had Dom played me on that island? Lied to get me into bed, then vanished back to his double life?
My pulse raced as unease settled over me. I needed space from him. Answers too, but mostly space. Because the man sitting beside me wasnât just a vacation fling anymoreâhe was a storm, threatening everything Iâd built.
âSo, youâre a medical company owner?â
He huffed a laugh. âYou remember that after everything youâve been through? Impressive.â
âHard to forget when a man lies to you.â
His brows bunched. âI didnât lie to you, Ella.â He stood up and slipped a business card from his wallet with Morbinski Incorporated on it. âSee?â
âYeah. I also saw your phony website. Pretty elaborate way to get laid, donât you think?â
âFunny. If I remember right, I didnât mention my company to you until after weâd had sex the first time, so I didnât exactly need it to get laid, did I?â
He had a point. âThen, why even bring up your fake company after?â
âItâs a real company, Ella.â
âAnd you work grueling hours in the ER for funsies?â
He exhaled a frustrated breath. âItâs a long story. But I am the owner of Morbinski, and I work here. Why did you leave without saying a word the morning after?â
I closed my eyes and gently shook my head. âCan we not do this right now?â
âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have pushed. Are you feeling worse?â
âJust queasy, I think.â
âIâll see about some Zofran. Be right back.â He left without another word.
I had no idea what Zofran was, but by the context, I guessed it was for an upset stomach. Now, all I needed was something for my pain and a doctor who didnât make my hormones surge, and Iâd be all set.
At least with him out of the room, I could breathe again. Weirdly, though, it felt like he took all the oxygen out of the room when he left.