Sebastianâs POV~
Iâm enjoying the musicâ¦nursing a whiskey and I see Arabella grabbing Brittney by her hair and dragging her outside. I heard everything she said to her and Iâm failing to keep a straight face. And when it was over her saying she told her sheâd be chewing out her ass..I was done forâ¦
Kaiden and Brayden weâre holding each other up just laughingâ¦Good times. Then she linked me asking if she was in trouble in such a cute voice that even if she was I wouldâve lied! What? What is going on? My mind seems to be centering around Arabella and thatâs not making me happy.. I donât like being confused..
I see her walk in the room and walk to the piano and I suddenly feel like I can breathe again! What the fuck is this? We announced the girls who were going homeâ¦including Brittney so thereâs 17 left. The girls all said good night and I had the guys come to my office. I said âI donât know whatâs happening to me⦠I canât get Arabella out of my mind. Eros will only talk to me when heâs around her. I have a mindlink with her that allows me to hear her thoughts for Goddess sake! What is wrong with me???â
Kaiden says âhear me out. What if she is your mate? Your True Mateâ¦what if everything we were told is true.. and we do still have true mates?â I said âI donât remember a lot. A mate that fits you in every way seems like fantasy. And I donât remember the signs..â Brayden says we have a book in the library.. but I remember scent is a signâ Scent? Like jasmine and vanilla? Brayden, go grab that book Kaiden run to the kitchen and get the coffee I just asked forâ
. Kaiden says âwhat are you gonna do?â Iâm pouring me a whiskey and getting over my confusion.
We have been reading for two hours..each of us reading it separate so we can bounce our interpretations off each other. Kaiden says âIt says first sign is scent. And you have smelled that scent off and on since Bella got here. What if she knows sheâs your mate but is hiding her scent for some reason?â That wouldnât make sense thoughâ¦the book said itâs our instinct to be with each otherâ¦he said âit would if she knows how you feel about matesâ¦and she does know..you showed her her first night here by fucking Candace all night long â
Fuck! I would hide my scent to. So okay. We have decided scent isnât helping. How else can we tell? Brayden said âtouch. It says once you touch the bond gets stronger..and sparks where your skin meets.â I havenât felt sparks..tinglesâ¦not sparks..and as far as touch goes..âshe laid her hand on my arm after dinner and I damned near came in my jeans! In my fucking jeans! Howâs that for a touch?â
And they busted out laughing..Like this isnât my life weâre talking about here. I meet the most gorgeous woman I have ever seen in my life and she got me over here ejaculating in my jeans like Iâm 14! I look up and say what?! They laughed even harder and said âyou said that out loudâ
After we calmed down a little bit Brayden says â maybe she hides them. The sparks. Maybe she hides them like she hides her scent â That actually makes sense. What if sheâs my mate?
Kaiden said âdonât reject her. Get to know herâ I said⦠âIâm not going to reject her. I want her. Iâm halfway to loving her already. I said I didnât want to take a mate..not that I didnât want one. I just stopped believing in the whole mate deal a long time ago.
Brayden said âWhat if itâs true? What if we remembered what it is supposed to be like and start fixing this mess our dadâs started! What if sheâs your mate? Will we all get mates? Will I have one?â
A flash of light through the window and there stood Mother Selene. She pointed at me and said âYou accept Bella as your True Mate?â I said I do.
Then, she shocked me and said âYou have some apologizing to do even though itâs your past, She watched it happen, too..Only with a broken heart..she had it rough but she loves you. And because of her, and her love for you..are you still standing!â I said âI donât understand. I just met her last night.. she watched me?â
Selena says âNot my story to tell. She will tell you when she realizes you are accepting her. My daughter is honest to a fault. She says what she means..and she certainly means what she saysâ¦now. You have trouble coming. It isnât a little trouble. It is a lot of trouble. Two Alphas are in collusion to take you down. They are rounding up rogues and hiring mercenaries. They want you deadâ¦but abdication wouldnât work⦠they will kill you anyway. Donât ask me who or where or when. Thatâs as much as I can tell you. And I canât interfere. I have to get back or Zeus will zap meâ
And just like that, she was gone! I am amazed! Then I laughâ¦I roar with it! Kaiden said âDudeâ¦whatâs wrong? Are you okay?â I said âas okay as I can be. My mother-in-law is the fucking Moon Goddess and she hates me! Family dinner should be a blast!â And they fall off their chairs laughing.
We were running through Alphas who may be disgruntled or gone rogue. Trying to figure out who the two might be. Itâs frustrating. There are 220 Alphas I rule over. It could be anybody. Kaiden said âIâm working on a algorithm to perform a few filters with specific keywords and it will deplete the amount exponentially. But it will probably take me all night.â
I said âcan it run in the background while you sleep.âI asked him. He said yeah. I couldnât sleep. Every thought was Arabellaâ¦I want to smell her so bad. I hold her while she sleeps. Be there when she wakes up.. She has to be my mate. Right? Sheâs my mate. Yeah. Sheâs somethingâ¦thereâs just something about Bella!